All I ever wanted was for you to eat me

elisha || they/he/il/lui || white french || follows from @bireaucracy-archived || I HATE FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BY HIROMU ARAKAWA

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elisha, formerly @bireaucracy-archived. i’m white and french, i'm tme, i’m a dyke, and i’m 30. i'm disabled

i do not have a dni but be aware that i occasionally post stylized gore and vaguely nsft stuff (the truly sensitive stuff goes to my private blog @toloveistoeat). blacklist #gore, #flesh, and #nsft if you’d rather not see it. i also discuss things like incest, abuse and csa.

various interests include: late antiquity and early medieval history in the western mediterranean, talking about disability and ableism in france, cannibalism, monsterfucking, history of religion (particularly judaism and mormonism), horror (especially body horror), buildings and cities as sentient beings, symbiotic/parasitic relationships in fiction, hating on web 2.0, narratives that are too ambitious for their own good, game preservation, video game metanarratives, healthier attitudes towards nudity/sex/kink, and more.

i enjoy (and hyperfixate on): chainsaw man, revolutionary girl utena, fullmetal alchemist 2003 only (no brotherhood or manga here), i want to hold aono-kun so badly i could die, wrestling and particularly aew + wwe bloodline, the locked tomb, arcane, pathologic, nier, persona 3, the handmaiden, jojo’s bizarre adventure, most of octavia butler’s work, homestuck (sigh), houseki no kuni, umineko, ff7, 1000xresist, clair obscur, and others.

do not send me callout posts or donation posts, i do not care about the former and will only reblog the latter if i know the person asking (or someone is vouching for them).

[vickir0se]

A friend is getting shit from her parents and isn't getting money for food. Last year, I made a GoFundme for her to cover living during the Winter. It was helpful, and here is the campaign page as proof: https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-a-trans-woman-in-illinois

Donate to Help a trans woman in Illinois!, organized by Farah Thompson

I am Farah, and I'm raising awareness for a friend in Illinois. She has recently secure… Farah Thompson needs your support for Help a trans

She is now asking me to share her Venmo so she can get immediate help. Please donate to her Venmo: @/olola31.

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[goodgirl-inc]

nevermind post cancelled he's dead again

[zeitghost]

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NOAH CALDWELL GERVAIS CAME OUT AS TRANS WE FUCKING DID IT

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A Major Personal Update | Noah Caldwell-Gervais

A Major Personal Update by Noah Caldwell-Gervais on Patreon. Join Noah Caldwell-Gervais's community for exclusive content and updates.

worth reading the entire thing. has some really good thoughts on why transitioning is worth it even in this day and age + when you're older, and is also genuinely wonderful

[mollyjames]

I'm seriously gonna cry over this

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#everyone in the tags posting 'they' kys

[loki-zen]

has anyone considered that it was probably her house too. where else was she supposed to put her chintz?

[cordic]

platforms punishing users (eg removing icons on Tumblr) for not safe for work content or hiding posts behind id or facial rec walls (bluesky and discord now ig) makes for an interesting incentive to just never tag or provide warnings on any media you post with adult themes

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are the evil gender abolitionists who are totally about to take over and outlaw lesbianism an actual threat or did you see a clumsily worded 10+ notes post by an annoying person online and decide everyone should be as upset about it as you are

[bestbandname]

Round 5:

Which band name do you like best?

Godspeed You! Black Emperor

Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark

Remaining time: 4 days 21 hours

Note that this is about band names not their music or members.

[cameoappearance]

I am once again requesting your support for Godspeed You! Black Emperor. A vote for GY!BE is a vote for creatively applied! punctuation

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[kusali]

Guess who doesn't exist?

So my bank kindly unburdened themselves by closing my accounts after not receiving identity paperwork they claimed they didn't need - I called after a scary letter they told me to disregard then they closed my accounts for not responding to the letter 🤡

On top of that, I'm still in the process of getting all my identity documents. I have been able to do some over the last I guess year, like my tax stuff, birth cert and a proof of age card, but I haven't renewed my driver's/learners because that requires sitting a test

But! Opening a new bank account requires a driver's or a passport. Australia has the most expensive passports in the world! Several hundred dollars! The drivers would be much cheaper

Chris has also been impacted because he's with the same idiot bank, except he just ignored the letter and lost access (not that following up helped me anyway so perhaps it wouldn't have made a difference)

So because of all this, his pay in 4s on the PayPal have bounced and he's got a negative PayPal balance of some $700. That sucks because PayPal is the only money app either of us has access to until we get our new bank accounts

So TLDR I am working very hard to get my life together for me and my kids as you all know (that's why I'm online less) and I'm waiting to hear on my apprenticeship application but we could really use some help to get over this bump. The amazing help we received last year has gotten us through til now but I need an income now and this happened at the worst possible time

So I'm just trying to fix the negative balance on the PayPal and bring it back to zero so we can use it again

Anything at all helps!

Ko-fi: /FakeJuly

PayPal: [email protected]

0/700 AUD

[kusali]

Still active btw ❤️ PayPal is changing around what the exact minus is from time to time but it's still in arrears 🥲

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

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[vickir0se]

People will make judgments of entire ethnicities and cultures based on parasociality with specific bloggers and frequency of posts on their timeline, then lambast you as "anti-materialist" for not joining in with them.

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certes is such a good word. certes.

[orteil42]

Bienvenue au Club Tom-Tom et Nana is a 1994 French video game based on a children's comic book series. In this clubhouse management game, the player is tasked with completing various minigames and is rewarded with the game's currency: bottle caps from fizzy drinks.

Fallout is a 1997 American video game depicting the aftermath of nuclear warfare in California. In this post-apocalyptic RPG, the player is tasked with braving a radioactive wasteland and is rewarded with th

[hagiomoto]

Rebuild Gaza x The Sameer Project

[This campaign was previously the Mass Displacement Campaign, and the Give Warmth to Gaza Campaign]

The Sameer Project has established a community bakery in Gaza, providing free bread every day to families enduring mass displacement and ongoing violence. It is made possible by your support. With your continued help, they can reach even more people in need.

Consider setting up a recurring monthly donation through their Chuffed campaign to ensure they can keep supporting their community every single day.

[quasi-normalcy]

I think trans people should be free of the fucking medical establishment. I think once you decide to transition, you should have a hormone prescription that auto-renews for life. I think that you should only have to see doctors if you're having problems.