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✦Priyanshi ✦she/her ♡ ✦ autumn enthusiast.ᐟ ⭑｡𖦹°‧ dusk skies. poetry, yearning, writing & reading ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ────────────────────ˏˋ 🍂 ˎˊ˗ ──────────────────

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Ever since I was a little girl, I was told by everyone I had a knack for writing. It started with silly little stories with illustrations and a sweet little life lesson; I found joy & satisfaction by doing so. At parent teacher meetings, teachers praised about my writing skills and my mum noticed how good I was at it. My friends too, gave wonderful feedback on my writing. I didn't think much of it until one of my very close friends suggested I make an account specially dedicated for my poetry, and so I did. I also find bliss in watching shows with depth like Dead Poets Society, and Anne with an e. Whenever I post my poems on this account, I feel like I'm a happy little girl again, making her proud. Though, I've always been told that Poetry is not a stable career and, in a generation, where AI is used for it that's true. However, I will post here anyway. I can't believe the gratitude I feel when even I get few interactions on my posts. I hope you like what you see here and show your love. <3

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FANDOMS.ᐟ.ᐟ

⤷ shows :: ⟢ xo kitty ⟢ Alice in borderland ⟢ cobra kai ⟢ weak hero ⟢squid game ⟢ a good girl's guide to murder ⟢anne with an e ⟢wednesday ⟢friendly rivalry

⤷ movies :: ⟢dead poets society ⟢ twilight saga ⟢ harry potter ⟢kpop demon hunters

⤷ music :: ⟢clairo ⟢ sombr ⟢Laufey ⟢ the weeknd ⟢ blackpink ⟢bts ⟢njz ⟢katseye ⟢lesserafim ⟢billie eilish ⟢mac demarco ⟢adrianne lenker ⟢gigi perez ⟢olivia rodrigo ⟢chappell roan ⟢arctic monkeys ⟢cas ⟢the neighbourhood ⟢girl in red

⤷ books :: ⟢dead poets society ⟢a good girl's guide to murder ⟢white nights ⟢percy jackson series ⟢harry potter series ⟢twilight saga ⟢the yellow wallpaper ⟢the outsiders ⟢anne with an e

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INFP-T .ᐟ ─ .✦

miseulgaru

breaking my very short hiatus to say WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH SOME PEOPLE.

it had come to my chronically offline attention that people are not only making graphic sexual content for cortis but are also extremely unapologetic about it.

have we forgotten that cortis are minors?

i’m going to be frank with you guys. i don’t give a damn where you live and i don’t care if cortis members are adults in the places you live. the fact of the matter is that 4/5 members of cortis are still minors in their home country. juhoon and martin might be 18 but the legal age of adulthood in korea is still 19. and the amount of blatant disrespect that some of you have for this sickens me.

by using the “adult” excuse is blatant disregard and flat out racism for ignoring the fact that these teenagers are, in fact, LITERALLY MINORS IN THEIR COUNTRY and clearly you do not care enough about them to respect them as human beings.

because not only are you ignorant of their age but you are also contributing to the sexualization of minors but also the oversexualization of east asians.

which, as a so-called kpop fan, you should be against.

writing any sort of sexual content for cortis is not acceptable, even if you are a minor. i don’t care what your age is, this does not give you the right to blatantly sexualize another human being who either is not an adult or is BARELY an adult and has already been tossed into international spotlight at such a young age!

it’s even worse for the underage cortis members. that is just. so incredibly wrong on so many levels and i cannot believe that people would be in such a hurry to dehumanize these literal children for porn.

i want to make it clear that i am not saying fanfiction is dehumanizing, and i am certainly not saying that sex work is dehumanizing. i am saying that writing smut for minors is dehumanizing, especially when these people have zero say or even a clue that this is happening.

we already know that the idol industry is filled with pedophiles. the burning sun scandal, nct’s taeil, and min heejin are a few of the thousands unknown and trust me, there are so many more that are actively working close with these idols and we just don’t know it. engaging in this kind of content while speaking out against these kinds of people is just blatant hypocrisy and i don’t care if you think it doesn’t directly affect them. yeah, ok, maybe it doesn’t, but if anything, you’re just fueling the desires of potential creeps or, GOD FORBID, sasaengs.

disagree if you want. but i refuse to engage in nsfw content for idols that aren’t even past the legal age in their home country.

@lcvehyeon @ivehan @hollyoongs @niiqv @beatbymarzz @hyuneskkami @camdenlou @one-chance-pls @teacuplps @pbananalover @driedbananachips @griinspire @ikeufied @marsgirltyshi

@soulskiu @emmaitoshi @twixxxpie @dearlyhyeon @seongholiic @jellybeanxscoups @hwalllllllelujah @vivi3337 @yatta-exe @claire0-02 @jiyeons-closet@redrubystrawberries@myuekii@swahiri @inadazeee

kindjournals

.𓂃✦ About this blog :

This blog is dedicated to mental health awareness and creating a space where you can feel safe, supported, and understood. Here, we talk openly about emotions, how to manage them, and the different factors that can affect your mental well-being, along with exploring different kinds of real-life scenarios/examples.

