James x fem!reader(established relationship/live alone together)
Y’all why is he such a bias wrecker🥴
————-
The apartment was quiet—except for the faint hum of the fridge and the occasional sound of cars passing outside. The light in the bedroom was off, the door cracked open just enough for the dim hallway glow to spill in.
You were curled up under the blanket, phone on the nightstand, notes half-finished from studying before bed. Sleep had finally claimed you hours ago, though not peacefully—you’d stayed up worrying when James hadn’t come home on time again. Practice had been running late lately, and you tried to trust that everything was fine. Still, the knot in your chest never quite went away.
It must’ve been close to one in the morning when a voice—low, rough, and unmistakably his—broke through the quiet.
“…that’s not safe, do you even understand?” James’s voice carried from the living room, sharper than you’d ever heard it. “We can’t just brush this off. Someone could’ve gotten hurt.”
You blinked awake slowly, the fog of sleep still clinging to you. For a second, you thought you were dreaming—until another voice crackled faintly from a phone speaker, a man yelling something back.
You pushed yourself up, confused, heart thudding softly in your chest. He was home. You hadn’t even heard the door.
Sliding out of bed, you tugged his oversized hoodie tighter around you and padded quietly down the short hallway. The carpet muffled your steps, and as you got closer, his words became clearer.
“No, I don’t care what PR said—it’s not about our image, it’s about the group’s safety. That’s supposed to come first.”
He sounded tired underneath the anger, his voice heavy with frustration. You could imagine the way his brow would be furrowed, his jaw tight.
You hesitated near the end of the hallway, peeking around the corner into the living room. The space was dim—only the lamp by the couch was on. James stood with one hand braced against the back of the sofa, the other gripping his phone, tension radiating from his shoulders.
You took a small step forward, voice soft and sleepy:
“James…?”
He turned instantly. The shift in him was immediate—the sharpness in his face softened, his eyes flicking to you like he’d just been pulled out of a nightmare. You looked small and a little dazed in his hoodie, hair messy, voice barely above a whisper.
“Hey,” he breathed out, running a hand through his hair. “Did I wake you up?”
You shook your head, rubbing your eyes with your sleeve. “I heard you talking. It sounded serious…”
The man on the other end of the call was still yelling something unintelligible, but James didn’t hesitate.
“Yeah, I’ll call you back,” he muttered, cutting the call mid-sentence. The sudden silence left only the low hum of the lamp and the sound of his sigh.
He sank onto the couch, resting his elbows on his knees. “Sorry,” he said quietly. “Didn’t mean for you to hear that.”
You stepped closer, voice small. “It’s okay… I just—are you okay?”
When you asked, your tone wasn’t probing or demanding. It was soft, genuine—like you were more worried about him than about whatever had happened. He looked up at you and saw the faint crease between your brows, the sleepy concern in your eyes.
His chest tightened. He didn’t deserve how kind you were.
“I’m fine,” he said after a pause. “It’s just some things with the group. Don’t worry about it, okay?”
You hesitated, fidgeting with the sleeves that hung past your hands. The worry didn’t leave your face, but you nodded anyway. You never wanted to push him when he looked that tired.
After a long moment, James sighed softly and leaned back on the couch, his expression easing just a bit. Then he looked up at you again.
“C’mere.”
You blinked, still standing near the doorway. “Huh?”
He tilted his head, voice gentler this time. “Come here, baby.”
You walked over, and before you could ask why, he reached out, took your hand, and pulled you lightly onto his lap. You let out a tiny surprised sound, hands bracing against his chest as he chuckled under his breath.
“There,” he murmured. “That’s better.”
You could feel the warmth radiating from him, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your palm. He wrapped an arm around your waist and let out another quiet sigh, eyes softening as he looked at you.
“Don’t worry about me so much, yeah? You’ve got enough on your plate with your studies and everything. I’ll handle my end.”
You looked up at him, your voice barely above a whisper. “I can’t help it. You’re an idol, James. You’re always out there, surrounded by people and cameras and—” you stopped for a second, cheeks warming, “—and you’re really dear to me.”
His lips parted slightly. For a moment, he just looked at you, something fragile flickering behind his eyes. Then, quietly, he smiled.
“You’re too sweet for your own good,” he murmured. He brushed a loose strand of hair from your face, his touch lingering. “You know that?”
You looked down shyly, the softest smile tugging at your lips. “Maybe.”
He let out a small laugh, then tilted your chin up gently with his fingers until your eyes met again. His gaze held yours for a long, quiet second.
“I love you,” he said softly.
Your heart seemed to skip. “I love you too,” you whispered back.
The world outside felt distant, muffled by the warmth of that tiny apartment. He pressed a kiss to your forehead, lingering there for a moment before resting his chin on top of your head.
“Get some sleep, yeah?” he whispered against your hair. “I’ll come to bed soon.”
You nodded sleepily against his chest, curling into him, the tension in his shoulders slowly melting away as he held you close. The argument, the fear, the exhaustion—all of it faded in the quiet comfort of that moment.
And when you finally drifted off in his arms, the last thing you felt was the soft rhythm of his thumb brushing circles on your back and the faint hum of his voice—singing something only meant for you.
Starring: Na Jaemin (Appearances by Mark, Haechan, and Jaehyun).
Demon Jaemin x afab reader
Warnings: Smut, Demon Summoning, Dom Jaemin, Seemy dom/Sub reader, Jaemin bites the reader, Jaemin is rough with the reader, Oral F.m receiving, God & Devil are mentioned. Slight Agnst.
Words: 7k
MINORS DO NOT READ OR INTERACT!!!
