moon☾

she/her to the moon and back

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imp!angel headcanon that they have been memory modified into thinking that them and king damien share their childhood and is only being used as a pawn for some sick power play because of it

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based from the imp!freelancer and imp!dear hcs here and here but this is set in the role/raceswap au

content warning: toxic relationship, exploitation and manipulation

imp!freelancer and imp!dear has a toxic relationship

one of which tolerates the destructive behaviors of the other due to their position in iad and thinks they will suffer the consequences if they didn’t while other exploits it and manipulates if confronted

both are only in this unhealthy dynamic as the freelancer is manipulated into thinking that it is some type of debt to pay for being in iad and dear to satisfy their need of power (since they were treated horribly when they weren’t in the position yet but doesn’t realize they are already projecting)

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among the ancients, pure vanilla cookie and golden cheese cookie are the ones who have their soul jams closer to them and not on either a weapon or a staff

because of this, their beast counterparts tend to also be closer to them and have the bigger possibility to cause them harm, causing immense pain

the pain was so unbearable that it caused pure vanilla cookie blindness, no matter how much he heals

the pain was so unbearable that it caused golden cheese cookie extreme fatigue, no matter how much she rests

the pain was so unbearable that it caused the two ancients to be either completely blind or completely fatigued, never to heal and never to recover

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before shadow milk cookie become a beast, one of the problems he mostly face is if he has the knowledge the cookies would ask him

if they would learn from what he teaches them and if they would be satisfied after

if he does his purpose as the Fount of Knowledge and do his responsibilities for cookiekind

if he learns, learns and learns and if it was enough

if only he knew

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what if the anger that shadow milk cookie felt at pure vanilla cookie when he offered him friendship was just a mask to cover his betrayal?

and that unlike his friends that have corrupted one by one, at least they didn’t betray him

just like what he felt in that moment

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do you think that one of the reasons shadow milk cookie corrupted pure vanilla cookie is that he thinks that he’s too similar too him and not the other way around?

and that maybe corrupting him, becoming like him, is better?

just as long that he doesn’t make him remember what he once was and what could’ve been?

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pre-debut eternal sugar cookie headcanon

when eternal sugar cookie gets sleepy, she would rest into the nearest thing or cookie she sees, no matter how uncomfortable or how dangerous it looks. this include but is not limited to:

mystic flour cookie, the clouds in the ivory pagoda and her statue

the blade of burning spice cookie’s axe for some reason and the big cat cookie that’s always with him (she thinks she’s comfy)

anywhere in the spire that shadow milk cookie didn’t even know how she got in and how she ended up in it for (she is usually found with the plush version of her tho)

the two cookies that’s with her in the garden of delights because she so would

silent salt cookie

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thoughts for eternal sugar cookie (backstory and legendary costume + headcanons)

since this has been bugging me for a week now even if i don’t play crk lmao

cut for potential spoilers specifically on where eternal sugar cookie corresponds to what region in Beast-Yeast

note: since their wiki said that they have no known pronouns yet, i’ll be using they/them (tho I think it was confirmed they’re a girl? idk). this is also (mostly) based of their wiki

eternal sugar cookie, the Virtue of Happiness

as the wielder of the Virtue of Happiness, eternal sugar cookie was known to be the most joyous of the five fallen heroes: they would often visit their fellow heroes and spread happiness to them as well as to the other cookies of cookiekind

when it comes to their friends, they would listen to mystic flour cookie, they would see what burning spice cookie is doing, attend to wherever shadow milk cookie was and be with silent salt cookie if they want to, all being happy for them

as for the cookies, whenever they would fly from one place to another to visit the others, they would stop by and be with what is making the cookies happy and leaving saying when the cookies want to feel happiness then they can visit the Sugar Paradise

when they would come back home, they would tend to the fields, go on for a stroll or fly in the gardens and sleep in the clouds or the comforts of the paradise afterwards

cookies would then visit and feel happiness just as what they said, feeling it over and over again. even their fellow heroes would visit

until the cookies, including their friends, would go home

if only the cookies won’t leave, they would think, but understanding why because surely they’ll come back, right?

right?

the fall of the Virtue of Happiness

eternal sugar cookie’s decent into corruption started when the cookies slowly wanted to leave the Sugar Paradise to either explore other places (which they allowed at first but noticed that the cookies are not coming anymore or are never returning) or to simply feel other emotions than happiness which they do not understand since they thought that happiness should always be felt by all cookiekind

when cookies started to leave one by one, they felt as if they are not doing their part as the Virtue of Happiness and wanted to do better

so, they try

they would check in with their friends and how they are doing but the last time they saw mystic flour cookie was that she was going to be inside a cocoon to fulfill the other cookies wishes; burning spice cookie keeps looking more bored as ever; shadow milk cookie is not usually where they think they be and can’t find him and silent salt cookie is growing more distant by the day, what is going on?

