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Just autism things 🎀 Growing up and being severely hated by other girls and you genuinely are never aware of what the reason is behind it 😍

[1hotelsong]

[maxxie-or-smth]

i punch you in the face and you don't even get a nosebleed you open your mouth and my intestines pour out of mine

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Genuinely in need of advice or feedback — to anyone who deals with OCD, does being medicated actually significantly help? Do you genuinely notice a decline in the intrusive thoughts?

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GOOD NEWS: i applied for medicare!!!! and i found a psych office that accepts it, the only down side is that the wait is aprox 30-45 days (that's what i was told, i'm hoping it will be sooner but not exactly expecting it given as it is the holiday season) to find out if the application is even approved and i kind of need meds like ................ now.

also, i applied for SNAP! i wouldn't really mind if i don't end up qualifying, but i feel like i had been so against signing up for assistance because i "didn't want to take resources away from those in need," but ....... i am literally the one in need 😐 like i literally meet the criteria and need the help atm due to mental health ......

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omg i love it when people try to give me the silent treatment? watch me turn this on u and not acknowledge that u even exist for 48 hours straight

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the urge to message someone who just followed u that u love them

[hauntedandabandoned]

once again thinking about how everyone i love will abandon me for someone else. i hate only having friends that are in relationships

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this is so real 😭 something that completely blindsided me about adult life is the fact that you can have solid friendships that will completely fall apart once you or your friend get into a relationship

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Does anyone have advice or experience with retroactive jealousy?

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I miss having girlfriends :(

[roe-wind]

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i just want a friend so bad man :// i moved to a different state 2 months ago with my boyfriend and have literally not met anyone. I remember being 13 and just wanting a best friend/thinking i would actually find fulfillment in life if i had a close female friend. So sad that it's ten years later and I literally still do not have friends.

And i think it's so depressing too cuz i literally just want like someone to watch movies with we don't even have to be doing anything grand or crazy

[splittingseason]

when ur mood is so dependent on one sole person it makes life feel like ur walking through eggshells. it's also frustrating tho because it's like you literally know it wouldn't take much to make me feel happy or secure and somehow it's not happening?

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

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hii babies, this will be my 4th and hopefully final blog lol, primarily going to be used for venting/a place for me to consider a diary.

abt me: my name is princess, i'm 23 and have struggled with bpd tendencies my entire life. i value hypergamy, luxury living, self concept development—i try to not let my mental health dominate my life, nor my overall persona. though again please heed the fact this is a place for me to speak openly about topics that some users might find dark.

i LOVE desperate housewives, esoteric fiction, manifestation theory, self-improvement, etc. feel free to interact with this post if you want to be mutuals!!!! i would absolutely love to meet some new people on here ♡