First Halloween Post :)
Enjoy;)
"I don't think this is a good idea," you said from where you sat in your friend's room. You sat furthest away on the carpet from the other three. The lights were turned completely off. The only light coming from freshly lit candles around the room. The curtain by the window pulled back. The window opened a crack allowing the cool Autumn breeze to flow through. From the window, you could hear children walking up and down the street traveling door to door trick-or-treating.
Then there was you. Spending your Halloween dressed up as a mouse with the rest of your friends while your best friend Yuri was a cat. You sat farthest from her. Arms crossed over your chest as you watched the other two set up the room. Yuri set up the Ouija board. This is where you spent the start of your Halloween—just sitting and waiting for them to finish so you could go to the party.
They had ignored your protest all day. During class, your friend had the idea of purchasing an Ouija board. She spoke more about once all of you met up. The other two agreed not thinking much of the board, joking about the consequences rather than fearing them.
However, you had no intention of testing fate nor containing anything that wasn't living. Sure, you took part in Halloween. The parties, the dressing up, even watching horror films. But at the end of the day, it was all fake. And even if you didn't believe the board would work, you didn't want to take the chance.
Your friends whined at your hesitance to take part in the game.
"Girl don't worry. I did my research," she said failing to convince you. You scoffed, "That's exactly why I'm saying no," you said shaking your head. "This is just your new obsession of the week. And whether something speaks to you or not. I want no part in it, Yuri," you said. Your efforts fell when your boyfriend walked through the door with his friend.
He walked over to you confused look seeing you far away from your friends. He sat beside you. "You okay?" he asked. You brushed it off. "I'm fine," you said a bit annoyed. Since you spoke out against the game you could feel the tension between you and the girls. Definitely view you as a downer. It wouldn't be the first time they made you feel weird for not picking what they wanted to do. Maybe it was time for new friends.
"Mark convince your girlfriend to play," your friend started again teasing a smile on her lips. You huffed sending her an annoyed expression. She ignored it keeping her eyes on Mark. Mark sighed turning to you with a shrug. "It could be fun," he attempted. You rolled your eyes moving from him to sit on the edge of her bed arms over your chest.
She clicked her teeth, "Whatever," she said turning to the others. Hushering them to come closer. They complied, all placing two fingers on the planchette. You sent a warning look to Mark. He looked over from you and at Yuri. She smiled at him. He sighed before placing two fingers on it. You rolled your eyes crossing your legs over the other.
"Wendy you ask first," Yuri nudged her. Wendy's eyes widened. "What. Why me?" she asked hint of panic in her voice. Yuri huffed forcing a smile "Because out of all of us, you had the most emotional baggage so the spirit is more likely to talk to us," she said nonchalantly. Wendy gasped but wasn't shocked. Yuri spoke like this on a regular.
Wendy instead brushed off the hurtful comment. Holding back her own tears as she let out a breath. "Hello, is there anyone who would like to speak to us?" she asked looking around the room. The others watched the bored. The planchette didn't move. But it was only for a second. You had almost missed it, being that you were watching your phone. However, the unified gasp caught your attention.
You looked over seeing the planchette shift to yes. A few of them had a shocked expression on their faces. Soon turning into excited nerves. Yuri cleared her throat. "Are you a boy or a girl?" she asked. The planchette sat for a second before it spelled out man. Yuri ooed almost teasing the spirit.
"Are you hot?" she asked if the party we were attending tonight was not being held by her boyfriend. The planchette shifted spelling out ridiculously. They all chuckled, and you sneered turning away. You were sure Haechan was just moving it to be a dick.
Yuri readjusted herself. Flipping her hair back to expose more of her cleavage. Pursing her lips. Wendy went to ask the spirit another question but Yuri stopped her. "Not your turn," she snapped. Wendy closed her mouth. Karina from beside her spoke softly. "But you just went," she stated. Yuri sent her a glare. "Was I talking to you?" she asked.
"Anyways," she said shaking off her frustrations. "Spirit do you think I'm pretty?" she asked confidently sure the spirit had a thing for her. The planchette moved to no. She scoffed, Haechan taking the chance to laugh. Wendy and Karina hid their giggles. She shifted now slightly uncomfortable. "It's probably because you like said girls right?" she asked noticing Wendy covering her smile. "Pathetic girls like Wendy?" she asked.
The planchette didn't move for a second until it responded No. Then it proceeded to spell out bed. They all looked over at you. You weren't even paying attention. You didn't look over until the silence became odd to you. Feeling their eyes on you. "What?" you asked.
"Spirit has a thing for you," Haechan said. You flipped him off turning back to your phone.
"Are you evil?" Haechan asked. Everyone eyed him. He shrugged, "What we're all thinking it. What if this guy is some weird killer demon," He said quickly. The planchette began to move. Spelling out "Not weird, or a killer," he wrote. They all gasped. "He's a demon though," Karina stated. Yuri huffed, "Good job you can read," she spat at Karina. Karina put her head down.
"Well if it's a demon," you began from the bed. "Can it take Yuri?" you asked in the direction of the board. "You'd be doing us all a favor," you said with a smile. Yuri gasped, "Who do you think you're talking to right now?" she asked two fingers still remaining on the planchette. You chuckled, "You think I'm scared of you? Yuri please don't tell me you find yourself to be that interesting you think people are scared of you," you bit back a sarcastic smile on your lips.
Yuri was getting embarrassed. Her face turned bright red. The planchette moved spelling out "HAHAHA" assuming it was laughing at what you said. Wendy snickered from where she sat. Yuri went to call her out but you stopped her.
