❛ Math is as curious a language as poetry❜

♡❝High achiever, don't you see? Baby, nothing comes for free❞♡

[lavendertortoise12]

Intro Post!!

I have realised that I should probably do one of these- even if I only have like 10 followers- here goes nothing

My name is Ellie, I joined tumblr a few months ago but have only gotten the hang of it like a month ago probably?

she/her, asexual and biromantic and somewhere on the aro spectrum idk

I'm a minor so creepy people DNI

I'm South Korean (everyone that makes North Korea jokes- get tf out of my blog)

I'm trilingual and learning Spanish in school!

I write fanfics from time to time- right now I'm focusing more on the actual book that I'm writing

I am currently writing a book! It's fantasy/sci-fi with absolutely no romantic relationships involving the main character (aroace representation)

My fandoms: Pjo (Cabin 6 - Athena or Cabin 40 - Persephone), Marauders (aka dead gay wizards from the 70s), tsitp, Dead Poets Society, Hazbin Hotel, Maze Runner, alien stage, epic the musical, heartstopper and a whole lot more I can't think of right now

I'm also a huge reader- I read literally anything from classics to romantasy and sci-fi

I'm diagnosed with autism, OCD, insomnia and arfid

Interests/Hyperfixations: Neuroscience, Astronomy, Maths, Science, Computer stuff, Literature, Philosophy and random ass stuff inbetween

Obsessed with Marino, MICO, Ella Red, Neoni, PEGGY, Mad Tsai, Lydia the Bard, New Hope Club, Melina KB and Jorge Rivera-Herrans

My favourite colour is Lavender, my favourite plant is also Lavender and my favourite animal is dog or tortoise (NOT turtle)

I'm more of a introvert in real life but don't mind interaction online (this is me saying if you wanna message me- pls do)

I will definitely follow you back if you follow me

Yours Sincerely, Ellie 😊

[lavendertortoise12]

그래, 날 쏴 bang, bang

너의 bullet, bullet, bullet

얼마든지 맞아줄게 (oh)

원한 게 이거라면

Just shoot me, shoot me

[lavendertortoise12]

Sports competition day- I'm gonna go just die

[lavendertortoise12]

Sprint (75m): 13.6 seconds

Throwing: 4m 40cm

Long jump: 2m 18cm

now I need to run 800m 😭

[lavendertortoise12]

Sports competition day- I'm gonna go just die

[fancykoalagirl]

procrastination for 4 hours, only to get done in an hour, is crazy work 🥸

[clauloves5sosandgays]

"A drag path" but it's Thomas being the cure in the movies and Newt being the cure in the books, but still in neither of them Newt was able to be cured.

[buddieswitness]

favourite tropes

tagged by @panikara genuinely ilysm 🫶🫶

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane // happy ending or unhappy ending

no pressure tags!!: @flannelcollect @flew-like-a-moth-to-you-sunlight @fatherpo @dudesrysly

[flew-like-a-moth-to-you-sunlight]

YAYYYYYY THANK YOU SO MUCH

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there's only one bed or long-distance correspondence(neither) // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage (how does this one happen????) // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roomates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane // happy ending or unhappy ending

no pressure tags: @ultimategazer @tlockish @suolli @percyjacksonaholic @mayawithany @lavendertortoise12 @colourobserver + anyone else who wants to join!!

[lavendertortoise12]

thx for the tag!! <3

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high-school romance or middle-age romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbors or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbent // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane // happy ending or unhappy ending

@your-fav-idiot-lesbian @starsndaggers @krow-offical @wallyblack1925-offical @wool-and-writing @mayawithany + open tags <3

[deardarlingthings]

Put your 4 favourite characters from 4 pieces of media as options and let your tumblr pals decide which one most suits your vibe then tag 4 people

Jamie Tartt {Ted Lasso}

Blitzø {Helluva Boss}

Evan 'Buck' Buckley {9-1-1}

Izzy Hands {OFMD}

Voting ended onJun 21, 2024

Not me having some kinda type... Who shall I tag? I think I wanna tagggggg... @mybugsmybugsmybugs @mexicangela @lunar-years @biscuitboxpink but no pressure!! I just thought it would be fun!

[avoyuki-avocado]

who am I sharing vibes?

