Cacophanous, Sinful Stanza

Jackshit of all trades! Master of None! Playing Benvolio forever and ever it seems! Cheers to Barab and Taka.

[a-lonelyoperator]

Hello there! I am the Operator, also called Booth or Stanza. Call an invalid number THREE (3) times to call me, or just call my switchboard at ███-██████. I'm always happy to chat! I use He/They for myself, but am willing to be called any pronouns.

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Made with: This Picrew! And this one It's the same sona, just missing the mask and faerie glamor.

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Note: Stanza (the sona pictured) is a character, they have unique behaviours, they have lore, they have hints of backstory; They work to represent my will, but not everything true of them is true of me and vice-versa. A suitable analogy is this: They are the one telling my stories in the context of those stories, I am the one actually writing them in the real world.

Note 2: I stalk my mutual's blogs.

Note 3: though I try really hard to be happy and make other people happy, I'm not in a good mental state a lot of the time. This blog has vents on it. I vent to my mutuals sometimes. I'm sorry. I'm just not okay.

[mish-mash-marsh]

They should call a group of aros a quiver and a group of aces a deck

they could also call a group of pan people a cupboard and a group of enbies a swarm

[redstonedust]

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

[calware]

[dragonsiren]

Audio: Windows USB connect and disconnect sounds

[localpigeon22]

I hate ai with a burning passion

Tw for csa- csam mentions

I have recently had my old abuser [who i am literally unable to get away from bc of my situation] generate a suggestive image of me BASED ON A PHOTO OF MIDDLESCHOOL-HIGHSCHOOL ME and send it to a group chat.

And everyone fucking laughed at it.

I am re-victimized by the person that sexually assaulted- fuck that. RAPED me for 3 years. When I was a middleschooler because of ai

Because it lets people make this disgusting shit.

And people don't see it as harmful or like the people being put in harms way

Because it "isn't real"

It may be generated

It may not have actually been taken.

But it is still enough to make me feel sick. He took away all the self-worth and healing I have managed to do with one fucking generated image. To wonder "if this is what he shares. What doesn't he share to us? What does he have on his phone that he won't share?" He was so eager to send everyone a picture of me on my hands and knees like from a fucking porno.

I am actually fucking crying.

And i am sorry for cussing so much but I am a mess and idk how to express it.

[localpigeon22]

My mom didn't believe me and said I am over reacting

When I told them I was uncomfortable they told me I was too sensitive and it wasn't as bad as it actually is.

[localpigeon22]

NC HOUSE BILL

THIS ALOWS FOR THE WOMEN USING BIRTH CONTROL, PLAN B, ABORTIONS.

To legally KILL a woman

Do you understand how FUCKED this is????

And south Carolina is proposing a bill Horrifyingly similar

They want to control our bodies.

Stay safe.

My NC friends PLEASE contact your representatives

[the-writing-kestrel-blog]

The fact that the bill has language explicitly allowing lethal force is the gigantic, flashing neon sign that this is entirely about terrorizing women and people who can become pregnant. I mean, it always has been but still.

Some people try and engage with the pro-life movement like they are actually about their professed values, and at this point if anyone believes this is actually about ‘the rights of the unborn’ they have to be willfully ignorant or complicit.

Also, the fact that this functionally criminalizes miscarriages is a feature, not a bug, I assure you.

[localpigeon22]

THIS!

If you are in an abusive situation it will be legal for your partner to kill you as a person that can give birth if your claims you were trying to have an abortion or miscarry

OH SHIT.

This could alow them to force a miscarriage on you then kill you claiming you wanted to not have the child.

THIS OPENS UP SO MANY ISSUES IT IS VAUGE ON PURPOSE

And this isn't the first time Republicans have tried to push a bill like this.

Especially these two NC assholes

[thegameoflovemindberries]

TAG GAME ❗️❗️❗️

Mine

....I don't mind

I'll tag @rasin-c00ldude @bonnie181987 @latinumenthusiast @bubonichronic @hugoreyeswife @pepsicanzonthefloor @elliotmustd1e @fuckin8alien @frerardisreal666 @goatcutter @rowenrefugee @psycocilybe @enora-elk-kirkton @vierraz @whotfisflight and anyone else who want

[jakejavu-offical]

Option 1: including OCs

Ew. This is a bug (a 2ft tall one at that 😬). Plus I'm a het guy.

Option 2: not including OCs

SON OF A FU- /ref

So yeah. Puma from the Lion King. Another guy, another animal, another shortass (/aff). No thanks.

