just another nancy boy

tal/taliesin (he/it/they/assorted neo pronouns ) // 34. // ⚧️🌈 // uk. // i make things sometimes. // i post mostly rambling nothingness but more often than not, it's fandom shit too. // i really REALLY like michael sheen. no, REALLY. // i'm very uncool and weird and offputting and kinda proud of that tbh. // some of my posts are nsfw or suggestive. i kink post sometimes. i try to tag things with ‘nsft’ and/or ‘kink talk’.

[pansypaladin]

🛡️🗡️ 𝖕𝖎𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖙

Hello!

I’m Taliesin, or You Can Call Me Tal. I use he/him pronouns mostly, but always open to that being mixed with they/them, it/its, and/or neopronouns like xe/xem, pup/pups and ey/em. Mostly I stick to he/him though so don’t stress! I’m 34, from the UK, I’m trans masc and genderweird and xenogender, I’m queer and in a relationship that’s currently long distance with my darling.

I’m a stereotypical autistic furry. I like wolves and anything related to them. Also hyenas. And dragons. I’m learning to care less what people think of me and my hobbies but it’s a work in progress.

I spend my time making stuff, mostly. If I’m not making something, I’m roleplaying or writing, or playing video games.

I mostly post anything that takes my fancy here. From Good Omens to FFXIV, (I do have a blog for that at @mainscenarioquests!) I post about many fandoms, as well as not-fandom content. A lot of my posts are personal on some level. I post a lot about my life as a disabled, fat, trans man. I also post art, including fursuiting stuff, and writing of all kinds here. My AO3 is linked at the bottom of this post if you’re nosy or a fan of weird, kinky, sexy fiction (mostly, sometimes I post normal stories 😂) but I tend to post fiction pretty rarely anyway.

Links Out

General Fandom/Personal Bsky: asouthernpansy.bsky.social

FFXIV Bsky 🔞: mainscenarioquests.bsky.social

Shop/Arts and Crafts Bsky: madebytaliesin.bsky.social

AO3: PansyKnight

Personal Ko-fi: southernpansy

Shop: ko-fi.com/madebytaliesin

Shop/Arts and Crafts Tumblr: @madebytaliesin

Ask for personal links like my personal FB and Insta!

Blinkies & Stamps

(Because the old web should never have died!)

[hotnfreshtakes]

trans men and transmascs do need to hear they aren't hurting anyone for being masculine, but more than that they need to hear that they are loved for being masculine. your masculinity is wonderful and magical and you pull it off incredibly well. your masculinity is cool, it's desirable, it's attractive. there are people out there who will be drawn to you because of your masculinity, not just in spite of it. you deserve more than just to be tolerated in queer spaces. your masculinity deserves to be celebrated

[saros-system]

@this-is-trans-joy

[this-is-trans-joy]

This is trans joy!!!

[woman-becomer]

imagine a goat with a hat

STOP-

what hat did you give the goat what is the instinctual hat you gave to this goat

[pansypaladin]

i'm not a huge football fan but VIVA ESPANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[t8uny]

pupgender is just as much a serious gender as woman, mew/mews pronouns aren't less respectable than she/her or he/him, being stargender isn't any more "silly" or "frivolous" than being a man, being xenogender isn't the gender equivalent to playing with toys we ARE our genders no matter how playful with gender a xenogendered person is

[ladybracknellssherry]

This is getting ridiculous, as if it wasn't already. It's down right insulting to compare someone dead naming a trans person to someone having a different interpretation of a TV show finale than you. As far as tagging goes, the block button is right there if you don't like how someone tags or doesn't tag things. Harassing people who are minding their own business writing fics and drawing fluffy fanart to tag things that isn't even in that art is just being a jerk because you don't like what they're drawing and writing.

[depraveddame]

You’re right, anon— this is getting ridiculous. It is utterly absurd that anyone is acting as if engaging in the long-established and courteous practice of correctly tagging a ship is infringing on their civil liberties and is a direct, personal attack on how they feel about the finale. It is downright insulting that every well thought-out and eloquently presented argument from those you don’t agree with is reduced and twisted into something dripping in bad faith. It is ridiculous that this fandom is mostly made up of adults— many of them in their 30’s-60’s— but so many are acting like they’re in grade school.

