Living through Hell like a Motherfucker

[GRAVEYARD CHECK PINNED] | Fem | Pan | Hellspawn | Lotus | I draw Cats and Horses |

[hellspawnarttrash]

Long time no see!

Cheers to anyone who has stuck around to follow this blog after it got nuked like five years ago. You may be able to guess that this place is abandoned but fear not my friends! I have made my return under a different name!

If any of you are interested in following my other account its @budgbudraws

It's sort of a companion account to my instagram which is where I unfortunately left to after poofing.

I am pretty determined to keep up with it and introduce more writing that I couldn't on my other platform!

Thank you to anyone who participated in this account's existence, I won't be deleting it for posterity but this will be hellspawnarttrash's final post!

[acornfriend]

Working on something very special for TCAF

[heathertail]

hello gamers i made a fully functioning warrior cat description generator that generators a name, a rank, a personality, a description, and an extra little detail about the cat. check it out if you want

[catsindoors]

I spent all night making a random cat generator.

If you’re into Warriors you’ve probably seen Shelbae’s Warrior Cat Generator, which is phenomenal, but I wanted one that wasn’t Warriors-centric and focuses more on in-depth physical descriptors so here we are.

If anyone has any suggestions on what to add, please do! I’d especially like more options for the last section [ex. scarred ears, long legs, etc].

Also I need an image/icon for it so if you want that to be your cat drop some pics in the submit ;p

[catsindoors]

I would also like to specify that tortie toms aren’t a mistake or oversight. They are trans. Thank you.

[turing-tested]

“How arw you paying for photoshop” im not LMAO

[moonpaw]

link

👀

[moonpaw]

you know what heres a sai link too fuck the system

[moonpaw]

im back with clip paint studio

setup crack

download these two then setup paint studio right click one of the icons after its done and click “file location” copy the crack files into the main paint studio file then click on the crack.exe till it says ok open paint studio

good 2 go 👌

[wet-paiint]

REBLOG TO SAVE AN ARTIST’S LIFE

[goluckydanny]

@faun-songs @jeongmihyo

[potaders-deactivated20240218]

I wanted to add to this post too because?! adobe animate is hell to find. so heres this, reblog to save a future animator’s life

adobe animate:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-UdrA23VmgT4lM7cTr1C9LaOHzNl5hWS/view

[rk-1k]

[guide-to-arting-p-good]

Not every artist can afford up to hundreds of dollars in programs. Take these and make something great!

[jellygay]

Especially since Photoshop is now pay-by-month instead of buying the program.

CSP is a good buy when it’s on sale (happens at least once a year) and you never have to pay again as you just update it, Sai is pretty much the same with buy it once and update as needed making them super affordable. The downside to CSP and Sai is there is no CMYK for commercial art purposes, only RGB, and that’s where artists trying to make prints and charms get screwed over once again by PS.

A side note: There’s another program I like to use to paint called Paint Storm and it was the best $20 CDN I’ve ever spent. You can find it here.

[berrym00n]

Something I want in warriors: A cat with swimmer syndrome and joint pain but ends up being Lionblazes apprentice and one of the most bad fucking ass warriors in the forest

ok sorry for taking so long to answer this but this inspired me so much efnkajs

imagine this kit being born, wiggly like their siblings. nothing was too concerning at first. but as the kits grow up, it becomes increasingly obvious that their legs arent developing quite right. their siblings are taking their first steps and they’re still struggling to stand. everyone in thunderclan worries for this kit: if they’ll be a warrior, if they’ll survive. but lionblaze sees promise in their eyes. they try so hard and he knows that this kit isnt giving up yet

he, jayfeather and leafpool talk to work out something to help strengthen the kit’s legs. they didnt know if they would come up with a worthy solution, after all this has never happened before. that is until alderheart suggests using sticks as splints and tying the kit’s legs together to put them in the right position

it seems like a plausible idea, so the medicine cats get to work and ask the kit’s mother if they could try to help them. she agrees. it’s a long and grueling process, but eventually the ligaments in the kit’s legs strengthen enough for them to be able to stand upright by the time they reach apprentice age.

bramblestar sees how dedicated lionblaze was in helping the kit encouragement wise, and gives them lionblaze as a mentor. the kit is extremely happy to have someone so close to them as a mentor, and lionblaze is thrilled to help them along through the rest of their apprenticeship.

soon enough they can move around just like any other cat, and with a warrior like lionblaze as a mentor, they’re extremely skilled. everyone fears them. when they recieve their warrior name, they’re named after lionblaze, the cat who played such a vital role in their life in making it enjoyable and showing him that you can deal with the cards youre dealt with enough willpower

[hellspawnarttrash]

