love yourself

Allie, 33, she/they

[namusass]

shoutout to Minlee's juicy little ass

[biochemjess]

Payback said we know what you want, freaks. You want a sad sopping wet man, crying as he gets fucked senseless into the sheets, and that’s exactly what they gave us. Emotional walls shattered.

Perfect. No notes.

[bluesandfilms]

"Please, can you make me cry?"

"Remember what you asked me?" “What did I ask you?” “Do I believe in karma? I replied that I believe in the idea of karma. If we were meant to share karma together, we will meet again. Just like the two of us now."

[negrowhat]

Okay but one of my absolute favorite things from ep 8 of Payback was seeing Sun not only respond to Jay's romantic advances but also seeing him pulling Jay closer and holding on to him and relishing the kisses. And not only that but seeing him showing care and concern for Jay and being unable to hide it. Seeing him lying in bed next to Jay after being carried there. Seeing Sun easily accept the keycard to Jay's condo. Seeing him constantly seeking Jay out. Seeing his resistance to showing any sort of positive emotion crumble at his feet. Seeing him want to embrace life and begin living and breathing and feeling again.

[heretherebedork]

This truly is the story about Sun finding a reason to live and realizing that he has a right to live and that he is allowed to be happy again even after everything that happened to him and it's truly beautiful.

[namusass]

when payback is over i wanna make a compilation of all of jaysun's kisses in order, i wanna see the progression of sun giving in to his desires and his gradual reciprocity and eventual hunger for them

[creekfiend]

relational trauma has to be healed relationally. the best way to practice having relatively "safe" interactions with ppl is joining a hobby group/club/whatever. I've recently joined like ten Fancy Leather Bag groups on fb out of deep curiosity and interest and the communities ppl will build around literally everything I swear to god. I've seen multiple ladies in these purse groups being like "thank you everyone in this hobby for getting me through my chemotherapy" like ... sometimes we dismiss the middle aged purse lady demographic but you know what they have got is a functional community where they support each other that just happens to be centered around purses. having now read many posts from these groups for several weeks I can see that the object being collected IS important, and is certainly the superifival draw into the space as well as something that provides an immediate shared interest, the actual benefit of localish hobby/collecting spaces is largely community and social support.

those of us who are Very Online Only could stand to learn from this sort of thing I think. it doesn't have to be purses it could be anything. but like. (gestures at the purse ladies who are getting each other through chemotherapy) Shared Interest Facebook Group And/Or Subreddit has it for you. i think.

[namusass]

for a long time due to reasons i'd rather not get into, i had a severe aversion to elderly men. that was until i moved into the flat i'd end up spending my covid lockdown in.

my neighbours were an elderly couple with a massive garden, and i got quite close with Melly, she would let me come over and pinch some of her veggies and fruit in exchange for some time spent weeding.

her husband George was so gentle and quiet, it took me quite some time to warm up to him, but after a couple of years and some lovely afternoons spent stripping paint from a door together, he became someone deeply treasured in my heart.

he doesnt know this, but he helped me heal a trauma simply by being himself, a gentle, sweet soul who loves to garden and will happily chat about his life for hours on end with the strange young lady who lives next door.

im a huge advocate for talking to your neighbours, my current home also has elderly neighbours, though theyre a lot more curmudgeonly and rambunctious, they add texture to the fabric of my life. it can be as simple as introducing yourself next time you bump into them! community is there if you want to find it, it doesnt have to be something you spend money on

[djeterg19]

I would watch a 22 episode season of Chaeha and Taeson solving murders together with the occasional break for sexy times

[gotmehookedonthekpop]

You guys. Y'all. Everyone. Please listen.

The Prosecutor's Proposal is so good. You have to add it to your watch list.

I'm on episode 8/10, and it's hitting on all fronts. Unless they fumble the last 2 episodes, this is a real winner.

[befuddledcinnamonroll]

I am literally flailing with unhinged delight throughout the episodes. All the notes are being hit so damn perfectly, from the erotic to the dramatic.

[poetry-protest-pornography]

This show is everything, and I am giggling and kicking my feet and screaming into my pillow every episode.

It's definitely making my top 10 of the year (and I put it on there by like, episode 2).

Please watch it, and then come tell with me.

[namusass]

its also a BEAUTIFUL show, i often find kdramas to have somewhat uninspired cinematography and lighting (lighting especially is usually quite stark and washed out) but this show is DELICIOUS to watch, the lighting and the camerawork is scrummy i LOVE IT.

