What Even Is Okay?

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Genuinely sick of being alive again🥹

[whatevenisokay]

Unfortunately, I relapsed in a lot of unhealthy behaviors and old coping mechanisms and it was all just so fast because I was dissociated and dealing with a PSTD trigger and now I’m present again and I’m just stuck in that cold shame feeling afterwards and god it’s just so lonely and so cold

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Damn, haven’t checked in with this account in a hot minute but I’d like to say:

it does get better🖤

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My brain so cute, it does this lil thing where whenever something goes wrong it thinks de@th is the best and only option🤩

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Blip blap I want my will to live back

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✨The only time I’ve ever wore matching socks is when I’m wearing those grippy socks✨

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[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #8624

 Clothing that makes me feel comfortable in my own skin.  – Guest Submission

(Please don’t add negative comments to these posts.)

[idkpleasekillme]

being hyper self aware and severely mentally ill is wild

cause yes i know the majority if not all of my reactions aren’t rational i know my thoughts aren’t rational i know i feel things way too intensely and hurt my own feelings with situations in my brain that haven’t even happened and most of the time im like “this bitch (me) is crazy”

but i can’t stop the crazy

i can only watch from behind a glass screen while i go crazy and burn my bridges and ruin my relationships with people meanwhile still knowing that im insane and that i shouldn’t be doing half/all the things im doing

the crazy exists and im extremely aware of it to the point that i almost feel it would be better if i wasn’t aware

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[guilt-tw]

Best part? Didn’t recover from §H anyway, just ended up with multiple different addictions.

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