BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out
thank you bb for the tag!! i cycle through a few lockscreens so here are my current favs
i have 40 lockscreens saved.... oh
and a song!!!!
tagging !!!!! @riverharkness @s6rine @livteracts @xianji @vertejay @kissunday @stellar-headquarters + anyone who sees this!!! i looooove peoples lock screens i think its such an underrated way to find out more about a person
🎉If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog. :)
i have funky teeth
i have actually never watched/read any of the source material for bsd😔
i have made 4 ao3 accounts- two of which i literally cannot access anymore, and 1 i will never touch again lol
@insufferablewhore @thegremlininyourcloset @dogskahara @gothamsmenace @cheez-the-clown @mast3rsw0rd @whyhaveidonethistomyself @ all my moots <3
i rubbed ghost pepper in my eyes when i was 5 accidentally and we know the rest
i LOVED drinking water in glass bowls as a kid and i broke multiple bowls as the outer surface gets slippery and i carry the bowls from the kitchen to my room
i tripped over a rope when i participated in a 50 metre running race lmao and i bruised my upper lip. half of my upper lip, i think it was the right side?? looked like i got botox 🤣
thank you for the tag :33 i really love these games hehe
🤓🍂🪐🌌🧸
@peterm4rker @pjsteroid @nebularsung @lyvhie @viasdreams @sinisxtea @yoshit-he-dinosaur @jae10velies @nanaxwii @yuwushi @anniebeckcalla + anyone who wants to join!! (i’m so sleepy i probably forgot a lot of moots :c)
Synopsis: Why do all good stories come to an end? Why don't we try to make it work? It just takes 8 letters to fix it all, or does it...? Well in this case.......read more
Genre: Fluff, slight angst
Word count: 1.3k
Why do I pull you close and then ask you for space.....!?
3 years ago Jeno met this one girl, Y/n, the kindest soul he has ever met. They started off as colleagues but soon it escalated into an ever-so-beautiful relationship. She knows him the best, she's seen him in his worst times, seen him hurt but never judged him for anything. It was the scariest feeling for Jeno. His past never bothered her. It was scary, scary to the point that he'd distance himself from her. But it wasn't a problem for Y/n. She knows him better than anyone, even better than Jeno himself does.
Jeno's been trying to meet up with you to talk about how he feels about you and your relationship for quite some time now. But every time he thinks of talking to you, it scares him, maybe you'll leave him like the last one did. Finally, he mustered up enough courage to ask you to meet.
Jeno: Hey
Y/n: Hello!! what's up
Jeno: Can we meet?
Y/n: Suree :) lmk where
Jeno: dw about that I'll pick you up at around 7
Y/n: okie I'll be ready :D
Jeno's nervousness increased as the time approached 7. He left his apartment and drove up to Y/n's place to pick her up. She was already waiting at her door for him to arrive. Jeno was mesmerized when he saw her. She looks pretty, she always does, he thought.
Upon seeing Jeno, Y/n walked down the pavement and got into the car and greeted him.
"Heyy"
''Hi", Jeno responded with a faint smile. "You look pretty'', he said.
The small comment made your heart flutter. You muttered a small thank you. He started the engine of the car and drove it to your destination. The ride was silent, which in a way was comforting to you and probably to Jeno too.
'La Mercerie', the sign read. After about 15 minutes you reached the restaurant, the restaurant where you had your first date with him. Jeno had booked a table for yourselves. From your seat, you had a great view of the city, the city that never sleeps.
You placed your order and were waiting for it to arrive. In the meantime, both Jeno and you caught up on each other's days, about how your boss was giving both of you a hard time. While you were chatting, the food arrived.
You had noticed how Jeno was being awkward and avoiding eye contact with you. He seemed nervous, nervous as if he had something on his mind that was bothering him. It concerned you because you've never seen him like this. It was the complete opposite of his usual self.
"Jeno?", "Hmm?", "Are you okay?" It took a few seconds for him to reply, "Yes, why'd you ask?" You decided not to press on it. "Oh no, it's nothing," you replied. But what you didn't know was that he was indeed not okay.
After your meal, Jeno paid for it and you left the restaurant. On your way out Jeno asked, ''Hey, do you want to go to the park near the lake? There's a fireworks display by the lake". Jeno knew you loved watching fireworks, "Sure", you answered.
It was a 5-minute walk to the park. The lake was clearly visible from there. There were a few food stalls by the lake. Jeno ran up to one of those to get you an ice cream; cookies & cream, your favourite flavour. Both of you sat on a bench to enjoy the ice cream and the beautiful, calm night.
"The show is about to start, let's go," he said, taking your hand in his and walking towards the lake. The air was cold by the lake. The lake felt serene, adorned with the reflection of the beautiful skyline. It was very peaceful.