Ridiculous is absolutely the correct word.

[ladybracknellssherry]

thank you @depraveddame for responding to this anon. my arm is just too tired from beating this horse that refuses to die.

[ladybracknellssherry]

It's just that... I remember when Rachel said she didn't feel safe on the internet and every finale enjoyer rushed to comment and dote and apologize on behalf of whoever it was that had made her feel that way. And then when fellow fans, people who they have known and interacted with and even been friends with, ask that they please just tag things so that we can feel safe in this fandom again, we are attacked with vitriol and outraged refusal.

[thoughtfulrobot]

Every tumblr blogger needs an old man to be weird about. It's essential enrichment

[thoughtfulrobot]

Every tumblr blogger needs a minimum of at least one old man to be weird about. Increase the dose as needed

[youmynock]

Thank you kind prescriber this next one will fix me for sure

[peonymage]

astraniaaurum —> peonymage

Tal and I are matchies again :>

[pansypaladin]

matchy matchy <3

[pansypaladin]

changed url again!

i'm now pansypaladin, was sollunaastra :>

[eff-ablefics]

who has the sexiest hands?

aziraphale

crowley

Remaining time: 1 day 2 hours

propaganda

aziraphale’s hands: plump and broad, well-manicured, strong due to carrying books around, familiar with gripping swords (wink).

crowley’s hands: long and slender, potentially more dexterous due to snake-like qualities, nail polish, claws and/or scales.

[dalliancekay]

[itsineffhazbinle]

[myirlnameiscloud]

B-but people with micropenises are my emotional support minority to bully!! 🥺🥺 B-but it's funny that their penises are small!! 🥺🥺 B-but I only make fun of BAD people by calling their penises small!! 🥺🥺 I have good reason to make fun of people with micropenises!! 🥺🥺 It's not intersexism if it's funny!! 🥺🥺 It's sooo funny because their penises are small!! 🥺🥺 Guys it's sooo funny come on!! 🥺🥺

[myirlnameiscloud]

Aaand here's some of the lovely comments under this post:

I think I hate tumblr.

Anyways BLOCKED!!!

[genderkoolaid]

There is no feminist way to participate in toxic masculinity, and mocking people for having fragile masculinity is toxic masculinity, point blank period. Its fundamentally patriarchal.

The idea that "having fragile masculinity" is inherently a personality defect or moral failing is patriarchal. So much of this kind of bullshit is people taking fundamentally patriarchal ideas of manhood (for example, that men being vulnerable is a defect or moral failing) and defining it around slightly more feminist values.

Like, the only thing that is different from bog standard patriarchy here is the inclusion of "macho." But like, the idea that there are "fragile" men who fail to be "real men" with unshakeable firm masculinity, and they also secretly have small penises and are biologically less manly compared to "real men" whose real manhood can be located in their large penises... babe that's just toxic masculinity. The same "macho" shit you hate those men for, you yourself engage in, just a little to the left.

Fragile masculinity is not a moral failing, and it doesn't intrinsically make someone a worse person. And tbh I think talking about "fragile masculinity" like this is kind of disgustingly individualistic, and doesn't do much to encourage conversation about how patriarchy constructs manhood and masculinity as tools of control and oppression (what some feminists might call misandry).

[genderkoolaid]

#in the 00s a friend of mine decided to rail again the micropenis thing#and just announced to people that he had a small dick#I have no idea how big his dick is but I assume average cos it was never a genuine topic#but his announcing having a small dick whenever it came up was so interesting#people's responses were very telling#there were ones who commiserated which like. at least you're kind but also it's not that bad a thing#and there were ones who kept making fun of him and had to handle the whole room turning on them#I thought it was a great power play#we were teens so dick size came up quite a bit lol

world's basedest person

[street-dog-bread]

[thedeepmiracleperfection]

To everyone saying "they don't need to kiss to prove they're in love"

