✨Hello y'all! My name is Nyx and you are watching Disney Channel-✨
[BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP]
Alright m'bad let me try this again, I'm not completely sure how to start this so uhh
What's up boys, girls, and squirrels, mutuals old and new.
"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye."
I'm Nyx, as you may already know, and you're probably wondering why I'm posting after over 100 days of absolute silence on my blog. Well most of you already know the gist-I'm not really in the mood to explain it, but in short-family found my account.
DM ME FOR MY CONTACT INFO PLEEEEEASE
I have discord and pinterest!! (If you already have my pinterest, GET IT AGAIN BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW ONE)
apparently I joined this tumblr place at 3/17/24, 1:29:51 AM. (Why am I not surprised by the time...)
It sucks, I really miss you, I miss the late night conversations, I miss posting about small unimportant things, and starting random conversations in the comments, I miss the tumblr-inside-joke reblogs, I miss this sort of family we've built, I miss you all, I miss the tag games, And coming home to notifications, I really really do. You guys proved that the found-family trope can be real.
We laughed, we cried...and now it's time we say goodbye
^ Heh I made that one up, I think, please let one thing I say be original
I don't know when my account's going to be deleted, but it's going to be soon, I'll come on every now and then before it is, but soon? Yeah guess who's going to have a 'deactivated' beside her name.
Yep...It's me
"Sometimes, special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, and then they have to go." "But that's sad." "It is, but the part that they were here for was happy! Wasn't it?" "Yeah, we had a lot of fun together!" "Maybe that's what makes it all worth it"
You know what they say: "Goodbyes are not forever, they are simply the start of a new chapter." Who knows maybe y'all will go on to do great things, but uh, don't forget me when you're famous, will ya?
If you're not a mutual of mine who was tagged, I'd say avoid clicking 'Keep Reading,' this gets pretty long. If I didn't get a paragraph for anyone, words will not amount to how sorry I am.
Now without further ado...
@diino8081 - Okay wow, how do I begin. You're my first mutual, the literal OG. I remember that notification, getting a real human follower (I'm sorry cheezbot, you were a real one) and you said in your intro that you're not completely SFW which made me go 'hmmmmmmm', but almost everyone swears on here anyways so screw it, and followed you back-that was one of the best decisions I ever made. You're a really good artist, and a really interesting person, I consider you a friend, and honestly brace for a long ride whenever I see cookie clicker. I rely on you for mumbo jumbo updates too. I'm going to miss you Diino, I hope art fight goes great for you! "Happiness will be the richest thing we'll ever own." Well Diino, you made me happy, I ain't forgetting that.
@telugxrl13 - Hasini salutations! This is one of the hardest ones to write out for me. We met very late at night (of course we did), and I believe one of the first conversations we had was about Bluey. (of course it was) No regrets there lol. I always found you so very cool, like you're popular, you like the Riordanverse, Bluey and you genuinely seem awesome to know irl. Alas, my only regret is never being there to see you listen to EPIC, no more harassing. I believe you sicced your followers and mutuals onto me that one time I expressed joy at having 3 mutuals lol, I met a lot of good friends from that, thank you. “Friendship...is born at the moment when one man says to another 'What! You too? I thought that no one but myself...'” And that's exactly how it went. :)
@thespideysavvy - Ray, hello! I met you pretty early on in my journey, you were so supportive of anything and everything, you carried everyone’s problems on your shoulders, but had no one to do the same. You’re smart, funny, kind, your posts make me smile, and well most of all: You’re a great friend. In my completely honest opinion, you’d make a great politician mate, I wish you the best of luck on your endeavors! You know what they say? “True friends are families which you can select.” Well you know who I chose on this webbed site? Well yeah, I chose you. Insha Allah we will meet again someday, for now, stay safe Spider-person. :D
@cassieisinthebasementt - CASSIEEE! Hello user of chaos :) Whew it’s been a while. You were one of those who came from Hasini’s spawn I believe, my most notable memory of thou is the once-in-a-blue-moon-spam and very interesting story about the girl named Cassie. I also recall you helping me with generative AI hate and trying to explain it all to my very…interesting brother. Ya know, when I first met you, I actually thought you looked like Marella, but alas I was incorrect with that assumption. “Life is nothing without a little chaos to make it interesting.” Thanks for making my life interesting Cassie.
@bookworm-fangirl1 - Ali! Alisha! Friend hi! If my memory serves me correct, you were also of Hasini's spawn, (Love you Hasini) and man am I glad I met you. You're funny, kind, smart, and so much more! Anyways I love you (/platonic) like Muffin likes cowboy hats (see what I did there?) I've always enjoyed our conversations and I hope you have a great time! I recall a time when you asked if anyone would like a cameo in your story, and I asked so you said you'd put me in! "Distance means so little when someone means so much." And to me Ali? You mean the world.