The fireworks display started soon after. They rocketed up into the sky, the burning light turning the dark night bright, or maybe even turning some clouded hearts clear.
"Isn't it pretty!", you whisper, "Very", Jeno answers while looking at you. He was mesmerized by how the sparkling fireworks shone in your already shiny eyes. It made you look even prettier, prettier than you already were.
"Y/n, I need to get something off my chest". The soft, cold breeze made the hair on the back of your neck stand up. You turned your attention to him. Those pretty eyes, staring into yours, it seemed like they had a lot to say.
"You know how we've been together for almost 3 years now. I want to thank you for sticking by my side in all my good and bad days. Thank you for not judging me for my past. Thank you for always helping me overcome my fears."
For some reason, his words made you feel jittery inside.
"My past relationship ended on a bad note, which made me unable to trust and depend on someone easily."
He was slightly shaking, maybe it was the wind or maybe the nervousness. You took his large hands in your petite ones and squeezed them in an attempt to calm him.
"Y/n, I'm really sorry for always pulling you close when I'm in need and then pushing you away. I'm sorry for not treating you like you should've been. I don't feel like I deserve you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
You pulled Jeno into a hug. You reassured him, saying, "You treat me so well Jeno, you too were there for me when I needed comfort, when I needed someone to hold on to, when I needed you. I understand that you need space sometimes, everyone does. You shouldn't think of yourself that way. It's normal for you to require time to trust someone after how your last relationship ended. I'm fine to be by your side when you need me and I'm fine with giving you space that you need.'' Jeno felt tears wet his flushed cheeks.
The fireworks show ended a long time ago, you didn't even notice, nor did Jeno. He wiped his tears off and took your hands in his. He pulled you closer, looked into your now moist eyes and said, " You know, when your hands are in mine, it's like I'm whole again. Maybe it's a sign for me to speak what's on my mind."
You looked into his eyes which seemed to have calmed down a little. "I've said those words before, but it always felt like a lie. It felt like I was lying to myself and also to you. You deserve to hear those words a thousand times. I don't know why but it was always so hard for me to say those words. It's just 8 letters but why is it so hard to say. I ask that to myself every night and fall asleep without finding an answer. But maybe today I found the answer.''
He stared into your curious eyes. "Y/n, maybe through this journey of me pulling and pushing you away, I might have found the answer to my question." You felt tears threatening to spill.
"I love you", he said, "And this time for real. I've realised how important you are to me. Thank you for always being with me, by my side." You pulled him into a hug, nuzzling into his neck and mumbling an I love you back.
Suddenly it started raining. Like always, it didn't bother you, and this time it didn't bother Jeno too. Both lost in your own world, in the warmth of each other's arms.
Maybe speaking your heart out, maybe saying those 8 letters sincerely does fix things, maybe it does make people stronger, maybe it does make the bonds last longer. Maybe the 8 letters do pull people closer.
-The end
note: thank you for reading. Idk how this turned out. I tried to write a fic for the first time. Lmk if there's a typo or such ;) and thank you @winwintea for helping me through \^o^/
right so ... isn’t it obvious who my ult is heh. this is pretty accurate actually :0 i’m not sure about the old soul one but i am the queen of inner rage :p
thank you danie for the tag! >3< TAGGING: @miumura, @orimuraa, @bywons, @weoris
hehe ty for the tag lili >< i think it was pretty accurate except for the sorry one TT i think i'm actually the opposite and can't stop saying sorry TT but i think my ult was a bit obvious...
Getting To Know You Tag Game - thanks for tagging me @agentnatesewell !!
Last Song: lovesong by the cure! but now im listening to seventeen so. bit of musical whiplash
Favorite Color: YELLOWWW i love yellow. there are very few shades of yellow that i don’t like it’s just the perfect color. but purple, red, and orange are tied for close seconds
Last Book: uhhhhhhh. i really do not know. i think i reread the hobbit last year…that’s the closest one i can remember 😅 i was a major reader as a kid but i lost it as an adult i really gotta get back to that
Last Movie: i watched the taking of deborah logan with my brothers last night….spooky
Last Game: i downloaded the sims 4 last night but didn’t get to play it lol so i think the last one was dragon age origins when i was introducing my little brother to it the other day
Last Show: the last show i watched all the way through was arcane a few months ago but ive jumped around here and there rewatching episodes of shows i loved before like supernatural and ted lasso and the magicians isn’t that such an unfortunate list.
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: SWEET my sweet tooth is out of control it has been described as “grotesque” by others in my life. i love all things sweet
Relationship: polycule with me myself and i
Last Internet Search: the list of sims 4 mods i use lol
Tagging: idk who to tag omg sorry if you’ve already done it/been tagged!! no pressure at all to do it!! @tevivinter @serenpedac @lalizah @trebuchet151 @thesecollidinghearts @bizzren @thurs-days and anyone else who wants to!! i love getting to know my mutuals hehe
Last Song: tempus est iocundum (by anonymous, artefactum, jose manuel, vaquero ruiz, vincente gavira). i've been writing fanfic set in the medieval period so latin love songs have been very prominent in my listening lately lol. the instrumentals in that one are also a bop if you like that kinda thing
Favorite Color: olive green :))
Last Book: after a painstaking, year-long hiatus, I have finally finished Dune (book 1)! wahoo!