and try

the cookies are not feeling happy like they used to, eternal sugar cookie thinks if they are doing something wrong, when did this happen?

and try

from what they have known, mystic flour cookie’s cocoon was opened by greedy cookies, burning spice cookie eventually got bored and left his kingdom, shadow milk cookie started to shapeshift and would drift away from the truth as the time passed and silent salt cookie is nowhere to be found, why is this happening?

not to mention the cookies, they think that they shouldn’t have come to the Sugar Paradise in the first place, how did this happen?

eventually, they grew tired and don’t see the point of being a virtue anymore since the cookies will just come and go over and over, even not coming, making them act less of the Virtue of Happiness and more of the Beast of Sloth

the Sugar Paradise begun to fall, wilt and crumble

the rise of the Beast of Sloth

what push eternal sugar cookie to the edge was when cookies started coming back, asking them for happiness once more to which they thought was more of a chore, dismissing them and was about to fly away, when the cookies stop them and ask to be given happiness by them since the other heroes have become Beasts, turning away from their duties and other hero is still nowhere

the Beast would then asked why would they want to feel happiness if they are going to leave, feel different, come back like nothing happened and repeat the cycle all over again, who do these cookies think they are?

maybe mystic flour cookie was right and that they should all just return to flour

the cookies respond that is how it goes —

maybe burning spice cookie was right to destroy and they should all just fall to destruction

that sometimes happiness is not always what is felt —

maybe shadow milk cookie was right and that deceit —

and that this is all the beast’s fault, are you kidding me?

angered, the Beast of Sloth retorts back saying that if cookies do not want to feel happiness then they should not feel happiness at all

and maybe

they flew high, higher than they ever did, rested themselves on a dark cloud and yawned

just maybe

they raised their hand and —

silent salt cookie was right to leave

the sky turned jam red that day

bonus (this is self-indulgent so you can skip this part if you want)

eternal sugar cookie flew away, thinking of never returning to the Sugar Paradise, or what was left of it, ever again

they have searched everywhere, the ivory pagoda, burning spice cookie’s kingdom and to the witches where shadow milk cookie is at, where are they anyway?

the sun was starting to set and the moon was starting to rise when they’re wings give in, losing hope

it was only then they felt a tap on their shoulder, that they looked up and saw silent salt cookie in the moonlight as if the cookie sliced it in half

the others soon followed — mystic flour cookie who was now the Beast of Apathy, burning spice cookie who was now the Beast of Destruction, shadow milk cookie who was now the Beast of Deceit and silent salt cookie who was now the Beast of Silence

the five heroes are now together and even if they have fallen, have been corrupted and have descended to villainy —

eternal sugar cookie never felt happier

legendary costume

probably a demon version with their wings swamp with the angel wings to the demon ones and would change their color palette a bit to match it

a precorruption version but it’s unlikely since from what we know is that eternal sugar cookie can’t shapeshift (unless stated by devsisters) and would’ve look the same, beast or not

headcanons

their name was once just “sugar cookie”. the only reason why they are called “eternal sugar cookie” is because the cookies during their time thought their reign (as well as the other beasts) rule was eternal. until it’s not

or it could possibly be that the cookies who enter the Sugar Paradise who were then given happiness by eternal sugar cookie felt like it can go on eternally only to wake up from an eternal slumber instead, forgotten. like how the paradise is now

their voice could be between moonlight cookie and black forest cookie giving them a somewhat soothingly creepy voice (or they can just sound as angelic as they look that can make you fall asleep and never wake up idk)

note: this is not to say that i think that black forest cookie is creepy or anything (you know what i mean ig)

they didn’t have the devil wings and the tail before they become corrupted. it only showed when they broke the sky

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when law took nat to her first day of school, he wanted her to go along with her classmates, just like kids do

he wanted her to be nice to her teachers and for her teachers to be nice to her, to make friends and to share lunches with them

just like kids do

he didn’t expect her to run back to him, not in tears, but in a smile and a hug and said “bye daddy, i love you!”

it’s capable to make law’s eyes soften and make him almost tear up on the spot

just like parents do

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asher’s parents making it a competition to be baby asher’s first word, the first to see him walk or any of his milestones

asher’s mom: can you say “mama” ?

frank: no, say “papa” instead. it’s better >:)

asher’s mom: don’t listen to him, ash. say “mama”!

*asher’s attention going to his mom*

frank: no, say “papa”!

*asher’s attention going to his dad*

asher’s mom: mama!

*asher’s attention going to the tv instead*

frank: papa!

