I was wrong,
Near the end I thought she didnt adore me, that she never returned the appreciation I gave her, the emotions I showed her.
Only now that Im alone I realized she actually did in her own way.
During the beginning she gave me so much and I took it for granted. Not knowing any better I treated her poorly in a way she never deserved.
I broke up with her
a year later
the absence of her soul in my life felt so wrong, I tried my best to win her back.
we were young, we were in love.
Soon after I made another unforgivable mistake. She shouldered on and took on my burdens for the sake of us.
we were young, we were in love.
time went by, made more memories, our conflicts have improved, we could see the next chapter.
we were young, we were in love.
I grew distant and so did she. Grass grew between the cracks, the drops of water broke us apart.
we were young.
lost sight of the goal, what we worked on, things weve improve, accomplished, gone with our feelings.
4th of July came, under firework lit sky I wished every light to turn red. Speechless I couldn't. Choked up I couldn't. Simply never knew this was possible. It happened.
What we started, gone, like the fireworks under the sky.
Redemption, healing, distance, recovery, distraction, harm, communication. I tried it all.
today theres nothing I could ever wish for other than our old life back.
young and in love...






























