I want you all to know that writing this post makes me want to vomit, but lmao i can’t get around it now i guess. um so as many of you know my financial situation isn’t the best? um and i had saved for MONTHS for a new computer but when it came down to being able to buy it my mother needed the majority of the money for my sisters and like it was fine just bummed me the fuck out but then oh then this wonderful little pandemic happened and now i’m doing school completely online which okay cool it might suck for a while since my laptop doesn’t hold a charge and has zero virus protection and is slow as fuck but it’ll be fine,,,, at least that’s what i thought. unfortunately tonight the bad bitches of karma caught up with me from that one time when i was 12 and angsty and called the debut bad and killed my laptop completely. i would buy a really crappy computer on amazon for $100 but after this week i have no income whatsoever coming in and as someone who lives in an abusive household having absolutely no money is just not an option i can have, as well as in the event of if my mother loses her job and i need to buy my sisters and grandmother food or help my mother with the mortgage. now i am much more fortunate than others and so please don’t look over others in order to help me cause god knows i’m the least to deserve it but i just don’t know what to do cause if i don’t have a laptop i can’t do school, i just have no other device that could fit all of the files and videos and shit. and again this is a stressful time and i don’t wanna pressure anyone (on a scale of 1-10 how stupid do i sound?) and yeah. if you’re able to give or signal boost
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