Actively Refusing To Grow Up

Chlo.She/her.Lesbian.Married💛

[kosmogrl]

[reasonsistayed]

April 16, 2026

Happy Semicolon Day!

It has been over 10 years since my last attempt and 8 years since I last self-harmed.

My life is so much better than I could have imagined back then. Life hasn’t been easy, and there have been a lot of dark days, but I’ve overcome so much and have a life I’m truly proud of. I’m married to the love of my life and we are working on starting a family.

I am so grateful that I failed at taking my own life. I am so, so glad I’m still here to experience the love and happiness I have today.

I know when you’re in those dark moments happiness feels impossible. It feels like nothing will ever be good again. But it’s just not true.

There will be dark days but there will also be sunsets and sunrises. There will be puppies in Halloween costumes and cats sleeping curled up like cinnamon rolls and babies laughing and rollercoasters and hugs and kisses and ice cream and holding hands and Ferris wheel rides and pride parades and new video games and pancakes for dinner and falling asleep next to someone you love.

There will be a thousand reasons to give up, but there will be a million reasons not to.

Don’t give up.

Trust me.

It’s worth it.

[seachick]

"The way that we did that was you take a filter out of the camera that's blocking the IR light and it made this beautiful pinkish-reddish color. We put Ryan on a stage surrounded by a bunch of chicken wire filled with infrared lights that were, like, sparkling. And then we had Greig [Fraser, Director of Photography] build an aquarium, a double glass window with a hose dripping water through it in front of a handheld camera and then he would stand around Ryan who going like this [reaching out and touching astrophage floating around] in a chicken cage, but he couldn't see anything because the lights are invisible to the naked eye."

-Phil Lord and Chris Miller on The Big Picture Podcast discussing the hardest scene to film

[high-quality-tiktoks]

it’s been a few days and he loves it

[claptrap14]

[transpigeon]

STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

[spirit-of-science]

sleep study

ADHD medication

DBT

[headedoutleft]

vitamin D

go outside for an hour and observe birds

eat a snack

[trackerkitsune]

drink water

[ineffable-writer]

Maybe do these in reverse order

[katelyn-danger]

Don't listen to them! Transgender BDSM now!!!!

[thebibliosphere]

The kid next door (talking toddler age) is playing outside and just wiped out in his Fisher Price car, and I just heard the babysitter say, “oh no, your insurance premium is definitely going to go up!” And the kid who had only been mildly sniffling before made the most confused, but startled sound you’ve ever heard.

Just very clearly an attempt at saying, “my what?”

He straight up forgot about his scraped knee and is now worried about whatever the fuck an insurance premium is.

[melonthesprigatito]

Anybody else?

[fuckthisbloganditscurses]

Happiness Will Come To You.

[12goblins]

when tho

[fuckthisbloganditscurses]

When You Least Expect It. Probably Late March

[wizardshark]

reblog for happiness to come for you in late march!

[zigxortega]

[zac--efren]

I reblogged this last year and I hung out with blink-182 backstage on March 30. Reblogging again because it worked the first time.

[scientiablr]

honestly, last year one of the best days of my life happened in late March

[wovi]

[krispycl0uds]

This one resonated with me

[aro-narcissus]

Starting a collection

[chlobothehomo]

Does anyone recognize this little guy? He’s been visiting me in my dreams lately and I’m not sure if he’s an OC or from something.

[tragicburnout]

[vamptits]

they want you to make fried rice

[memser]

who is "they"

[vamptits]

the wok left

[solongandthanksforallthefish42]

how am I supposed to make fried rice if the wok left

[6qubed]

skillet issue

[shamebats]

There's some serious penis fuckery going on in the ski jumping world

[shamebats]

They're calling it penisgate/crotchgate...

[shamebats]

Are ski jumpers enhancing their penises to fly further? WADA is ready to investigate

World sport's anti-doping body has vowed to look into the lurid claims that first surfaced in a German newspaper in January.

Archive link: https://archive.is/dwVgu

[shamebats]

[moose-mousse]

Fun, insane, sourced!

This is a fucking beautiful piece of internet right there!

[betazeds]

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

your fav villain is real now, is the humanity doomed

yes

no

nothing actually happens lol

doomed? we're dead

results

Voting ended onFeb 11

[secretsliesfantasies]

[chlobothehomo]

[hymnism]

making a collection

[putridghost]

Wait I have more

[acemingo]

[sigma-time-lord]

My mom likes to say “Not my circus, not my monkeys, but I do know the clowns.”

[thefloatingstone]

[bearwithh]