How Is Life?

18, she/her(they/them?), pan, new: no idea how to use tumblr

[dontknow-lol]

Changing

I got a new account so honestly-alone is dontknow-lol My new account will still be @honestly-alone

[dontknow-lol]

Fun Facts:

I still can’t sleep

I’m overthinking about my gender situation so all I have is a nervous ball in the pit of my stomach

I did a presentation/paper on gender identity and stress levels of a straight nondiscrimination person is 5.0, LGTBQ discrimination person is a 6.4!

No idea what I’m going to do for school and family

Wish me luck

[dontknow-lol]

Can’t sleep 😴 💤 🛏

So, I can’t sleep🙃

I finally picked out a new name for me! Since my birth name doesn’t fit me wholly any more😅

I chose Quillen! With that, I combineded my two names together and got Quilli. Quillie? Not sure how to spell it yet.

I want to make everybody call me that and not just one sister. But that means coming out to my whole transphobic family and school.

I’m more ready to come out at school than to my family——and that’s saying something😒

I know someone who goes to my school and they have different pronouns compared to their body (he/him). So if he can do it——then I can too🤔😠🤘

But if I come out at school, my other sister will know and then the rest of the family😕

And if I do come out(at school), I have no idea on where to start.

I need tumblr wisdom again!

PS: how do I comment on with this blog? I tried commenting to someone but it used the blog that I first created....

[dontknow-lol]

Why does this happen to me?!

It feels like every month is bringing up something new!!😅😭

I used to be straight for my whole life—then bi—then pan!

It wasn’t that confusing on why I felt the way I do with my sexual orientation... but this newer change...

Is confusing the F out of me!!!

I don’t know really how to vent to people because one one person out of my whole family isn’t transphobic.

But the more I think about it—the more I think I am a demigirl ...

But now I am afraid someone might find out at school—more transphobic people there too as well🙃

[jenny-jinya]

Short comic, while I work on something bigger on the side. It is nevertheless a very important topic. A lot of seabirds die because they eat plastic. They feed their chicks with the waste. It’s really tragic.

[brucebocchi]

[thatspectacularpigeon]

A pigeon just murders me

[naught-but-a-delusion-deactivat]

What the fuck happens to me?

[imma-horrible-mistake]

Suicide? Being an idiot?

[naught-but-a-delusion-deactivat]

Probably true, but what my username means is still a mystery!

[imma-horrible-mistake]

Sounds like a duck dino. 🦖🦆

[naught-but-a-delusion-deactivat]

That's what it was, originally, but it has since lost all meaning.

[deepfried-dildos]

*sweats*

[books-andbiscuits]

Uhhhh

Books?.....and biscuits?

Ok

[god-of-all-things]

@books-andbiscuits Choke while reading (?)

I get killed by molecular instability

[books-andbiscuits]

Honestly? Sounds like something I would do

[theshadowdemon-deactivated20201]

I'd bleed out after someone chopped my ankles off and bleed onto a gray rainbow to bring back its color

[schrodingers-fyke]

I'd bleed out after someone cut out my kneecaps cause I'm too gay

[deathbutwithfuzzyanimals]

It’s pretty clear. Surrounded by fuzzy animals.

[i-wanna-be-cute]

oh god oh fuck

[leg-stealing-bee]

Oh...fun

[what-username-where]

I guess I just fade into nothing?

[the-angry-ship-deactivated20220]

Uh. A child with a battle ship fleet murders me.

[imbasicallyshakespear-deactivat]

I turn into Shakespear!! Shakespear is dead!!

[hayden-going-insane-deactivated]

ok so i go insane and then like,,,just straight up die bc im so insane??

[acetatertot]

A tatertot that's ace ?

[aquilacalvitium]

I haven't got a fucking clue

[fairyofsomething]

I guess a fae does something that makes me die.

[rexixema-deactivated20200514]

um

[d-structive]

...I guess someone did some big mistake...And distructon happened...I die in the process.

[scarletender]

Uhhhhh... a chick named Scarlet ends me?

[lemonade-drinking-ghost]

I am but a lemonade drinking ghost.... That is all....

[bigpimpingwhore]

The cowboy spy is gonna kill me

[thecourtofgraywaves]

Mauled by elemental tigers.

[willow404]

funny story.

Irene is actually the name is one of my OCs.

Who is, in fact, very obsessed with knives.

so.

🙃

[escaped-cryptid]

The shipping war of 2020

[mpreg-official]

Death by muffin consumption

[dontknow-lol]

Well... this is sad😅

[dontknow-lol]

I am confused—severely confused

Two things for people like me who don’t like reading long posts

How do you call someone formally that is agender(eg:Mr./Mrs./Ms.)?

How do I know if I am a demigirl?

1) I created an OC character for my writing class. They are agender and I don’t know how to formally address them. I was thinking about this in the night as I tried to fall asleep.

