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he/she lesbian || i am in way too many fandoms for my own good

[wonderviolet17]

welcome :)

name: ender or violet

age: eighteen

gender/sexuality: genderfluid lesbian

pronouns: he/she

artist, writer, reader, and overall lover of the arts. i love dark chocolate and white chocolate. milk chocolate… well i’m not going to judge you (that much) if it’s your favorite. i enjoy problem solving and math (gasp) and i am in far too many fandoms to keep track of them all, but i have compiled a handy spreadsheet to help! (it desperately needs an update and is missing quite a few of my current favorites) https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/170DTf96a34GxgbpiPIo0wXZ3wUYLHf8gojlQG7a8VPg/edit#gid=0

that being said, my current obsessions include: interview with the vampire, hannibal, yellowjackets, stormlight archive, severance, and grishaverse. but who knows what i may drag onto my blog tomorrow!! the possibilities are endless…

i’m writing a fic!! it’s a crossover au between iwtv and hannibal nbc in which claudia éparvier and abigail hobbs fall in love. (look i know this is a bit insane but im having fun here okay) it’s FINALLY in motion, so here’s the link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/56507167/chapters/143606533

my blog to talk about said fic is @shrike-seventeen :) feel free to chat/send me asks there!

i’d love to chat about any of the above!! feel free to dm me or send me asks or anything :)

im in way too many fandoms

im in way too many fandoms

[wonderviolet17]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Arisu Ryouhei/Chishiya Shuntarou, Chishiya Shuntarou & Kuina Hikari Characters: Arisu Ryouhei, Chishiya Shuntarou, Kuina Hikari, Usagi Yuzuha, Tatta Kodai, An Rizuna | Ann, Aguni Morizono Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, tentative allies to lovers, Enemies (kinda) to Friends to Lovers, Best Friends Chishiya Shuntarou & Kuina Hikari, I love them so much your honor, Character Study, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, mild touch of internalized homophobia, Rivals to Lovers, in the sense that they both lowkey hate each other, but they are REALLY bad at confronting their feelings directly, Gay Chishiya Shuntarou, Bisexual Arisu Ryouhei, Minor An Rizuna | Ann/Kuina Hikari, implied aguni/hatter Summary:

Chishiya and Arisu decide to team up again after the Witch Hunt. It changes everything.

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The main concept of this fic was basically exploring the wasted potential of them as a duo through S2, because they would've cleared those games SO much faster if these two idiot geniuses had been working together. In order to make that happen realistically this has become very much a character study as well (especially with chishiya). I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I am enjoying writing it!t

[shrike-seventeen]

made a huge breakthrough in plot development that makes the whole thing flow better and introduces more opportunities for character/relationship development!!

it involves me changing everything i’ve published so far from the second chapter onward *sob*

just kill me now 😭

[greatmolassesflood]

i can't be the only one who's just straight-up ... bored with women hating themselves. my mom keeps lamenting to me how upset she is about her gray hair. my friend stares at her laugh lines every day in agony. my sister loses sleep over the horrible unbearable thought of looking fat. and every time these women i love open up to me, i can't help but think ... then stop staring at yourself? stop drowning yourself, narcissus, and just fucking live your life instead of sitting in front of a mirror obeying cosmetic corporations' lies. just stop it. this is getting ridiculous. you're too smart to be falling for this bullshit. "oh no but these men who hate women told me that if i'm ugly i'm worthless!" girl if you actually believe that then good luck. but i am getting worse at being supportive of people whose nonsense worldviews keep them trapped in pain. stop looking at yourself start fucking living i am pleading you deserve to be happy and it is stupid that you disagree

[vanityschild-deactivated2026031]

Someone in the comments said "you really said just stop being insecure" and yes :) make an effort to stop spiralling about your looks, challenge insecure thoughts and stop doing things that lead to you feeling insecure.

[whisperingthings]

I always come back to this: Do your insecurities match your morals?

Do you truly believe that having belly fat makes people disgusting? That the media should have final say on how you feel about yourself? If you don't believe it and there is a mismatch between your moral beliefs and your gut reaction to your appearance...

Then yeah. Stop being insecure. It's work but it's worth it.

