Gothic or Rose, they/she. 18 years old but NSFW DNI. Lover of singing and vocal performance. Writing hyperfixation right now. Fan of MCR. Desirer of 15 ear piercings. Spanish proficient. Bigots DNI. BLM. Free Palestine, Ukraine, Sudan, & Congo. My gender is whatever makes me the most gay.
Please know that I am a real fucking person and take things very personally/overthink a lot so please don’t be an asshole
🚨 I vaguepost on here and use it as a safe space so pleaseeee don’t look at my blog if you know me irl (unless I have talked about it with you)🚨
I talk about NSFW topics mostly for activism but other than that my blog is sfw because multiple minors follow me.
(I may make another blog for more NSFW stuff but idk if I really want to because I don’t want to post about it that much anyway.)
Intro post:
I’m nonbinary feminine-presenting, use any pronouns
Certified yearner
OCD
English speaker, Spanish is my second language
I love MCR but I understand why some people have a problem with them (Gerard marrying LynZ etc.)
I love the show Elite and I DEFINITELY understand why people have a problem with that fucking thing (/affectionate)
DNI pro-ai people (if you’re trying to get clean from AI I support you though ❤️), zionists who support modern Israel, antisemites, bigots, and anyone that is pushing porn (if you just have it on your blog that’s fine but BE A NORMAL PERSON AND DON’T TALK TO ME ABOUT IT)
Send me asks I’m nice I swear 😭
I also run the side blogs @gerard-madej and @ur-boy-kuweiei
More fandoms/things I like (alphabetized):
American Murder Song, Arrested Development, Bandidos, Ben of the Week, Bojack Horseman, Brad Mondo, Buzzfeed Unsolved, Calvin & Hobbes, Cinema Therapy, Danny Gonzalez, Delilah Morgan, Dylan Is In Trouble, Esa Noche, Ginny & Georgia, Heathers, I Am Not Okay With This, Jennifer’s Body, Jessie Paege, Knives Out Trilogy, K-pop demon hunters, Lavendertowne, MacDoesIt, Magnus Archives, MCR, Mean Girls, Never Have I Ever, Next to Normal, Ooga Booga, Puppet History, Ride the Cyclone, Sinners, Six of Crows, Stranger Things, Watcher Entertainment, Welchy, White Lotus, Young Sheldon
Pro tip! If u have OCD, that genre of advice stuff that's like "if youre questioning whether youre X, you probably are" is not for you and is in fact poison!!!
Tbh I don’t think Dylan Is In Trouble’s Obsession review was very good or groundbreaking
He didn’t say anything terrible but he didn’t address the sexual assault by naming it as sexual assault. He called it “taking advantage of” which is meh terminology.
The bar is kinda on the floor and/or y’all are just parasocial
What’s interesting is in an old video he called an nonconsensual kiss with a sleeping person rape so he probably does have a good standard for what constitutes SA. He may have just been thrown off by the horror of the movie.
He said he had a lot to think about so good for him, I know he’s pretty smart and I’ll probably keep watching him
Alex Meyers having 3.99 million subscribers when he used to have 4 million is giving me life hehehehehehe
Genuinely praying on that man’s downfall
Please please please go unsubscribe to him, i forgot that I was subscribed before he went mask-off entitled self-righteous raging misogynist and i just unsubscribed
Wdym he called a character (who is a rape victim) played by an actress 10 years younger than him a “crystal mommy latina” multiple times
Wdym he said that “one could only stay strong for so long” with a sexualized picture of THE REAL ACTRESS INDE NAVARETTE REFERENCING HER CHARACTER BEING RAPED
And what do you mean he said he has a “South American woman writer” who wrote those jokes dude no one fucking believes you
Wdym he called Bear “gentlemanly” and said “you guys just WANT him to be a horrible incel intentionally malicious guy”
Wdym he didn’t mention any of the sexual assault and called it the devil’s tango. Wdym he glossed over the fact that the intercourse even happened at all??
Wdym he compared Obsession to a romcom or girls being obsessed with One Direction and implied that the normal thing to want in a crush is to remove someone’s bodily autonomy
Wdym he somehow found a way to shit on women (all women obviously) who like true crime in his apology
Wdym he said “she kissed him after all” so he has “plausible deniability”, ignoring the fact that he rapes her AFTER THAT
Wdym he said that he didn’t know why Bear was complaining once he found out about the One Wish Willow because “he wanted the crystal mommy latina experience and he got the crystal mommy Latina experience” THE EXPERIENCE OF RAPING SOMEONE
Wdym he said that having sex with a woman who’s claiming to have been on MDMA (actually demonically possessed) is “above board”
Wdym he said that Bear loves Nikki. Just that. Fucking that. HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY SAY THAT BEAR LOVES NIKKI.
Wdym he said “SHUTUP NIKKI NO ONE ASKED FOR YOUR OPINION” when she made one small joke and said she seems like “one of those ball-busting types who thinks no one can handle her but then just lies there” she’s a rape victim Alex. Why are you talking about her “just lying there”
my therapist: “you need to unlearn the belief that failing to completely explain every statement you make will cause people to misinterpret and hate you. that’s generally not how people think, and it’s just your OCD talking.”
tumblr when you word a post slightly vaguely/poorly:
Hey if a person with OCD tells you that they’re having a compulsion to tell you something but are trying not to, and you respond by saying “noooooo tell me please 🥺”, you should *remembers that my moral ocd prevents me from telling anyone to die in a fire* rethink your life choices!!
I lowkey forget if some of these people who I don’t interact with as much are moots or just people I follow/people who follow me, and I’m too lazy to check T-T. Sorry if you don’t wanna be tagged lol
i am so so so sorry about this uhm yeah i forgot people AND tagged you guys for no reason at the same time sorry 😞 (not sorry to jia anika and elle) sorry again 🥹