Ace Trappola (Twisted Wonderland)

Toph (ATLA)

Ice King (Adventure Time)

A random Avocado aka Rantaro Amami (danganronpa v3)

Voting ended onJun 3

@twistedstorys-blog @trixistage @drowsy-king @misteria247 //nf

[drowsy-king]

Tysm for the tag!

Who am I sharing vibes? BE HONEST

Kokushibo (Demon Slayer)

Leona Kingscholar (TWST)

Ryomen Sukuna (JJK)

Jabber Wonger (GACHIAKUTA)

Voting ended onJun 3

@0roi-de-poison0 @bladevoyager @xiaxiaoo @gh0stfl0wer25 @plateapus + free tags!!

[inkudraws]

yoinking this!! lmao i don't think I got great options here

Who am I sharing vibes guys

Idia Shroud (TWST)

Futaba Sakura (Persona 5)

Kris Dreemurr (Deltarune)

Shadow the Hedgehog (Sonic)

Voting ended onJun 3

@ashyd-shy @damselentor @clemtimely @aureeeliaa @xoiue + free tags

[ashyd-shy]

Chat wait a minute-

IDIA SHROUD (TWST)

TAMAKI AMAJIKI (MHA)

SUA (ALIEN STAGE)

JEVIL (DELTARUNE)

Remaining time: 5 days 2 hours

@averytiredcatboi @trinket-crow72 @imightbeafaerie-official-offical @coffee--spill @shepherd-of-pink-sheep + open tags

[averytiredcatboi]

Oki—

who is my vibe

Idia Shroud (twst)

Jester (tfc)

Jabber (Gachiakuta)

Killer (Sans au)

Remaining time: 1 day 2 hours

@trinket-crow72 @cliquantcat-xoxo @luxghostlikesbananabread @andr0gynousfan @the-fallen-collective and open tags :3

[andr0gynousfan]

ooo this seems fun!

WHICH ONE IS MOST ME

Shi Qingxuan (Tgcf)

Marin Kitagawa (mdud)

Chue (the apothecary diaries)

Wei Wuxian (mdzs)

Voting ended onJun 3

@shptimeclock @nicklethefool @humblefandomenthusiast @wormserrr @solareclipseeee @lavendertortoise12

[lavendertortoise12]

ooo nicee thx for the tag <3

pick one based off of my vibee

Remus Lupin (marauders)

Vaggie (Hazbin Hotel)

Newt (Maze Runner)

Annabeth (pjo)

Remaining time: 1 day 3 hours

@krow-offical @starsndaggers @sstarry-eyed-crowstarr @skiier-girl @escaramelo @your-fav-idiot-lesbian @flew-like-a-moth-to-you-sunlight + open tags <3

[lavendertortoise12]

Why is it sooo warmmm

[do-not-u-dare]

i hate u fictional character why are you happy that’s not fair

[banana-milk-offical]

lets do a thing :3

rb with your name, orientations and gender, preferred pronouns, optionally some struggles or joy being LGBTQ has brought you, and some comfort/affirmations or whatever for the person before and after you!!!! why is this so detailed bruh. and tag peeps ig??

Hai! I'm Nyxon

I am transgender FTM, asexual, and omniromantic!

My preferred pronouns are he/they!

Being LGBTQ makes me happy. Despite being cloested, it makes me feel like what I am actually makes sense and I'm not just some weird ahh guy. I used to be a girl who was angry a lot of the time for no reason, which is ironic ngl

Whoever you are, you are valid.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!

@writer-offical @mike-wheeler-offical @dying-pen-offical @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @fay-offical @bees-in-a-beehive-offical @deductivelogico-offical @mossnrocksnmarshwater

[dying-pen-offical]

Greetings...I am Pen! ^^

I am [sexuality has not been unlocked], asexual, and nonbinary!

My preferred pronouns are They/Them. :)

I have a bunch of friends in the LGBTQ+ society...*stares*

Person before me: *deep breath* GET GENDER-AFFIRMED NYXON! HOW HE/HIM OF YOU! THEIR SO AWESOME GUYS LOOK HE/THEY HE/THEY HE/THEY BOY BOY BOY! AHHH THEY ARE SO ACCEPTED AND SCRUMPTIOUS WOWZA! EVERYONE LOVES THEM THEM THEM RIGHT???? (I am. So sorry if this is overboard. ^^' You can burn me at the stake if you want.)