@i-am-a-duck-collector - THESS!! Thess hi how are you doing!? I've enjoyed our interactions, however concerning they may be lol. You'll live forever, so I hope you have a great life, and thank you for being my friend all those times. You've taught me many things, and I have so many memories with you and Lemon, I have not forgotten the bodyguard alliance to prevent any accidents with you! Thess, you've been such an important part of my tumblr journey, seriously, I mean every word I say. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies." And I couldn't agree more.
@sevsalio - Hi Sev! How've you been? Honestly for me, being followed by the Solangelo artist was such a big thing. I had to walk around the room a few times to process if this was actually happening. You're art always makes me smile, and the Sev lore is always very...interesting to read lol. It's been a heck of a ride, and I'm glad that I knew you during it all. I met you after you said you changed and apologised, and said you were still getting death threats, I mean it when I say if anything like that happend again I will personally get involved. Stay safe mate. "Chaos is a friend of mine." <- I think you'd like that. :)
@to-watch-it-all-burn - Hellooo Pippa!! Sorry I haven't checked in on you lately, this past month had been quite the rollercoaster. I've enjoyed our interactions more than anyone will ever know, I've found great comfort in your posts and every time I saw you in my notifications, it made me smile. You also seem to be quite the user of chaos and honestly I admire that about you. I wish it didn't have to be this way, and who knows? Maybe this isn't goodbye, maybe it's just see you later... "Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting." <- I'll see you around Pippa. :)
@lemoncatssss - Hi Tobi! How's the bodyguard alliance going without me? There's so much I want to say, and so little time to say it all. When I first met you, I thought you were a cool kid. Now that I've gotten to know you; I still think you're a cool kid. I've enjoyed your reblogs, the snippets of Lemon Lore, and the occasional OC post. I've loved it all, and I'm a bit sad to say that I'll miss it all. But what I'll miss more than all of it honestly is...you. I'll miss the random comment chains we started, the panic when Thess vanished, I'll miss tagging you and being tagged by you, I'll miss us yelling at each other to go to sleep. I'm really, really going to miss you Tobi. "Friends are like stars in the sky, you may not see them, but you always know they are there." <-I'll always think of you, and I hope you have a great day forever and ever.
@manicali - MANIC HI!! Oh lord what to say, how to begin! Honestly, I'm going to miss you. I already have your pinterest and discord I know, but I'm still going to miss you so darn much it doesn't even make sense. I guess I've known you for so long, the late night conversations, and all your random posts and the many tag games, that leaving one connection I have with you feels so much more. You bring me so much joy, so much light whenever I'm feeling dark, you are one of my best friends, and nothing will ever make me forget that. ""A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." I love you Manic. /p
@lemedstudent2021 - Ah Kindred! Hello beloved. It's been quite a ride, hasn't it? I've loved knowing you, I've loved our random interactions, honestly I'll miss yelling at you to go to sleep-if it is sleepytime for you at time of posting this, go to sleep! I'm going to miss you so much, you brightened my day everytime I saw you post. I'm listening to Rewrite the Stars as I write this for you lol, Kindred, I wish you the best of life and in med school, and know that you will always be in my dua'as. "We’ll be the old ladies causing trouble in the nursing home." <- We better be hehe, and when's that mutual Umrah trip happening?
@hijabi-desi-bookworm - Esme, hi. How have you been? I've enjoyed our time together, knowing you and being able to call you my friend is an honour I would accept every. Single. Time. I'll really miss you, and sorry for the million notifications you must have gotten when you came back from your break. I hope you have a great time wherever you go, and receive joy from those you love, just like you made me happy. Please know that I care about you and I will never forget you, don't forget about little old me, will ya? "Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave." <- I'll miss you a lot Esme, I think about you every day.
@brokendarkfairyempressforever - Ah Sabreen! How are you? I know these past months have been especially rough on you and I'm sorry to be adding to that. I don't want to go, but some things are just meant to happen, and there's nothing we can do about it. Know I will always be here for you no matter what, you can come to me for anything and everything, even if I'm not on tumblr anymore, I'll still miss you so so much and will always remember how happy you made me every tag game, every funky little post-everything. I love you Sabreen (/p) and nothing will ever change that. "A true friend is the greatest of all blessings." <- Thank you for being my blessing Sabr.