FUCKING YESS THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT EVERYONE AND THING IS COMPLETELY AGAINST THIS KIT BUT LIONBLAZE JUST KNOWS THAT THIS KIT IS DETERMINED FOR GREATNESS AND DESERVES TO BE A WARRIOR LIKE THE MOMENT THEY ARE BORN EVEN AFTER IT BECOMES OBVIOUS THEY AREN'T DEVELOPING RIGHT AND HE IS JUST DETERMINED THAT HE WILL APPRENTICE THIS KIT AND THERE IS NO WAY AROUND IT

[topshotpicks]

[charmory]

this is the most romantic thing i’ve seen all day

[jali-jali]

No shit. That tom cat was like:

“This thorn invested wall means nothing.”

“I will gladly walk on it a thousand times over, if that means I could be with you, my lady.”

and the lady cat was all:

“My brave darling.”

OOOPS MY HAND SLIPPED!!

Suddenly my muse insisted me to draw the personification version of the last pic, and who am I to reject inspiration when it comes so willingly to me? At least this will help with the artblock issue I currently have to deal with.

Russian imperial era inspired because hot damn.

Note: I tried google reverse image (and other reverse image search engines) those photos and came up with nothing. I wish I knew the original photographer because I want to love hug him/her so hard for capturing such inspiring moments.

[youkofujima]

OMG that’s the cutest thing ever and the best courtly love ah so brilliant.

[forthegothicheroine]

Few romantic heroes could do better.

[stoneandbloodandwater]

I don’t post cats often but that illustration.

[acquaintedwithrask]

that ILLUSTRATION

[heretic-madlad]

I LOVE THISSS

[silver-glass-deactivated2021021]

On February 3rd, 2019, we will have 2/3/19.

[marauders4evr]

TODAY’S THE DAY!

[ixrose]

#chris evans #in where he is actually steve rogers

[urulokid]

#when is chris evans not steve rogers though

[stravaganza]

[an-other-people-deactivated2013]

#when casting is perfect I begin to wonder about Marvel #do they secretly grow these people on farms #let them loose on the world for a while to establish lives #and then cast them as the role they were grown for

[booksandwildthings]

I have

no idea

what you’re

talking about

[skeletoncl0set]

i do believe this is my fifth time reblogging this

[ilovewintersoldiersandsebastian]

apart form sebastian though he goes from this to this

[lastitalianwitcholdblog]

seb’s the weird cousin

[lovemarvel-trash]

@justaweirdthoughtstuff

[smthsmthurmum]

This is amazing oml

[i-is-surrounded-by-idjits]

Seb’s the fanboy they grew to connect with the audience

[itsanerdlife]

@snowyseba This explains everything!

[marveldcmistress]

I’ve only seen this post in screenshots on pinterest. I love it.

[themcuhasruinedme]

I think you missed the other fanboy…

[ellysiacat]

Love this

[sexylibrarian1]

Everybody says Seb isn’t like Bucky… but he IS. He’s Bucky without a mask on. Bucky’s always wearing some sort of mask. Even around Steve. Seb is what Bucky would be like if he’d had the chance to just ~be~.

[that-sokovian-bastard]

UH THIS

[mmmaff-blog]

Um we’re forgetting someone…

[linaofthemyscira]

ITS FINALLY ON MY DASH YESSS

[perpetuallyvex]

Not to forget our “Wizard”:

[formerprincewille]

Aldjaksnana

[patient-wave]

I’ve found it. I’ve found the perfect post.

[im-fangirl-trash-okay-deactivat]

it’s on my dash jdnckdmd

[laufyeson]

these dorks lmaoo

[waywardwilled]

I love everyone omg they’re all so amazing???

[coffee-swimmer]

YES

[ryangosking]

Don’t forget

[eraemx]

Chris looks so hot in that first gif set

[jrubalcaba]

Omg I found THE original post! Holy shit I’ve only ever seen screenshots of this!

[sheridans-dynamos]

This post pops up on my dash every few months and I will never not reblog it.

[lokis-helmet]

This is too good to not reblog

[the-marvel-what-deactivated2020]

Everybody see this, this is the quality trash I came to Tumblr in the first place.

[daily-marvel-dose]

Also

[adjectivebear]

This post is ALMOST perfect, but we’re forgetting someone:

[internet-tears]

Marvel has a farm wher they harvest actors [confirmed]

[stardust-danvers-archive-deacti]

And we all know Stan Lee is the farmer

[eraemx]

ITS BACK

WITH MORE

[brianttran-deactivated20120224]

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

[ovod0se]

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

[whatgracelikes-deactivated20190]

omg im so glad to se so many people love their mummy

[ameriagrae]

Why’re you being mean to my mum?

