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I cannot remember my father's face, or the way my mother's arms would feel when she held me.

I just want my mama and papa back.

I wish I had them to begin with.

Sometimes I remember begging to be taken seriously when my brother molested me. 'Incest is normalised,' no it fucking isn't. It's just ignored.

Oomf if you see this, I lowk want to throttle you. Closeness between siblings isn't demonised because it is seen a sexual, you are just sheltered. Most people see real sibling closeness and don't register it; most people see signs of abuse and blame the younger for allowing it to happen.

Incest isn't normalised, you just hate victims like your abusers have conditioned you to.

#osdd #osdd system #anti endo #endos dni #tw inc*st #childhood abuse #incest victim #ptsd tw #ventcore #actually osdd #traumagenic #trauma

Sir Jimmy Crystal / Ian Kelson

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

#28 years later bone temple #28 years later #ian kelson #sir jimmy crystal #sir lord jimmy crystal #t4t mlm #nsfw #old men yaoi

Kelson cock warming Samson whilst the Alpha tries to restrain himself and not breed the older man's cunt, in front of Jimmy Crystal's crucified corpse.

#Much to think about #ian kelson x samson #kelsam #28 years #28 years later bone temple #ian kelson #samson 28 years later #NSFW

Girls On Morphine

A quick hour and a half sketch of Doctor Ian Kelson [played by the gloriously attractive Ralph Fiennes] and Samson [the alpha infected] from 28 years later.

I still struggle to draw bald people unfortunately.

Radiostatic

Yuh.

I hope this post doesn't do well because I have no idea if A is okay with me posting this, but I tried a new lighting style!! I haven't posted art here in so long.

Sometimes I find myself missing you, even though I shouldn't really. In the end, despite mostly doing right and mostly doing good, you left without a word and without real closure.

I don't blame you, I don't think I could. But I don't understand you either; years bending over backwards for someone who, on occasion, would meet my needs.

I didn't need you to, not really. I think I just wanted too much, and you didn't want to be vulnerable. That's okay too, and I don't really think I miss you.

You did a lot of damage to me, and I will not claim to be blameless. But on nights like this I can smell your shampoo as the memory of you crying into my shoulder night and night after night plays on repeat.

We were good for each other, until we learnt we were the best of a bad situation but an unhealthy addiction in the long run.

I thank you for freeing me, but don't expect me not to hate you either way.

Thinking about bumping clitdicks with a fat butch...hnng...

#i love butches #butch4butch #butch bait #butch dyke #dyke #dykeposting #t4t #t4t mlm

New ship just dropped; Mystic Lily ♡

[I don't know much about the lore because I skip all the cut scenes, but the deity of apathy and someone with a damaged, isolated series of behaviours? Oh, yummy yummy.]

[They are us @genderbndr ]

Hello beautiful butch. Yes you, reading this. Who is a good boy? Who is a handsome prince? Who has muscles strong enough to carry your equally butch boyfriend over your lesbian threshold? Let me see those arms. Wow! What a strong, gorgeous boy you are ♡

#i love butches #butch4butch #butch lesbian #butch dyke #butch bait #dyke #dykeposting #masc4masc #actually autistic #transgender #ftm #shitpost

A little piece of me will break off into the ocean and wash ashore when no-one is looking. I will remain only in that shard of sullen, dull glass, and only when the sun hits me at just the right angle will anyone think I am pretty enough to take home.

FYI I am a ftm transsexual boygirl butchboy dykefag he/she/it who will start testosterone, but keep my tits after a breast reduction, keep my pussy but have a t-dick, and I will not shave my beard or armpit hair.

My fiancé is non-gender, non-conforming, they/it, thinggender who does NOT fit into ANY gender standards except tarmac after a thunderstorm. They are NOT androgynous, NOT feminine, BARELY masculine.

We are both lesbians and gay men, but ONLY because we are T4T and don't assign to any rigid labelling system.

Fuck you ♡

Chronically online losers when they see transsexual men have tits and when they see butch lesbians with stubble and realise queerness isn't supposed to appeal to the normative ideals of oppressors.

#actually autistic #transgender #transsexual #transexual #trans #ftm #trans ftm #butch lesbian #butch dyke #butch4butch #dyke #dykeposting #dyke4dyke #gender ideology #genderqueer #t4t #trans t4t

'I can't help but feel like I should be someone by now,'

'-yet I have no purpose, no idea for what lies ahead. It is if I have forgotten something, but how could I have forgotten who I am?'

April 2025 vs February 2025.

Missy Unity; a blank flank adult, who has no idea what she is destined for.

His name is short for Missed Opportunity!

Minecraft Yaoi

I watched the movie last night.

#digital art #digital fanart #actually autistic #minecraft #minecraft movie #minecraft art #steve x garret #gay #gay people #steve minecraft #Garret garbageman #fanart #yaoi #old man yaoi

This isn't what you really wanted. The face in the mirror, the ache in your bones. When you said you wanted change, and pain, and to feel alive, you didn't mean like this. The claws in your skin, the open pores on your cheeks. You are rotting. But at least you are something.

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