I DON’T WANNA

Sakame | aroace | hobby writer | angst enthusiast | tired

[ebyamadnikatros]

CURRENTLY ON SEMI-HIATUS

Hey sorties, I’m Takabe! (previously bluboobird)

As it says above, I’m currently on a selective hiatus and taking a break from writing for my mental health. This means I will not be updating any fics other than maybe one or two. I don't know when I'll be back full-time; it depends on several circumstances. Sorry for any disappointment!

As of right now, "What We Do for Ourselves and Others" is not abandoned or deleted, I just have it hidden bc it's going through major edits, so don't freak out!

“In Heart and In Mind”, is actively being rewritten and will eventually be replaced by its newer version.

“Dawnbreak” will eventually be edited to fix up plot holes and smooth out characterizations. I have left it visible since the editing hasn't taken place yet.

“A Semblance of Normality” will no longer be continued.

Thanks for your support and understanding! Till we meet again ~❤︎⁠

[ohbo-ohno]

bringing this to tumblr because a realer thing has literally never been said

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

sometimes I’m reminded that there are still people who don’t know ao3 was literally created by incest shippers — and the site’s sole purpose is to 1. be completely against censorship and 2. host all kinds of dark, taboo fics that are banned on other platforms — and the first ever fic that was posted on ao3 was a fic about an incest ship from supernatural.

you are in the house that was created by freaks. for freaks (affectionate). every disgusting thing you can think of is rightfully allowed and welcomed on ao3, because they are exactly the reasons why ao3 was created in the first place.

ao3 was created because its creators got tired of censorship, they got tired of dark and taboo fics getting banned on pro-censorship platforms, and they wanted a place that was safe for ALL FICS THAT WERE DARK AND TABOO.

ao3’s main principle is being against censorship and being proship / profic.

there are some things in fiction that make me uncomfortable, but instead of shaming people who are just minding their own business and not harming anyone in real life, I choose to curate my own internet experience by blocking/muting what I don’t want to see. ao3 has excellent tagging system, so instead of being a bitch, use their tagging system properly and you won’t see the things you don’t want to see.

it’s your job to curate what you see. it’s not other people’s jobs or responsibilities to censor themselves for your personal comfort. the world does not revolve around you.

also you cannot censor “only the things you personally hate” without expecting everything else, that isn’t of conservative beliefs, to be censored too. because censorship is a slippery slope and a fascist tool. I promise you there are people who think “why do tags for queer love even exist on ao3? they’re grooming children”.

if you allow the things that you hate to be censored — because someone with enough power gets to control what other people can and cannot create/consume, it will not stop at the things that you hate.

*illustration by sillyalexnorris

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Also, this isn't really relevant to the main point here, but this is such a weird example when plenty of publicly available and often quite popular novels, tv shows, and songs have incest in them. I have a song on my phone called The Incest Song. Game of Thrones was massively popular. Chinatown was so impactful that that specific scene was parodied absolutely everywhere.

[gr8writingtips]

writing tip #4130:

who cares if it's bad, have you seen some of the shit people are reading these days

[asynca]

Write that one-shot. Those 3 chapters will be the best 10 chapters you ever wrote

[possessable]

blorbo sickfic that turns into a possession fic halfway through

[drudg30n]

what does this meannnn

[possessable]

well you see,

[havinganormalone]

Fanfiction is insane. You can write porn so good you make friends.

[thebibliosphere]

The first rule of self publishing is to have fun and be yourself.

The second rule of self publishing is to fist fight the CEO of Spotify in the Denny’s parking lot with your keys sandwiched between the knuckles of your fists.

[lesleyariel]

I finally decided to self pub my masked man romantasy so I’m writing this down. I wanna do it right.

[thebibliosphere]

#it’s about escaping a cult and getting found by the monster in the woods#and he’s a consent king!

hello, yes, I'm seated. You have my attention.

[lesleyariel]

(sits down next to you in the booth with my big purse and my sunglasses still on)

So there’s this remote village in the northern valley of a mountain. It’s run by a violent priest who hates women. Devon is accused of being a witch (really, she just hasn’t given her husband a child and he wants to move on) and they march her up the mountain and tie her to a stone to be judged by god. But god doesn’t come for her. The Bear does. (He’s the village warrior who snapped and killed the other warriors and now stalks the mountainside in his bone mask.) (Or did he??) (He did.)

He takes her home to recover before she starts a new life somewhere else, but then they’re snowed in! It’s about Devon learning to listen to her own wants and finding her power. There’s a cat. And the worst horse in the world. I just feel like we could use a story about somebody escaping patriarchy and getting happily railed in the woods.

[thebibliosphere]

Oh, so the bear chose her.

You know what? Sold. I’d read that.

[lesleyariel]

Thank you so much. I’ve been in the query trenches so long, waiting to be chosen and I’m ready to say, you know, I choose me.

[thebibliosphere]

Yay! Welcome to self-pub. It's an entirely different kind of shit show 😄

[rozzed]

why not have the reader re-read a sentence now and then? it won't hurt him....

[soulwriter-sp]

shoutout to AO3 authors who write 100k fics for free while juggling mental illness, academic burnout, 3 jobs, and a deep-rooted need to fix fictional people.

[kitkatpancakestack]

Writing tip: when you finish editing your fic, there's a button at the bottom that says "post," and once you click it you instantly see every single error and inconsistency you missed, to the point where you wonder if you ever even read through the fic at all

[not-poignant]

This has alerted me to a particular kind of human who edits in the fucking post box????? Folks one slip of your fingers in that window and you're going to be posting by accident anyway whether you're ready or not. That's terrifying.

Fun fact, the main reason pressing post makes it easier to see your errors is that the format of your fic has suddenly changed (it's like mirror imaging your art to see the errors better - sudden different perspective = 'oh shit errors'). Editing in a different font size + different font can actually make it way easier to see errors, and is something to consider if you're someone that spots most of your mistakes after you press post.

[moon-meerkat]

never related to authors being like "childhood is such a blessed innocent time", catch me with that jane eyre shit like "such dread as children only can feel" and "I then sat with my doll on my knee til the fire got low, glancing round occasionally to make sure nothing worse than myself haunted the shadowy room"

[fangtastic-bastard]

"Adults can change their circumstances; children cannot. Children are powerless, and in difficult situations they are the victims of every sorrow and mischance and rage around them, for children feel all of these things but without any of the ability that adults have to change them. Whatever can take a child beyond such circumstances, therefore, is an alleviation and a blessing."

I find this passage from the Mary Oliver essay "Staying Alive" very poignant and true.

[cpericardium]

hey everyone "I" have something to show "you"

[cpericardium]

[cpericardium]

[dabouse]

I have never once, in all my years, thought that someone could be so dense so as to think a book in first person POV is meant to be the reader’s pov.

Like bitch that’s what second person POV is. There’s a reason why it’s so rare

[destiel-news-network]

(Source)

This comes one day after the archive changed their status to “Omega” for April Fools’ Day.

[its-your-mind]

the volunteers have truly allowed us to say goodbye to the AO3 superscript in the most fitting of ways.

fare thee well, AO3 beta, omega. may the seasons rise to meet you and may the pheromones be always upon your necks.

[forgetful-nerd]

Spelling mistakes? I guarantee neither of us saw those at 3:00 AM Monday Morning.

[smodernlife]

Yes the AO3 omega April fools joke was exceptionally funny but actually seeing AO3 on April 2nd without a beta status is sending me.

What do you mean it’s not in beta anymore? Isn’t that it’s thing? Just to exist in a perpetual state of almost ready. Do I too need to grow and change and become an actualized product? I am not ready.