@rins-batcave - Hiya Rin My discord is here to stay this time lol. You are one of my most popular mutuals, honestly seeing you follow me was a shock-possibly a heart attack-but it made me really happy. You're a nice guy, and your posts make me smile. You do archery-WHICH IS SICK DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH THAT AMAZED ME? You like a lot the same music as me, and talking to you has been really nice. You're a good friend and I met so many other friends though you. Thank you for being so inviting, kind, and for just being there all the time. It's been amazing knowing you Rin, and now I bid you adieu. "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget," No matter what happens, I'll never forget about you.
@please-be-nice-im-sensitive - Hey there Daisy! Yeesh this one was quite difficult to write, I nearly sighed out loud because I didn't know where to begin. Mate, you've been there for me for the highs, the lows, and all of the in-betweens. You're genuinely one of the kindest, sweetest, and most caring friend I've ever know. You're also so patient and so generous it astounds me. I hope your book is going well, I'd love to read/proofread it when it is finished! You' always make me laugh, and finding someone likeminded to me has been amazing. I've loved knowing you and I m proud to call you my friend. "A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked," Thank you so much for not being deterred by my odd-nature. :)
There's a lot of people I know, I wanted to write a paragraph for each and every one of you, or even just all of my closer mutuals, but alas it's my last day of school today and I don't know when this account will be deleted. I'm so so so sorry to all those who didn't get a message, just know that I care and think about each and every one of you and wish you all well.
@ihavehomework2dobutimhereinstead @bookwormgirl123 @where-is-the-angst @hellangelxx, Ziva, @arabicwayfarer @alley--rose @auseryoumayknow @thisfeelslike-iykyk @shiningstardan @the-eclipse-is-in-me @fangirlofallthefanthings @pigeongoddess @mentalbreakdowns-and-murder @joyousjoyfuljoyness @detectivefroggie @dead-holy-pope-guacamole @sashathegirl @mrfost-27 @/diary-of-a-loser-boy (I know you're not on tumblr for a while, but I'll miss you Mack) @raeprise @mango-mentally-ill @transparentluminarysalad @duckselzblog @what-is-going-on-im-confused @orphees-reblogs-hub @pennyroyald @wheezecheese @a-dam-heartstopper-fan @nillarose02 @waffartist @patrik6090 @itzzkaylaaa @speakofthedebbie @blacklicoriceisgood @poe-the-failure (Not a failure <3) @thewitchthatsred @sun-of-icarus @forestgromlin @graylilacs (MICO FAN!) @preposterousray (<33) @mushroom-the-trauma @attractivesteaminghunkofflesh69 @unstableunicornsofasgard @your-local-depressed-fangirl @justalunaticfangirl @kuraikocho @weapproveadamandsteve @mildlybizarrecorvid @wyfy-meltdown @hijabi-flavored-nerd
So I was locked out of my account for a while, and just wanted to let y'all know that this is the last post I'm making on this account, I bypassed something to let y'all know and this is the last opportunity you got to get my contact info, I have pinterest, discord, and...yeah that's it. Bye!
hi! as you all know, I'm writing a book. The one I've been talking about for months. Well, I'm obviously going to try and get that one published, but I won't keep you all hanging, don't worry! I have a new project that I'm going to be posting on tumblr and Ao3 for the next coming months! It is an original story, and it will probably be book-length, but I want to give you guys some of my writing on here as well!
It's going to be called Starweaver, and heres the basic summary. and info
here's my ao3: TheScarletEevee
(if you've been following me for a while, yes the MC has the same name as one of my OC's)
Miluna Cassian has always been an assassin. She was trained and experimented on to be one by the last king of Lysor. She is one of the Force Wielders, one of the ten (formerly eleven) people the king chose to become Force Wielders. Each of the Force Wielders were experimented on and infused with one of the eleven Forces of reality, and were to become the King's most powerful assassins.
But after she was given an order to kill her sister, which she followed, she realized that the king's motives were wrong. She escaped with the rest of the Force Wielders, and ended up killing the king. After that, she fell into a life of contract killing, and feels rather empty inside doing it. So when she gets an offer for a job that promises money beyond her wildest dreams, she has no choice but to decline it. But it requires working with one of the princes, who is looking to reunite all of the Force Wielders (of which he is a part of) to try and bring back The Immortal, whom Miluna hates. But it's more money than she could ever dream of, so she has to agree.
Now, she's roped up in a scheme that's greater than she could ever imagine, and suddenly is in a race against time to return The Immortal's existence, before it's too late.
(it's also a fantasy romance, idk how to say that in there tho.)