"Wendy laughed harder honestly what is the worst thing Yuri gonna do? Not be your friend?" you asked her phone resting in your hand, dangling around as you spoke. Yuri huffed slamming her free hand on the Orcale. Causing the board to shake.
"Honestly I don't know why you keep talking," she began angry manner shifting to a more mischievous feeling. She turned her body slightly to you. "Do you think I invited you here because I want to hang out with you? Or because we're friends," she scoffed out a smile exposing her top teeth. She faked and pouted at you keeping her gaze strong with you.
"I only invite you so I can see your boyfriend," she said letting out a sigh that sent a shudder down your spine. She looked over at Mark teasing a smile on her black lipstick-covered lips. "Right Mark?" she asked expecting no verbal response to confirm what you always felt to be true. Mark shifted uncomfortably in his seat. He barely looked at you. She turned back to you with a condescending smile.
You stood up from the bed ready to take them both. But before you could one after the other the candles went out. You looked down at the board. You gasped out a laugh. Yuri confused sent you a glare. "So much for your research," you pointed at her foolishness. She looked down with wide eyes. She had removed her fingers.
You saw the slight fear in her eyes. Especially when the planchette moved creating a figure eight on the board. Yuri panicked standing up away from the board. "Stop!" she shouted. "Stop it," they all let go and the planchette stopped moving. Everyone looked at one another both shocked and scared.
They all blamed Haechan for moving the planchette. But that was just to make them feel some soft comfort about the fact that deep down, they all knew they didn't move that planchette. You walked out of the room. Wendy and Karina followed behind you. They came to your side.
"Where are we going?" Karina asked taking hold of your arm. Wendy came to your other side. "Are you okay girl?" she asked making you remember the fact Mark cheated on you with Yuri. You couldn't even say you were surprised. You had seen the long stares and touches over the last couple of weeks. You just finally had the confirmation you needed.
You brushed the desperate girls off. "I'm fine," you said back. Wendy frowned. "Well we're here for you," she said with a sad smile. Karina nodded standing beside Wendy on the sidewalk. She lifted her head with a smile. "We can go to my place and watch movies," she said. Wendy looked over at her brows furrowing. "How could you watch any scary movie after that board," she said feeling the same feeling of dread appear in the pit of her stomach.
Karina nodded, "You're right. We should watch something funny instead," she suggested to both Wendy and you. You shook your head no. "I think I'll pass. Besides aren't you two supposed to be making sure Yuri is okay," You said trying to leave. Karina shook her head. Wendy scoffed. "Yuri is the worst," she said as if it was normal for her. It took you by surprise, it even took her off her balance.
"That felt good to say," she said with a proud smile. Color forms back in her cheeks. You paused for a moment. A smirk forms on your lips. You titled your head bit. "Do you two still want to go to the party?" you asked. They thought about it for a moment. They smiled but then Wendy's smile fell. "Yuri will be there," she pointed out color fading again.
"So?" you raised a brow. You stepped in between the two wide-eyed girls. "Who is she to stop us from having fun?" you asked. The two nodded coming to your side and linking arms as you made your way to Jaehyun's Halloween party. Not noticing your shadow shift from yours to a much taller figure with horns.
After a few more long blocks you reach the decorated frat house infested with drunk college students all shit-faced on the lawn. You walked up to the path leading to the door. Jaehyun had seen you from across the sea of people in the living room. He made his way to your loud smile on his lips and a red solo cup in his hands. Dressed up as poorly put together mummy.
"What's up ladies," he greeted. You had no control over the eye roll. Jaehyun was so sleazy, a perfect match for Yuri. Karina batted her eyelashes at him twirling her hair. You watched her confused. "Really?" you asked truly unsure as to why someone as beautiful as her would find him hot. She broke from her daze letting her long hair fall.
You looked back at Jaehyun. "Where's the alcohol?" you asked. Jaehyun scoffed with a smirk. He raised his brow in a way men think is cute. "Bored of me already?" he teased leaning closer to you. You could smell the bear off him like cheap cologne. You brought your hand up scrunching your nose. Creating a wall between the two of you. "Aw," he pouted. "It's okay girl," he said with a shrug. He took a sip of his drunk stumbling a bit. "I'll find you later," he winked pointing in the direction of the kitchen.
You three walked past him. He kept his stare on you, mainly on your ass.
The party was actually fun. You had spent the last hour here bumping to the music with your new reinvented trio having a good time. You took off your mouse ears while dancing. Jaehyun took this as his chance to make his way to you. He picked up the ears placing them on your head from behind.
"Guess who?" he asked. You instantly felt nauseated by the sound of his voice. You turned around to face him disgusted look on your face. He just smirks smugly standing there proud of himself. "Why did you take off the ears? They look so cute," he flirted attempting to get closer to you. You stepped back, "Ew," you couldn't help but breathe out. He didn't take the rejection and instead came closer the toilet paper around his body falling to the ground.
"Jaehyun," you tried to reason. "You have a girlfriend," you said in an attempt to get him to leave you alone. He shrugged taking a final swig of his drink. He tossed it to the side. "She's not here right now. And besides, I like you," he said leaning in to kiss you. You panicked letting your body take control. You felt your arm pull back and then forward fast. You blinked and there Jaehyun was holding his nose.
"You fucking bitch," he held his nose. A few of his guys rushed to him. A few other staring as well. The music continued to bump loudly surrounding the house. People around you continued to dance, too drunk or lost in the hot feelings to turn to the scene around them. You took this as your chance to flee.
As you quickly escaped you dropped your ears down the path to exit the frat house.