*a commercial comes in*

asher’s mom: mama!

frank: papa!

asher: pizza!

asher’s parents:

asher’s parents lost to a max’s rustic pizza commercial that night

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the damn poly (excluding gavin and the freelancer) unconsciously doing things for caelum without them knowing or realizing

lasko leaving cookies whenever he would eat some with his coffee no matter what time of day it is or what kind of cookies they are. he would even forget leaving some because it would always be empty if he would check

damien setting the table with almost always one plate more and have this feeling that he’s missing something when it’s just six plates. he shrugs it off thinking it’s just him but let’s the feeling stay because it just feels right

huxley giving the controller to the other direction as if he knows caelum is there when one of his partners are on his other side. he would sometimes move to give space on the couch even if no one’s there

and

dear making shell bracelets, adding different colored beads for each one, ending up making seven bracelets instead of six. they wonder who they made the other one for

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newborn vampires tend to become orally fixated due to their new body. some would bite pens. some would chew gum. some would even bite people but not actually suck their blood

lovely is no exception

vincent: *lovingly caressing lovely’s face*

lovely, all of a sudden: c h o m p

vincent: OW LOVELY, WHAT THE HELL?

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note: i am not sure if this is how a seer’s magic works so bear with me ig ^^’

morgan and the shaw pack actually being good friends with each other and the pack even inviting him for meetings at times

one time, when the pack were talking about mates, the conversation somehow shifted to david and asher and when will they meet theirs

before any of them could even say a word, morgan suddenly says that they both have and would be marrying them in four years time

cue a department phone call afterwards, him excusing himself until saying that they need him for something and leaves with a thanks for having him with them

the pack went to chaos after that

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gabe being an attentive husband to his pregnant wife to whatever she needs even the one more worried than she is sometimes

david’s mom: gabe, how many times do i have to tell you? i don’t need anything right now

gabe: are you sure?

david’s mom: yes

gabe: how about water?

david’s mom: gabe

gabe: do you want to eat? i can make that pasta that you like

david’s mom: gabriel

gabe: is your back hurting right now? do you need a back massage?

david’s mom: gabriel shaw!

gabe: huh? what? do you need anything?

david’s mom: actually, i do

gabe: oh? what is it?

david’s mom: i think you need to take me to the hospital

gabe: WHAT? WHY?

david’s mom: i think my water just broke

gabe: IT WHAT?

gabe definitely fainted when she went to labor

frank (asher’s dad) resting his head in his shifted form on his wife’s stomach to feel closer to baby asher and not letting her move away from the bed for maximum comfort

asher’s mom: you’re really not going to let me go, are you?

frank, shifted: *woofs in yes*

asher’s mom, sighing: ok, but could you shift back for a moment?

frank: *shifts back* why? do you need to use the restroom?

asher’s mom: no, but i do want to show something

frank: oh?

*asher’s mom holds on to frank’s hand and puts it on her belly, letting him feel a small kick*

asher’s mom: feel that? that’s asher right there

frank:

asher’s mom: uh, frank?

frank: you are not leaving this bed

asher’s mom: what? but i was going to tell you that he’s kicking for me to get out of this bed

frank: well too bad

asher’s mom: nooo

frank proceeded to feel asher’s little kicks all day without even shifting once

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colm trying his best to deal with marie’s pregnancy cravings, no matter how weird or how strange the food combinations may be

colm: so, what are we craving today?

marie: hot sauce

colm: marie, i’m not letting you down a whole bottle of hot sauce again

marie: fine. hot sauce and lemons

colm:

colm wonders if her cravings could get any better or worse. probably worse

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ever since gabe passed, david’s birthdays has never been the same. there was even a time that he didn’t want to celebrate because of it

asher and milo then decided to surprise him the next year to cheer him up but decided it to just be the three of them as to not overdo it too much

and they did just that

david teared up out of joy and not cried out of grief that day

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content warning: mention of stitches on skin

sam and darlin can sew and stitch. sam from adeline’s teaching him how to do it in clothes and fabrics while darlin from teaching themselves how do it in skin and reopened wounds

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content warning: character is implied to be manipulated in a past relationship at a worse scenario

on the early stages of sam and darlin's relationship, whenever sam would come near them, they would hold onto their neck as if its automatic

not out of fear, no, but out of practice. the practice of being used to being bitten. to have their blood sucked as if that’s all they are. to being nothing but a thrall

quinn has manipulated them to be less than a person that sam saw to be more

and he showed it

he helped them feel again — to be human again — and to put their boundaries up that quinn trampled until they can stand on their own

and when they do feel again, they have never felt so alive. to live and not just exist for once. to be free from either other people or from yourself. but then there’s more

darlin felt something that they never did, not even with quinn and they realized how different it is with sam

that feeling is love

sam taught them the feeling of love and not the kind quinn showed them (which was devoid of it) but how it felt as a whole. they learned what it is and what it’s not and ultimately they know what they felt for sam

sam showed them they’re loved and darlin felt how to be loved by him and that —

they don’t need to be less of anything for anyone anymore