Last Movie: hnnng i haven't watched a movie in a Hot Minute. likely lotr: the war of the rohirrim. or if not that one, my partner and i also watched a movie semi-recently that was called killer rack? i think? it was about a woman getting breast implants and the implants were actually an eldritch horror that was determined to kill people. it was...certainly something.
Last Game: kingdom come: deliverance (my utmost beloved!!) i am forcing myself to finish my (second) playthrough that i started back in january (!!!) before i allow myself to play the second game. rip
Last Show: currently rewatching the witcher with my partner!
Relationship: ye <3 we've been together 6.5 years as of the 8th teehee
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: i'm usually a sweets person but lately i've been really vibing w savory a lot more
Last Internet Search: "would squires have been sworn in on a certain day of the week" and from what i can find, the answer is no. which i would've thought it would be sundays if any day?? but i can't find any source to second that idea so oh well ahaha
tagging (no pressure!): @darkspawntaxcollectors @abirdsnest @aubrey-melinoe @megamindenjoyer @pomegranateplumes @ruumassa @parrrty-poison
last song: together by seventeen… literally just finished listening to it too
favorite color: uh… can’t decide but i just changed my two most used blogs to yellows and purples so perhaps that idk
last book: the first book in the shatter me series and now i’m reading the second
last movie: european vacation… it’s ass don’t watch it (the full episodes of nana tour are longer than most movies so i wanna call that out too)
last game: i just started playing good coffee great coffee and it’s very cute and relaxing
last show: watching nana tour rn but before that i watched cool doji danshi (the live action one) and i’m also keeping up with this season of chuang asia
sweet/spicy/savory: savory good god i need at least three bags of chips in my living space at all times or i get the shakes
relationship status: i have a very lovely girlfriend of almost two months
last internet search: i looked up how old wuxun from chuang asia is
tagging: @leejenoenthusiast @dibidibidismynameisleeknow @minniesbae @riri4andy @zhongzn @viasdreams @peterm4rker @spacejip @winwintea and anyone else i forgot there’s a lot of mootie patooties i’m a tired father wrangling all you little critters </3
So, technically, I know Thanksgiving is an American holiday… history… yadda yadda. However, this is not Thanksgiving.
This is Mootsgiving, and what I say goes ‘cause this is my holiday. Anyway! Mootsgiving is all the basic ideas of Thankgiving but better because I’m great like that.
I just wanted to show everyone how grateful I am, since gratefulness is a key principle of Thanksgiving.
I want all my moots from different countries to be able to have the picture-perfect movie-esque Thanksgiving of being surrounded by friends and family with all the care and love and gratefulness that can be poured into a single human. And, as the ever-dramatic Runar, what better way to do that than to organize a huge event?
So! Rules!
State what food you brought
State one thing you’re thankful for
My name is Runar, I brought the eggnog, and I’m grateful for each and every one of you 💗🫶
Really sappy and really long paragraph/speech under the cut!!
Soooo… to start off my big long speech… *clinks my fancy wine glass that’s filled with a mysterious substance* (It’s eggnog)
When I first started this blog, it was off a whim. I wanted to do something, something that involved putting my work out there, as I was just starting out. I wanted to mean something. In any sort of way, I wanted to leave a sort of mark. Not just any mark, though, no. I wanted to add a bit of joy, a spark of life that comes from creativity, and adding words and love into the space we occupy on this floating rock in space.
I wanted to write because it made me happy, and I wanted there to be a possibility of someone who was who got joy from reading to maybe stumble upon it, and get joy from me. Get joy from something I was able to provide for them.
I was also incredibly lonely. I had no friends, I had nothing, pretty much. I didn’t talk much. I was reclusive. I was okay, but I was empty. I didn’t have a purpose. And while I wasn’t expecting much, nothing at all really, I was overjoyed at the prospect that maybe just one person would stumble upon something I wrote and for a moment of their day, maybe they got peace from it.
Maybe they felt a little less lonely. I would have been at peace with just knowing the possibility of it was out there. And then… it did. And I got more than I bargained for, even, I got a friend. My first friend.
From there, everything… clicked. Slowly, but ever so surely, things were falling into place. I was gaining something that had not even crossed my mind. A family.
So, my silly dream born from a whim became friends, connections, and family, it became life-altering. It had ups, it had downs, it had in-betweens. It was beautiful and messy and happy and sad and fucked up and so wonderfully… human?
