#spilled writting

[missthang4567]

How to kill a mocking bird

How to kill a mocking bird

simply shut its beak

How to kill a mocking bird

before it begins to speak

Take away its voice

do it quickly

you have no choice

with nail biting squeaks

shouting out the worst of me

I hate I hate I hate

how its on repeat

nothing new

just talking uselessly

shouting at the top of his lungs

"she's not good enough"

Parading around my insecurities

We all got a mocking bird

they fill our silences

trying to tear us down

For the fun of it

It's either them or us

Kill or be killed

by its words

Don't know about you but

I'm tired of the mocking

[mybeautifulbleedingpieces]

[squawking-pinata]

attraction happens in a matter of seconds

but when you genuinely like someone, it has to happen gradually.

Absolutely no exception there is.

[immbosmit]

Just thinking about the memories we are going to create makes me so happy. Ughhh blows my mind how in love I am.

[thebrokenpoet]

Thoughts of you

I spent all my time thinking about who you are

But these thoughts were never who you really were 

These thoughts were who I wanted you to be 

So I am sorry for never seeing who you really are 

[missthang4567]

Judement

You cast on others

deeming them guilty

You turn your back on them

as a form of cruelty

You're crippled

Blinded by your redirect

seeing yourself as a God to pass on

punishment

But I ask who will judge you ?

And pass your sentence

With that iron fist you rule

Who will do the same to you?

Oh now we should remember mercy

Where was she when the others were suffering?

Your not a God but a pawn

Seeking power from things

that give you nothing in return

Judement

is a heavy die to cast

Your the bearer of her spear

What goes around comes around

So watch out from the rear

[missthang4567]

She is me

I could never be so in love with makeup

My appearance doesn't matter

As long as I'm smart

I could never struggle with my body

Why would I care what anyone else thinks?

I could never date

I have my goals to accomplish

Substances are bad

Why would any one do them?

Taught. Indoctrinated. Driven in me

One things praised while the other ridiculed so you better fall in line

Rules, rules and more rules

don't let you desires come first

You want to make your family proud Don't you!

But she is me the girl who collapsed not accomplishing anything

She is me who looked at herself in the mirror and felt sick

She is me who smokes to feel something dammit anything

She is me who searches for love in all the wrong places

Stuck in a routine of changing faceses

She is an example of what not to become

She is me ~

[missthang4567]

My letter to you ~

You were such a high

I clung to your every word

Your voice intoxicating

Face that put me in daze

My mind became fixated

of that feeling

of that chase

You had me smilling

Laughing till my lungs gave out

I dreamt about you

Such a shame

Never got to properly hold you

A would be kiss lost in vain

A ghost of how we yearned

Wasn't our time or place

If we only spoke up sooner

Would it have worked?

Put our pride aside

though we came from different worlds

I tried to put on a front but

you saw right through

My imperfections I hated

were breathtaking to you

We tried to fight it

You never wanted love

Status was your drug

from one girl to the next was your thing

I no better but substances was my addict

Your vape , my weed

Your blue eyes to my green

Life of the party

to a person who rather sleep

I'm a floater well known

a friend to all but not caught up

in the group scene

To busy working to survive

You on the other hand had evrything

money no problem

That was our bridge

My vision was grey

Yours to bright

Blonde to my black

Funny to my serious

No one wanted us together

It's embarrassing how we held on

Your were caring one day

then cold the next

I try to move on and forget

I gave mixed signals not being honest

You yearned for me

I longed for you

This my letter to us

love seeking fools

Goodbye