@s incoming

@ajithink @echothevessel @grandexcessivecoremode @ihavenocluewhatiwanttobecalled @ipaddres @jaithink @unnamed-fusion + open @s

[echothevessel]

can I like… not…

im too aroace for this shit

(/pos)

[sleepy-echo19]

its madeline celeste winning at life

[sleepy-echo19]

oh wait tags

@tanyindrawsandgames @andro-m3da @mantis-sisters-of-battle @lionacuty @floohy @partialpablo

[partialpablo]

Huh. Guess I have a garden now. Neat.

@actualmastergrimm @apothecaryofdigitalis @zora-thesidecharacter @diverdrivedown @duckofmisfortuneoffical @grandexcessivecoremode

And anyone else who wants to join in.

[duckofmisfortuneoffical]

Fuck yesss open tags

[thestormwielder]

this is what i get for downloading images beforehand

open tags + @auxins-insanities

[auxins-insanities]

i guess i’m in a polyamorous relationship now

@2ofspadesssss @spacedout925 @helixmoment + open tags

[spacedout925]

was about to say i was in a relationship with myself (thats my sona) until i realized ten 17776 was there (how did i not notice her bruh)

so

hell yeah my beautiful ten i am very pleased with this

This art by the amazing @yzeebzics btw :DDDD

so uhh them and uh @mercymermaid as well if you'd like? and open tags

[mercymermaid]

kill me now i guess? i get karnak but i get my choice of twinknak vs oldnak.. guess we're doing oldnak? he'd probably spend our marriage hinting ominously at my death (a kindness compared to outright saying it) and lamenting about old man pains. also he's canonically dead so i'd be marrying a broken animatronic. okay then

@mysticalgiraffe @itskandykane @ogshtinker (tragic if it's not mike) @polswiss @helio-ii @gggggravel (and @yzeebzics again) !!!!! sorry if i forgot you i have a lot of moots on this hellsite.,,.,..,,

[gggggravel]

LMAO JACKPOT I GOT GRACE

@m0m3ntary47 @dougiedc3 YOUR TURN

[m0m3ntary47]

WOO MAMA LIFE IS TURNING UP I GUESS😭

literally who do i even tag lets see uhhhhhhhhhh @hcat15 @twotime86 I CHOSE YOU GO GO GO

[hcat15]

ERM ...

GUYS 😭 I'M NORMAL I SWEAR @mercywashere

Plz don't come for me

Anyways I tag @nyxorni67 @cuphead030 @insufferablewhore @csepelcurry @yourlocalavian

@justzenn17 @jesse-the-star @turtlefirefly @brightgoat @burtrubber

[cjthewriter]

It's Duolingo XD

@beanzdabean @serendipitys-dragon @franisapidgeonbug @pinkparrotwrites

[serendipitys-dragon]

I— I guess I’m marrying the Flags— all of them? Even though they’re aspec? /silly

Them or Lovecraft… oh no :(

@yourlocalavian @sammywisee @ivydoesarts @yosanoschainsaw @wiltingtu1ips +Open tags

[yosanoschainsaw]

shining glitter cookie AND black lemonade cookie??!

PEAKTACUAR

@lavendermoon48 @bees-with-a-camera @kitab00m101 @killableroach

[bees-with-a-camera]

NO

GOD NO

PLS I BEG DONT MAKE ME MARRY HIM

[a-lonelyoperator]

Red osp. Uh she's aroace so uh. No.

Alternatively myself.

[gif87a-com]

[zukosgay]

is germany okay

[soloontherocks]

oh scheiße

[unscharf-an-den-raendern]

This isn’t quite how I imagined the second coming of Christ.

[not-a-slayer-of-dragons]

What makes this funnier is that I’m pretty sure that’s at the station for cologne cathedral

[i-dont-crow]

It is and everytime I see that hole I think of this video

[babtest]

Remembered to check at the station today and report that

The structural stigmata are still there

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

Why are the 4 holes?? Maybe 5?

[official-german-puns]

It’s his daily commute.

[thatswhywelovegermany]

#it is written that twice did jesus stumble and twice did the cross strike nearby architecture #so really this is method acting

[ninatastic]

Unfortunately they repaired it recently

[pluto-rain-her]

Es hängen jetzt sogar Schilder dort:

In Kölsch, Deutsch und Englisch 😂

[fforsythiaaa]

Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”

So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”

Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.

Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.

[epicallyepicnerdery]

[corvzly]

i’ve been seeing way to much transandrophobia lately

so i want to try something

reblog if your blog is a safe space for transmascs

please. we need the support.

adding a reblog bait tw here, because some might need it <3

not an obligation to reblog for those with anxiety/ocd !!! 🩷/gen

[rapidlydecayingcorpse]

i feel like people aren't getting how dire ai is. we are running out of drinkable water. our brains aren't engaging as much with what we see and hear. people near data centers don't get clean water and experience electricity blackouts. it's being used to make pornography of underaged people and women. it often just lies. it affirms everything. it lies. it has made people kill themselves. it lies for gods sake. and people act as if im dramatic for being staunchly against it. 'now i KNOOW you hate ai and whatever, but look at this cute video' this isn't me being a new age puritan about internet videos, this is about the fucking earth and our future living on this planet. people are suffering now, people will suffer more, and my friends and parents will roll their eyes and think im annoying for despising ai so explicitly. we need to wake up because we cannot live like this

[weirdtranssexual]

call me crazy but i think public transportation should explicitly also be for actively drunk/high people. so they don’t, you know, drive under the influence.

