Sad Sick and Stoned

French, 158cm sw: 56kg cw:40kg gw:35kg ugw:32kg

[nate-trying-to-survive]

😭🤚

[sadboys2k01]

I‘m only useful when I‘m being used

[cvttings]

someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

i just need everything to stop

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Some things don't ever change. I was such a lonely child, and now I'm such a lonely adult.

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[sadsickandstoned]

Currently feeling betrayed and heartbroken to the point of being nauseous over a scenario I created in my head

[sadsickandstoned]

"Omg why would you do that to yourself ? Are you feeling unwell mentally ??:("

No ho that's actually my hobby 🙄

[burned0utstar]

I'm trying to remember that I don't hate my friends, to remind myself that I am just hurt.

I am not wanting them to actually suffer, I just want them to know what it feels like to be ignored.

I am doing my best to acknowledge that I do not want to see them dead, that I just want them to stay and hug me.

I try to know that I am not a terrible person, while screaming at myself that I am.

[lifeisweird2002]

I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

[sadsickandstoned]

Spreading it open 🥵(my cut) after penetrating😈❤️‍🔥(with my scalpel)

[seiba333]

does anyone else isolate themselves for scary long periods of time because they don't wanna be seen until they're skinny enough

[i-hate-you-so-much-deactivated2]

so true and because everyone is scary and wants to hurt me

[sadsickandstoned]

Cutting my arm fascia deep and hitting an artery on the way with my scalpel : teehee 😆🤪💕💞🫶

Accidentally nicking myself with my razor while shaving: 😭😱😢💀👎👎

[helloimtired]

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

[thesaramonster]

[sadsickandstoned]

I have decided to combine my eating disorder and physical self harm, every time I eat I cut myself, the more cals the deeper

[the-flesh-of-mental-illness-dea]

you will never know how bad it is until i’m gone