I really love sharing my writing on here, and I'm super excited to share this with you! Please don't steal this writing, I worked hard on it! Love you all! <3
✨Hello y'all! My name is Nyx and you are watching Disney Channel-✨
[BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP]
Alright m'bad let me try this again, I'm not completely sure how to start this so uhh
What's up boys, girls, and squirrels, mutuals old and new.
"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye."
I'm Nyx, as you may already know, and you're probably wondering why I'm posting after over 100 days of absolute silence on my blog. Well most of you already know the gist-I'm not really in the mood to explain it, but in short-family found my account.
DM ME FOR MY CONTACT INFO PLEEEEEASE
I have discord and pinterest!! (If you already have my pinterest, GET IT AGAIN BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW ONE)
apparently I joined this tumblr place at 3/17/24, 1:29:51 AM. (Why am I not surprised by the time...)
It sucks, I really miss you, I miss the late night conversations, I miss posting about small unimportant things, and starting random conversations in the comments, I miss the tumblr-inside-joke reblogs, I miss this sort of family we've built, I miss you all, I miss the tag games, And coming home to notifications, I really really do. You guys proved that the found-family trope can be real.
We laughed, we cried...and now it's time we say goodbye
^ Heh I made that one up, I think, please let one thing I say be original
I don't know when my account's going to be deleted, but it's going to be soon, I'll come on every now and then before it is, but soon? Yeah guess who's going to have a 'deactivated' beside her name.
Yep...It's me
"Sometimes, special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, and then they have to go." "But that's sad." "It is, but the part that they were here for was happy! Wasn't it?" "Yeah, we had a lot of fun together!" "Maybe that's what makes it all worth it"
You know what they say: "Goodbyes are not forever, they are simply the start of a new chapter." Who knows maybe y'all will go on to do great things, but uh, don't forget me when you're famous, will ya?
If you're not a mutual of mine who was tagged, I'd say avoid clicking 'Keep Reading,' this gets pretty long. If I didn't get a paragraph for anyone, words will not amount to how sorry I am.
Now without further ado...
@diino8081 - Okay wow, how do I begin. You're my first mutual, the literal OG. I remember that notification, getting a real human follower (I'm sorry cheezbot, you were a real one) and you said in your intro that you're not completely SFW which made me go 'hmmmmmmm', but almost everyone swears on here anyways so screw it, and followed you back-that was one of the best decisions I ever made. You're a really good artist, and a really interesting person, I consider you a friend, and honestly brace for a long ride whenever I see cookie clicker. I rely on you for mumbo jumbo updates too. I'm going to miss you Diino, I hope art fight goes great for you! "Happiness will be the richest thing we'll ever own." Well Diino, you made me happy, I ain't forgetting that.
@telugxrl13 - Hasini salutations! This is one of the hardest ones to write out for me. We met very late at night (of course we did), and I believe one of the first conversations we had was about Bluey. (of course it was) No regrets there lol. I always found you so very cool, like you're popular, you like the Riordanverse, Bluey and you genuinely seem awesome to know irl. Alas, my only regret is never being there to see you listen to EPIC, no more harassing. I believe you sicced your followers and mutuals onto me that one time I expressed joy at having 3 mutuals lol, I met a lot of good friends from that, thank you. “Friendship...is born at the moment when one man says to another 'What! You too? I thought that no one but myself...'” And that's exactly how it went. :)
@thespideysavvy - Ray, hello! I met you pretty early on in my journey, you were so supportive of anything and everything, you carried everyone’s problems on your shoulders, but had no one to do the same. You’re smart, funny, kind, your posts make me smile, and well most of all: You’re a great friend. In my completely honest opinion, you’d make a great politician mate, I wish you the best of luck on your endeavors! You know what they say? “True friends are families which you can select.” Well you know who I chose on this webbed site? Well yeah, I chose you. Insha Allah we will meet again someday, for now, stay safe Spider-person. :D
@cassieisinthebasementt - CASSIEEE! Hello user of chaos :) Whew it’s been a while. You were one of those who came from Hasini’s spawn I believe, my most notable memory of thou is the once-in-a-blue-moon-spam and very interesting story about the girl named Cassie. I also recall you helping me with generative AI hate and trying to explain it all to my very…interesting brother. Ya know, when I first met you, I actually thought you looked like Marella, but alas I was incorrect with that assumption. “Life is nothing without a little chaos to make it interesting.” Thanks for making my life interesting Cassie.