Person after me: You're so cool and amazing and I think you deserve everything you put your little LGBTQ+ friendly heart to. :)

Happy pride month everyone! Have a very safe month because I am going to run over all the homophobe-shaped speed bumps as a treat! :3c

@sacabambaspis-offical @ashelf66 @confused-cookie-blog @toaster-waffle-offical @bacone-official @britishtea-again @unlabelled-offical @genderqueer-offical + anyone else who wants to join! Yay! This was fun! ^^

[genderqueer-offical]

hey, i'm genderqueer. (no real name yet... so nicknames are very welcome)

i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!

[id: i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!]

my preferred pronouns depend on the day or situation... but i use she/her and he/him separately, or sometimes interchangeably. currently i think i'm going by he/him right now...

being queer is a very mixed experience for me. romantically, i absolutely love that i am able to feel attraction towards the beauty of every gender (albeit, sometimes at different times), however, for sexual and gender orientations, it can make me quite frustrated. because i'm afab, my gender dysphoria can be insane when i'd rather be male, which makes it irritatingly hard to be alone with my thoughts. secondly, the only reason i'm aegosexual (asexual) is due to the fact that i am not amab. when i'm feeling more male, i have a tendency to fantasize (not going to say it explicitly, but you know what i mean) and have it immediately tamped down because i don't have an amab body. it can get really fucking annoying.

person before me: hey pen, thanks for tagging me! you seem really cool and i'm very grateful that you're running over all the negativity :) have a safe and happy pride month!

person after me: though i haven't read your post, all of you experiences are valid. if you aren't already, you are going to be okay, things are going to work out, and everything you've done will very soon pay off. thank you so much for reblogging this post and sharing part of your life with us! have an absolutely gorgeous day, and an even better pride month <3

////

moots vv (...and more in the reblogs)

@roxie-cozyspace @snail-offical @small-bottle-of-expired-milk @neptuenery @days-without-ai-ads-offical @do-not-u-dare @a-machine-that-yearns-for-love @costco-offical @null-the-void-monarch-offical @chickfila-offical @sapphic-offical @7-eleven-offical @raventhecrispy-offical @bacone-official @gold-offical @coffee--spill @macandcheese-offical @parentscomputer-official @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @somebeaver-offical @hekate-offical @pipis-official @teapotsoffcialyup @3scap3fr0mr3al1ty @gruz-mothers-official @choir-offical @unshipper-offical @charlie-kirk-official @fox-offical @ham-sandwich-consumer-offical @pegz-and-rexy-offical @eraser-offical @overlord-offical @chill-lesbian2013 @international-electromatics @radioactive-bread-offical @singapore-offical @cleaning-spray-offical @gayness-offical @walmart-job-certificate-offical @star-offical @sophisticated-offical @thecatboyknight-offical @penny-offical @james-offical @deductivelogico-offical @imightbeafaerie-official-offical @recycle-official @toaster-waffle-offical @krow-offical @oppossum-offical @biwaterpup-official @evilest-offical @the-one-and-only-piper-offical

[genderqueer-offical]

@voice-actor-offical @nug-offical-deactiv @ultimatedreamer-official @h2o-official @trans-boy-thing-offical @god-the-offical @tin-cant-offical @lancer-coolguy @trans-trout-offical @perfection-official @watashiwagarydesu-offical @riley-misreads-offical @kyo-sohma-official

[tin-cant-offical]

Hello :)

I’m Russell, better known as Tin Cant

I’m aroace and transmac

My preferred pronouns are he/they

Being queer is an important part of my life. For a very long time I was confused on why I was so different from other people in school when they started dating and I felt nothing towards any of my peers. Discovering myself really turned that around and I’m really proud of who I’ve become. I now am not worried about dating as much, and in recent years I’ve begun to see myself as handsome instead of a strange girl. I still love that girl as she is a part of me, but I’m much happier where I am now, especially since I’ve finally found a name that fits my soul. It feels good when people use that name :)

Person before me: Thank you @genderqueer-offical for tagging me in this! I’ve never done one of these before so I hope I did a good job :)

Person after me: You’ve got this! I can’t wait to learn more about you especially since I don’t know a whole lot about my moots :)

moots ⬇️

@the-retired-king-of-beans @hekate-offical @askvoxofficialvoxtek @fayonette @raventhecrispy-offical @snail-offical @golden-corral-offical @normal-offical @null-the-void-monarch-offical @amnesia-offical @aftonsparv-ikea-alien-offical @eraser-offical @days-without-ai-ads-offical @chickfila-offical @maryland-officially @oppossum-offical @marshmallow-dust @gaster-wd @burning-britain-official @penny--offical @squidiot-official @costco-offical @cleaning-spray-offical @bacone-official @aluminum-canz @singapore-offical @artificially-generated-official @yearning--offical

[aftonsparv-ikea-alien-offical]

Hiya!!