Yeah, this is online, this is a silly mootsgiving idea I thought up three hours ago because I wanted people to know I love them.
But to someone who had nothing, this is everything. You are everything.
Even if we’ve only talked one time, you have a special place in my heart. The character growth has been… one hell of a ride. I’ve gone through many eras, and made new friends in each and every one of them. So, with the end of the year closing soon, I suppose in a way this is not just a silly mootsgiving.
My bigger end goal, really, was to make sure as we get to the end of this ear, you know how genuinely important this whole year has been to me. How important you have been. I got an anon ask,
What does it feel like to be wanted?
It was beautiful poetry. I replied, said I wouldn’t know what it feels like to be wanted. But really? I think maybe I do. I think it feels like having enough people that you love to organize and invite everyone to a huge event online, to write out this heartfelt paragraph and trust that at least one person will care enough to read it.
My beginning goal has changed so much, and not at all. My biggest purpose in life has been, and I think will always be, to add something into this world.
Creativity, joy, happiness, compassion, I want to ensure that no matter what, as long as you know me, you know you have one person on this earth who loves and cares about you with as much feeling that can physically be felt by one person without exploding into a bunch of tiny little runar pieces.
But moreso, I think maybe my goal has changed from wanting to put stories out there, to putting myself out there. I don’t want to write stories that are just fiction, just crafted ideas meshed together to create a blob of fiction.
I want to write pieces of myself into everything, which i think might genuinely be impossible to not do. I want my heart to pour out of my fingers into the things i type out for you, and i want to not only feel things, but to maybe make you feel something too. Something warm and fuzzy, something good, as good as you deserve.
Yay thank you for inviting me! I'm also grateful for you <333
I'm Ash, I brought pasta (plain pasta, only they're a normal amount of salty. It's my safe food lol). And I'm really, really grateful for the opportunity to go to a mental health specialist, actually getting some help, and my mental health starting to shift for the better.
hello!! i'm raven and i brought cheesecake! and i'm so grateful for everything that has gotten me through this hard year, from my friends (irl and online) to my hyperfixations to a couple of music artists (more specifically, conan gray). i'm so thankful that i discovered all of you, i really really am, i genuinely couldn't have made it through this year without you guys. even if we've only talked once or twice or a hundred times, i hold you all so dearly in my heart. i love you guys <3
i'm so sorry if i forgot anyone, i'm falling asleep on my feet but i just wanted to finish writing this haha
(first of all holy shit op that speech was so sweet and stuff I actually almost cried)
Thanks for the tag!
Hey guys I’m Emma, I brought sausage and peppers (it’s an Italian thing I promise this is a normal thanksgiving food)
I’m grateful my friends (both irl and online here), who are really more like a family if I’m being honest. To me, the title “friend” just doesn’t truly capture the bonds that I’m so lucky to have made with the people I’ve met and surrounded myself with. We’ve all gone thru so much shit in our own separate lives and yet not only are we all still here surviving, but we are truly and genuinely living. And part of that, I think, is bc we’ve managed to create this sort of little community on here meant to lift each other up and be the support system that not everyone has out in The Wild. It doesn’t matter that we don’t know the full story, bc all we see is that another person just needs someone else to Be There, and that’s more than enough for us to step in and support whoever it is that’s struggling.
I think I’ve only posted vents abt my personal shitshow maybe once or twice, but there was still at least three different blogs that reached out to me on that post, making sure I was ok. And I know I’ve gone out of my way to do that too. And I know it makes a difference. Bc I’ll make a vent post thinking that it’ll just go out into The Void and that no one will see it, but then when I get a reblog or comment checking in, I realize how nice it feels to know that there are other people out there and that they care. Not only do these strangers on the internet see and hear me, but they genuinely give two shits about me yk? And so anytime I see a vent post, regardless if that post is from a moot or not, I make sure to respond bc I know how much it means to know that somebody out there cares.
And I’m also lucky that I’ve surrounded myself with legitimately kind and thoughtful people irl too. That I have those physical pillars of support to rely on as well. And I really do hope that you guys also either currently have or are creating similar communities in your own worlds too. Bc I know shit sucks and it feels like everybody’s out to get you, but I promise that those lifelong friends are right there and that you just have to go looking for them. I mean if there’s so many of us online, then there has to be at least one irl. It’s scary and you’re gonna want to shit yourself, but taking that first little step of saying hi or introducing yourself really does make a difference. Hell, half the friends I make both irl and here are just bc I started out the convo by making a sarcastic joke. Seriously tho, it’s going to be ok and it’s most definitely worth it.