@bookworm-fangirl1 - Ali! Alisha! Friend hi! If my memory serves me correct, you were also of Hasini's spawn, (Love you Hasini) and man am I glad I met you. You're funny, kind, smart, and so much more! Anyways I love you (/platonic) like Muffin likes cowboy hats (see what I did there?) I've always enjoyed our conversations and I hope you have a great time! I recall a time when you asked if anyone would like a cameo in your story, and I asked so you said you'd put me in! "Distance means so little when someone means so much." And to me Ali? You mean the world.
@i-am-a-duck-collector - THESS!! Thess hi how are you doing!? I've enjoyed our interactions, however concerning they may be lol. You'll live forever, so I hope you have a great life, and thank you for being my friend all those times. You've taught me many things, and I have so many memories with you and Lemon, I have not forgotten the bodyguard alliance to prevent any accidents with you! Thess, you've been such an important part of my tumblr journey, seriously, I mean every word I say. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies." And I couldn't agree more.
@sevsalio - Hi Sev! How've you been? Honestly for me, being followed by the Solangelo artist was such a big thing. I had to walk around the room a few times to process if this was actually happening. You're art always makes me smile, and the Sev lore is always very...interesting to read lol. It's been a heck of a ride, and I'm glad that I knew you during it all. I met you after you said you changed and apologised, and said you were still getting death threats, I mean it when I say if anything like that happend again I will personally get involved. Stay safe mate. "Chaos is a friend of mine." <- I think you'd like that. :)
@to-watch-it-all-burn - Hellooo Pippa!! Sorry I haven't checked in on you lately, this past month had been quite the rollercoaster. I've enjoyed our interactions more than anyone will ever know, I've found great comfort in your posts and every time I saw you in my notifications, it made me smile. You also seem to be quite the user of chaos and honestly I admire that about you. I wish it didn't have to be this way, and who knows? Maybe this isn't goodbye, maybe it's just see you later... "Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting." <- I'll see you around Pippa. :)
@lemoncatssss - Hi Tobi! How's the bodyguard alliance going without me? There's so much I want to say, and so little time to say it all. When I first met you, I thought you were a cool kid. Now that I've gotten to know you; I still think you're a cool kid. I've enjoyed your reblogs, the snippets of Lemon Lore, and the occasional OC post. I've loved it all, and I'm a bit sad to say that I'll miss it all. But what I'll miss more than all of it honestly is...you. I'll miss the random comment chains we started, the panic when Thess vanished, I'll miss tagging you and being tagged by you, I'll miss us yelling at each other to go to sleep. I'm really, really going to miss you Tobi. "Friends are like stars in the sky, you may not see them, but you always know they are there." <-I'll always think of you, and I hope you have a great day forever and ever.
@manicali - MANIC HI!! Oh lord what to say, how to begin! Honestly, I'm going to miss you. I already have your pinterest and discord I know, but I'm still going to miss you so darn much it doesn't even make sense. I guess I've known you for so long, the late night conversations, and all your random posts and the many tag games, that leaving one connection I have with you feels so much more. You bring me so much joy, so much light whenever I'm feeling dark, you are one of my best friends, and nothing will ever make me forget that. ""A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." I love you Manic. /p
@lemedstudent2021 - Ah Kindred! Hello beloved. It's been quite a ride, hasn't it? I've loved knowing you, I've loved our random interactions, honestly I'll miss yelling at you to go to sleep-if it is sleepytime for you at time of posting this, go to sleep! I'm going to miss you so much, you brightened my day everytime I saw you post. I'm listening to Rewrite the Stars as I write this for you lol, Kindred, I wish you the best of life and in med school, and know that you will always be in my dua'as. "We’ll be the old ladies causing trouble in the nursing home." <- We better be hehe, and when's that mutual Umrah trip happening?
@hijabi-desi-bookworm - Esme, hi. How have you been? I've enjoyed our time together, knowing you and being able to call you my friend is an honour I would accept every. Single. Time. I'll really miss you, and sorry for the million notifications you must have gotten when you came back from your break. I hope you have a great time wherever you go, and receive joy from those you love, just like you made me happy. Please know that I care about you and I will never forget you, don't forget about little old me, will ya? "Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave." <- I'll miss you a lot Esme, I think about you every day.
@brokendarkfairyempressforever - Ah Sabreen! How are you? I know these past months have been especially rough on you and I'm sorry to be adding to that. I don't want to go, but some things are just meant to happen, and there's nothing we can do about it. Know I will always be here for you no matter what, you can come to me for anything and everything, even if I'm not on tumblr anymore, I'll still miss you so so much and will always remember how happy you made me every tag game, every funky little post-everything. I love you Sabreen (/p) and nothing will ever change that. "A true friend is the greatest of all blessings." <- Thank you for being my blessing Sabr.