You had finally made it to your apartment. Your phone constantly buzzing with messages from Karina and Wendy. A few even coming from Mark. You let the girls know you went home. You ignored Mark's messages.
You took your shoes off feeling the start of a headache form. You rubbed your temples as you further walked into your home. You made your way to the fridge searching for a water bottle. You eventually found one pulling it out and closing the door.
You took a sip feeling a chill. You didn't think much of the sudden change of temperature being just in the fridge and then drinking the cold water. Your apartment felt colder the more you walked out of the kitchen. You shuddered at the chill seeing your breath in the air as it escaped your lips.
"When did it get so cold?" you questioned out loud. It was 70 degrees outside. Yet in your apartment, it felt below 0. It makes you pay more attention to the darkness of your home. All the lights turned off, and the apartment appeared darker due to the night sky. The moonlight barely covers an inch of your place.
You walked over to your bedroom with the idea of the heater not being on. The chill still confused you but maybe it was just the course of the night making you overthink.
You took off your costume grabbing a few clothes to change into. Making your way to the shower. You turned the water on the steam rising finally giving you some sort of warmth. You are half awake and partly drunk. You didn't notice the handprint on the glass shower door.
You stepped out of the shower wrapped in a towel. You rubbed your eyes. Whipping away at the mirror. You checked out your skin. Groaning at how tired you looked. Until you felt your heart jump. Shrieking in fear at the image of a man standing behind you with a smirk. You turned quickly not seeing him anymore. You turned back to the mirror whipping away at the steam and seeing nothing but yourself.
Your heart continued to race. Breathing heavily your chest quickly rose and fell. You touched your face, your other hand holding your towel over your chest trying to calm yourself down. You shook your head turning to leave once you controlled your breathing. You told yourself it was just Halloween and freaky things always happened on Halloween and that tomorrow everything would be back to normal.
You turned to leave stepping on someone's foot. You quickly looked up seeing the same man from the mirror standing tall in front of you. You gasped almost falling to your knees. You ran around him busting the bathroom door open. You scrambled making eye contact with your door. You ran over to your bed to get there quickly. However, the lock clicked on your door. You tried to yank it open. Banging on the door, furiously turning the knob and kicking the bottom.
You felt every hair on your body rise knowing your door was only locked from the inside. You tried to turn the lock but it wouldn't move. Stuck in place. The man emerged from the bathroom letting out a low deep chuckle before he stepped onto your bedroom floor.
He watched as you tried and failed to escape. He made his way to your bed holding onto the end of the frame. He crossed one leg over the other waiting for you to give up. You turned briefly feeling extremely cold again. Your eyes widened seeing him.
"Please let me go," you begged. "I won't tell anyone," you pleaded still gripping tightly onto the door knob. He chuckled shaking his head. He reached into his black jacket pulling out your mouse headband. He ticked his tongue on the roof of his mouth.
"Didn't your mother tell you that these were meant to protect you?" he asked. You were too busy fearing for your life to read between the lines of his words. You scanned your face. He closed his jacket leaning off the frame walking to lean more comfortably by your desk. He sat down in your black rowly chair.
"Protect me?" you asked chest still rising up and down. Your body is still wrapped in a towel. Water droplets fall onto the wooden floor. He dropped the ears onto the floor sliding them near you. "Everyone knows costumes hide you from us," he said a second voice appearing as he spoke smoothly morphing into one then two. A much more sinister voice than the human one he spoke with.
"Us?" you asked coming to the frightening conclusion that this person was not a person. He nodded, "Costumes on All Hallows Eve shield those from evil. It's why I couldn't touch you in that girl's bedroom. Nor could I speak to that excuse of a man at that horrible party. Is that really what you all do for fun?" he asked. You still held onto the door knob not trusting this stranger. He didn't seem like he wanted to hurt you but that doesn't mean he still wasn't dangerous.
"You seem confused," he said grabbing hold of your attention. He let out a sigh crossing one leg over the other. "Wear it," he motioned to the ears. You eyed them but didn't reach for them. He huffed annoyed and growing bored with your fear. "I'm not going to hurt you. Unless that's what you're into," he smirked dark clouds swimming in his eyes.
You cautiously let your grip loosen from the door knob. Hesitantly reached for the ears. You watched him as you grabbed them. He stood still the entire time. Once you held them he raised his hand. "Put them on," he spoke softly second voice appearing again. You sucked in a breath slowly placing them on your head close your eyes for just a moment, a simple blink and he was gone.
You gasped seeing the stranger was gone. You looked around searching for him. He smiled, he was still there. You just couldn't see him. He looked over at your desk finding a notebook. He lifted it clicking a pen. He wrote the note throwing it at your feet. You had walked further into the room not realizing where you were standing. You picked up the note crumbling the paper.
"Still Here," it read. "You look so pretty in white" he teased in his note. You jumped ripping the ears off and seeing you were standing right between his spread legs.
"Those things," he motioned to the ears. "They're so annoying," he said spoke tiredly. He snapped his fingers setting the grey mouse ears on fire. Once they burned to ash the fire stopped. He waved the ash away, out of existence, before he leaned closer to you. "There you see that's much better," he said words hissing out of his mouth and slipping from his lips like poison. And you couldn't even lie. The man or whatever he was, was hot.
He noticed the change in your stare. Your pupils slowly become wide with curiosity. He allowed the curious stare and the inevitable questions to take place after.
"What are you?" you asked feeling yourself, without control, drawing closer to him. He sat back with a devilish smirk on his pink lips. He cocked a brow. "If I tell you will you scream?" he asked a flirtatious undertone in his first voice. His second voice is a whole lot more sisnter sounding. You couldn't tell which voice actually belonged to him.
