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she/they | dark academic | ENTP-A 9w8 | bi-aspec | just trying to drift through life

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Hi everyone (most of which are now ghost accounts)!!

I'm thinking of restarting this blog, it's been so long since I've posted I feel like a creep who's lurking and seeing what everyone else does but never joins in

[wedarkacademia]

I know it is my father's first time on this Earth, too. And I know He had it worse when he was little.

But I was little too.

— Franz Kafka, from letters to his father

[ji-jii-visha]

I love hozier's "I slithered here from Eden just to sit outside your door" BUT "banke maala preet ki tere tan pe jhar jhar jaun" I'd become a garland of love and fall on your body and "tu hi toh jannat meri, tu hi mera junoon, tu hi toh mannat meri, tu rooh ka sukoon" you are the heaven for me, you're my passion, you are my prayers, you are my soul's bliss and "tere naam se ji lu, tere naam se mar jaaun" I'd live by your name, I'd die by your name and "hawaoon mein lipta hua main, guzar jaunga tumko chu ke, agar man ho toh rok lena, thahar jaunga inn labon pe" I'm tangled with the breeze, I'll pass away after touching you, if your heart wants it, then I'll stay with you on your lips

Hindi is the language of love and longing

[charlataninred]

Love how tumblr has its own folk stories. Yeah the God of Arepo we’ve all heard the story and we all still cry about it. Yeah that one about the woman locked up for centuries finally getting free. That one about the witch who would marry anyone who could get her house key from her cat and it’s revealed she IS the cat after the narrator befriends the cat.

[meraarts]

Might I add:

The defeat of the wizard who made people choose how they’d be to be executed

The woman who raised the changeling alongside her biological child

The human who died of radiation poisoning after repairing the spaceship

[eater-of-hopes-and-dreams]

The adventures of a space roomba

Cinderella finding Araura (and falling in love)

I don’t know a snappy description but the my nemesis cynthia story certainly lives in my head

[blitzlowin]

hilariously, these are almost all in my fic tag. so, a compiled list from the notes (and some extras):

The God of Arepo (graphic novel 1 / 2 / 3) (ebook)

The Monster of Sentan

The Witch’s Cat

Raise Both Children

Stabby the Roomba (honorable mention)

Cinderella Marries the Prince (comic)

My Arch Nemesis Cynthia

Pirates and Mermaid

Eindred and the Witch

The Demon King

The Cornerwitch

Grandmother Beetroot

Apocalypse Daycare Worker

Grandmother Accidentally Summons a Demon

New Year Saga

A Story About Changelings

Ranger in the King’s Forest

The Difference Between a Hare and a Rabbit

Goblin Men (Canines)

[charlataninred]

I am in love with you /p

[inkvoices]

Adding Faceblind Prince Charming and Cinderella

[inkvoices]

21. The human who died of radiation poisoning after repairing the spaceship

22. The defeat of the wizard who made people choose how they’d be to be executed

[lightningladybug]

adding the Doctors Without Borders one

[inkvoices]

I LOVE tumblr storytime, so here’s a bunch more your weekend reading. Enjoy!

24. The Queen with Three Cursed Children

25. Tiny Dragon with one coin hoard

26. Haunted house

27. Shark hero was about to go rogue

28. Grandma lives in the woods comic

29. A Different Aftermath comic

30. Battery (microstory but I love it so much)

31. It’s A Date comic

32. Supervillian kidnaps rival’s kid and they want to stay

33. Narrative Town

34. I have been hired to clean the wizard tower comic

35. Robot Apocalypse

36. The Statues That Do Not Weather

37. Kushiel

38. Tooth Fairy

39. Alien abduction

40. Felonious wish-granting

41. When humans met actual space orcs

42. Space cousins

[dannnnnnnnnnnnex]

WAIT REBLOG THIS VERSION INSTEAD

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Gotta reblog because

[alhadsisimranleft]

As a desi girl I can't say challengingly "baad me dikhati hu tujhe toh." To a desi boy because he always replies with "abhi hi dikha de."

