call it karma

Fuck it this is a Nelliel simp blog again They/them

[eversncenewyork]

send me a pairing and one of these and i'll write a mini fic

things you said at 1 am

things you said through your teeth

things you said too quietly

things you said over the phone

things you didn’t say at all

things you said under the stars and in the grass

things you said while we were driving

things you said when you were crying

things you said when i was crying

things you said that made me feel like shit

things you said when you were drunk

things you said when you thought i was asleep

things you said at the kitchen table

things you said after you kissed me

things you said with too many miles between us

things you said with no space between us

things you said that i wish you hadnt

things you said when you were scared

things you said when we were the happiest we ever were

things you said that i wasn’t meant to hear

things you said when we were on top of the world

things you said after it was over

things you said [make your own]

inspired by this

[bagelswrites]

I thought of more (because I really needed more?), so I’m adding them here:

24. things you said when we were alone 25. things you said in front of other people 26. things you said in writing 27. things you said through a closed door 28. things you said in the dark 29. things you said in the rain 30. things I wish you’d said 31. things you said right before goodbye 32. things you said right after hello 33. things you said from across the room 34. things you whispered in my ear 35. things you said at the top of your lungs 36. things you said but didn’t mean 37. things you said through someone else 38. things you said when I was (you were) sick 39. things you forgot to say 40. things you interrupted me to say

[sirartwork]

SUFFOCATION, NO BREATHING

DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF BURN MY MOUTH EATING

[rehearsing]

me and the mutuals moodboard

[wolfsheims]

Visit Original Link

Numb // Linkin Park 80s Remix

[worldsgr8estgrandma]

[martinidog-deactivated20181219]

I didn’t know how much I needed this until I heard it.

[dr-peppermint]

The original song is how depression felt at first, this version is how it feels now

[supernovajazzy]

[hollowedskin]

@l-heure-du-the this is so VIOLENTLY your fucking aesthetic

[cryoverkiltmilk]

From “… nothing matters…” to “NOTHING MATTERS! :D”

[silverybeing]

[webbcrawler]

[sadmemegf]

Si/siad? What kind of fucking neo pronouns bullshit

it’s literally just she/they in irish

[sadmemegf]

new gender unlocked: irish

[unicorn-and-bluebells]

[odelschwanks]

Jakube

The fusebox subreddit will only delete my posts but they can’t silence me on tumblr

[valtsv]

at this point i'm holding myself together with glitter glue

[odelschwanks]

Madisol

[modify-and-sever-deactivated201]

[tothestarsandbackmoved]

tumblr glitch that publishes all your drafts how fucked are you

[odelschwanks]

howdy y’all I wanted to make a quick post to say I’m sorry that I’ve dipped off the face of the earth but literally shit keeps happening??? I have to meter my energy very carefully but I’m hoping that soon I will be out of this bs (if I could just have one week where something doesn’t happen…….haaaa.)

Some of these things have been very traumatic and I am just so very much not myself right now and I am only able to engage in certain spaces for small amounts of time. Anyway I’m taking a vacation next week to go somewhere I’ve wanted to go much of my life so here’s hoping that renews me because holy hell I’m exhausted. Thanks for being patient with my chaotic self and I hope to chat with y’all v soon ❤️❤️‍🔥

[breakingbowties-deactivated2021]

something about aba therapy that i feel is worth noting:

aba therapists are the only type of therapists in the united states that are not required to have a college degree in order to practice. the vast majority of aba therapists i’ve met don’t have one.

then what are the requirements, you may ask?

be at least 18. have a high school diploma. complete a few hours of general training.

that’s it.

they’re also allowed to teach your child literally whatever they want. i saw a video of someone the other day who was put thru aba as a child. they were obsessed with the color blue, so what did the aba therapist do? gave every child in their class except them a blue piece of paper for weeks until they stopped crying about it. aka, until they were too numb to the emotional pain of being left out to react anymore.

i guess the end goal was to make them…not like…the color blue anymore? like, seriously. what was the point of that???

they teach children to smile on command even when they don’t feel happy. they teach autistic children not to stim - something that has been proven not only beneficial but necessary for autistic people’s wellbeing.

they can withhold water, food, or affection from your child until the child complies with whatever behavior they want them to complete. i wish i was joking.

this is literal child abuse.

the only therapy that does not require a degree to practice, abusive as hell, manipulative, they are literally allowed to teach your child whatever the hell they want…and yet it’s also the only therapy for autistic children that is covered by most insurance companies.

make it make sense.

[dammitjean]

When you watch ABA training in action, you realize that it’s dog training. It’s dog training a human child who can’t advocate for better treatment or more respect. I hate it with every fiber of my being.

[dammitjean]

Hoolyyy shit @thisqueerchipmunk - this is blowing my mind

Is ABA Really “Dog Training for Children”? A Professional Dog Trainer Weighs In. » NeuroClastic

Carol Millman, a professional dog trainer, compares ABA to dog training in this powerful expose.

[thatautisticadhdfeel]

This should be required reading for neurotypicals

[chickenonabicycle]

This article comment seems to summarise it pretty well.

[brightlotusmoon]

Damage over generations. Quotes by major influencers in #autism

In the past I've written a blog about my favorite autism quotes. On the other hand, I have a list of least favorite quotes. One thing that i

Suzanne Wright of Autism Speaks literally sees us Autistics as “the least of us” - as in HUMANITY.

Edit: an activist friend of mine back then had transcribed Wright’s entire Vatican speech and we’re forever grateful because my friend had to keep listening to this horrible person treat her own grandson like a subhuman specimen. Suzanne may be dead but her organization is thriving and dangerous.

[roll1uptwice]

[dontwantthenextcommanderiwantyou]

I swear from now on whenever someone asks me when I was born, my response will be “in the late 1900s”

[jaubaius]

I got 4 and almost died

[weonsinnombre]

[aureateplinko]

Holy fucking shit y'all.

[kenziecore]

ok but

[crystal-rebellion]

Have some samples from the comments - 10/10 would recommend browsing them.

[1eos]

me every time i see uncensored porn on my dash now