Grim/Nex

Deity of Magic, Death, Judgement & The Moon Grim Reaper, 4th Horseman 18 - He/They - System

[onhiswhitehorse]

Introduction - 18+ Blog Minors DNI

Nex/Grim 🦴18 🦴He/They 🦴AroAce & Tmasc Demiboy

Base Account - @armouredgrim

I am the deity of death, magic, judgement & the moon. I am the Grim Reaper, Death with a capital D, the 4th horseman & probably whatever else comes to your mind! Previous incarnations of my divine spark may be Hecate and/or Khonsu for comparison. Species wise, I consider myself undead. Simultaneously revenant & werewolf.

As For Other Spiritual Beliefs: 🦴I am also kemetic pagan! I am a devotee of Sutekh/Set & a child of Anpu/Anubis. 🦴I have dabbled in a lot of witchcraft, but I specialise in cartomancy (fortune telling/communication with playing cards)! 🦴Our headmate William & I both have 2 different eldritch deity types we may post about!

Friends & Fellow Pantheon Members: 🦅@aurorathinas Deity of Knowledge 🎨@ayami-kitsune Deity of Creativity Think you're a potential pantheon member, one of my demi-gods, angels or something else related? Feel free to send a DM/Ask!

Ask Box: Ask box is always open, come say hi! I love to elaborate on my identities & beliefs and even debate a little. Silly asks are also welcome! Worship Boundaries - Prayers, devotional writings and general worship will be absolutely adored, however I've no intention of creating a cult or having power over anyone. These interactions are for fun only!

Tags: 🦴grim talks - Anything about my personal life, identity or general conversation. 🦴scythe time - Anything more in-depth about divinity & alterhumanity. 🦴eldritch calls - Anything about our secondary eldritch types. 🦴nex not sft - Anything sexual or kink-related. Will also be tagged with specifics. 🦴mind of a god - Anything disability especially NPD & DID. Chronic pain & cane-posting will come here too for convenience.

Otherwise topics will just be tagged as they are. Alters will tag with their names, but it'll mostly be me.

[onhiswhitehorse]

Not my usual post but if any of you are marvel kins out there, we have a marvel fictionkin discord server!

It's 17+ but all members are currently adults.

Psychological & spiritual kins are welcome.

Pluralkit & Tupperbox available for all proxying.

System owned!

Friendly to all doubles boundaries.

Aside from kin, we also talk everything marvel: comics, tv, movies & games. Plenty of space for other fandoms you're in too! Total friendgroup vibes!

✨DM for the link!✨

Edit: It's STILL OPEN!!!

[onhiswhitehorse]

This place is still open & alive btw ^^

[imthere4yuu]

Might cry, stole this quote (under cut) from a comment on a TikTok about phantom wing syndrome by @anonymously.in.lo7

I can't find this vent art of someone lying in bed(?) with their wings sketched out (like this gif but it's a different drawing) in red with the words "something's missing" or something like that and i rly hope someone finds it and gets it to me 😭❤️

Also, if you don't want your ability to feel your wings to be scientifically theorized, keep scrolling ❤️

@Kai_Remington🍣:

"Hi! Someone who has experienced “phantom wings” for as long as I can remember and is a med student here! This is actually pretty common and doesn’t necessarily point to any medical issues or that anything is wrong with us. Here’s a longer explanation: Neurologically, the brain has a surprisingly flexible “body map” called the somatosensory homunculus. It’s capable of generating sensations for configurations that don’t exist physically. This doesn’t require trauma or amputation, it can happen naturally due to how your brain organizes sensation and imagination. This happens to many people with the feeling of limbs that may or may mot have ever been there like legs, hands, wings, tails, ears, and horns too! If your mind has had a strong mental model of wings since childhood, your brain can genuinely create a felt sensory map for them. This is not delusion. You’re not claiming they literally exist. You’re describing the SUBJECTIVE SENSATION, which is a real, studied thing. Knowing what it feels like to dive, hurt them, the ache of a long flight. That level of detail usually comes from kinesthetic imagination, a real measurable trait. Some people’s brains simulate physical sensation so well that it feels like lived memory. Your brain has a blueprint for where limbs should connect to a torso. Wing placement lines up near: the scapula, the latissimus dorsi, and the trapezius. This area is extremely expressive in humans, it’s why emotions tense your shoulder blades, and why you may feel “pressure” or “awareness” there when imagining wings. When your brain imagines wings, the body map activates those muscles as if they are the wing base. You are literally feeling a real brain-body signal. The cause is internal, but the sensation itself is genuine.

I really hope this helps and you find it as interesting as I do! Perhaps in the next life we will get our wings back friends!"

[stargazers-satellite]

some of us are built as cannon fodder. they built me to stay broken, not to be put back together again

[pro-willo-jack-bright]

"Introjects need to source separate"

"Introjects need to look at and examine their source to figure out why they formed."

"Introjects need to be exactly like their source."

"Introjects need to be a little different from their source."

"Problematic Introjects should never acknowledge that aspect of themselves."

"Problematic introjects need to be aware of what they did and apologize for it every time they want to speak."

Actually, Introjects need to have a warm blanket and drink and their favorite snack of choice.

[changelingcoded]

[gremlinservant]

Knight with physical disability please. Knight with bad hearing after so many battles. Knight who sprained an ankle once and it never healed right. Knight with colorblindness (can't tell the difference between surcoats). Knight who lost an arm but fights anyway.

