LIHIM @lihim-oa - Tumblr Blog

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Hi I’m Lihim! I make art and say stuff about things including but not limited to;

malevolent podcast- wings of fire - speculative biology - ultrakill - SAYER podcast - rq network podcasts - ocs (as a treat)

I enjoy science and stuff

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-SFAWTDE/DAWTDE-

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#my art -> stuff I made!

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TERFS - ZIONISTS - PROSHIPPERS - NSFW ACCOUNTS - SHOTACON/LOLICON

#intro post #meet the artist #my art

capitulism

The largest mass shooting in American history was a hate crime against gay people. Don’t ever forget that.

exmellivorinae

June 12, 2016. Putting a date on this for when it gets reblogged months from now by people who think the post is about something from 30, 40 years ago.

butch-reidentified

I am a survivor of the Pulse nightclub shooting, having grown up in Orlando and just turned 20 a month prior. If you didn’t know, there were several families who refused to claim the bodies of their relatives due to their sexuality. One family even had their relative’s name removed from the memorial. Murdered by the same hate with which their families reject them in both life and death.

Many, many people celebrated Pulse. We were told we deserved it. That it was God’s punishment for our sin of loving the same sex. We are sent messages like these I received in 2018:

We in the community often call the victim count 49+ to include the survivors who couldn’t live with the pain.

The event was never officially declared a hate crime or targeted homophobic attack and is rarely listed as one in databases.

At our vigils for those slaughtered, Extremist Christian groups showed up to protest, holding signs like this:

ID: Me kissing a woman I was casually seeing in front of an angry looking man with a “Sodomy is Sin” sign.

Please understand how much more than just a mass shooting this was. We are still to this day harassed and told we deserved it by some.

This year was the sixth anniversary. The first couple years I received dozens of messages checking in on me on 6/12. Year 5 got enough news coverage for people to think to reach out to me. This year it was my therapist, the woman I kissed in that photo, and a couple of other gun violence survivor friends. People are forgetting already.

butch-reidentified

With the 7 year anniversary <2 weeks away, I figured I’d reblog this

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been seeing a lot of human rocky designs around so i thought i'd try making one myself :]

design thoughts under cut:

#big fan of this design #fav #phm #project hail mary

Got a TikTok with Derek’s goodbye and I cried so hard i threw up, I need to touch grass this fandom is a prison

#searching for a world that doesn't exist #destroying a world that doesn't exist #sfawtde #dawtde #d3rlord3

Sorry to bother. (And excuse my terrible spelling and grammar)

Though I’d like to point out, I love the name you chose for daffodil, not only are they well yellow but the king using one version of the flowers name Narsissus and Avery and Derek using Daffodil really suits her and well changes the tone of her.

As a little one she’s definitely a Daffodil, sweet, yellow unassuming, and delecate. And depending on where you go with her adulthood but with the drawing you did at one point Narcissus suits her in her adulthood. Two reflections of the same person similar of the Greek myth, however I don’t feel she’d like that reflection of ‘daffodil’ much when she’s older (of course depending on how you go with her)

But in all, her life will always be two sided, she will take the throne one day she is the heiress after all. There is always daffodil, and there is always Narcissus. Two ways her life can go, two choices, two lifestyles.

Two names of the same person, but with very different fates.

Not to mention daffodils are poisonous too.

I apologize if this is- really wrong this is really just going off of memory.

I love when people leave brilliant literary analysis for my silly little au in my inbox, you get a drawing for that

#sfawtde #dawtde #the yellow court au #searching for a world that doesn't exist #destroying a world that doesn't exist #slimeknight #slimeknight fanchild

I love finding SFAWTDE / malevolent podcast fans.

If you could. Can you draw john meeting your king in yellow? I feel like john's beef with them would be real. please and thank you.

Unbelievable amounts of beef

#malevolent #malevolent podcast #searching for a world that doesn't exist #destroying a world that doesn't exist #the yellow court au #sfawtde #dawtde #the king in yellow #john doe malevolent

Do Derek and Avery have any animal/creature instincts to deal with in their new forms?

In your domestic slimeknight art with Daffodil, Derek wanted to build a nest. Does he have any pther bird-like insticts that he's developed? Does Avery have any or do slimes not have those?

Avery doesn’t experience any animal instincts but Derek does, particularly cause the king wanted to torment him a little

#sfawtde #dawtde #the yellow court au #averythemayo #d3rlord3 #slimeknight #searching for a world that doesn't exist #destroying a world that doesn't exist

reliqvia

beautiful women will be like “i baked a cake” and you will say “oh ? what flavour is it” and they say well its a honey rosewater apricot pistachio cardamom vanilla fig jam earl grey poppyseed orange blossom extra virgin olive oil chiffon sponge soaked in raspberry elderflower champagne lipgloss pomegranate matcha ginger blueberry cherry blossom magnolia petal almond passionfruit persimmon syrup with whipped amalfi lemon limoncello ricotta goats cheese honeycomb black pepper bergamot lemon thyme lemon balm rosemary chantilly whipped cream cream cheese feta cheese italian meringue frosting . like ok. i want to spend the rest of my afternoons walking around inside your beautiful mind like a garden

How long would it take for Derek and Avery's relationship with the King to become more than half-buried antagonism? I adore the slimeking art you made a while back, but considering the salad spinner they're being put through, I'm wondering if it has the potential to ever actually happen given enough time?

Slimeking and D3rking sort of represent an ideal in the eyes of the king. The king knows they will never come to love him, not as they’re god, nor as something deeper.

So for now, he’ll try and appease them, give them a cathedral, a court, a child. Perhaps trying to feel some semblance of their love, but his instincts as a god will only ever value consumption, of faith and followers.