So yea. Sorry for the long rant and all lol. Cheers to the past, to the present, and to the future. Truly, from the bottom of my heart, I wish you guys nothing but the best, and you deserve every good thing coming your way. Happy Mootsgiving. Love you guys🩷
(Tags under the cut, I did my best to remember everyone lol)
@thatpjogirl-12
@your-average-toast-enjoyer
@spy-and-ophelias-ghost
@ginnyluna
@blitzstoneshouldbecanon
@pipabethshipper3000
@your-dazzling-sun
@pumpkin-gizzards
@werewolf-exe
@icarianlibrary
@nonsensefunsense
@nico-di-angelo-aaaaa
@architechtofthegods
@pineappletortilla
@damsnackbar03
@liesmultixxx
@politesprotectionsquad
@garvalhaminho
@thewrongwarrior
@letsplaythermalnuclearwar
@the-gods-strange-children
@incorrectestquotes
@keefessketchbook
@erklen11
@levesqyueer9
@pjowasmy1stfandom
@percabethcoded
@unstableunicornsofasgard
@petalidisole
@xixovart
@wonderrosss
@frogthane
@demigod-jack-hearth
@restrainedchaoticperson
@mentallyunstablequeen101
@shootingstar-17
@g0blinm0d3
@nhzmlplths
@v3lilla
@noahkant
@lusxnei6
@emdabitchass
@vint-knight
@a-wet-hamster
@mushroompapitheoriginal
@whyaremyshipsalwaysdying
@idontloveanybodythatsmypower
@vincentschild
@jucktheduck
@spacesharks28
@goddessofwind8water
@saintly-bovine
@bast-the-best26
@lizzzzzzzzzzzzzz---lol
@dealinquent
@auggies-dreamworld
@maryschepherd
@defenestrationdaily
@a-fucking-tornado
@ravenwordss
@telugu-girl-13
@anintellectualintellectual
@anothertorturedpoet13
@headcanonforthought
@emilem-forevermore
@magicalmyths
@knight-elm
@irisvault
@pjo-tvs-version
And of course as always, anyone else who wants to join!!
I’m Helliote or Eden and I brought some Ribena (a black current juice)
Im really thankful for all of my friends. I stepped into social media overthinking everything. And sometimes I still do. I started with a lot of loneliness in my heart, paired with bitterness made me sour and angry with everything. But then I started meeting more people, I started making friends and sharing my experiences with others.
Sure here’s times I’ve felt like I could die, and times I’ve reached such depths of hell I thought I couldn’t survive anymore. But I’m being completely serious when I say so many people here have done so much for me. Whether it be laughing at my jokes or talking to me.
I’m grateful for everyone I’ve met here, here are some people I’m grateful for:
@im-on-crack-send-help I thought and still think you were very cool, you helped me gain more confidence and although we joke that I’m stealing all your moots, I’m grateful to you for letting me meet more people. You’re ridiculously nice to me, even though I’m a solid bastard most of the time.
@jeahreading damn, my first friend on this blog. When I talk to you I feel like I could talk forever, I don’t make friends very fast but after 1-2 days of knowing you, you made me feel comfortable and safe. It’s heartening to know that we might have squabbles but if either of us ever have a period where we need help, the other will drop everything.
@mireyaaaaaaaaa Talking to you might be overwhelming sometimes, but you never fail to make my day. I may have horrible mood swings sometimes, but hearing you being excited is horribly infectious, even if I’m gloomy that day, I can’t help but laugh when you go on a rant about smth that happened.
@your-dazzling-sun Wowie, we’ve been friends for a solid time now. Ever since the older days, but thanks for always being there for me (EVEN IF YOUR MESSAGES ARESOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOO LAGGY) I remember my first interaction w you being about how we’re from the same country-
@lovely-rants-alot my queen, my girlboss, my favourite lesbian, you’re always there (sometimes concerningly late into the night) and you’re just easy to talk to. I’m mad at Indonesia that we aren’t able to meet up irl. Thanks for being there for me:)
@schrodinger-ka-billa our dynamic has gone through some changes through the past 3 weeks but the time you took to tell me about mythology is appreciated. I loved hearing about all the different characters :)
@shinchansbitch lol I was properly scared of you when I first joined this hellsite. But after several talks, chats and clowning, I can properly say that I would take a bullet for you. I’m being so fr rn.
@unhinged-as-hell Literally formed a core part of who I am right you. Through the whole ykw situation, you kept me grounded and focused. You’re probably one of my biggest role models and I thank you for making me as strong as I am right now. I can’t promise that I won’t forget you 10 years later, but I’ll remember the things you’ve taught me. keep burning.
@tamanna-and-her-struggles WOAH- you might no that’s wrong- you ARE the sweetest friend I have on this site. You’re fucking amazing, I enjoy talking to you a lot and your patience is unreal. When I’m feeling shitty, you make me feel way better :) you aren’t, won’t, will never be annoying to me, no matter what anyone says.