[weirdtranssexual]

i literally don’t care how afraid you are of drunk people. if they’re behaving well enough then there’s no reason to kick them off the bus.

if you can’t recognize it’s better for society for drunk people to have a way home that doesn’t involve them driving and potentially getting people killed then you just kind of suck actually.

[kleeklutch]

[rikusqueenofhearts]

[balillee-deactivated20260220]

happy pride month to country mama lynn and country mama lynn only

[iampattonsanders]

Someone give this woman a damn crown and medal

[applejuicewerewolf]

Happy pride month to country mama lynn and ger gay son only

[rabbitheartedfool]

aint it crazy how many people realize they're queer when they have the language to express how they feel and a support system to encourage self exploration????

[wardenaristraith]

I never stop enjoying reading this. Literally everyone's lives improves.

[ya0ishi]

Ancient legends say that if you reblog this on June you get 110% gayer and stronger

[hikarisakurariver]

right at the beginning when she's like how do I help my son feel loved and accepted I'm here shouting "QUEEN YOU ALREADY DID THAT BY TAKING HIS SIDE AND LEAVING THAT NO GOOD HUSBAND FOR HAVING THE AUDACITY TO KICK YOUR BABY OUT!" And Good for her! this is the only response to a man who kicks out a child.

[femdemon]

How are we at a point now where "trans men and transmascs don't experience gender euphoria" is a real fucking take that I'm seeing people post and agree with? "Oh, trans men and transmascs will never understand the moment when you finally put on a dress or skirt and feel like yourself-" chest binders. Packers. Getting a short haircut. Being called "sir" by a stranger instead of "miss" or "ma'am." Growing facial hair. What's even really being said here, that we don't experience gender euphoria, or that our gender euphoria is less significant?

[alarajrogers]

Weirdly, I believe this is a knock-on effect of misogyny.

See, if women aren't real people, then the things that gender-mark women are real gender markers that identify them as not-people, but the things that gender-mark men are just normal people things, not gendered. Because the male gender doesn't exist, it's just women and people.

So you can't be gender-euphoric about becoming a man; all you're doing is shedding gender and becoming a genderless "normal person", because normal person is male.

It is really really weird that misogyny against women ends up, through a circuitous route, as redefining men as genderless, but this is the effect of generations of men being "normal" and women being "gendered".

Trans men, of course, know better; they can clearly see the gender marked-ness of masculinity, and feel euphoria when they reach it, because they're specifically looking for it. But cis men don't see it because women are the gender-marked class, and trans women might not see it for that reason and because they've been trying to achieve gender-markedness. Maybe they haven't put enough thought into the construction of the gender they're trying to leave behind to recognize that in fact masculinity is marked. (Any enby could have told them that, but it can be genuinely hard to recognize how marked masculinity is because even feminism falls into the trap of "women are the gender marked class and everyone else is just a person".)

Given how hard people have to fight to be seen as "manly" you'd think we'd all understand how very gender-marked masculinity is... but the fight to be manly is often constructed as the fight to not be womanly. Like, this is how normal people behave, and this is how girls behave, and you don't want to be a girl, do you?

"Trans men don't experience gender euphoria" needs to be called out as a belief that's caused by patriarchy, and a form of internal misogyny if it's a woman (cis or trans) saying it. It's the belief that only women have gender... which comes from the belief that only men are normal humans.

[the-haiku-bot]

Weirdly, I believe

this is a knock-on effect

of misogyny.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[cidham]

amir khusrow (1253–1325 CE)

[cherepashkadrabbles]

This is back on my dash! And listen, I love to see Amir Khusrau getting appreciation, but this translation ignores a lot. The original rhymes! And scans! And does playful things with register! And conveys a tone of affectionate banter between the two speakers, not least because it has them both addressing each other as sakhi (translated above as “girl”) in the last two lines. I think taking some liberties with line order is worth it to preserve more of the rest—and I think there’s a better translation of sakhi. And so:

He only visits once a year, I splurge big on him when he’s here, His kisses make my tastebuds tango. Who, bitch, your man? Nah, bitch, a mango.

[aspecmemesdaily]

Thanks @wellpardonme for sending this to me!

Day 733

[interestingmistakes]

Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.