Knight who has a homoerotic relationship with the healer who has to patch it up. Knight forced to retire because it can't sit without pain

[psychotic-tbh]

(Tw for brief mentions of mental health struggles)

It may take some time and patience, but…

It IS possible to survive hallucinations and thrive.

It IS possible to survive paranoia and thrive.

It IS possible to survive suicidal ideation/attempts and thrive.

It IS possible to survive mood swings and more extreme, long-term elevated moods/mental states and thrive.

It IS possible to survive intrusive thoughts and thrive.

It IS possible to survive SH and thrive.

It IS possible to survive SA/CSA and thrive.

It IS possible to survive traumatic experiences and flashbacks and thrive.

It IS possible to survive depression and thrive.

It IS possible to near-constant panic attacks and still thrive.

It IS possible to survive through cognitive changes and changes to your abilities and still thrive.

Your mental illness is not the end. Your disability is not all that you can be. Your struggles will not end you inherently.

It IS possible to find acceptance. It is possible to find people who care about and love you or to grow to appreciate your inherent self worth.

It is not a moral failing to struggle. You’re lovable. You’re valuable. You’re alive, and that alone means that you have a chance in this world.

It’s going to be okay. Hold on, it’s okay to find that balance between rest and fight for a better life, in whichever way that best fits you.

Don’t give up.

[psychotic-tbh]

This!!!!!

Also it is possible to survive a toxic or abusive relationship!

[onhiswhitehorse]

Chronic pain as undead kin affirming care send post

[395nm]

Fuck Meyer-Briggs whatever typology. This INTFP shit is only for redditors up their own asses to substitute for a personality. Use my new typology instead!

Your ideal environment is:

Hot/Cold

Wet/Dry

Bright/Dark

Loud/Quiet

[bedupolker]

HWBL - beach boy

HWBQ - tropical fish

HWDL - dingy club bathroom hookup

HWDQ - the swamp woman

HDBL - CoachellaBurningmanSouthbysouthwestACL attendee

HDBQ - Lizard

HDDL - Vegas babeyyyy

HDDQ - Trapped in a slot canyon

CWBL - Rowdy Lobsterman Crew

CWBQ - penguin living

CWDL - port angeles basement show

CWDQ - bruminating amphibian/hypothermic mammal

CDBL - ski resort

CDBQ - Christmas in Nebraska

CDDL - mcmurdo station rave

CDDQ - corpse

[not-really-all-that-human]

WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FANGS WHERE ARE MY FA

[bigandlong]

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

[jae-felidae]

Oh hey! Haven’t seen this in forever! Didn’t reblog it when it came across me before, not gonna skip it this time, I need some good vibes.

[devinwolfi]

sorry i can't make it. i have to watch my show that aired twenty years ago

[kaputtsolvi]

What I feel people frequently forget about autistic special interests is that they aren't always information based. They may simply be visual or mental

Someone may have a special interest in a show, but instead of that meaning that they will talk about that show often, it may mean they watch that show extremely frequently.

Special interests are ways of regulating, not simply encyclopedias we have in our heads. Sometimes it's watching something frequently. Maybe only listening to one genre of music, maybe it's a collection, maybe it's an action. I'm tired of it only being seen as autistic people's personal encyclopedias

[wheelie-sick]

it always confuses me when fakeclaimers will claim that "real DID" causes people to be confused all the time

while I'm sure that is some people's experience, a majority of people with DID developed it as a child. when you have lived most of your life with DID it all blends into a sense of normalcy. you often don't realize that your experiences are outside of the norm because they're normal to you.

things like appearing in places you don't remember going to, having done things you don't remember doing, etc. are typical to you and surely everyone experiences them, right? there are confusing moments, sure, but it's definitely not a majority of the time for many people with "real DID"

[wheelie-sick]

this is an unpopular take but actually yeah sometimes having low empathy does hurt people. it just doesn't mean that we're irredeemable monsters who need to be sterilized for the good of society.

sometimes low empathy makes people say unintentionally cold, mean, or downright cruel things

sometimes low empathy leads to a lack of care for others causing people to behave in hurtful ways intentionally

sometimes low empathy means that someone lacks understanding of why something is hurtful leading them to double down when confronted about it

sometimes low empathy makes attempts at offering sympathy clumsy and upsetting

sometimes low empathy can lead to attitudes about bullying such as "well I'm just telling [what I think is] the truth" without recognizing that certain comments can be hurtful even if you believe them to be true

while these actions are not acceptable or productive the big thing about them is that they can be learned from. not everyone can learn empathy- that's okay. everyone can learn to be a kinder, more considerate person.

denying that low empathy can lead to harmful behaviors does us no good. it erases many of us in favor of appearing respectable to the people who do not respect us.

yeah, I have low empathy. yeah, I have hurt people because of it- sometimes on purpose. I have learned from it. stop trying to make me the "wrong type of low empathy" or deny that the things I did were directly linked to my low empathy just because you think it makes you look bad. cool, you're perfect and your low empathy has never hurt someone but that's not true of many of us and you don't just get to throw us in the garbage can because we're inconvenient for your "low empathy hurts no one" narrative.

[autistichalsin]

I think the vast majority of "trans men have male privilege" takes come from people who invert the experience of trans women and assume that must be how trans men operate without ever having met a trans man