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also sorry i’m a child of the internet yes i think artists and creators of the media i consume illegally should be paid a fair wage but i genuinely do think that art should be as free and widespread as possible and any actor director etc that bitches about compensation is a little loser. you’re making money if it’s hit piracy sites. you’re not special and starving artist is a saying for a reason. be glad your vision is reaching more people as a result of reduced economical barriers.

#like bffr. ‘stealing money’ like oh did you get into the arts bc of the riches lmfao #get over yourself and focus less on the poor!

tbh half my problem is if i get into a show it’s bc im able to pirate it bc im not logging in nor am i asking someone for a password and also a 6 digit code bc honestly i am a parasite and refuse to pay for streaming when i am able to access that shit for free. i need to wear glasses if im watching a television i can be glasses free and in my bed if i watch it via my usual methods why would i ever change that. i am so comfortable. yay piracy <3

#my biggest fear is my current site facing a europixhd situation #sometimes it’s ok. but not always.

said to my brother about my mam saying she’d love to see me have kids and instead of answering he just laughed? i’m good with (not annoying) kids?

#i am literally the only adult who has actually done some semblance of bedtime with HIS children btw #like i agree with him lmfao. but he could have used words instead of laughter

ainokiseki

The daughter of a legendary thief, who sewed winter coats out of stolen purses. Herself a thief, pickpocket, swindler. The savior who came to tear my life apart. My Tamako. My Sook-hee.

THE HANDMAIDEN (2016) dir. Park Chan-wook

#oh!

first time ever my dad acknowledged he did mess up during our childhood. we did not confirm nor deny but it was joyous to share that moment and the exact same thoughts with my brother the second we were alone. oh my god. i feel like consulting the papers.

#of a sunday….#lord’s day indeed

petruchio

im literally always saying this

kabaks

Happy pride there is magic in the world and its stored in the space between you and other people

mournfulroses

Yosano Akiko, from a poem featured in River of Stars: The Poetry of Yosano Akiko

crimeronan

sometimes i have strong opinions but they're also so inane that halfway through writing a post i'll be like "yeah, this is Absolutely not worth the energy it's taking" and delete everything. but then the opinion is still in my head. and i still want to share it. so within five minutes i go "you know, i bet i can phrase it more succinctly this time" and anyway. you all see where this is going. sometimes i do this four times in a row before i give up on the specific inane opinion and instead write a vague post about the concept of opinions as if that'll satisfy the urge to post the entirety of my inner monologue online. may or may not be relevant to what you're reading right now. and now all our lives have been enriched. you're welcome

#i’ve started to notes app my thoughts instead of putting them here #not always as you can tell #but sometimes

turns out my brother is home today lol. he Will be making his own bed though bc my wrist is sore and i cba. but im excited to spend a bit of time with him! he’s over for a film festival so is gone again tomorrow, but at least i get to spend some time today hanging out. probably needed. the universe is funny.

#had lunch & shared a bottle #of vino and we vented 😌

liittlecreatures1985

im truly always thinking about this

#poetry

i do think bar work is in some format intrinsically linked to who i am as a person. i love being busy and helpful, but also the music being so loud means i get to make any noises or chats to myself without anyone really paying attention. i also Love to complain and also be appreciative which can be done very easily on any general night. it’s a really good salve for the professional side i normally have to have in my job. instead of wording an email to be not super bitchy (which ik i have started to read as bc of my lesser use of exclamation marks and i am a woman) i can actively BE a bitch to people. shocked to note that sooo many men still expect me to have a smile while i’m working. lmfao. ugliest man in the building by a mile too btw. also i think it grounds me, though i know it grinds my body. but balance etc. and id be doing some kind of work either way regardless.

anyway it is 5am i’m just home the birds are singing and i feel glad i worked tonight. my body is sore and im physically exhausted but at some point i’ll settle enough for sleep, and thankfully tomorrow will have no wake up alarms bc the house will be still.

#i really love the bar i work at now #my dad was so surprised to see me lmfao i had 3hrs notice #it’s bringing a fun dynamic into our relationship where it’s easier to tease him bc it’s more as ‘colleagues’#than it is employee and daughter #so i appreciate that it gives us a new layer to rebuild

pansy2025

goo goo dolls if they were in dune: and i don’t want the worm to see me

mezzodical

hfourxor

Hi, my name is James Webbony Dark'ness Dementia Raven Space Telescope and I am a telescope in space (that's how I got my name) and I have a five-layer aluminum-coated Kapton sunshield protecting my instruments and gold-coated hexagonal primary mirror segments like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Lady Gaga (AN: if you don't know who she is, get the hell out of here!). I'm not related to the Hubble Space Telescope, but I wish I was because he's a major fucking hottie. I'm an infrared telescope but I am much larger than Spitzer. I have 18 primary mirror segments. I also study exoplanets, and I go to a telescope school in L2 where I'm in orbit (I was launched in 2021). I can see distant galaxies (in case you couldn't tell) and I wear mostly gold. I love space, and I take all my photos there. For example, today I was taking a photo of the Cartwheel Galaxy, which is about 500 million light years away. I was using my NIRcam, NIRspec, MIRI, and FGS-NIRISS. I was walking outside L2. It was around 1 million miles away from Earth and there was no sun, which I was very happy about. A lot of preps stared at me. I unfolded my primary mirrors at them.

nyquil-guzzler-420

I hate that every social media platform has switched to a video centric format. I fucking hate it. Every app is so loud now. Instagram used to be quite. You could put on music and scroll to see what people are up too. Nope. Now everything has music on it or gets turned into a reel. This is why I fuck with tumblr. It's the quiet website. Just you and and the voices.