@lotuseaterwhowistlesthedark thanks for spamming my posts. I know it’s something that some people will overlook but opening my blog to see you bombarding me with likes is so fucking appreciated. I would love to be better friends with you if you ever want :)
@daonedaonlyskh You are so so sweet and an amazing writer/storyteller. You never fail to ask me how I am, and that really makes me feel cared for. I would also take several bullets for you, keep going bi bi bisexual.
@depressed-bi-twerking I know we haven’t been friends long, but you’re hella funny to talk to. Even though you’re an Eminem chronic listener, I still wanna be better friends with you if you ever want to
@zeherili-ankhein HELLO????? Your blog is a HIVE for me to learn more about Hinduism. You’re also hella fucking funny and makes me laugh with no fail. Bestest war criminal in existence. I wanna be better friends with you ;))))
HIIIII I am Shaku and idk what to bring honestly so... Crab i bring crab
Honestly i am thankful for everything i love all you guys so muchhh like you all are my pretty precious people
I think i won't be able to tag everyone because well i am a busy asf person and i usually forgot urls.. but I love you all and I'll be tagging some
@randomx123 @mi-stress-of-chaos @tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora @shinchansbitch @jeahreading @schrodinger-ka-billa @intellectual6666 @desigurlie @natures-marvel @igotadigbickandureadthatwrong @hi-avathisside @lyrebirb @im-on-crack-send-help @haddi-your-only-buddy @wulfricnavy @no-idea-where-i-am-lost @aprameya-mahima and honestly everyone else all of you people
Hii I'm vivi and i brought...(It's taking me awfully long to remember a food name)...cupcakes!! 🧁Hehe
Opening Tumblr was the Only good thing that happened this year ,I'm so happy i somehow ended up here and it honestly feels like home.
And I am literally so grateful to my mutuals for even *existing*. I love y'all so much.
Tagging some mutuals i interact with often :@hellincarnation @schrodinger-ka-billa @mi-stress-of-chaos @randomx123 @zeherili-ankhein @itsviiii @im-on-crack-send-help @bombay-bandook @igotadigbickandureadthatwrong @tu-ja-re @raindropsofloev @hauxicrook @chryseis-lxve @depressed-bi-twerking @filmydidii @groovycynicalcheesecake @haddi-your-only-buddy @i-318 @jeahreading @kanha-ki-fangirl @kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal @lyrebirb @natures-marvel @transiently-translucent @no-idea-where-i-am-lost @wulfricnavy @xerotiny @yangthejeong @yunnierights @sunlonaplsaisha @cafffeineconnoisseur @momhwa117 @sassychaostrash @idk-here-for-escapism many of u hav changed ur url and/or it's not showing up here so pls don't feel bad if u are my mutual consider urself tagged <3
helloooo i’m vicky and i brought mate (🧉 this thing) it’s like argentinian tea in a (generally) wooden cup(? you’ll like it!!!!
i’m grateful for all the people i’m moots with, you guys are so fun and i’m glad i’ve met you. you’re like the kpop fan friends i’ve never had irl😭😭😭 love you all!!
heyyy im blue and i brought sanguchitos de miga (bring me one rn pls im begging on my knees and with tears)
im so incredibly grateful for all my cutieful moots, i've always wanted friends who like kpop and im sooo happy that i've found this little community. thank you so much for supporting me and always making me smile, i love you all so much and im so grateful for everyone!
haiiii! i'm lola and i brought banoffee (i'm actually craving it rn pls someone bring me some :(
and i'm grateful for this community, my moots, my followers who are always supporting me! i've never thought i'd be that comfortable sharing such personal things in social media, but i'm glad i can do this :( i'm glad i made friends, that support me and make me smile every single time i open this app, i love you all :(
hi my loves! I'm hua and I brought tiramisu (no idea what traditional thanksgiving food is but tiramisu and me are like this 🤞🤞)
I'm thankful for all the cuties I'm moots with, whether we speak or not, the love and support is always so heartwarming, and I want to speak more to all of my moots!! also to the blogs that I look up to and inspire me, for always putting out the best work that they've put so much effort into and ofc the lovely people who follow me and interact with my posts!! this community is honestly so cute and so wholesome, i love you all, stay safe and healthy 🫶🫶
Hiii honeybuns!!! I'm nanaxwii and I bought pumpkin pie (i tried)
I'm grateful for this community, my moots, and my followers, who always bring positivity and happiness to my life. I would love to communicate more with y'all. Thank you for always making me smile and honestly this community is the best imo. Thank you everyone and I love you so much. Stay healthy.
you need to be loved patiently. you need to feel the love slowly creeping in, a warning, a way to back away if you’re too scared. you need to be loved cautiously, as if you’re fragile. you need to be loved gently, because love is messy and muddy and makes your socks wet and hurts if the sun gets too close. but you need to let yourself be loved, because when you do, it’ll feel like spring.
