So Many Fandoms, So Little Time

Jess - 26 - Pan - white - She/They Multifandom with smatterings of social justice and random shit I find funny. Let me know if you have game or book recommendations!

[shittysawtraps]

how was my weekend? ah, actually, i got put in a saw trap. yeah… luckily it was minor. chewed too loudly in a restaurant near john kramer, so i had to extract my own wisdom teeth. bloody stuff, you know? i mean i needed them out anyway, just would have preferred to do it with non-rusty tools. yeah i had to go get a tetanus shot. huge pain in the ass. luckily this was on saturday and i had all of sunday to recuperate so i could come into work today. i don’t think being saw trapped is covered under FMLA and i’m all out of sick time so i would have been shit out of luck. but that’s life. anyway how was your weekend? oh, you went to the planetarium? that’s pretty cool.

[halondrus]

[cutecipher]

can you put that thing on a leash?

[boo-pin]

🍊🕶️✖️2️⃣

[qaz8723]

[ode-on-a-grecian-butt]

[samreich]

the single best post-episode text i've ever received

[samreich]

💃🎉📣

[hemoglobines-deactivated2013092]

[kirawrrawr]

Clan pairings that interest me

ventrue/brujah: opposites attract :)

tzimisce/tremere: their history is toxic and fun

tzimisce/salubri: history of being not accepted in by most of society

lasombra/toreador: contrast between the deadly embrace culture and the romance is very nice to me!!!

cappadocian/lamia: history again

giovanni/lamia: toxic

[nexeliam]

Sacrifice for human kind

[beardedmrbean]

One more in the W column for Japan.

[supersoftly]

Link for extension :3c

[fellshish]

i’m so glad goncharov happened pre ai slop era

[romanitas]

#weird way to describe 1973 but i guess it’s accurate

[rambld]

UGH I LOVE WHEN SYLUS'S EYE GLOWS LIKE YES YOU'RE ABOUT TO GET IT NOW LMAOOO

[lokihiddleston]

PROJECT HAIL MARY (2026)

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[6qubed]

I mean if you wanna just loom in the corner like some kinda creature that's cool, we just don't want you getting left out

[malwarechips]

"i think", i say, about my own ocs, who i made,

[rosexknight]

“my headcanon is…” i say about the canon that i made about my own characters

[toskarin]

ahaha you sly dog! you bastard! [getting a little too comfortable] you wretched fucking animal

[labmousegirl]

one of the things that makes autism a disability (and why some of us choose to label it as such rather than an “alternate neurotype”) is the stress. 

part of autism is just being incredibly stressed. overstimulation? stress. holding a conversation? stress. something happening to our schedule? stress. people talk about how often autism is recognized and diagnosed via our stress responses (like meltdowns) because it is just so common to see autistic people stressed because of lack of accommodations to how our brains work.

and this matters because stress kills. stress causes a lot of health issues, or it can trigger pre-existing ones by making certain chronic conditions flare up. i once had a psychiatrist very unhelpfully tell me i “just need to manage my stress” when the stress i was describing was things i could not avoid in neurotypical society and can’t “just get over”. i can do “self care” all i like but i cannot at the very base level change the way my brain inputs information and reacts accordingly.

[roach-works]

i only learned this year that loud noises aren’t physically painful for other people. i have lived 34 years in a world in which my friends and family regularly physically hurt me at random just by shouting, and i thought everyone else just thought i was kind of a wimp for not dealing with the pain as well as they did.

like. loud noises physically hurt. it’s like a static shock from my ears to my spine that doesn’t stop until the volume goes back down. i thought we all agreed that ‘that’s too loud!’ and covering our ears meant ‘ouch!’. turns out i’ve been dealing with a stressor almost no one else has, my whole life, alone.

autistic people have to keep functioning through debilitating levels of stress that no one else in their life acknowledges or helps them with. it’s no wonder that their most visible ‘tells’ are breakdowns.