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why doesnt psyduck simply wear the WAD migraine hat to help
PSYDUCK FEATURED ON THE PHAN TWT VID WE ALL CHEERED
one thing about bipolar i don’t see talked about much is the way other people see you when manic. someone said i seemed like a completely different person, and it wasn’t necessarily a bad thing to them. in fact, they expressed happiness for me. then being told that the state i was in was unhealthy, was not normal, was not sustainable, was brutal. because me “normal” is not the “better” way they saw me. it made recovery so much harder.
i love being a nerd
i love collecting comic books
i love collecting action figures
i love writing fanfiction
i love reading fanfiction
i love being weird
i love being a nerd !!!
chapter three out now!!!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86328216/chapters/230459551#workskin
chapter two of my sherlock holmes rewrite out now!!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86328216/chapters/230126656#workskin
the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.
because of my interests and social eccentricities, people around me often make jokes that i probably have autism, yet they refuse to see the inherent ableism in that remark. i’m not autistic, and i don’t deal with the very real issues that people with autism struggle with because in some ways i fit the “Silly Guy” version of their tiktok-ified idea of autism. it does feel foul, and i can’t imagine how people with autism feel about this, because even as a non-autistic person i recognize how weird and uncomfortable it feels.
wound dressings and bandages are lingerie for the enlightened pervert
this is why the pitt is so popular
i resonate so deeply with characters like adrian monk, data, spock, sherlock holmes, and aziraphale. data is an android who yearns to be human. he can understand the ideas behind being human, like comprehending that a human laughs when they hear something funny, but struggling to actually be funny or laugh at a joke truly himself. spock is half human and half vulcan. he has emotions but he chooses to suppress them because he wants to be accepted by his vulcan world. when he does experience emotions, he struggles to handle them and is overwhelmed by them. he struggles to be accepted by his vulcan and his human side for those reasons. i don’t know how to fit in with the people around me when i feel so different. i want to be the nerd i am, i want to be the person i am, without feeling so judged or different.
adrian monk has severe ocd and struggles to navigate social situations because of his anxiety issues, while his intrusive thoughts also distract him from the situation at hand. he has very specific rituals and routines that he has to follow. everytime i leave the house, i have to not only consider what temperature it is, but also what my anxiety level will be. my anxiety makes me sweat, and i have to dress accordingly. not only that, i can only wear certain clothes that i’m ok sweating in. while my peers around me are starting to get their own apartments and truly live independently, i still feel so reliant on my parents. i feel the need to text my mother when i want to do something, because i need the reassurance that it’s a good or bad decision, and i need to do this for the most basic things, like doing homework. when monk looks to shirona for reassurance, for decision making, for help with things like finding routines, i can’t help but see myself in him.
aziraphale has a deep passion for rare books (this could be interpreted as a special interest). he needs routine, struggles with change, is stubborn and has a strong sense of justice. like aziraphale, i have deep passions. i adore star trek and lord of the rings and comic books. whenever i mention my interests, my peers make it clear that the way i enjoy things is different from the way they do. i struggle to understand why my interests are seen as so different or so intense, when i myself do not see the difference.
i find it interesting that so many characters i relate to in this way are either lovers of sherlock holmes (data), said to be descendants of sherlock holmes (spock), or are interpretations of sherlock holmes (adrian monk). sherlock holmes is a fascinating character to me. shows like bbc sherlock interprets him as this ‘machine’ like addict, but sherlock & co (imo a much more faithful adaptation) takes his traits and makes them more explicitly neurodivergent. i do not have any diagnoses myself, but i find it interesting how i can see myself in these characters. when i am around my friends, i feel so different. when they say things or make jokes, i feel as though i get a different reaction. i don’t understand why i feel so different, but there is something incredibly comforting in seeing these characters and knowing my strange habits or rituals aren’t completely abnormal. seeing characters like data, who has geordi; holmes, who has watson; aziraphale, who has crowley, makes me hope that maybe i too one day will find someone who makes me feel normal, and who can understand my ‘strange’ or ‘eccentric’ behavior.
i recently got into dan & phil and seeing them together just reinforces this. not even in a romantic way but just finding that person who fully understands you
i have published my first fanfic!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86328216/chapters/228364601
happy june to everyone, especially my fellow aroaces
You guys don’t talk about my favorite detective Monk enough and it’s sickening

hes just too relatable for tumblr users 😔
my tomodachi life creations so far:
- star trek tos command shirt
- star trek tos science & medical shirt
- irn-bru
- unknown pleasures by joy division
- goth a history by lol tolhurst
- ab urbe condita by livy
"The magic system is never fully explained" yeah that's how life works. Imagine having a story set in modern day America and the characters have several pages of exposition on combustion engines and telecommunication networks before we get to the plot
i think this is absolutely correct and good writing advice but also victor hugo would like to have a word with you about the parisian sewer system circa 1832
victor hugo would like to have many words with you about the parisian sewer system circa 1831
finally made spock his uniform
yknow when you have a 10 page paper due and you wish the minimum was 12 because your argument is gettin real complex? no? just me? :(
if i had a nickel for every time a ‘bad’ and a ‘good’ character with visually defining characteristics fell in love but one left the other and then came back but the show was weirdly cancelled and forced to have rushed endings it wouldn’t be a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice right