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hey there! my name is kirsche, i write fic when the adhd isn't kicking my ass. tummy enthusiast, accidentally includes body worship in every fic.
currently into heated rivalry after season 5 of stranger things embarrassed me like that. my ask box is always open for anyone who wants to send me a (nice or interesting) message! I am always open to discuss fics and theories.
MINORS DNI.
I think some people judge book Shane harshly for the same reason some people judge Hudson's portrayal of Shane harshly.
Strong emotion looks different on-screen coming from Shane than it looks coming from Ilya.
In the same way, Shane's POV reveals emotion differently than Ilya's POV reveals emotion.
Ilya thinks explicitly about feelings. He gets descriptive with it ('I feel like I may scream or die'). He speculates about what others feel - obsesses even. Shane thinks - overthinks even - about decisions. He rarely lets his thoughts linger on emotion.
I guess that comes across to some as Ilya feeling more strongly, but no, it just means that Ilya thinks differently than Shane thinks so his POV is narrated differently than Shane's is.
The fact that Ilya doesn't explicitly say 'I am worried about your diet' doesn't mean he cares less about Shane's health than Shane cares about Ilya's health, even though Shane explicitly objects to many of Ilya's decisions concerning his diet. Ilya's concern is clear in the way he needles Shane about having a cookie.
And in that same way, the fact that Shane doesn't explicitly think 'he's breaking my heart; I knew he'd reject me' doesn't mean he isn't hurting just like Ilya is hurting during the Boxing Day fight, even though Ilya's the only one who thinks more or less those exact words.
Shane spends the day worried about what Ilya is keeping from him; he even has to briefly reassure himself that he knows better than to think that Ilya is cheating on him. He asks Ilya, like, FOUR times whether or not Ilya would choose him. It's Shane's actions that reveal his feelings, not his explicit thoughts.
To add onto this, I think it's also true that because Ilya is speculating on Shane's emotions, some folks interpret it as him being correct more than he is. Ilya narrates what he thinks Shane is feeling but sometimes he's wrong. And we see he's wrong when we look at Shane's actions and his own narration of his thoughts.
And it goes both ways. Sometimes Shane is wrong about what he thinks Ilya is thinking. But since we get Ilya's explicit description of what he's feeling, folks can see Shane's inaccuracy easier. It takes a bit more interpretation to recognize the times Ilya is inaccurate in his assumptions about Shane. So some folks fall back on taking Ilya's more explicit word on Shane'a feelings, without questioning if Ilya is ever wrong.
There’s no way on gods green earth that Ilya didn’t jack off for stamina before fucking Shane for the first time. He was in his hotel room bricked up at the mere thought of what was going to happen that night, of course he’s cumming all over himself in the shower and gritting out ‘fuck, hollander’ aloud to himself in the empty room. and then rocking up to Shane’s fuckpad cool as a cucumber. you big faker. if he hadn’t he would have blown his load 20 seconds after sliding in for the first time.
okay but for sure baby shane on his first hockey team got to play on the ice during an intermission at a centaurs game in the 90s. he scored a goal and did a cute little celebration jump (and immediately lost his balance and fell on his butt). harris pulls the clip from somewhere deep in the centaurs archive. he makes an insta post after shane's first game with the cens and includes the video with a caption about tonight being shane hollander's second ever centaurs goal.
ilya just barely manages to keep himself from sobbing in delight at the video.
shane (a little tipsy) being cornered by a few fans at a bar one night and they ask him what’s the best thing about coming out, expecting him to say something motivating like self-expression and liberation and shane just goes
“i don’t know, probably that i can have ilya’s photos on my phone now :).”
and the whole of non bigot hockey twt just fucking crash out and montreal metros and crowell gets burned at the stake
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hell yeah
5. What's your drink of choice? (Coffee/tea order, alcohol of choice, pop, etc)
It's usually coffee but since I started on elvanse (adhd med) coffee makes me feel BAD lmfao. i like mint tea in the evenings and i basically never drink soda but my alcohol of choice is either old mout cider or birra moretti
7. what's your favorite way to travel? Is there a mode of travel you haven't done that you want to experience?
train tbh. i love trains i always get so much reading done. no other method of transport seems to work for this.
12. dishes or laundry?
laundry any day. i don't love putting it away but i will happily fold and sort it all day. i hate doing dishes.
the erasure of throat goat Ilya Rozanov is starting to get to me lately 😔 we must fight back, we must restore his good name
Ilya "want to trip and fall mouth first onto his dick for enrichment" Rozanov is alive and well in my mind:
Shane's in the kitchen looking at the reheat instructions for one of their healthy nutritious meals and he's holding the paper like twenty feet from his eyes so that he can see it. Ilya wordlessly brings Shane his glasses and as soon as he puts them on, Ilya's on his knees.
"Read it aloud to me, sweetheart," Ilya says, yanking Shane's sweatpants down in one pull, letting them pool over Shane's socked feet. "Nice and slow. Might be complicated."
And then he takes Shane into his mouth soft and with a few good sucks he's growing, reaching full hardness in Ilya's mouth. Ilya groans and shudders as the tip touches the back of his throat.
"Fuck, Ilya—"
He backs off, jerking Shane's now slick cock. "Tell me how to make the chicken, Shane. I'm hungry."
"You fuckin' ass— okay. You have to preheat the oven to— oh my god."
Ilya sucks the tip before ducking his head down, giving him a few good bobs before drawing back for one more breath before—
"Stir halfway to ensure even—right there, right there, baby, god you're so—to ensure even, even heating—"
Before taking Shane to the root, swallowing around him and slurping and shaking his head like dog to take it all in. Shane's stomach caves in and he bends over him, the instructions crumpling against the top of Ilya's head as Shane grips his hair and the paper.
"Top with toasted panko breadcrumps—crumbs— oh my god, how are you laughing with my dick in your throat?"
Ilya laughs for real when he backs off, a thick string of spit connecting his mouth to Shane's cock until he snaps it, letting it fall on his chin while he jerks Shane off again.
"Gonna get you close. Want to come on my face?" Ilya asks, throat scratchy.
"In your mouth," Shane gasps, pulling Ilya closer again, hips bucking, bumping his dick against his cheek. "Come on, suck it again—"
Ilya does, giving Shane a few strong pulls with his hands circling the base until Shane is right there, and as Shane comes Ilya surges up on his knees, his toes braced and slipping against the floor, shuffling and moaning and choking a little as he mashes his nose into Shane's pubic hair, sucking him through it while he grips Shane's hips hard enough to feel handfuls of muscle bulging between his fingers.
Ilya pulls off with a good victorious glugging cough, getting a fistful of Shane's shirt and pulling him down to make sure Shane sees the mess in Ilya's mouth, followed by the indulgent swallow. Shane pulls him to his feet, licking and kissing Ilya's sore mouth. Shane's glasses go all akimbo on his face. The instructions paper flutters to the ground. All Ilya needs to do is rut his hips against Shane's softening cock while Shane holds him close, while Shane hooks a big juicy thigh around Ilya's hips and encourages him.
"Just like that, baby," Shane gasps, "Just from having me in your mouth. You like it, right?"
Ilya comes with a harsh inhale and a punched out moan against Shane's neck, licking with a flat tongue at the sweat collected there. They catch their breath, holding each other.
"Still hungry?" Shane asks, laughing softly. "After all that—"
"Preheat the oven, Hollander," Ilya says, swatting Shane's thigh still hooked around his hip. "Let's see what you learned."
the erasure of throat goat Ilya Rozanov is starting to get to me lately 😔 we must fight back, we must restore his good name
CONNOR STORRIE & HUDSON WILLIAMS Together at the Met Gala (May 4, 2026)
I make so many great heated rivalry posts when my ADHD meds kick in and unfortunately NOBODYS ONLINE
i think post retirement ilya occasionally does extreme dehydration diets to see how ripped and vascular he can get and shane is always like: Babe (drooling a little bit) this is so stupid (stroking his hands up and down ilyas marble abs and obliques) its literally so unhealthy (not making eye contact) water is vital (squeezing bicep between both hands)
god I want to write a hollanov fic inspired by charli xcx party 4 u SO badly but I just can't picture a scenario in which Ilya would think throwing parties to get Shane's attention is a good ide WAIT. SHANE THROWINF PARTIES TO GET ILYA'S ATTENTION
I actually think it's really awesome that Shane Hollander has had sex with other men besides Ilya.
ive had this "will at a gay bar" fic in my docs since 2023 and it's like, kind of ooc, but also i do feel like will would love gay bars once he gets to his early 20s. if anyone deserves a slut phase it's will. idk what do we think
I just found this post in my drafts with this screenshot and all, and I still never finished this fic. Given that it's been three years I probably never will. I might just post it as it is? Its in that awful stage of completion where all the important parts are fully written but the beginning and end are mostly not there and I've got no ideas or motivation to actually complete them. I feel like some of you would enjoy it even if it's got a handful of my planning notes in the middle of it
@ bylers who have survived my pivot into heated rivalry fic what do we think?
#myshane thinks it's hot when Ilya speaks russian (he has been pavloved by years of only hearing ilya speak russian during sex) but #myilya doesn't think shane's french is particularly sexy sounding because shane speaks quebec french and Ilya is european. he thinks the competence is sexy, but not the actual sound of it. ilya may not speak french himself but everyone from europe is pretty familiar with the sound of it and québécois sounds SO odd to him
HUDSON WILLIAMS Numéro Netherlands, December 2025
Okay. I was on my beloved AO3 and I saw something that made me do a double take. So, now I really want to know…
What is your AO3 user ID?
I’m an OG user 5 digits or less
Six figures baby!
I’m in the millions…
I’m so curious to see how long people have been on AO3! I know some people have been on there since beta/invite only, but I would love to see what the number is on tumblr!