[larryismyhallelujah-blog]

goddamn it

[lollie-pond-deactivated20150728]

Nope. Googled it. 15 minuets. Nope. Not taking any chances

[steampoweredplayer]

Koop

[twirliest]

This has 1.2 million reblogs … Ps not riskin it

[nathanvj]

1.4 almost ps not risking it

[queenprotein-deactivated2016012]

Fuck this post

[irosefromthedead-deactivated201]

I am sorry…

[jessesthoughtsandmore-deactivat]

I fucks with my moms too heavy to be playing games. REBLOG

[yess-dadddy-deactivated20170430]

Hell no.

[letmeseeyourdicks]

Sorry

[atechnicalmanual]

Y'all really got a porn blog out here doin it.

[stalkerazzi365]

I couldn’t live with myself if something happened to my Mom lol

[ricanass]

I second my husband’s emotion! Lol

[flannel-beards-bikes]

This is supposed to be a porn blog but NO

[playtime-and-pastels-blog]

Scrolled past but got paranoid

[woweewlw]

y

[astrologin]

EU TE AMO MÃE 

[oceanwhales-deactivated20171105]

WHY IS THIS POST BACK?

[entermyvoidd-deactivated2018032]

Omg this my second time seeing this shit I hate these

[anaisnai]

I love my mam, no chances

[hellspawnarttrash]

LOVE MY MAMA

[mockiato-deactivated20200315]

Every single one of these headlines sure is something

[pileofknives]

It’s genuinely the fucking end times

[hellspawnarttrash]

These are all super intense and like incredibly important to like current events, the world, and politics but I'm really fucking stuck on Costco and their 27 pound bucket of mac-n-cheese.

[songsteps]

is there a site you use to generate those names/descriptions? o:

oh, I’ve been using this one!!!

[hellspawnarttrash]

Keepin rhis link for later hell yeah

[dangerbabegang]

What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

 sunscreen

 a travel alarm clock or watch

 mylar emergency blanket

 a backpack is a must

 downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

 sleeping bag

 travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

 swiss army knife

 can opener

[spork-of-humanity]

Reblog to literally save a life

[hipsandheartbreak]

if there is a Dollar Tree near you, they have entire food aisles

Planet Fitness also has $10 memberships. you can shower and they have free food days! pizza night 1st monday every month, bagel tuesday the 2nd tuesday every month.

[himynameisrollin-deactivated201]

Save a life reblog

[kukachoosays]

i am so glad that i renblogged this however so long ago. i saw this post and shared it with others in mind, but now i am the one who really needs this. id like to think of this as good karma i guess

[comrade-jiang]

also a good list if anyone ever needs to run away from home for whatever reason.

[hellspawnarttrash]

It doesn't matter if you dont have a place or a safe place to go back to this is important. Reblog to help someone who needs it especially around the holidays

[hollyleafdeservedbetter]

HEY Y'ALL JUST A HEADS UP SIMS 4 IS ONLY $5 RIGHT NOW UNTIL JAN 11TH 10 AM PST.

GET IT HERE

[frogluv123-deactivated20201112]

reblog to save a life (and a wallet)

[hellspawnarttrash]

I PAID LIKE $60 AND NOW ITS $5 BUT THATS FINE YALL TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY

[nepofledgling]

people acting like diversity is inherently a political statement or sjw bullshit are so fucking stupid like… thats just how the world is. its almost like the real world is diverse and that its unnatural for media to not reflect this… like these people literally get mad about female protagonists, gay protagonists or protagonists of color bc its “political correctness gone too far” like idk how to explain to you that poc, lgbt people and women existing isnt political correctness its just life dude

[hellspawnarttrash]

"Holy shit how dare they make this character black and gay? Neither of those things exist in the real world!" Bitch stfu they don't exist because aint no one comfortable with telling your close minded ass that they are anything other than strait and white. Real world ain't cookie cutter.

[flower-love8876-deactivated2021]

Me trying to figure out the distance between places and how long it’ll take a character to get there in a society that travels mostly on foot:

[wearewarpriest]

What I do is determine about how many miles the distance is, after that I look up two European cities that are about that far apart, and switch the Google maps thingy from car to walk.

[wearewarpriest]

[wearecowboy]

Holy shit my dude! Why you gotta blow my mind like this!?

[hellspawnarttrash]

This is absolutely amazing and in everyway helpful but for the love of god look at your discord messages

[hellspawnarttrash]

My cat: Likes to find best place to sleep by pressing his paws and sharp af claws into soft objects

Me: Has momentary panic attack trying to gentle stop wil from both stomping and shredding my fuckin boob