2) it made a sudden thought pop into my head : what if I had more than one gender? The moment I thought that, I felt like something was missing in my chest. I still identify as female but the other gender is unreachable as if I’m trying to look for it in a thick foggy mist. I think this means I might be a demigirl.

If anybody knows for any question—please respond!😖 I’m suuuper confused and I can’t talk about this to anybody except for my twin sister because they are all transphobic:”there are only two genders and it’s the one your born with”

[buzzfeed]

This is how kids reacted when they were shown same-sex marriage proposal videos. Kids these days. 

[someclevermoniker]

“how will we explain homosexuality to our children” I think maybe they should explain it to you

[whythatsbullshit]

[humorking]

forever reblog

[softestpatton]

Reblog This To Piss Boomers Off

[hellsgardenofroses]

REBLOG TO PISS OFF A KAREN

[strawberry-bi]

i hope the younger lgbt+ youth (12-16) on here knows that it’s okay to play with identities. it’s okay to try out a label for a month, decided it’s not for you, and then pick up another one. you aren’t “betraying your community”, you’re figuring yourself out at an age that- you know- you figure yourself out in! do what works for you. if you don’t like labels, ditch them! if a label resonates with you deeply, try playing around with it! it’s normal. don’t be afraid.

[bodysnxtched-deactivated2019050]

reblog if your blog is actually safe for bi people.

reblog if you believe bi people deserve to have a space and voice.

reblog if you recognize the specific struggles that bi people go through.

reblog if you know bi people are more than “half gay, half straight”.

reblog if you believe bi rights and representation aren’t just “catering to straight people.”

reblog if you see us.

reblog if you know we are safe on your blog.

[pride-on-a-string]

Of! Course! Bi folks are beautiful!!

[revolutionary-afrolatino-deacti]

source 1; source 2; source 3; source 4; source 5

[skepticamongthefaithful-deactiv]

WELP.

[ameliated-deactivated20131222]

Stop what you are doing.

Read those.

Right now.

I’ll wait.

If you don’t want to read, I’ll explain the key bullet points, but please read them afterwords:

This is not “we didn’t protect him enough.”

This is not “the government screwed up some random detail or accidentally let his killer loose.”

The 111th Military Intelligence had a team taking pictures of his balcony during the assassination.

They brought in a Special Forces 8-Man Sniper Team from the 20th.

Memphis Police withdrew their regular protection detail from him.

A jury of 12 people, six black and six white, found the United States Government guilty of conspiracy to commit murder.

YOUR GOVERNMENT. MY GOVERNMENT. THE GOVERNMENT OF, BY, AND FOR THE PEOPLE, SHOT AND KILLED DR. MARTIN LUTHER KING. And the media never reported the case.

MLK was ASSASSINATED. By a government YOU PAY FOR.

I hate those posts where someone tries to pressure you into reblogging. I almost never ask you to reblog.

This shit is important.

Reblog this. I don’t care what kind of blog you have. I don’t care what you normally talk about.

Reblog this.

[a-spoon-is-born]

holy shit

[dontknow-lol]

Please Explain...

How is cutting your hair a sin?

My mom didn’t want me to cut my hair because it was a sin. She said if I had a problem then I should tell God. Guess what I did.

I looked up and sad that was a stupid sin. She did not approve of that.😅(sorry for the blasphemy)

[dontknow-lol]

My week was busy

Went to Chicago for 2 days

Went home

Got my hair cut(finally for after 5 years of asking)

And now back to school

[thisacc-is-retired-deactivated2]

⚠️ PSA : IF YOU SEE THIS FLAG BEING SUPPORTED OR APART OF ANYONE’S PAGE WHO IDENTIFIES AS A MAP/PEDOSEXUAL PLEASE REPORT THEM AND BLOCK THEM ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A MINOR THEY ARE A PEDOPHILE ! ⚠️

! PLEASE REBLOG THIS IF YOU KNOW YOU HAVE ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 18 FOLLOWING YOU FOR THEIR SAFETY !

As I’m sure you guys have seen, and this is especially for any of my younger audience, this flag is NOT a pride flag to those of you who are wondering or haven’t heard of this yet.

This is a flag that represents a DISGUSTING group of people who are trying to be recognized as a sexuality called Pedosexual which we as the LGBTQ+ community do not want anything to do with. Once again, if you are a minor PLEASE avoid these people at all costs if they have this flag unless it’s a warning post to be wary of this flag !! Be safe !

[mpreg-official]

Pedophiles are not and will never be a part of the lgbtq

[onyx-was-here]

Hey

Every note this gets is another day my friend should stay alive

PLEASE reblog. She doesn’t know I’m doing this but I want to show her how many people care about her and about a life they’ve never even met.

@themortalinstrumentss you’d get it?? I guess?? We haven’t talked in a while but I know you’d understand so some signal boosting would help

[badjokesiguess-deactivated20221]

this had great meme potential

[mpreg-official]

[chemicaljupiter]

a gift from me 2 u ♡