Which makes sense in hindsight, if I look back and realize all Iāve ever done is nothing.
Then yeah, it makes sense.
Itās mind boggling how I just..wasted my potential like that.
Never trying to fix or repair anything that was breaking.
Justā¦rotting in place, until it become all Iāve ever known.
I dropped out in middle school.
I did online for a little, never finished or learned anything.
Then went into homeschooling.
I only wasted away during those important years.
Once again, doing absolutely nothing.
Itās no wonder Iām so incompetent, an idiot, a tumor in a way.
Even dumb people are smarter than me.
I know nothing, I do nothing, I am nothing.
Really..whatās keeping me here?
Iām wasting prime real estate, food, money, and peopleās time.
All I do is consume, media, games, music, art.
But I do nothing, I gain nothing.
I canāt take care of anyone, not me, and especially not a family pet.
A horrible sight of a human being.
I only wish, a wish I probably donāt deserve to wish.
āI wish I never existed.ā
Maybe Iāll be able to sleep, and have calming dreams.