@rins-batcave - Hiya Rin My discord is here to stay this time lol. You are one of my most popular mutuals, honestly seeing you follow me was a shock-possibly a heart attack-but it made me really happy. You're a nice guy, and your posts make me smile. You do archery-WHICH IS SICK DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH THAT AMAZED ME? You like a lot the same music as me, and talking to you has been really nice. You're a good friend and I met so many other friends though you. Thank you for being so inviting, kind, and for just being there all the time. It's been amazing knowing you Rin, and now I bid you adieu. "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget," No matter what happens, I'll never forget about you.
@please-be-nice-im-sensitive - Hey there Daisy! Yeesh this one was quite difficult to write, I nearly sighed out loud because I didn't know where to begin. Mate, you've been there for me for the highs, the lows, and all of the in-betweens. You're genuinely one of the kindest, sweetest, and most caring friend I've ever know. You're also so patient and so generous it astounds me. I hope your book is going well, I'd love to read/proofread it when it is finished! You' always make me laugh, and finding someone likeminded to me has been amazing. I've loved knowing you and I m proud to call you my friend. "A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked," Thank you so much for not being deterred by my odd-nature. :)
There's a lot of people I know, I wanted to write a paragraph for each and every one of you, or even just all of my closer mutuals, but alas it's my last day of school today and I don't know when this account will be deleted. I'm so so so sorry to all those who didn't get a message, just know that I care and think about each and every one of you and wish you all well.
@ihavehomework2dobutimhereinstead @bookwormgirl123 @where-is-the-angst @hellangelxx, Ziva, @arabicwayfarer @alley--rose @auseryoumayknow @thisfeelslike-iykyk @shiningstardan @the-eclipse-is-in-me @fangirlofallthefanthings @pigeongoddess @mentalbreakdowns-and-murder @joyousjoyfuljoyness @detectivefroggie @dead-holy-pope-guacamole @sashathegirl @mrfost-27 @diary-of-a-loser-boy (I know you're not on tumblr for a while, but I'll miss you Mack) @raeprise @mango-mentally-ill @transparentluminarysalad @duckselzblog @what-is-going-on-im-confused @orphees-reblogs-hub @pennyroyald @wheezecheese @a-dam-heartstopper-fan @nillarose02 @waffartist @patrik6090 @itzzkaylaaa @speakofthedebbie @blacklicoriceisgood @poe-the-failure (Not a failure <3) @thewitchthatsred @sun-of-icarus @forestgromlin @graylilacs (MICO FAN!) @preposterousray (<33) @mushroom-the-trauma @attractivesteaminghunkofflesh69 @unstableunicornsofasgard @your-local-depressed-fangirl @justalunaticfangirl @kuraikocho @weapproveadamandsteve @mildlybizarrecorvid @wyfy-meltdown @hijabi-flavored-nerd
✨Hello y'all! My name is Nyx and you are watching Disney Channel-✨
[BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP]
Alright m'bad let me try this again, I'm not completely sure how to start this so uhh
What's up boys, girls, and squirrels, mutuals old and new.
"It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life, starts with goodbye."
I'm Nyx, as you may already know, and you're probably wondering why I'm posting after over 100 days of absolute silence on my blog. Well most of you already know the gist-I'm not really in the mood to explain it, but in short-family found my account.
DM ME FOR MY CONTACT INFO PLEEEEEASE
I have discord and pinterest!! (If you already have my pinterest, GET IT AGAIN BECAUSE I HAVE A NEW ONE)
apparently I joined this tumblr place at 3/17/24, 1:29:51 AM. (Why am I not surprised by the time...)
It sucks, I really miss you, I miss the late night conversations, I miss posting about small unimportant things, and starting random conversations in the comments, I miss the tumblr-inside-joke reblogs, I miss this sort of family we've built, I miss you all, I miss the tag games, And coming home to notifications, I really really do. You guys proved that the found-family trope can be real.
We laughed, we cried...and now it's time we say goodbye
^ Heh I made that one up, I think, please let one thing I say be original
I don't know when my account's going to be deleted, but it's going to be soon, I'll come on every now and then before it is, but soon? Yeah guess who's going to have a 'deactivated' beside her name.
Yep...It's me
"Sometimes, special people come into our lives, stay for a bit, and then they have to go." "But that's sad." "It is, but the part that they were here for was happy! Wasn't it?" "Yeah, we had a lot of fun together!" "Maybe that's what makes it all worth it"
You know what they say: "Goodbyes are not forever, they are simply the start of a new chapter." Who knows maybe y'all will go on to do great things, but uh, don't forget me when you're famous, will ya?
