Miss Juana

Aly Mendoza   

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Pwede pa ba magpost ng pictures here kahit trentahin na? 🙈

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I saw Abi’s post sa blue app na 19yrs na daw ang Tumblr and ano daw ang pinaka cringe post mo dito.

Tbh, madami akong cringey posts dito pero mas naalala ko yung mga memories.

Tinychats, meet ups, Kada-team, TTH, 🙈

Ang laki ng naging part ni Tumblr sa buhay ko, sa totoo lang. Ito yung naging escape ko every night. Super excited ko umuwi kasi i-eedit ko layout ko, kung anu-anong tweak ang ginagawa ko. Nakakatawa pag biglang may papasok sa TC, magugulat ka na lang sa mga famous. Alam nyo ba, first time ko magcommute papuntang MNL dahil sa meetup hindi alam ng family ko ang lakas ng loob ko. Hanggang sa nagka-work na ako nagta-Tumblr pa din ako, e nagkaroon ng meet up nako never talaga ako umaabsent sa work pero dahil dyan chikang may sakit si bakla. Cavite, Laguna, Luneta Park, Alabang, yan mga napuntahan kong meet ups hahahahahahahah sobrang crush ko si ej & kevin.

Halos ata lahat tayo napatula sa Tumblr? Pangarap ko pa dati makasali sa escafeism. Omg.

Shoutout sa mga naging friends ko din talaga dito, buhay ang dugo ko every tc and lalo na sa mga meet up.

For me dahil sa ka-cringeyhan ko ang saya ng teenage life ko thank you TUMBLR, btw im miss juana. Hahahahshahahahahaha missjuana??? 🫠

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The moment you stop being manipulated & gaslighted, you are the problem.

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HELLO?

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Is the blogger still here?

Yes? Haha

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Yung feeling na buhay ka nga pero pinapatay ka ng lungkot.  Hindi mo maintindihan yung sarili mo kasi may gusto ka na hindi mo alam kung ano, sino at saan mo hahanapin. Hindi mo alam kung paano sisimulan yung mga bagay na gusto mo nang simulan. Hindi mo mapigilan mag-overthink sa mga bagay na di naman dapat pinapahalagahan. 

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Ang hirap magdesisyon sa buhay lalo na kung future yung iisipin mo. Nagresign ako sa work ko kahit okay na ako dun pero ngayon balak ko magtake ng professional units or magmasteral. Hays. Siguro almost a year din kung ipupush ko kaya lang nagdadalawang isip ako. Oo gusto ko magturo, pero parang natatagalan ako sa 1year, pagdadaanan ko ulit yung hirap sa pagaaral, pagpupuyat at exams, parang college ulit ako. Haha! Or iniisip ko na lang na magpunta sa Manila at mag-apply na lang ulit, office work sana kaso syempre end of the year na kaya di ako sure kung may mga hiring. Hays. Help. Job hunting tayo. Haha. Hays. Life, y u so hirap.

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Update:

I posted this last 2016, it was the time na i was really confused about my career. Hehe. But just so you know, I took certification for teaching profession at UB and was blessed enough to pass the board exam (LPT). I have been a senior high school teacher at LPU, waahhhhh and it still amazes me. I never thought that i could have it so fast and smooth (despite -- me being so impatient, depressed, self doubting). Now, I am not sure if i will be teaching again because i want to be in a medical field. Hahahahahaha. Oh G, send help. 

PS: Life is still so mahirap.

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Hello?

I have been on hiatus for a long time and guess what i have so much to rant. First, i don’t know if people are just testing my patience or what. Second, i don’t love my job. Its true, if you are not doing what you love, then you are wasting your time. I mean, i know i am destined for something ---- i just don’t know what yet. 

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18th of November // Movie Date 💘

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16th of November // At Mary Laine’s Cafe 📍 Balagtas Batangas

I found a new place to hang out. A combination of Dreamland Cafe and Purple beetle vibes. It has a good location, affordable & delish foods plus games to play with your friends and books to read while dining in. We had so much fun and enjoyed ourselves so i came home late. 🙈

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11th of November // At Sweetkirsh Cafe 📍 Always a fun time when im with this girl! 💯

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9th of November // At Pink Diner 📍 He had to feed the beast.

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5th of November // At Taza Mia 📍 I was with my for life bestfriend 💯

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Foodtrip Sunday with fam ✨

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6th of November // Sunyay! ✨