You sucked in a breath. Fear clouding your thoughts again. "Maybe," you exhaled out. He scanned his eyes up and down your body. Licking his lips. You took a step back remembering you were just in a towel. You gripped onto the white cloth. Almost tripping on a small puddle of water on the floor. The water had dried from your body but still, your hair soaked the ground.
He liked seeing your hair pushed back. "Relax," he spoke calmly. He sighed out a deep breath, "I wouldn't mind if you screamed," he said dark taste on his tongue. You hushed out a shudder. You took a few more steps back. He stood from your chair pushing it in before he made his way to you. You went back to the door holding onto the knob. He hovered over you like a shadow. He leaned down to your level.
"Now to answer your question. I'd hate to keep you waiting," He opened his coat pulling out a cloth. He handed it to you. "You're sweating," he spoke quietly. Your hand shook as you reached for it. Snatching it from him and dipping your face. He smiled satisfied that you took the cloth.
"You know if it makes you feel better," he began as you ran from beside him to the bathroom. You locked the door. He walked his way over. You could see the shadow of his feet from under the door. He leaned against the side of the door, on the wall. You stood behind the door quickly taking the chance to change into your clothes.
"I can't touch you unless you say I can. Ironically, you hold all the power," he said. You could hear the cocky smile on his lips as he spoke. He kept his eyes on the door. He could feel every part of the inside of your body. Your thoughts of fleeing. You had a plan to jump through the window. But the one he danced with. That lingered with his hope you thought for a second to sit on his lap with his legs spread.
"It's a shame honestly," he sighed shifting away. His back against the wall. Head resting back. He closed his eyes for a moment with a hum. "I've been watching. I've seen that poor excuse of a boyfriend of yours attempt to please both you and that fake blonde," he said feeling a pain of jealously at the memories. You widened your eyes coming back to the door. His eyes quickly flicked to your shadow appearing. Pupils became thin as he turned himself to stare. He was winning.
"You watch me?" you asked chest rising and falling. Your heart felt like it was going to jump out of your chest. All this time some weird stalker demon was watching you. You wanted to feel sick. You wanted to cover yourself up even more. But couldn't, because deep down seeing that stranger sitting at your desk legs spread made you want to sit right in between them. He was definitely hot. And if you didn't believe the devil, well, he could make you and you'd be okay with that.
He went up to the door. Hands pressed against it. He let out a small sniff smelling your sweet scent. Carnal needs blinding his right judgment. So fresh and clean from the shower you had only moments ago. "I've seen almost everything. Today was like any other. I used to watch other pretty girls until I heard you didn't believe in me. It hurt me at first, staining my ego. But it had been so long since I connected with a human. Demons don't feel the same as humans," he confessed itching to get you out of that bathroom and anywhere he could have you in this room with your permission.
"Demons?" you questioned. He huffed now annoyed but all your stupid questions. This was pointless to him. He couldn't control himself any longer. His desire to be with the human girl he craved was eating him alive like a thousand fleas on a dog. The itch, the need strong enough to break the barrier.
"Yes love," he spoke shakey undertone. He tried to silence the second voice knowing it scared you. "We-I," he began pupils flicking from wide to paper thin. "I am a demon," he said through an exhausted breath. Like he had just run a marathon. It didn't scare you. You had a feeling this was where this was going. He burned your ears with his fingers. It did shock you. There was a demon in your room. You brought your hands to your forehead pulling back gently.
"There is a demon in my room," you whispered to yourself.
"Yes one that is very desperate to be released," he spoke losing the confidence in his voice. "Released?" you asked still freaking out. He nodded head hitting the bathroom door. You jumped at the bang. He shook his head walking away from the door. You watched his feet leave.
"I need you," he spoke through masked pleas. "That is how I was able to come through tonight. That girl who let go of the planchette. If she hadn't I wouldn't have been able to come through. But well done to you for getting her to the point of embarrassment she lost control. It shortened my plan days," he said pleased smile on his lips. The second voice screamed at him to just bust down the door. But he fought against it. He didn't come this far just to scare you into submission. He preferred a more natural way of things. Even if there was nothing natural about him.
"You've been planning this?" you asked a hint of anger in your voice.
"For a year now," he confessed. You still shocked gripped onto the counter. You stared at yourself in the mirror. You took some water splashing your face hoping the cool water would relax you. You shut your eyes letting out a breath and allowing yourself to gather your thoughts.
"You said you needed me. Why?" you asked. He looked over at the door after it had been silent for a few minutes. He could have very easily gone into the bathroom without you noticing but held against it.
"I'm a lustful demon and you are the one I crave," he spoke truthfully charming smile on his lips. Something about him just felt so inviting. You believed every word he said tonight. He spoke so openly about everything he thought and felt. It made you feel a bit better, especially after tonight. He smiled feeling you becoming more trusting of him.
"You know," he began. "With your permission, I can make you feel so much better than your boyfriend," he said calming himself and returning back to his flirtatious nature. You looked up at the door. He walked closer to the door. You could feel his presence inches away from yours. You stepped closer. You trusted his words. It might have been foolish to put such faith in a demon but his wants seemed real.
"What's your name?" you asked.
"Jaemin," he said. Not expecting the door to open he held his head down small smile on his lips. But when the bathroom light became brighter he looked up at you. You felt your chest shudder as you let out a breath.
"Jaemin," you whispered like his name was a beautiful curse.