If you're not a mutual of mine who was tagged, I'd say avoid clicking 'Keep Reading,' this gets pretty long. If I didn't get a paragraph for anyone, words will not amount to how sorry I am.
Now without further ado...
@diino8081 - Okay wow, how do I begin. You're my first mutual, the literal OG. I remember that notification, getting a real human follower (I'm sorry cheezbot, you were a real one) and you said in your intro that you're not completely SFW which made me go 'hmmmmmmm', but almost everyone swears on here anyways so screw it, and followed you back-that was one of the best decisions I ever made. You're a really good artist, and a really interesting person, I consider you a friend, and honestly brace for a long ride whenever I see cookie clicker. I rely on you for mumbo jumbo updates too. I'm going to miss you Diino, I hope art fight goes great for you! "Happiness will be the richest thing we'll ever own." Well Diino, you made me happy, I ain't forgetting that.
@telugxrl13 - Hasini salutations! This is one of the hardest ones to write out for me. We met very late at night (of course we did), and I believe one of the first conversations we had was about Bluey. (of course it was) No regrets there lol. I always found you so very cool, like you're popular, you like the Riordanverse, Bluey and you genuinely seem awesome to know irl. Alas, my only regret is never being there to see you listen to EPIC, no more harassing. I believe you sicced your followers and mutuals onto me that one time I expressed joy at having 3 mutuals lol, I met a lot of good friends from that, thank you. “Friendship...is born at the moment when one man says to another 'What! You too? I thought that no one but myself...'” And that's exactly how it went. :)
@thespideysavvy - Ray, hello! I met you pretty early on in my journey, you were so supportive of anything and everything, you carried everyone’s problems on your shoulders, but had no one to do the same. You’re smart, funny, kind, your posts make me smile, and well most of all: You’re a great friend. In my completely honest opinion, you’d make a great politician mate, I wish you the best of luck on your endeavors! You know what they say? “True friends are families which you can select.” Well you know who I chose on this webbed site? Well yeah, I chose you. Insha Allah we will meet again someday, for now, stay safe Spider-person. :D
@cassieisinthebasementt - CASSIEEE! Hello user of chaos :) Whew it’s been a while. You were one of those who came from Hasini’s spawn I believe, my most notable memory of thou is the once-in-a-blue-moon-spam and very interesting story about the girl named Cassie. I also recall you helping me with generative AI hate and trying to explain it all to my very…interesting brother. Ya know, when I first met you, I actually thought you looked like Marella, but alas I was incorrect with that assumption. “Life is nothing without a little chaos to make it interesting.” Thanks for making my life interesting Cassie.
@bookworm-fangirl1 - Ali! Alisha! Friend hi! If my memory serves me correct, you were also of Hasini's spawn, (Love you Hasini) and man am I glad I met you. You're funny, kind, smart, and so much more! Anyways I love you (/platonic) like Muffin likes cowboy hats (see what I did there?) I've always enjoyed our conversations and I hope you have a great time! I recall a time when you asked if anyone would like a cameo in your story, and I asked so you said you'd put me in! "Distance means so little when someone means so much." And to me Ali? You mean the world.
@i-am-a-duck-collector - THESS!! Thess hi how are you doing!? I've enjoyed our interactions, however concerning they may be lol. You'll live forever, so I hope you have a great life, and thank you for being my friend all those times. You've taught me many things, and I have so many memories with you and Lemon, I have not forgotten the bodyguard alliance to prevent any accidents with you! Thess, you've been such an important part of my tumblr journey, seriously, I mean every word I say. "Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies." And I couldn't agree more.
@sevsalio - Hi Sev! How've you been? Honestly for me, being followed by the Solangelo artist was such a big thing. I had to walk around the room a few times to process if this was actually happening. You're art always makes me smile, and the Sev lore is always very...interesting to read lol. It's been a heck of a ride, and I'm glad that I knew you during it all. I met you after you said you changed and apologised, and said you were still getting death threats, I mean it when I say if anything like that happend again I will personally get involved. Stay safe mate. "Chaos is a friend of mine." <- I think you'd like that. :)
@to-watch-it-all-burn - Hellooo Pippa!! Sorry I haven't checked in on you lately, this past month had been quite the rollercoaster. I've enjoyed our interactions more than anyone will ever know, I've found great comfort in your posts and every time I saw you in my notifications, it made me smile. You also seem to be quite the user of chaos and honestly I admire that about you. I wish it didn't have to be this way, and who knows? Maybe this isn't goodbye, maybe it's just see you later... "Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting." <- I'll see you around Pippa. :)
@lemoncatssss - Hi Tobi! How's the bodyguard alliance going without me? There's so much I want to say, and so little time to say it all. When I first met you, I thought you were a cool kid. Now that I've gotten to know you; I still think you're a cool kid. I've enjoyed your reblogs, the snippets of Lemon Lore, and the occasional OC post. I've loved it all, and I'm a bit sad to say that I'll miss it all. But what I'll miss more than all of it honestly is...you. I'll miss the random comment chains we started, the panic when Thess vanished, I'll miss tagging you and being tagged by you, I'll miss us yelling at each other to go to sleep. I'm really, really going to miss you Tobi. "Friends are like stars in the sky, you may not see them, but you always know they are there." <-I'll always think of you, and I hope you have a great day forever and ever.