You’ll also find information on mental health conditions, ways to improve your overall wellness, and how different countries are progressing in the field of mental health.

Support will be appreciated. Mental health is equally important as physical wellness.

Mental health matters.

Thank you.

yearningpages

follow my second blog!! <3

The current sorrow of my situation.

The sorrow of the situation I'm currently drowning in is this- stripping your heart bare and instead getting it back beaten black and blue. The exhaustion of one-sided affection, effort, and commitment toward someone who can’t even return the favor with an equal amount of tenderness and love. I am the only one tirelessly working to bridge the deep chasm created by miscommunication, while the other person witnesses this as a bystander, watching me bleed.

And when I cease for a moment to merely inhale, time—which had been moving at an agonizing yet torturously slow pace—transitions into the speed of light, and the bridge collapses.

The realization feels like a foreign, yet an achingly familiar hand, tearing open my chest, cracking my ribs, and piercing my heart repeatedly until it bleeds itself dry. However, surprisingly enough, I’ve grown addicted to the feeling of this pleasant yet brutal, numbing pain that makes my insides feel like they’ve turned to ice.

Hot, salty tears prick at my eyes, like a thousand tiny needles, threatening to fall. The nocturnal creature living under my skin, bones, and blood—Melancholia—crawls out and spreads like poison, staining my insides, slithering up my spine to settle on my shoulders as an uncomfortable weight of guilt. And I let it continue crawling, drowning & choking, because fighting it aches more than surrendering ever could.

-Priyanshi.

(BTW I JUST LOVE EM DASHES. I DO NOT USE AI.)

fun fact: This is inspired by the song Sienna :) {the marias} & also because im lowk going thru a friendship breakup :c

peachfromcmbyn

People on Tumblr love sharing information about themselves no matter how asinine it is. And I'm the same way. Everybody tell me what the last thing you drank was.

deftism

glacier freeze gatorade

deftism

this should be a tag game actually

@zalex-vamp @dysfunction-central @sauteedskull @ketchup-is-green @surroundthefur @abaddonmustdie and open tags ^_^

autopsyreport4yaoi

Diet coke :3

@molemolemole-mole @sunny-fr @feeling-mothical @alice-cullens-glitter-tits @ash-lien @bluejayanimations123 @energidrinkaddict69 @frankierosfoottattoos @helgasinclairwasmyfirstcrush @jaspernsstuff @luvkthepsychic @mun-chip @moonylupin64 @pollo-hermano @rococo-girlie @scratchedupdisc @toomanyfandomstoomanyhotmen and open tags !!!

mun-chip

Lemon lime sparkling ice (aka sprite flavored water)

@zoneybaloney @whatthefuck1200 I don’t know who else so uh

zoneybaloney

chamomile tea ithink

open tags I am scared

starrys0phia

Water I hate tea and every drink ever I hate most carbonated drinks I hate fucking everything I like water though

ELLEN. @somuchspringg

somuchspringg

paint water

@p3anut47

p3anut47

plain.sparkling water🥹

@beclawsilovemew @arteei

arteei

a coke from Taco Bell ❤️‍🩹

@boatemholes @lfrou-jibet

boatemholes

water from a metal cup in my home 🥹

@m0nt3cr15t0 and open to all twins

m0nt3cr15t0

HIIIII THANKS FOR THE TAG

water from a dusty bottle that i was very kindly handed but i didn't want to seem rude and pour it out, so. Dirt water? It tasted awful

@comfortlesscharacter @milestheporktaco YOU SHOULD HYDRATE YOURSELF... NOW!!! ⚡️⚡️⚡️

comfortlesscharacter

water.. from a dusty bottle?? are you good? (I would do the same thing if it was kindly handed)

the last thing I drank was water after swallowing a bunch of liquid medicine. it was refreshing I think

@imlostinyour-iris @asher-cherryblossom @vampirebornin2009 @vinylfawn and anybody else!!!!!

vampirebornin2009

Mineral water from my bottle 🫡 i love water so much

@xoxo-lacy @i-am-a-lazy-mess @amidautumnn1ghtsdream @todd-andersons-notes-app + anyone else

xoxo-lacy-deactivated20251219

tyy for the tag vamp!!

milk from my cereal? does that count idk?

@dchopsm @yearningpages @notthesodaa + anyone else!!

yearningpages

its really basic :(

diet coke :3

@pawcolypse @sardonicitrus @whoa-axel-chill

HIIIII GUYS IM BACK :3 (something like that)

hiii people!! :) im backkkk

MY MIDTERMS AND PAS LITERALLY COOKED ME BUT HERE I AM.

(that was to get yalls attention btw)

SOOOO im thinking i should post some stories/fanfictions here! LITERALLYYYY any fandom is fine (check intro post to see what fandoms/artists im into!!) This is where i need help- GIVE ME SOME FANFICTION IDEAS. WHAT SHOULD BE THE TROPE??? WHICH FANDOM???? yall are dead ik BUT PLSPLSPLSPLS i need recs.