"I give you permission to touch me," you hushed. He smirked eyes turning completely black. You had no time to react. In a blink, he hovered over you eager hands reaching up to touch you. You flinched at his cool touch. He brought his hand back not wanting to hurt you. You looked into his eyes for the first time tonight. The black faded from his iris turning into a deep brown.
You felt yourself get lost in the dark swirls of his eyes. Taking small steps to close the gap between you and kiss the demon. He kissed your back hand reaching behind your neck. Gripping onto your hot skin pulling you closer to his frame. "I've waited so long for this," he said like a starved man. His mouth fit with yours. Moving in a passionate rhythm.
He pulled away from you. Your eyes still fluttered closed. Lashes dusting your cheeks. You slowly blinked them open. Jaemin already keeping his eyes intensely focused on you. He sucked in a breath. He could feel the heat rise in your body with just a single touch from his hand.
"Now that I've been able to kiss you once I don't think I'll be able to stop, love," he rasped lips burning from yours. His chin was a bright pink. You couldn't pull away from him. Every part of him was so inviting. The danger of this no longer worried you. It thrilled you in ways that terrified you but also excited you.
"So then don't stop," you hushed eyes flicking from his eyes to his lips and then back to his eyes. He growled pulling you back in lips engulfing yours. Tongue swiping your bottom lip. His hands slid down your back side grabbing a hand full of your ass. He groaned into the kiss tapping the back of your thigh. You jump hands still wrapped in the locks of his black hair.
Wrapping your legs around his waist he pushed you up against the wall. Your back hit the wall hard. So hard you released from the kiss. Head hitting the wood. It didn't hurt. You let out a yelp of surprise opening your mouth again a small giggle leaving your lips. With your neck exposed he took this as a chance to attack the softness of your skin. Licking and biting parts of your neck.
"Sure you're not a vampire?" you teased. He rolled his eyes scrunching his nose in disgust. "Filthy bloodsuckers," he hissed. He licked his way down to the outline of your breasts just poking out of your tank top. "I prefer to use my mouth to taste other parts of the human body," He sucked just under your collarbone. Freehand that wasn't holding you up reaching up to your top. Greedy hand grabbing hold of the thin fabric. Tearing it off your body. He through the poor excuse for a shirt far off.
Hands wrapping around his neck. Fingers grazing the hair on his skin. He growled at the sounds you made. Mouth meeting yours swallowing all your sounds. He yanked you from off the wall.
"Love," he spoke as he laid you on the bed. "Do you know how agonizing it is to see you here almost every night," he began kissing his way down your chest. Unclipping your bra and tossing it with your shirt. Your hands kept on his shoulders pushing him down. "Watching you try to please yourself and fail. All because of that boy what was his name again?" he thought to pause. He quickly went back addicted to the scent of the wetness forming between your legs.
"It doesn't matter. By tonight I will be the only one you call for," he said carnivorous gaze as stared from below you. His hands came to the string of your shorts. Undoing the knot you created. You watched from above a part of you still trying to make sense of this. But the more you tried erotic images of Jaemin fucking you over your table or completely devouring you in the shower appeared in your mind. So vivid and felt so real it haunted your mind.
Jaemin pulled your shorts down removing them from your ankles. Licking his lips. His tongue formed two. Hot look in his eyes as his pupils thinned. The change was something you barely noticed. To lost in bliss to fear him. To remember how badly he was corrupting your mind, body, and soul.
He licked a stripe up your clothed pussy. You shuddered at the contain. Laying his tongue flat on your soaked clit. He brought his other hand up to spread your thighs further apart. The need to close them feeling so exposed to the demon. You closed them on his head. He spread apart again.
"Stay open for us baby," he spoke second sinful voice appearing. You tried your best too. But Jaemin's tongue so hot and heavy made it impossible. So he waved his fingers two long black vines appearing from under your bed tying around each of your ankles. You widened your eyes but didn't fight against them. They held you open for him. He stood back admiring your body so angelic, divine.
"God created you with love," he complimented. He removed his jacket allowing it to fall to the ground. Rolling up the sleeves of his black blouse and undoing the first few buttons. He fell to his knees shaking his head a bit but unsuccessful in sending in the other voice away. Eyes switch between both patience and animalism. The need to protect you and ruin you.
You watched his eyes change fighting with the demon inside him. Siting up as much as you could fascinated by the sight. Head coming between your legs looking up at you with wide pupils. He didn't want you to see him so monstrous. He kissed the side of your plush thighs. Humming at the warmth of your skin. Leaving a few bite marks. Sucking on the burning skin he bit when you whinced.
He pulled your panties off unable to control the change in his eyes. Dark orbs took control as he lunged forward engulfing your pussy like you were the forbidden fruit he carved so desperately. Long fingers grazing up your thigh. Slithering like a snake as they reached your core. Spreading your folds making it easier for him to collect all your sweet juice in his mouth. Bringing his hand to tease your hole. Swirling around in circles with his index finger. His mouth returned to your erect clit.
Your head fell back in pure ecstasy. Letting out a loud moan as he sucked so well on your clit. Grazing his teeth over the bundle of nerves causing your body to twist and turn. Back arching off the mattress. Jaemin took it upon himself to wave his finger again. Finding the teddy bear Mark once gave you placing it underneath your neck so you'd be more comfortable as he devoured you from below.
Your hand reached down to his shoulder gripping onto it. Fingers finding their way under his black silk blouse. Nails digging into his skin. Dragging them forward to his hair. He groaned into your aching pussy sending a vibration throughout your entire body. Hand trailing through his hair. Grabbing hold tugging at his locks. "Fuck," you cursed rutting your hips forward nose bumping into your clit. Jaemin continued his assault groaning as you road his face. Juice sweeping from down his chin, down his finger that he stuck inside you, and down the mattress.