Sexual tension create ho jati h

[i-am-not-here-actually]

I just want someone to say this to me yaar

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Sometimes I feel like I'm the vanilla extract of my friend group

[l3sb0y]

ovid / x / bilbo fabriko / hozier / @sawasawako / gustave doré / kurt vonnegut / antonio canoza / tim siebels / “Portrait of a Lady On Fire”

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Eurydice, forgive the Winds, forgive the Sun, forgive the Moon, forgive the Stars, forgive the Rain, for never loving you as I will.

-Michan Bakhuis, Lament to Eurydice

[i-am-not-here-actually]

is it just me or does anyone else also like to downplay shit too much? Like my friends keep asking why I broke up with my boyfriend of 1.5 years when we seemed like the perfect couple and I always end up saying different things like mans said he doesn't like louis tomlinson or something equally silly but in reality mf was cheating on me with multiple girls. Just me? ...okayy

[linesandlattes]

english teachers complementing your writing is a different kind of drug.

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Things started going down since that stopped

[paracosmoon]

i exist only to take naps, drink coffee, and daydream about fictional characters

[shrieking-shackqq-deactivated20]

Enemies, is what

they called us. But ofcourse we

fell in love. Tots.

[i-am-not-here-actually]

(No, I'm not dead, if anyone wondered)

[egobuzz]

when in doubt just ask a dog 

[egobuzz]

someone send “BOOF!” to your crush/significant other and share the results with the rest of the class please 

[orewing]

better response than expected!

[lyinginbedmon]

IS THIS WHY YOU SENT ME THAT MESSAGE?!

[cyborg-furby]

[pavlovsfox]

[gummybearattacktheworldofdespair]

[trixify]

[sswifts]

i honestly didn’t expect anything less

[plantkissed-deactivated20160611]

new ask meme where u send a boof on anon if im ur tumblr crush

[serenefreakgeek]

send me BOOF on anon if I’m your tumblr crush ♡

[aacrylicmeme]

im not gonna get any boofs but lets go

[necromancerwren]

boof at all of you guys wow

[probablyspacerpgideas]

Love me

[thassa]

success

[valtharr]

send me BOOF if I’m your crush

[official-lucifers-child]

yeah send in the BOOFs!!!!!

[overworked-strawberry]

guys I prolly won’t get any but seeing the word boof in my inbox would be the BEST FUCKING THING

[thechapel-deactivated20240706]

Dude wait actually send BOOF if I’m ur crush RIP

[jackalopeonline]

I’ll get none

[viodre]

Yeet

[nyx-nekoo]

Send me boof if im your tumblr crush

Know i wont get any but may aswell try

[arbitreneart]

This is so cute why?!

[hestiagf]

I’m pretty sure I won’t get a BOOF but a girl can dream 😌

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Ik I won't get a boof, but boy would it be the highlight of my year!

[i-am-not-here-actually]

I just cannot put up with this guy anymore

[tuhree-deactivated20150723]

IF UR READING THIS U LOOK VERY CUTE TODAY AND ALSO ILY

[automodownremade-deactivated202]

reblog to add +10 haunting power to your ghost when you die

[jokesarefunny]

i aint risking being a weak ass ghost

[stephendann]

Reblog for a +2 to visibility to cats when nothing else can see you

[worldheritagepostorganization]

World Heritage Post

[writing-prompt-s]

There’s a serial killer in your town. Unfortunately for them you are a necromancer and you have fun driving that maniac insane.

[mayhemandmoonlight]

@townofcan Why would leave this masterpiece in the notes

[i-am-not-here-actually]

Somebody make this into a movie

[freeartzombie]

Meeting The Man: James Baldwin in Paris

(via Mubi)

[i-am-not-here-actually]

A note to start the year :>