I'm Rowan (or Via if you wanna be a dick, idrc) , Also known as That fuckass ikea alien!!

I am pan but still fall on the aroace spectrum (demisexual/romantic) and trans masc (^0^)>**

He/they

Being queer is something I mostly hide irl, dropping minute hints here and there. My parents are rather unsupportive of me, but my friends and my cousin aren't. It took 5 years to realize I wasn't cis after feeling wrong when I looked in the mirror. Honestly my first exposure to queer media was Steven Universe. It changed my life and is my comfort show now. I even bought the box set lol. If I hadn't seen the show I'd probably not be alive, seeing as I was told being queer was sinful my entire life.

Person before me: Thank you for tagging me @tin-cant-offical, you did amazing broseph, I loved hearing your story.

Person after me: Regardless of what little support you may have, there are millions of people, just like you. Keep going.

Mooties:

@lemonpeep2025 @nthingmoree @pond-scum-offical @walmart-job-certificate-offical @god-the-offical @squidiot-official @blue-offical @school-chromebook-official @maryland-officially @ton-618-official @itsybitsyspider-official @hollyberry-cookie-offical @unshipper-offical @eraser-offical @cleaning-spray-offical @cloudytwilightythingy @ovloppy @golden-corral-offical @smurkems @a-very-humanyes @obsesseddemonlord-offical @costco-offical @normal-offical @snail-offical @days-without-ai-ads-offical @chickfila-offical @sam-witch621 @malwareproductions @mmtmbd2306 @mangled-up-pincushion @fartdinglebutt @xaomi11 @the-greatest-taste-around @s33k-gung1rl @goldenbunny30 @sunnyponies @olliipopp @warmfuzz-ies @whistify @mymissalicorne @umbrywashere @no-one-offical @imhousingit-ohimhousingit @horror-movie-offical @crunchy-bisquit @imb0ring @imbeinggaslighted-probably @kingkit7734 @deductivelogico-offical @hekate-offical @towel-offical @crillmeister2000 @toy-chica-offical @johnnyshank @pinkiepiethesmiley @yourunusalartist @thisizkrisizkriz @frostysnowglobe @animalsz @marsislost112 @nervoswreck @fluffyautumnsblog

holy fuck thats a lot im sorry if I missed anyone😰

[cloudytwilightythingy]

greetings ^^

my [online] name is Cloudy or Twilight [no irl name privileges yet lol]

i'm aroace [quiromantic n apothisexual to be specific] and agender :]

pref: they+any neos!!

i've struggled with my humanity due to, in part, being queer. but at the end of the day, i'm glad to be the way i am ^^ i carry too much love to just focus on one person alone; i look at my partner and friends with the same love and admiration in my heart <3

person before me: tysm @aftonsparv-ikea-alien-offical for the tag!!! i hope one day you'll be able to safely be openly queer irl!!!!! i'm glad you're alive, stay safe!!!

person after me: no matter what people tell you, no one gets to define your humanity for you. that's something only you can define for yourself, and something only you can say whether you experience it or not

moots!!!!

@sapphiregem01 @agentxnumx @playing-pozzum @pintheflamingo @monkeyoolol @fuckupwithashotgun @koiagain @hekate-offical @toaster-waffle-offical @days-without-ai-ads-offical @apocalyptic-endings @raventhecrispy-offical @null-the-void-monarch-offical @princefable @deductivelogico-offical @horror-movie-offical @itsuwari-no-kibo-offical @auramxnt @international-electromatics @taco-bell-offical @obsesseddemonlord-offical @sunnyponies @11-1366559937 @sophisticated-offical @switchedaccs @silly-lil-arson-frog-mom-offical @bacone-official @perfection-official @the-faction-not-found-deact @cosmic-entity-official @goldenbunny30 @transmasc-offical sorry if any have already been tagged °=w=

[auramxnt]

aight

hello, I’m Lucky! I’m Pan and a cis girl, she/her, uhh struggles are mainly with being religious and having a homophobic mom,

person before: Don’t worry cloudy, just because you’re different from some peers does not make you any less human!

person after(and for anyone before too!): if you ever feel down, remember how boring the world would be if everyone was the same!