regretful to say this is quite accurate cz like. it's impossible to find someone who is patient enough to love me like this :>
anyways thanku for the tagggg @eoieopda !! im tagging @weird-bookworm @slytherinshua @arafilez @blue-jisungs @wheeboo @rubywonu @jjunhui @planetkiimchi @gyuswhore @chwedout @haecien and any moots ive missed ++ anyone else who wants to do this <3
you need to be loved in a way that shows you love is sacred, it is divine. you need to be loved so purely, so lightly, so you can learn to love. you need to be loved in the way oceans rise, but also fall. you need to be loved in the way wind rushes through leaves. you need to be loved gently, and patiently, and understanding. you need to be loved in a way that even if you cannot love, you will still be loved.
well...this was accurate!! i'm not scared to love. i'm scared of the other person/s in the receiving end not reciprocating it.
thankiew my soulmate for always tagging me in games 💗 (sorry im getting to this late
(including my top 3 bcs why not 😚)
like a child loves the rain
you need to be loved in happiness and foolishness. a puppy love, a love so purely good, so full of happiness it makes your stomach ache. you need to be loved in a way that reminds you of the childhood you didn’t get to have. you need to be loved as if you’re feeling the rain fall upon your cheeks for the first time. refreshing, and clean.
real talk. the accuracy in this is lowkey terrifying jasdasd growing up in an asian household you don't hear the words "i love you" as much so i've always wanted my future s/o to shower me with as much compliments / love / words of encouragement on a daily basis 🥹
tagging: @daisyvisions @aimeecarreros @snowflakewhispers @sungbeam @ethereal-engene @mosviqu @sanaxo-o @strayed-quokka @itsbeeble @jinkoh @kyaroscuro @drunkdrazed @h0mebody-heaven @justalildumpling @kimsohn @planetkiimchi (apologies if some of yall have done it im just tagging whoever that comes to mind rn 😭)
you need to be loved patiently. you need to feel the love slowly creeping in, a warning, a way to back away if you’re too scared. you need to be loved cautiously, as if you’re fragile. you need to be loved gently, because love is messy and muddy and makes your socks wet and hurts if the sun gets too close. but you need to let yourself be loved, because when you do, it’ll feel like spring.
not this calling out my avoidant attachment style🤡 i love feeling love. but if i feel too much of it, it scares me.
tagging: @polarisjisung @mosviqu @sungbeam + anyone else who wants to do it!!
you need to be loved unconditionally. you need to be reminded that love is not temporary, that you deserve it. that those who love you will not leave. you need to be loved the way angels love humanity. or how devils love angels. you need to be loved in greatness, in fullness, you need to be loved hard and fierce. loud, shout it to the ends of the earth, your love won’t leave. you need to be loved when nothing else will be. you need to realize you are worthy even through the end
okay so this is actually making me tear up anyways I love love !!
no pressure tags: @suzayaaa @sinisxtea @hyuckswoman @https-lvesick @chenlesfavorite @yutarot @jirsungs @nanaxwii @lotties-readings @odxrilove @raspberriesoda + any one who wants to do it!
you need to be loved in a way that shows you love is sacred, it is divine. you need to be loved so purely, so lightly, so you can learn to love. you need to be loved in the way oceans rise, but also fall. you need to be loved in the way wind rushes through leaves. you need to be loved gently, and patiently, and understanding. you need to be loved in a way that even if you cannot love, you will still be loved.
Synopsis: Why do all good stories come to an end? Why don't we try to make it work? It just takes 8 letters to fix it all, or does it...? Well in this case.......read more
Genre: Fluff, slight angst
Word count: 1.3k
Why do I pull you close and then ask you for space.....!?
3 years ago Jeno met this one girl, Y/n, the kindest soul he has ever met. They started off as colleagues but soon it escalated into an ever-so-beautiful relationship. She knows him the best, she's seen him in his worst times, seen him hurt but never judged him for anything. It was the scariest feeling for Jeno. His past never bothered her. It was scary, scary to the point that he'd distance himself from her. But it wasn't a problem for Y/n. She knows him better than anyone, even better than Jeno himself does.
Jeno's been trying to meet up with you to talk about how he feels about you and your relationship for quite some time now. But every time he thinks of talking to you, it scares him, maybe you'll leave him like the last one did. Finally, he mustered up enough courage to ask you to meet.
Jeno: Hey
Y/n: Hello!! what's up
Jeno: Can we meet?
Y/n: Suree :) lmk where
Jeno: dw about that I'll pick you up at around 7
Y/n: okie I'll be ready :D
Jeno's nervousness increased as the time approached 7. He left his apartment and drove up to Y/n's place to pick her up. She was already waiting at her door for him to arrive. Jeno was mesmerized when he saw her. She looks pretty, she always does, he thought.
Upon seeing Jeno, Y/n walked down the pavement and got into the car and greeted him.
