If you know us, no you don't! [This is where we like to post assorted shit, reblog stuff we like, and just lurk for fun. Nothing too serious. Check pinned for more info about us.]
Judas: host & body name // Choir: system name (Choir System)
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— body is twenty-one [21] years old.
— collectively he/him + it/its and (when referring to multiple parts) plural they/them. alternate between first-person pronouns i/me and we/us.
— multiply disabled; autistic DID system, primarily a cane user for chronic pain & balance. hard of hearing because auditory processing disorder. we have other issues but I'm not going to list them out lmfao
— intersex genderfluid cistrans man. multigendered like a math equation; cisgender nonbinary, transgender boyflux(man–neutrois)+agender. sometimes butch lesbian on top of that. genderfaunet as a whole I think but it's rlly hard to explain go check out the full hoard here on pronouns.page (link)
— racialized reconnecting wative or something IDK the W in wative shines in terms of majority lived experience I fear. USAmerican in nationality, and ethnicity I primarily identify as Southern Italian, Polish, and Hinono'ei (Arapaho) but I'm a mysterious mixed blend of others
— check out my other [tumblr] blogs @yourfaveisintersex, @cah-culture-is, and @hypogonadism-culture-is!
Testosterone HRT Jun.1.2023 | Top Surgery Oct.30.2024
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psst... this is only a basic intro. click below for lots more!
Boundaries and BYF info.
— Feel free to send us asks or DM us. We like messages. In addition if we do anything wrong... please just tell us? We're constantly trying to learn and grow for the better.
— We block liberally to curate our online experience. If you make us uncomfortable we won't hesitate to do so, even if you aren't on our below "DNI". Folk who apply to our DNI can and will get blocked, including when found in our notifications.
— We also read a lot of, if not all, our notifications. Expect the possibility of a response as well when you say something, whether it be in your askbox, a reblog of your reblog, whatever.
— If you say dumbfuck shit in my notifications expecting me to debate you (especially if you're on our DNI!), you're sorely mistaken. I rarely if ever debate or argue because it's worthless time & energy to expend. At least be funny if you're gonna try?
— Please do not interrogate us about our full background, especially if you are a stranger. We literally don't know it all, and more importantly we don't owe you it. If you demand our intersex variation(s) you owe us $20 also. Fund our testing if you insist we need to be diagnosed.
— For the love of humanity if you have a complex typing quirk and are able to, please be willing to translate it into plain English. Obligatory "typing quirks are inherently ableist and refusing to translate is being actively ableist". As a Homestuckie I can understand leetspeak-esque quirks, but if yours is so esoteric I can't easily gleam what your message says it will get on my nerves.
— Please please please understand that if you misinterpret my posts as a stranger I might get passive aggressive. I try not to, this is unfortunately the piss on the poor website, but god damn please use your reading comprehension for a minute before saying something on our posts.
— Parts/alters (we use both terms interchangably) don't have signoffs by default just cause we don't really see the point here. Everyone who's willing & allowed on here uses tumblr as they wish.
— At this point we're endo-apathetic. I truly can't bother to give an earnest fuck over the discourse anymore. Pros neutrals and antis alike are allowed to interact. Don't be a dick, don't be someone who spouts blatant misinformation about OSDDID, whatever, and we should be fine.
— We don't usually tag triggers (or much of anything) especially on reblogs. We just hit the funny green button unless the content is particularly compelling enough for us to tag.
— In general we're really sloppy with tags. We've had this blog for years on end, and don't feel particularly inclined to sideblogs. This also means you might stumble upon old posts and/or opinions if you go through our blog. Sorry for any cringe you find /lh
DNI
more of a broad "who we ignore/block" and opinions list. I mean seriously, is a flesh & blood TERF going to listen to this?
in other news, if you don't apply to any of the below, you should follow us! /not forced
— Any type of bigot.
— Radical feminists in general. This includes TERFs, T"I"RFs, SWERFs, febfems, transradfems, etc. We include them under our "bigot" label, but just being thorough. This includes people who have "men DNI" somewhere on their profile. For all intents and purposes I am a man 🫶
— Any flavor of right-wing nonsense. (conservative, alt-right, neonazi, pro-life, antivax, etc.)
— Anti-Furry. Your life is boring as shit.
— Anti-therian/otherkin/alterhuman, or any adjacent label.
— Anti-POSIC+ (link) and objectum folks.
— Anti-self-shipping, self-inserts or self-OCs, and OC x Canon. Your life is ALSO boring as shit.