[freshgratednutmeg]

Promoting @sarkywoman 's tags as that's a perfectly distilled mantra:

I am not the exception to my beliefs

[imissthembutitwasntadisaster]

Every new thing she says convinces me she's a tumblr user

[greatmolassesflood]

people died. it was tragic

[bl00dfroma-fairy]

[redstonedust]

i know the idea of 'hear me out' type posts is weird non-conventional attraction but i also have a fascination for the people whos 'hear me outs' are conventionally attractive characters from the most OBSURE media. like if you were asked to name a sexy character and your first thought is the girl from a mostly forgotten 1980s canadian animated scifi musical im gonna be way more intrigued by whats going on in your brain than if you had said like. the dragon from shrek yknow.

[redstonedust]

they should invent a bus that never gets stuck in traffic because it's on its own path separated from the roads. and then chain multiple of them together and put it on rails. has anyone had this idea before.

[parakavka]

Today a very friendly Golden Retriever came up to me and I said "hey buddy :D" and the owner asked "do you know each other?" like his dog had a social life he didn't know about

[charleemoon]

the fun thing about the hannibal fandom is you expect will graham to be the relatable protagonist guy that everyone projects on and understands until you realize every mutual you have is a hannibal kinnie

[kleeklutch]

[rikusqueenofhearts]

[balillee-deactivated20260220]

happy pride month to country mama lynn and country mama lynn only

[iampattonsanders]

Someone give this woman a damn crown and medal

[applejuicewerewolf]

Happy pride month to country mama lynn and ger gay son only

[rabbitheartedfool]

aint it crazy how many people realize they're queer when they have the language to express how they feel and a support system to encourage self exploration????

[wardenaristraith]

I never stop enjoying reading this. Literally everyone's lives improves.

[ya0ishi]

Ancient legends say that if you reblog this on June you get 110% gayer and stronger

[hikarisakurariver]

right at the beginning when she's like how do I help my son feel loved and accepted I'm here shouting "QUEEN YOU ALREADY DID THAT BY TAKING HIS SIDE AND LEAVING THAT NO GOOD HUSBAND FOR HAVING THE AUDACITY TO KICK YOUR BABY OUT!" And Good for her! this is the only response to a man who kicks out a child.

[creepymutelilbugger]

FUCK YES I LOVE THIS

[sensoryscorpio]

happy early pride to Country mamma lynn and her gay son and her gay son's BF :3

[ufo-offical]

*flies past*

[jar-of-dogteethh]

holy fucking shit you guys did you see that

[nudityandnerdery]

Thread by @itsalexvacca on Thread Reader App

@itsalexvacca: BREAKING: MIT just completed the first brain scan study of ChatGPT users & the results are terrifying. Turns out, AI isn't ma

[nudityandnerdery]

[sevenoffeathers]

Your Brain on ChatGPT: Accumulation of Cognitive Debt when Using an AI Assistant for Essay Writing Task

This study explores the neural and behavioral consequences of LLM-assisted essay writing. Participants were divided into three groups: LLM,

the original paper, for anyone interested

[ariaste]

"Here's the terrifying part: When researchers forced ChatGPT users to write without AI, they performed worse than people who never used AI at all. It's not just dependency. It's cognitive atrophy. Like a muscle that's forgotten how to work.

THIS IS THE METAPHOR THAT I KEEP USING ALL THE TIIIIIIIME

[photoshinjisis]

the introduction of the paper begins with the quote:

“Once men turned their thinking over to machines in the hope that this would set them free. But that only permitted other men with machines to enslave them.” -Frank Herbert, Dune, 1965

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

dear lord, please take all life problems and responsibilities away from fanfic writers but also make them financially stable and happy with nothing to worry about so they can happily focus on writing and posting fanfiction. amen

[exciting]

fights I would pay to see: sigmund “everyone is attracted to someone” freud vs John “sexual desire is evil and cereal can and will fix it” Kellogg

[moonlitdremr]

Asked my mom who both has a MA in psychology and currently works for Kellogg’s to weigh in for the hell of it

[dwagom]

enemies to lovers 500K slowburn

[zinesbycee]

i love sluts i love perverts i love dykes i love faggots i love aromantics i love freaks i love librarians i love ibuprofen

[charleemoon]

the fun thing about the hannibal fandom is you expect will graham to be the relatable protagonist guy that everyone projects on and understands until you realize every mutual you have is a hannibal kinnie

[depsidase]