"Heyy"
''Hi", Jeno responded with a faint smile. "You look pretty'', he said.
The small comment made your heart flutter. You muttered a small thank you. He started the engine of the car and drove it to your destination. The ride was silent, which in a way was comforting to you and probably to Jeno too.
'La Mercerie', the sign read. After about 15 minutes you reached the restaurant, the restaurant where you had your first date with him. Jeno had booked a table for yourselves. From your seat, you had a great view of the city, the city that never sleeps.
You placed your order and were waiting for it to arrive. In the meantime, both Jeno and you caught up on each other's days, about how your boss was giving both of you a hard time. While you were chatting, the food arrived.
You had noticed how Jeno was being awkward and avoiding eye contact with you. He seemed nervous, nervous as if he had something on his mind that was bothering him. It concerned you because you've never seen him like this. It was the complete opposite of his usual self.
"Jeno?", "Hmm?", "Are you okay?" It took a few seconds for him to reply, "Yes, why'd you ask?" You decided not to press on it. "Oh no, it's nothing," you replied. But what you didn't know was that he was indeed not okay.
After your meal, Jeno paid for it and you left the restaurant. On your way out Jeno asked, ''Hey, do you want to go to the park near the lake? There's a fireworks display by the lake". Jeno knew you loved watching fireworks, "Sure", you answered.
It was a 5-minute walk to the park. The lake was clearly visible from there. There were a few food stalls by the lake. Jeno ran up to one of those to get you an ice cream; cookies & cream, your favourite flavour. Both of you sat on a bench to enjoy the ice cream and the beautiful, calm night.
"The show is about to start, let's go," he said, taking your hand in his and walking towards the lake. The air was cold by the lake. The lake felt serene, adorned with the reflection of the beautiful skyline. It was very peaceful.
The fireworks display started soon after. They rocketed up into the sky, the burning light turning the dark night bright, or maybe even turning some clouded hearts clear.
"Isn't it pretty!", you whisper, "Very", Jeno answers while looking at you. He was mesmerized by how the sparkling fireworks shone in your already shiny eyes. It made you look even prettier, prettier than you already were.
"Y/n, I need to get something off my chest". The soft, cold breeze made the hair on the back of your neck stand up. You turned your attention to him. Those pretty eyes, staring into yours, it seemed like they had a lot to say.
"You know how we've been together for almost 3 years now. I want to thank you for sticking by my side in all my good and bad days. Thank you for not judging me for my past. Thank you for always helping me overcome my fears."
For some reason, his words made you feel jittery inside.
"My past relationship ended on a bad note, which made me unable to trust and depend on someone easily."
He was slightly shaking, maybe it was the wind or maybe the nervousness. You took his large hands in your petite ones and squeezed them in an attempt to calm him.
"Y/n, I'm really sorry for always pulling you close when I'm in need and then pushing you away. I'm sorry for not treating you like you should've been. I don't feel like I deserve you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"
You pulled Jeno into a hug. You reassured him, saying, "You treat me so well Jeno, you too were there for me when I needed comfort, when I needed someone to hold on to, when I needed you. I understand that you need space sometimes, everyone does. You shouldn't think of yourself that way. It's normal for you to require time to trust someone after how your last relationship ended. I'm fine to be by your side when you need me and I'm fine with giving you space that you need.'' Jeno felt tears wet his flushed cheeks.
The fireworks show ended a long time ago, you didn't even notice, nor did Jeno. He wiped his tears off and took your hands in his. He pulled you closer, looked into your now moist eyes and said, " You know, when your hands are in mine, it's like I'm whole again. Maybe it's a sign for me to speak what's on my mind."
You looked into his eyes which seemed to have calmed down a little. "I've said those words before, but it always felt like a lie. It felt like I was lying to myself and also to you. You deserve to hear those words a thousand times. I don't know why but it was always so hard for me to say those words. It's just 8 letters but why is it so hard to say. I ask that to myself every night and fall asleep without finding an answer. But maybe today I found the answer.''
He stared into your curious eyes. "Y/n, maybe through this journey of me pulling and pushing you away, I might have found the answer to my question." You felt tears threatening to spill.
"I love you", he said, "And this time for real. I've realised how important you are to me. Thank you for always being with me, by my side." You pulled him into a hug, nuzzling into his neck and mumbling an I love you back.
Suddenly it started raining. Like always, it didn't bother you, and this time it didn't bother Jeno too. Both lost in your own world, in the warmth of each other's arms.
Maybe speaking your heart out, maybe saying those 8 letters sincerely does fix things, maybe it does make people stronger, maybe it does make the bonds last longer. Maybe the 8 letters do pull people closer.
-The end
note: thank you for reading. Idk how this turned out. I tried to write a fic for the first time. Lmk if there's a typo or such ;) and thank you @winwintea for helping me through \^o^/
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