— Heavily involved in shipcourse. We do not label ourselves proship/antiship/neutral because we don't take shipcourse seriously. It should be common sentiment that pedophilia(+related i.e necro, zoo), incest, abuse etc. that's publicly romanticized/fetishized as normal, okay, or otherwise something that should be encouraged in real life, is wrong. However, it's also wrong to harass & bully people over the shit they enjoy that's completely fictional when nobody in real life is actively being tangibly hurt about it. Use the block button and filter content you don't wanna see. TL;DR,
[ID: A tumblr screenshot with a grainy filter overlay. It's a post by @/bloodenjoyer posted on May 25, 2023 that reads as follows, "i’m not “pro ship” or “anti ship” i live in the real world + have media literacy + am grossed out by pedophilia which is all pretty standard fare for people who life in the real world actually". /end ID.]
— Puritans. Your anti-kink folks and the like. Much like the above I genuinely don't fucking care what consenting adults get up to in private as long as nobody is being tangibly hurt. And I think you're the weird one if you police people's sexual lives if, again, nobody is actually being hurt by their behavior.
— Queer exclusionists, infighters, and feds (truscum/transmed, anti-contradictory identities, believes aspec aren't inherently queer, doesn't believe transandrophobia is real, attempts to rehash the gender binary i.e. with afab/amab or tme/tma, etc.)
— Not normal about intersex people. Sex is not binary. You cannot "transition to become intersex". Intersex doesn't mean "both sets of fully-functioning genitalia". AFAB doesn't equal "female" and AMAB doesn't equal "male". Be a better advocate.
— Pro-radqueer/(non-harmless) transx identities.
— Pro-contact stance of harmful paraphilias. (ex. pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia)
— Believe in "narc abuse" or other cluster B "abuses".
— Anti-age regression/age dreaming (agere/agedre) or pet regression/pet dreaming (petre/petdre).
— Anti-well researched self-diagnosis.
— Believe OEA isn't real or purposefully believe conspiracy theories & other disinformation related to it.
— If you don't know how to use the block button yourself and shit bricks in our notes/askbox over something trivial. /hj
i support universal free healthcare for one simple reason: if you are diagnosed with a terminal illness you should quit your job. quitting your job is the correct response to terminal illness. but you can’t do that if your healthcare is tied to your job
listen if somebody knows that they will be dead in a years time, and you are forcing them to continue to come into work, that’s fucked up. terminally ill people should be able to quit their jobs and live their last few months to the fullest. i don’t get how that’s a controversial opinion
im gonna sound fucking high; but there’s just something about minecraft ‘body language’, man.
the way people crouch and do little bounces/bows to say hello, i’m friendly! the way they punch as a substitute for pointing or waving hello. the slow pulling out of weapon as a threat, quickly removing armor to show you are peaceful. sticking little signs in the ground and writing messages. the way people‘s avatars go still when they are thinking, or laughing so much their hands came off the keyboard. square eye contact. jumping, spinning, bobbing your head to music. punching your friend jokingly.
half of it is human perception but the other half is ways of communication we created ourselves, because people just are like that. they express themselves.
i know its just a block game but looking at it is so soothing and im feeling emotional tonight
You point out that something going on in China is very capitalist and there’s always somebody who goes “but aren’t they communist tho”
My friends, pure communism in practice was dead the moment it started and Chinese internet influencers have so many fucking sponsorships per video. Have you had your head under a rock for the past 30 years?
You know why they have entire empty cities in China? It’s not for a growing population. Their population has been in decline for a few years now. No. Its investments. The housing investment market is so deep fried cooked crazy whackadoodle over there that they have entire empty cities. It’s nuts.
it never ceases to upset me when i follow a queer/trans content creator and then they randomly out that theyre transandrophobic. it just really fucking sucks
unfortunately when you are a trans man who follows trans/queer content creators, no matter how trans friendly they paint themselves to be, you just dont know how they feel about trans men before they explicitly talk about trans men. its not like how we as trans people dont know a content creators view on trans people until they say it because you can follow an account that has been openly pro trans for YEARS and then one day theyll just drop that theyre not transMASC friendly. and those two things are different. we as trans men will follow accounts that are trans friendly and often times also run by trans people, only to be slapped in the face with the fact that a lot of people exclude trans men in their trans activism, if they arent outright hateful to us. and i feel like those are just very different things
so was no one was gonna tell me that the painting saturn devouring his son was found painted directly onto the walls of the artist’s home after he died and that it may not even be depicting the greek legend, that’s just the most common interpretation??????
This is the painting is question by Francisco Goya. Not only was this painting found, but a series of 13 other disturbing pieces of art called his “Black Paintings”. At this point in Goya’s life he had lost his hearing (well most of it) and had moved into a villa where he became a recluse. This was directly after the Napoleonic wars. These paintings were never meant to be found. They were never commissioned and he solely made these for himself.
americans are sooo desensitized to guns and sometimes it manifests in ways that affect your media literacy. like remember in the first episode of sherlock when john watson opens up his drawer and you see a gun in there and youre supposed to understand that this is narratively significant and conveys his suicidality as well as his willingness to skirt rules and laws but the first time i watched it i was like oh well theres his desk gun. lots of people have those