@manicali - MANIC HI!! Oh lord what to say, how to begin! Honestly, I'm going to miss you. I already have your pinterest and discord I know, but I'm still going to miss you so darn much it doesn't even make sense. I guess I've known you for so long, the late night conversations, and all your random posts and the many tag games, that leaving one connection I have with you feels so much more. You bring me so much joy, so much light whenever I'm feeling dark, you are one of my best friends, and nothing will ever make me forget that. ""A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." I love you Manic. /p
@lemedstudent2021 - Ah Kindred! Hello beloved. It's been quite a ride, hasn't it? I've loved knowing you, I've loved our random interactions, honestly I'll miss yelling at you to go to sleep-if it is sleepytime for you at time of posting this, go to sleep! I'm going to miss you so much, you brightened my day everytime I saw you post. I'm listening to Rewrite the Stars as I write this for you lol, Kindred, I wish you the best of life and in med school, and know that you will always be in my dua'as. "We’ll be the old ladies causing trouble in the nursing home." <- We better be hehe, and when's that mutual Umrah trip happening?
@hijabi-desi-bookworm - Esme, hi. How have you been? I've enjoyed our time together, knowing you and being able to call you my friend is an honour I would accept every. Single. Time. I'll really miss you, and sorry for the million notifications you must have gotten when you came back from your break. I hope you have a great time wherever you go, and receive joy from those you love, just like you made me happy. Please know that I care about you and I will never forget you, don't forget about little old me, will ya? "Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave." <- I'll miss you a lot Esme, I think about you every day.
@brokendarkfairyempressforever - Ah Sabreen! How are you? I know these past months have been especially rough on you and I'm sorry to be adding to that. I don't want to go, but some things are just meant to happen, and there's nothing we can do about it. Know I will always be here for you no matter what, you can come to me for anything and everything, even if I'm not on tumblr anymore, I'll still miss you so so much and will always remember how happy you made me every tag game, every funky little post-everything. I love you Sabreen (/p) and nothing will ever change that. "A true friend is the greatest of all blessings." <- Thank you for being my blessing Sabr.
@rins-batcave - Hiya Rin My discord is here to stay this time lol. You are one of my most popular mutuals, honestly seeing you follow me was a shock-possibly a heart attack-but it made me really happy. You're a nice guy, and your posts make me smile. You do archery-WHICH IS SICK DID I EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH THAT AMAZED ME? You like a lot the same music as me, and talking to you has been really nice. You're a good friend and I met so many other friends though you. Thank you for being so inviting, kind, and for just being there all the time. It's been amazing knowing you Rin, and now I bid you adieu. "Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget," No matter what happens, I'll never forget about you.
@please-be-nice-im-sensitive - Hey there Daisy! Yeesh this one was quite difficult to write, I nearly sighed out loud because I didn't know where to begin. Mate, you've been there for me for the highs, the lows, and all of the in-betweens. You're genuinely one of the kindest, sweetest, and most caring friend I've ever know. You're also so patient and so generous it astounds me. I hope your book is going well, I'd love to read/proofread it when it is finished! You' always make me laugh, and finding someone likeminded to me has been amazing. I've loved knowing you and I m proud to call you my friend. ""A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow," Thank you so much for not being deterred by my odd-nature. :)
i absolutely set people up to infodump at me, it’s one of my absolute favourite ways to learn things! you mean i get to LEARN NEW STUFF from a FRIEND who is INCANDESCENT OVER SHARING? sign me up FOREVER.
do you ever think about how sometimes it just... takes one random message? and suddenly you find yourself with a best friend or in constant conversation with someone who lives on the other side of the world but is just as much of a freak as you are or maybe you find yourself in love with someone without a last name but with so much kindness and affection in their words and presence. crazy how life and love and friendship just happen
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