finalgirlsam

sam winchester brainrot || 24 ||18+ || spn is a genuine horror show || sol || she/they

[opheliasam]

sam winchester + being loved captivity

Reassurance to Sierra in High School—Sierra Demulder / For Your Own Good—Lean Horlick / A Self-Portrait in Letters—Anne Sexton / Ask Polly—Heather Havrilesky

[ptolemaeaszns]

happened to sam winchester

[loveridden1999]

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

[beybuniki]

idk if john winchester ever bothered with booster seats for his kids but i know he had dean aka his swiss army knife

[beybuniki]

dean is so funny

[jaredwalkersam]

Jared Padalecki | Jibcon 2026 | Grateful

[stickingupforsammy]

[impalaphilia]

sammy (pet name) (callsign) (regression trigger) (regression indicator) (dog cue) (safe word) (corpse)

[sam-loml]

Sam and Dean in Supernatural 11.17 , Red Meat

[spnyuri]

sam limping back to the apocalypse world camp:

[spnyuri]

FULLY HEALED AND LIMPINGGGGGG

[truly-nerdy]

crashing out about jesse's arc in brba season 3. like. he goes to rehab and adopts this twisted version of self acceptance which allows him to bury his guilt with the idea that he's a fundamentally Bad person and should accept himself as such. he feels responsible for Jane's death, and consequently, the deaths of 167 people in the wayfarer crash. he manipulates the girl at the gas station into accepting meth in exchange for his gas, and tries as hard as he can to get revenge on Hank, and steals from the lab and sells to the vulnerable people in rehab, because if he's a Bad Person then he doesn't need to feel guilty for everyone who died, and doesn't need to hate himself, like he says to the group leader, because he can tell himself that it's self acceptance. and even when he goes to the shoot out with gus's men, it's clear that he believes he could and would kill them, the same way that he knows Walter has killed people. but then The Gale Scene happens, and part of why that scene is such a gut punch is that we are watching jesse realize that he's not a killer, and doesn't want to hurt people, at the one moment where it's not an option for him to back out. it's a moral and emotional threshold that he doesn't want to cross, but out of loyalty to Walter, he does it. and then all of season 4 is the consequences of him realizing that (unlike walter) hurting people will never be painless for him. and he cannot absolve his guilt by believing he's the bad guy.

[echoeyee]

waltjesse really is one of the best dynamics ever put on television like what if you were the most fucked up man on earth's specialest boy who he loved soso much because he got to abuse you like a son AND a wife

[opheliasam]

the fact that walter and jesse have a TEXTBOOK y/n slash her alpha dominant older dark! toxic! manipulative meth empire king-pin billionaire possessive stalker bf relationship . Ok

[laferrassie]

thinking about the myriad opportunities walter white has to accept support only to ignore it or turn it down every time, even beyond the obvious example of elliot offering to pay for his treatment. hank telling him he'll look after skyler and flynn if anything happens. marie getting in touch with the best oncologist she can find. his whole family banding together to support him. the janitor cleaning up after him during chemo, giving him gum. flynn telling him his shaved head is badass. handing out flyers when he goes missing. flynn trying to get him to drink the apple juice in the hospital. hank's fundraiser. flynn's fundraiser. his discomfort with jesse's genuine joy at his remission. he was hellbent on refusing love at every turn just because it wasn't perfect. walter white shut himself off from the world from the get-go. you can't help a person who is determined not to be helped.

[chasoc]

Walt absolves his family. Breaking Bad S5E14: Ozymandias

[ozymandiasdirge]

also mike in half measures talking about how much he hated wife beaters in philly and how much he wanted to help that poor girl get away from her shitty husband and she never listened and then he killed her after mike let him live. coughs anyway that’s literally the walt&jesse&mike dynamic of season 5a but we’re not ready for that conversation either

[ozymandiasdirge]

anyways…..i spent way too much time on this

Breaking Bad // Half Measures (2010)

[bipolar-apostate-stuff-blog]

“He says ‘I don’t get it, why are you still a virgin at 24?’ He says ‘I don’t believe you, I’ve seen you walk, virgins don’t walk like that’ He says, ‘That ain’t natural, people are supposed to fuck.’ He asks ‘Why though? No offence though.’ I ask ‘When was your first time?’ He says ‘I was 12’ He says ‘I know what you’re thinking, that’s too young.’ I look at his knuckles, he has two good hands. He says ‘She was older than me.’ I ask ‘How old?’ And he says ‘It’s better that the girl is older, that’s how I learnt all things I know’ He licks his lips. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘I could use one finger to make you sob’ I think of my brother in prison and I can’t remember his face. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘Boys become men in the laps of women, you know?’ I think of my mothers faced lined with her bad choices in men. He says ‘If you were mine you wouldn’t get away with this shit, I’d eat you for hours, I’d gut you like fruit.’ I think of my cousins circumcision, how she feels like a mermaid, not human from the waist down. He says ‘I’d look after you, you know?’ I laugh, I ask for the last time ‘How old?’ He says ‘34.’ He says ‘She was beautiful though and I know what you’re thinking but it’s not like that, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man. No one could ever hurt me’.”

— Warsan Shire, Crude Conversations With Boys Who Fake Laughter Often (via bodyfluids)

[opheliasam]

sam winchester + shame (pt. II)