no thoughts, heart full of love for caduceus clay

violet | she/her | 27 | 📚: the dove in the belly

[firstprinced]

[agnes-nielsens]

you're telling me this hole is significant to the plot?

[gyrovagi]

unethical nonmonogamy where god is the third

[weepingchoir]

When a book is bad, oh well, the failed artistry of one rube, maybe co-authors. But when a movie is bad, and you consider the military-like scale of production, man-hours, the money involved: you must understand, it feels like I’ve been at war with the world for 29 years.

[elexuscal]

#when a book is bad you can be like. wow what a fascinating insight into One Guy's personal issues#when a movie is bad it's like. hundreds of people thousands of hours and millions of dollars were marshalled to make this thing#and it Completely Sucks (@specialagentartemis)

[boringangel]

Lowkey in a prison of my own making but it’s whatever

[goldensunset]

dude i love how chill and selfless you are 😄 by any chance is your wildest fantasy to be Useful?

[rozrozhollander]

But you know me. I'm lazy, so... I don't know that side of you at all.

[somecommonbitch]

really truly nothing i love more than a narrator who is just wrong. i love writing dual pov and theyre both wrong in completely different ways and no one is operating with all the information. someone trying to solve a puzzle with half the pieces missing and making some new entirely wrong picture because no one told them they were looking at something impossible to solve on their own.

[stuckinapril]

when James Baldwin said I can’t be a pessimist because I’m alive

[stuckinapril]

when James Baldwin said to be a pessimist means that you have agreed that human life is an academic matter. So I am forced to be an optimist. I am forced to believe that we can survive whatever we must survive.

[hollandar]

Hudson Williams, #1 Shane Understander

I think Shane was a character who, soon as I read him, made all the sense to me. I felt immediately a kinship and an ownership over Shane. I was like, “I need to be the only person to tell this story. I get it. I want to be the person to be Shane and I want to spend time with him.” [x]

(sources below)

PANEL 1 Out

PANEL 2 (fear/desire) The Permanent Rain Press

PANEL 3 (vegas bathroom) Numero Netherlands

PANEL 4 (tears) Harper's Bazaar

PANEL 5 (ilya inverse) Teen Vogue Image: [x]

PANEL 6 (additions) (4 gifs) Numero Netherlands Entertainment Weekly

PANEL 7 (good job) Them

PANEL 8 (dichotomy) eTalk CTV CBC News Images: [x] [x] [x]

PANEL 9 (cottage home) Variety

PANEL 10 (heart eyes) Timid

PANEL 11 (evolution) Much Image: [x]

PANEL 12 (yuna) Variety

PANEL 13 Timid Numero Netherlands Out Image: [x]

[staff]

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

[talonsin]

hey, did you know that the world is a better place because of your creations and art and writing, no matter how niche or how many people see it

[iamyounicorn]

[guy whose bedtime is approaching fast] I need to write one billion words right now. and draw everything that has ever existed.

[jqteee]

Mike and Liam from thrown off the ice!! so devastating i bawled my gd eyes out. reread is imminent. love them to death and i know mike is a big softie, he doesnt have to tell us

I gave Liam a uniform that looks more like the minnesota wilds uniform cause i hate the color scheme of the minnesota north stars and to give Mike the Oilers uniforms cause it was the last one he wore.

[germsauce]

mentally ill lgbt fat hairy man call that a bi polar bear. does anyone know where the nearest hospital is

[germsauce]

who the fuck is harry du bois. just kidding. this was about him

[germsauce]

sorry. i felt like lying for more notes. whos harry du bois

[lunar-lumi]

[iwrotemrtambourineman]

​its obvious that like ilya loves to be hated and loves being an asshole but also how much of that is a “if I give them a reason to hate me then I control it instead of them hating me for some primordial flaw in my soul” and how much of it is “i hate myself so outside hatred is validating those feelings” and how much of it is “everyone hates me so when they leave and I’m alone again it won’t hurt” and how much is “i never learned how to express or receive love in a healthy manner so at least these people care enough to hate me” but also at least 25% of it is “you want to fuck me so much it makes you look stupid”

[aphantasias]

sexually inexperienced shane assuming he & ilya's incredibly romantic sex is probably totally normal and he's just particularly bad at handling hookups while an extremely sexually fluent ilya privately and repeatedly spirals over how Not Casual their sex is and how little control he has over it. poetry

[aphantasias]

shane doesn't have enough experience to know better BUT ILYA has waaaaay too much experience not to!!!! which makes all of his behavior with shane when they're bumpin SO scrumptious because while yes i do believe he's a great and attentive sexual partner in general, i don't believe for a SECOND that he ever fucks ANYBODY like he fucks shane. with that level of reverence? possessiveness? hunger and curiosity and delight and agony all at once? nah. if he was looking at all of his hookups like that before he was even inside of them he would have like 500 children