@penji0000 @iammentallystable16 @weevilxp @nessspooks @fugu2000 @the-grassy-hill @vampire-with-glitter

[the-grassy-hill]

bet

hi im Mateo! I’m pretty much just aroace for how complicated and little attraction is for me but I’m also Achillian when I do experience it and when I yearn for a boyfriend. I’m transmasc and staticgender (i added an alternative definition!). I use he/him usually but i like they/it sometimes

ummmm I feel lesser than bc of being ace a lot. That and I’m somewhat religious so that’s not fun

person before: don’t forget how loved you are

person after: I love you

@sharkwithpaws @jasethevoid2 @thedamsolangelofan @dogtea-th @dani-seys-so @you-think-it-makes-you-special and open to moots!

[ace-has-decayed]

hello everyone :3

I'm Ace! I'm Transmasc and lesbian, but questioning if I like NB people

he/him

person before: love ya too

person after: life's too short to be normal.

moots!

@aspenindatree @star-crossedloverboy @winterinkspill @dont-let-me-kms @my-raine-storm @221lesbiandconfused @Soda-pop @myblo0dispurple @crims0nr0s3 @calcium-is-screaming2

[aspenindatree]

hiya yall! I'm Aspen or Emrys

I usually just say I'm queer but I think I fall within nonbinary and pan territory enough that I use those sometimes. I don't care what pronouns are used for me but they/them is good for consistency <3

I've struggled with coming out to others, especially my mom. I've tried coming out to her twice and neither time did it go well... i got the wonderful "i know my child and my child isn't like that". Though even with her being like that I've been able to find friends and wonderful people who support me no matter what and have made a world of difference, knowing fellow lgbtqia+ people is one of the best parts of my life and I'm so grateful for the family I've been able to find in yall <3

To the person before, you're such a great person. I truly hope you find acceptance and support in everyone you love, family can be found anywhere and I truly think you'll have a giant family of queer friends one day with how amazing you are!

To the person after me, you've got this. Everything can be scary when being queer is still so dangerous in so many places but you'll always find love and support in this community. You've got people in your corner and you're gonna do great, love ya! <3

@purple-dinosaur27 @cheeky-rainbows @daughterofdeath28 @forgthetheaterkid @bowies-partner @lavaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @notsolaris @p3rpetual-moti0n @sparklykat-hideoutenthusiast @trauma-official @wizardingdaughterofathena + anyone i missed (that means everyone <3)

[forgthetheaterkid]

hihihi! I’m Francis! Or Frin or Froggy or whatever works :3

I’m transmasc, demiboy, nonbinary (all kinda smushed together in gender stew), bisexual and very likely to be asexual and demiromantic

I’ve struggled a lot with my gender wspecially because I’m someone who loves absolutes and gender is anything but. I also feel as though I’m faking my gender a good chunk of the time (never feel that way about being bi though, I 100% like everyone although it’s probably more pan than bi since I don’t not gaf about gender when it comes to attraction but I’m honestly not good with attraction either I have a hard time telling between romantic and platonic though honestly a qpr sounds so fucking nice)

to the person before, Aspen you are an absolutely lovely person and I’m so proud of you, keep kicking ass and staying alive

to the person after, you’re cool as hell :3

@frankenshadow @afterl1ghtwastaken

@lavaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @not-really-a-conjunction @notsolaris @junesugars

@deerfox54321 @sleep-gummies @sylvere

@yourl0calqueer

[not-really-a-conjunction]

hii i'm nor

i'm bi and a cis girl and my preferred pronouns are she/her (but like i couldn't care less about pronouns lmao)

it's a crazy struggle being in this really religion washed small town and having grown up religious myself i still carry hatred for myself that i'm trying to get over, and i have to see my friends suffer through that too which is almost more painful

to the person before, thanks for the taggg :) idrk what to say i'm not amazing at speaking to people

and to the person after, hi i think you're pretty cool ig (yes i must play nonchalant)

@starsndaggers @kerokerrrokerroppi @foundheaven013 @sunbleachedflyinnebraska and like anyone else idkkk i'm tired