"You do so well loved. Tell me I'm the only one who can make you feel this way," he spoke darkly hunger in his voice. You could barely form a thought let alone speak. You could only respond with a moan. Jaemin unsatisfied slowed his movements. You whined but he shushed you. He made his way up your body. The coolness of his skin on yours. You opened your eyes feeling his exposed body on top of yours. Cock poking your inner thigh. When he gets undressed you thought.
He smirked finally when your eyes met his. Two of his fingers slowly pump into you. Your lips parted letting out small whines and protest to his slow movements. "Please," you begged. Jaemin nodded moving a hair from your face. "Soon love but just tell me it's only me," he said a simple smile on his lips but a sinful look in his eyes. You gulped the coolness of his body relaxing the heat of yours.
"Only you can make me feel this way Jaemin," you said through pants. He smiled proud of you. He placed a chaste kiss on your lips. He nodded hands sensually roaming around your body. "Good girl," he said voice dropping a thousand octaves. You whined as he removed his fingers.
"It's okay love," he said aligning his dick at your entrance. Tip leaking precum down your inner thigh. Poking at your entrance and running his cock up and down your slit collecting your juice and coaxing himself in it. "I'll take care of you," he spoke watching as his cock pushed through your tight hole. You gripped onto his beefy arm. Feeling the firmness of his muscles. Eyeing his strong frame. Body carved out by a God. You drooled at the sight of him. Pushing his dick deep inside you. Plevis brushing against your clit. His body flexed as he pushed further inside you.
Your wetness flooded out of you and onto his cock making it easier for him to slip in. He began to move not giving you much time to adjust. Fucking into slow finding a rhythm. Once he heard the sound of your moans he picked up his past. Thrusting into your hard hands gripping onto your waist. You kept your hands on the strength of his arms. You moaned loudly his fist coming to either side of your head and drilling into you.
"Please Jaemin," you choked on your moan. Throat pinching as his hips met yours. He growled lost in his own pleasure. Waving his hand to rid of the vines. They slithered away under the bed. Taking his strong hands he flipped you over. Pushing your head into the mattress. Spreading your legs with his knee. Bringing his cock to your red hole. Pushing into your velvet walls fucking into you hard.
"Fuck baby it's like your pussy was made for me," he growled head falling back incomplete Heaven. His hand reaches around to your neck pulling you back. Laying your back against his chest. Hand wrapping around your neck as he pounded from behind. Your head fell back, neck exposed as you rested on his shoulder. He moved some of your hair to the side biting down on your neck. Groaning into your skin. Intoxicating your entire body with sin.
"Fuck Jaemin more," you groaned. Letting out a loud cry when his free hand made his way to your clit. He had you like this for a moment. Feeling you tighten around him he flipped you back around laying you flat. He needed to see your face when you came. You an earthy moan as he fucked into fast still drawing quick circles around your clit.
"Jaemin i'm close," you moaned. He gritted his teeth bringing his hands to your ass. Spreading you opened more and lifting you a bit just to fuck deeper. Graxing over your sweet spot inside you sending you over the edge. Creaming all over his dick. Your release oozes out of you and down his shaft. He let out a deep growl at the sight. Eyes turning completely black. Horns form out of the top of his head. Everything surrounding the two of you lifting. You squeezed tightly around him. To overstimulate to pay attention to the room.
"Fuck baby," he groaned head falling back. "You're all mine. All fucking mine," a predatory growl leaving his lips. As if by painting your insides white he was marking you as his own. So close to climax he pounded harder bringing you to your second climax. Feeling you release again sent him into a spiral. Cumming hard inside you. Hot release squirting inside and outside your pussy. Both yours and his cum mix.
His chest rose up and down. Both of you heaving. He stood like that for a moment before pulling out. He stepped towards his clothes. You sat up seeing the redness around your ankles. You rubbed them wincing a bit. You looked over at you fixing his slacks. "Apologizes love. Sometimes I can be a bit rough," he said walking to your bathroom. You nodded and he stepped inside. After a moment he returned the warm cloth in his hand. Cleaning you up.
He noticed a spot he missed. Leaning instead and licking it clean just inches away from your clit. You shuddered sending him a cautious look. You stood up as well. Walking to your closet and changing your clothes. When you returned he was fully dressed.
"Where are you going?" you asked. He sighed, "Halloween ends in five minutes. I have to go back. I have work to do," he said.
"Work?" you asked. He shook his head. "So many questions," he began as he stepped towards you. "Don't miss me. I'll always be here, watching or in your dreams," he said placing a kiss on your forehead. And if you really want to contact me you can always use the board," he finished. You sighed rolling your eyes and arms crossed over your chest.
He took a step forward unable to resist. Shutting his eyes and placing a kiss on your lips. "And baby," he trailed. "Yes?" you asked eyes locked with his. Loving gaze shifting to something much more sinister.
"If he asks you tell him the Devil made you do it," he spoke poisonous smirk on his lips. A dark chuckle left his lips. Delish smile wide on his pink lips. You blinked and he was gone. Shocked by the sudden realization that he was not a demon but the devil himself every hair on my body rose.
But you hoped God could forgive you for being even more attracted to him than you were before. Being that you were the girl who brought the devil to his knees.
Fin
OMG, I felt such a need to make this. You don't even understand. You guys how do we feel about Devil Jaemin? I love it. This was my Halloween treat. I love Halloween so I had to do this.
Also,
would you like a part 2? I can see this having one.