[namusass]

the prosecutor's proposal is proof that when you lean into what your country's good at (homoerotic police procedurals) you fuckin knock it out the park holy shit this show is so good

[namusass]

"lee chaeha.... chaeha-ya please"

way to BREAK MY FUCKING HEART YOU CANT FUCKING DO HONORIFIC CHANGES TO CONVEY VULNERABILITY ITS ILLEGAL

[mysterygrl20]

everyone say thank you to knot ep 3 for giving us a shirtless boat in glasses while cranking one out in the bathroom to a shirt

[millenniallust4death]

I’m paying to force seven thousand strangers to see a photo of my late husband having fun with his dog. Tumblr Blaze is totally worth it. XD

[millenniallust4death]

Thank-you to all of my new Internet stranger friends for being so gracious about having my post shoved onto your dashboards. I loved reading all of your kind tags and comments! Both Martin and Bosco have been gone for several years now but for 24 hours, they felt very present in my life. I greatly appreciate this gift. ❤️

[psycorax]

Reblog to have your dashboard be visited by the spirit of joy that death can end but not erase.

[millenniallust4death]

Thank you to everyone who commented in their tags or messaged me. Indeed, today is “Martin and Bosco Day”. I originally whimsically blazed this photo on 13 July 2022. I never expected Martin and Bosco to travel so far and make so many new friends. The experience has been such a gift for me.

[turtlesocksv2]

people gossiping about which parent your temperament resembles most + guilty older brother getting passed over as heir for the younger brother who can handle it.

close enough, welcome back Theerapanyakul brothers!

[turtlesocksv2]

ok @29daffodils i shall expand my thoughts. I SWEAR that i've made a post about this before that i can't find BUT.

Me and Thee is CLEARLY Kinnporsche Fanfiction. and it's amazing. I absolutely 100% believe that someone at GMMTV who knows Mile IRL saw Kinnporsche and was like. "Mile is a mafia boss? Mile Phakphum? That silly nerd??? Lol. Lmao even." and got struck by inspiration lightning.

This is all about the show, b t w, i have no knowledge of the books and do not intend to acquire any. And many of my points are filming decisions.

not ONLY in Me and Thee are there very basic vibes based looks similarities between Thee and Kinn. (sorry Pond but not everyone can achieve Mile's Eyebrows) not ONLY do we get Our Bestie Deutsche Bank Sex Pool prominently in the trailer. we ALSO get Thee buying GMMTheeV to make tv series. and we ALL know the Kinnporsche funded by Mile lore, right? Ok. so that all is the FOUNDATION we are working with.

we also get, in no particular order:

Peach and Plub's backstory is like. sooo Porsche and Chay coded. Like. come on. no explanation necessary.

( Peach. Porsche. Kian. Kinn. Rome. Vegas. COME ON.)

superficial visual similarities with Mok and Arm. bodyguard with glasses!

Thee is an amalgamation of Kinn and Tankhun. Rome is an amalgamation of Kinn and Vegas.

Thee's dad is LITERALLY PLAYED BY GUN THEERAPANYAKUL HIMSELF Ex Piya (and apparently we were ROBBED of Ex and Bible speaking English to each other in Kinnporsche!)

"People say I'm more like my mom" vs "People say i'm decisive like dad and Kian is like mom."

vegas pants in the pool vs rome silk pajamas on the grass crimes against fashion.

older sibling (tankhun, Thee) getting passed over as mafia heir because dad decided they didn't have the stomach for it and giving it to younger brother (Kinn, Rome). older sibling feels guilt for putting younger in that position.

main character's fuckass friends having weird relationship shit going on in the background that no one wants or understands (TayTimeTem vs AranTawan)

You see the vision now, right? It's all there!

[29daffodils]

OP it's like you've done a whole phd lmaoooooo

NGL i haven't rewatched kpts in forever and completely forgot tankhun was supposed to be heir , i, quite literally, vanished him from existence!

peach/plub being parallels to porche/chay!!! never saw it coming, in my defense though, I was way too into vegaspete that i forgot everything else lmao.

the only thing I do remember while watching MAT and PAM is “can gun theerapanyakul stop traumatizing his kids for once? ” 🤣

[lookmhees]

yoshirinrada: She's so bad

[namusass]

LOVE that boatoat are continuing their theme of well-lubed sex since the my stubborn special. whether its artificial lube or omega slick, their sex is SLOPPY and PAINLESS good for them

[feychild1225]

OMG they actually showed slick. In my live action series. Actually showed it.