Do you understand the implications, especially in today's political climate, of a show that revolves heavily around a queer/queer-coded couple where the only onscreen kiss between said couple is their breakup? Especially one that explores themes of sin, forbidden love, religion, dogma, and high control groups? One where the character associated with hell is the one forcing the kiss and the character associated with Christian heaven (even if heaven in this case is bad) is the one who is not receptive to that affection? A show where the heaven associated character tells the one who kissed him "I forgive you"? One where the main characters have had to hide their relationship for fear of their lives in a storyline that is heavily analogous to the persecution of queer people? Where even in a scene that showed explicitly they were married, the show still would not deign to display physical intimacy between two men? Y'know, some of the most highly stigmatized kind of affection there is?

If they had never kissed at all, I wouldn't mind. But by kissing in season 2 when they broke up, they showed that they were willing to cross that line. They stopped being ambiguous in that moment. They're whole "we're not humans and don't show love like humans" went out the window when the show decided they would in fact engage in an overtly queer act. But the only time there is unambiguous queer affection is when it's used to separate the characters.

If they had never had a full on sex scene between two hetero characters who had just met in season 1, I wouldn't mind. But the show was more comfortable with displaying physical intimacy between a man and a woman that we never saw after season 1 than they were between the two main characters of the show.

If they hadn't had an ending that literally showed their wedding rings, showing that they clearly can and will display a queer couple and also conform to heteronormative standards by having them married at all, then I wouldn't mind. But they went as far as having the characters who famously had a relationship that was open to interpretation and put them in the husband/romantic partner box, but wouldn't dare go as far as physical intimacy?

I know that many people who are not amanormative or allonormative are frustrated that a relationship that was previously ambiguous/up for interpretation was boxed into a romantic label. But now that they have, it says something that they chose to display queer relationships, and they chose to display physical affection, but not both at the same time. It says something even if they didn't intend to. It's just too awfully convenient that the couples who are always subjected to "well you don't need to be physical to be in love" are the queer couples. In a political climate that promotes homophobia and violence against our community, increasingly sex negative and pro-censorship legislation regarding online spaces, and legislation that aims to categorize participating in anything remotely queer in public as a sex crime, I think anyone who looks at a story of romantic love between two masculine presenting people and says it's not necessary to have overt physical acts of affection has lost the plot.

It's a cop out, plain and simple. And queer fans deserved better.

[princess-spock]

[rainbowhyperfixation]

[image description: graphic which has text with some words emphasized by being in a different color. Text says “CAN YOU IMAGINE A STRAIGHT STORY WHERE THE MOST WE COULD HOPE FOR A REUNION OF LOVERS WOULD BE A KISS...

…AND THEN THEY DIDN'T KISS BECAUSE THEY ALREADY KISSED ONCE?”]

I said on numerous occasions between season 2 and 3 that if they can show two people who met 5 minutes ago have sex and also have a second implied sex scene, they can do the same for the two beings who have known each other for more than 6000 years. I didn’t forget about queerphobia. I just expected that a show that has been progressive in so many ways wouldn’t go backwards. I was wrong, on so many counts. And I’m heartbroken because of all the choices that the writers made

[pansypaladin]

I’m a capitalist whore and I buy the occasional blind box so sue me.

Anyway I got a rare/secret from this Smiski Hippers box and he’s so cute!! I’m gonna stick him on my new laptop when I get it in a week or a week and a half :)

[crabussy]

I don't understand how cis people obsessed with gender norms think trans people are the weird ones. they're going around believing that your name has to correlate to your genitals. your fashion has to correlate to your genitals. your behaviours have to correlate to your genitals. your hobbies have to correlate to your genitals. who you date has to correlate to your genitals. whether you can put sparkles on your eyelids or not has to correlate to your genitals. and then people like me go "hmm. I might not do that. maybe I'll just do what feels fun and okay instead" and they LOSE their MINDS

[guiltfactory-moved]

the "my favorite character did nothing wrong" mindset is completely unappealing to me because i love thinking about all the things my favorite characters did wrong

[axolotluv]

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