s a m a n t h a ✨ @samanthaaxo - Tumblr Blog

I have low self esteem and that’s not gonna change because I am intelligent

If another famous wealthy rich famous black person compliments one of my family members; tell them to hand over there millions/billions of cash to me because some of my family don’t even like black people & I deserve all the money 😁⭐️

My life sucks. This is not a life I want. I am stuck home the whole day and feel like I am running crazy. I barely go out, it’s like I am living no life. I am 29 years old. I was in and out of mental hospitals/therapy. I am disabled and don’t drive because of my health condition. I wish I can go out more often and do things i enjoy. I am in my parents house like a prisoner. My mom doesn’t drive only my dad and I don’t want to bother him too much because he is old. I just started back therapy and to be honest it’s okay but it sucks too because I have had so much therapy already. I just want to live a life that makes me happy where I can do everything I enjoy. I live in Florida by the way. I hope things change and I eventually live a life that I desire.

I am currently overweight and it would mean the world to me if I got down to my ideal weight and remained that way permanently. I don’t want to be fat and I hope I lose all this unwanted weight forever.

Sometimes I wonder if God really loves me because I had people say I am ugly and not appealing especially men. There was this white guy with muscles who I thought was really attractive and he told me I am ugly and fat. I have had people be mean to me my whole life and bully me. It hurts my feelings. I was in and out of mental hospitals.

My name is Samantha.

Everyone please pray and stand in agreement for the devil to be gone from me forever. It would mean the world to me if the devil is gone from me forever and never returns.

God bless you all abundantly

I don’t normally do rants like this but do you see the girl in this picture? Her brother is literally a sex offender. She exchanged numbers with me randomly at the mall and I went to her house and one day she eventually forced me to touch her boobs. She is from Trinidad living in Florida. Her name is Abisha Gobin. She is a nasty individual. Has more than one criminal record. I just want to spread awareness because Americans shouldn’t welcome sex offenders. I knew her and her family for two years and I never seen such big low life losers in my life. They are so stupid. She didn’t even want to go to school and get an education. She took advantage of me and deserves to rot. Her and her family are a disgrace to Trinidad. I don’t want to be anywhere around sex offenders.

My name is Samantha.

Please pray for the devil to be gone and removed from me forever. It would mean the world to me if the devil is gone from me forever 🙏

I am not finding the type of mental help I want that can change my life /:

There was one time I was hospitalized in a residential treatment center in Florida and one of the female mental health techs that I kept talking to and opening up to told me to make a wish and it will come true. I feel like the wish is coming true but it wasn’t even like a big wish. I wish I made a better wish. I wish that I can have 100 more wishes come true because honestly right now my life sucks and I am barely living. I hope I can get my 100 wishes one day soon. It would mean the world to me if I do.