[starsndaggers]

hiyaaa im ace!!

im agender (maybe agenderfluidflux idk anymore) and im trixic, but i do use the terms lesbian, sapphic and omnisexual to simplify stuff for people (i like girls non-exclusively but very much mainly) and im also graysexual :3

my pronouns are they/any neos

uh so for struggles, i think that it's mostly the fact that up to this school year, i was in a massively homophobic school so i was fucking scared, like i used to have a bi classmate and she got bullied to the point of causing depression (i think i could be wrong) so i was really scared to accept that part of myself. and then there's the fact that a lot of people in my religion don't like queer people as a whole. i also like to convince myself that if i tell people that im queer, they'll hate me (besides my friends at school). so yeaaaa :3

person above : nor you are amazing i love you so much!! im rly glad that you were able to figure out your sexuality after your crisis a few days ago :33 (ily twin)

person below : you're amazing pls don't let other people discourage you!! if you're going through a rough patch, you'll get through it, and you can always come to me if you need help!!!

tags :

@i-put-the-hyper-in-hyperfixated @silly-little-arson-frog-offical @do-not-u-dare @yourl0calqueer @tired-shipper @ayane-chan-loves-water @depressedechoes @geeky-reader-offical @kerokerrrokerroppi @lavendertortoise12 @purple-dinosaur27 @unstable-cucumber @introverted-mess-wanna-be-a-frog + anyone else!!

[lavendertortoise12]

Hi I'm Ellie

I'm biromantic, asexual and somewhere on the aromantic spectrum.

My pronouns are she/her

its crazy how your own family can be this ignorant about who you are (my mum still refuses to acknowledge it and changed the topic every time I bring it up) But hey at least I don't have to come out anymore

To the person above: You're amazing and an even more amazing mututal I hope it gets better for you soon <3

To the person below: It's ok to still question things and don't be pressured to come out :)

@wool-and-writing @clauloves5sosandgays @flew-like-a-moth-to-you-sunlight @wallyblack1925-offical @mayawithany @krow-offical @tired-shipper + open tags <3

[strawberryzn]

we need non cancerous cigarettes to give to women so they look hot. men get the normal kind

[ncsdlr]

yall ever start writing a fic in a certain mood and the next day youre not in that certain mood anymore so now you gotta wait until youre in that mood again so you can continue writing the fic ??

yea

[lavendertortoise12]

I want to love you but I won't (poem by me)

trigger warning

You helped me with my studies and homework You made me laugh and roll my eyes with feigned annoyance You don't reprimand me for being myself and telling you my secrets You lie for me and pretend to know nothing when she asks You hug me tightly and promise to hold my hand till I'm ready to let go

You tell me you love me That you would travel to Pluto just to see me smile That you will stay beside me no matter what happens to me You say you'll defend me and protect me like you should Even when I don't remember a single instance when you stepped between me and her

I want to love you too I want to crack jokes and laugh alongside you I want to share all my secrets with you and complain loudly I want to hold on to your hand till the day that I die But I won't

Instead I think back to all the times where it- where you went wrong Was it when you just sighed and closed your door when I screamed for your help? Was it when you took her side because you were too lazy to argue with her about me? Was it when it was your impulsivity that caused most of the broken glasses in our home? Or was it when you gave up on trying to protect me like you promised you would?

And if I wonder if you ever actually cared or if they were just excuses An excuse to pick a fight with her just because your mood was bad An excuse to show me once again that you care more about your peace than me An excuse to mirror all my regrets and flaws that I wish I could burn to death You never actually cared, my despair was always just an excuse for your anger

And maybe I'm being too harsh Because beneath the eye rolls, the begging and desperation, I still long for your comfort I still want to tell you everything about my day without needing to lie I still want you to wrap me in your arms and let me sob about the unfairness And I'm terrified that one day I'll wake up without you and I'll be alone with her

I want to love you but I won't I want to love you so much and sometimes I ask myself if I should give you another chance But I can't erase the shattered glass or flinching every time I hear arguments The same way I can't erase how you always accepted me more than she ever would And one day I wish that I can forgive you and we learn to learn from our past mistakes

[the-sweaty-toothed-mad-woman]

rip Mr Perry you would have loved calling your son and his boyfriend slurs during pride month

[atsecretgardensinmymind]

this fanfic shit is easy

[the-book-ferret]

What would you read with me?