THANK YOU I LOVE YALL

tagging moots! @whoa-axel-chill @xoxo-lacy @furiousglitternightmare @neilandtodd5eva @pawcolypse @sardonicitrus @itsfortheplants @ivorykibou @monet-poetry @poeticized-being @vinylfawn @numberonejameswilsonfan

#fanfc #fanfic #writers on tumblr #i need ideas #fic recs #pls help #creative writing #i need advice #what do i do #writing #spilled ink #yearning hours #fanfiction #fangirling #fangirl #crash out #i love fanfic authors #i love fanfiction #i love fanfic writers

Write a description of yourself from the perspective of a stranger on the train who took notice of you today.

I got on the train early this morning, and sitting opposite me was a young girl. The first thing I noticed about her was her slightly shabby yet simple appearance. Her hair was a tad disheveled, there were wrinkles on her shirt, and her nails were poorly trimmed, with nail polish chipping at the edges. Her clothing was nothing exceptional either. She was wearing a black t-shirt, paired with black leggings, and her expression gave away the fact that she preferred solitude rather than traveling through public transport—she appeared to be quite nervous, toying with a loose thread on her shirt and rubbing the back of her neck in an awkward manner repeatedly. However, after a short while, her self-consciousness led her to reveal a book from her rucksack. The title of the book read Dead Poets Society. Soon enough, the muscles in her face relaxed, and her jittery demeanor transitioned into one of deep focus and contemplation. She liked reading books. Especially this one. After a few minutes, her phone rang, and she picked it up. Her eyes lit up with what was probably happiness, and she spoke softly, in an enthusiastic manner, with a wide grin plastered on her face. She was so sweet and kind with her words that the heart of the person she was talking to was probably fluttering with joy. Her station came, and just before she stepped outside, her eyes met mine for a brief second. She gave me a warm smile, her eyes crinkling at the corners, her smile lines appearing. She was ordinary-looking, but there was something about her smile. It felt like a bright ray of sunshine breaking through the clouds. There was much more to this girl than met the eye.

-Priyanshi.

worst feeling ever.

My Grandfather.

My grandfather was the definition of “actions speak louder than words.”

With his quiet warmth and silent gestures,

He unfolded that words weren’t needed to display love. I remember our short, cherished trips to the store to buy ingredients for whatever delightful meal he was about to make. He used to stir recipes of love in a fragrant kitchen. On a plate full of care, he used to feed us his delicacy with steady hands and patient eyes. I still listen for his voice, yearning for another of his stories in the wind. Whenever the world gets too loud, I still find myself calling out to him- my grandfather,

Who lives in my heart — and he always responds, as if he were still here. I carry his love like a favorite song that plays whenever I need it the most. I long for the softness of the fabric of his warm sweater against my cheek, when I used to rest in his lap with my head against his chest. The scent of sandalwood and a hint of food clung to him. When nothing feels right, I close my eyes — and I see him then.

-Priyanshi.

slipping through my fingers all the time.

My grandmother.

If comfort was a person, It’d be my grandmother.

It’s been nearly half a decade since she laid to eternal rest.

I was at the tender age of 9, too foolish and young to love her back the way she deserved.

She smelt like home. Warm woolen sheets that wrap around you—

shielding you from the cold that bites at your skin.

Like fresh flowers, whose sweet fragrance seizes the air upon bloom.

The old but familiar feel of her warm, wrinkled hand in mine is something I yearn for every time I ache to feel loved—

A sensation that has carved its way deep into my heart.

Her voice was calm and soothing- unfamiliar now, perhaps a sound I'd recognize anywhere and with ease.

Her features were delicate, yet sublime.

But every time I try to grasp more magical memories, moments, and laughs we’ve shared together,

It’s similar to how sand slips through my fingers.

And it’s not a pleasant feeling.

That’s why it aches- the memory I have left of my grandmother is like a knife cutting through the layers of my flesh.

Every time this knife twists, the cut gets deeper and continues to bleed.

It bleeds through all the bandages I cover it with.

-Priyanshi.

take this as a reminder to cherish every moment you have with your grandma while she's still at your side <3

People never come with a warning sign. (a poem by me)

People never come with a warning sign.

They sneak into your life—

With soft, hesitant footsteps at first,

Hiding their wicked intentions with toothy grins & sweet words,

Which never gives away the poison staining their tongue.

You’re oblivious to their intent,

However an uneasy feeling tugs at your chest.

But your subconscious tells you otherwise

And still you proceed to abide,

Unaware of what’s next.

Yet, you behave surprised

Although, deep down you perpetually knew—

A situation where you unveil their sadistic purpose

Would someday arise.

- Priyanshi.

A little bit something by me♡ I'm just a teen who loves writing poetry, and I would be immensely grateful if you could interact. Writing poetry has always been an unfulfilled dream of mine and I hope you can show your love for it on this platform. Thank you!