Thank you so much for reading. I hope you enjoyed it. Please share and vote also don't forget reblogging is welcomed.
Stray Kids reaction to their crush being flirted on
‣ Genre : fluff, angst, requested
Chan :
— Although feeling a bit hurt, he'll force himself to bottle his feelings up and not say or do anything
— He definitely does not like the idea of someone flirting with you, his crush, but it wasn't like it was his place to say anything; in the end, it's all your choice who you like and no one else has a say in it
— But after that, he'll try just a bit harder to get your attention, scared that someone else might swiftly charm you away from him
— “Hey, uh, do you know who that was? N-Not that I'm all up in your business or anything! I'm just curious.”
Minho :
— Feeling uneasy and a little scared. He'll be watching you and the stranger from a safe distance, biting the inside of his cheek as his anxiety built up
— Before, it was only him that seemed interested in you. What if this new person will steal you away from him? Minho really, really likes you, but what if you don't feel the same way?
— He'll try to be more confident in his approach, showing off that he's interested in you and hoping that you'll notice his efforts
— “Hey, would you like to go out with me this weekend? There's a movie that I'd like to see, but you can choose a different one if you want. So, how about it?~”
Changbin :
— He won't be very pleased, tapping his foot impatiently as he waited for the person to leave so he could finally talk to you alone
— Doesn't really care that much about the fact that someone could steal you away, since he believes that at the end of the day, you're your own person that is perfectly capable of making decisions yourself and he's pretty confident in his charm and extraordinary jokes
— Once the person leaves, he'll simply strike a conversation with you, shooting his shoot himself. It's not like he can gatekeep you from other people, so he simply won't think much about the flirting that happened before
— “My jokes can't be that bad, right? Look, you laughed just now! I saw it!”
Hyunjin :
— He'll be anxious, nervously watching from across the room as your cheeks turned a dark shade of pink while you smiled at the bold flirting
— Won't even be mad or upset at the person flirting with you at all, more worried about himself and his actions; what if he's not doing enough? Maybe he should be more confident in his actions? Put more effort?
— He'll be doing everything he possibly can to try and get closer to you at least by a little, sharing his snacks with you, helping you with your problems or giving advice; in fact, he even started bringing double lunch just in case you forgot yours
— “Need some help? I can carry that for you– No, it's not a bother at all! It's my pleasure, really~”
Han :
— He'll invite himself to join your conversation, striking a friendly chat with you, therefore making it too awkward for the person to continue flirting with you
— To admit the truth, he is secretly a little scared of people "stealing you away", but even if you and him don't end up together in the end, he'd still like to be someone close to you
— And who knows what can happen in the future? He can only try his best to get closer to you and win your heart as for now, and if others will try to join in, he'll treat it more as a playful competition
— “Wow, you look nice today, Y/N!~ Ah, wait, you have something on your cheek. There, I took it off~”
Felix :
— He'll feel quite distressed, silently watching you and the person flirting with you from afar; trying to read your feelings about them
— Feeling like he can't do anything about other people liking you, he'll just be trying to do his best to get closer to you and hope for the best
— But if anyone openly admits that they really, really like you, he'll try to get over his crush to not seem selfish, giving them room
— “It's chilly tonight, you could catch a cold. Here, put on my coat. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine~”
Seungmin :
— Not impressed, glaring at the "deliquent" trying to charm his way into getting on your good side
— Like a knight in a shining armor, he'll attempt to save you by joining in to the conversation, trying to divert your attention to him
— And if the flirter won't be showing any signs of giving up, he'll come up with a random excuse to get you to walk away with him
— “Hm? Where are we going? Nowhere in particular, I just wanted to get you for myself. Oops, busted~”
I.N :
— Very unhappy, walking up to you and listening in to the conversation you were having
— If the flirting will seem to be going on and on, he'll start whining, tugging on your clothes or poking you, playfully glaring at your "new admirer" from time to time
— Once he'll get bored, similarly to Seungmin, he'll make up an emergency which will make you go with him, the male giggling as you left the poor, confused sweet talker behind
— “Oh, was my lie that obvious? Yet, you still went with me despite knowing the truth? Lucky me~”
Author’s Note: So, the reader is desi, and meri jaan is an endearment word that means my love or my life, in Hindi. These two words sound so cute and beautiful. I imagined Seungcheol saying these two words and I almost malfunctioned lmao; hope you like this fluff, because it's his birthdayyyyyy.
happy Seungcheol dayyyy
happy reading :)
“Shua, it’s all done and now we just need to go pick this sulky baby. Jeonghan is with him, right?” I turned to look at Joshua who was checking the decorations. “Yes, you need to go.”
“I still wonder how the ac and the heater broke in Jeonghan’s apartment suddenly and that also today? God really planned something for these two today” Luna laughed all of a sudden at my words, “You are right, this trio is inseparable” She looked at Shua, and Shua just smiled.
“But thanks to them, we met each other right?” both me and Luna nodded at Tia’s words. I remember how Jeonghan was excited and nervous to break the news of him dating Luna, his co-worker. But by the time I started dating Seungcheol, Shua was already in a relationship with Tia.
“Tia saw more bromance than us” I looked at her, “enough talking about us, we need to check everything and it’s almost time, go get ready Nishi, you need to pick him up” I checked the cake one more time, I was really nervous with baking this cake, I can trust Luna in decorating the cake with cherries and icing because she bakes a lot and I love her baking.
“Go Nishi, you can’t be late” Luna came and gave me a hug, the bonding I formed over with her is something, makes me so happy here. Like having Seungcheol by my side is something I can never thank enough anyone for but having Luna as my bestfriend here, with whom I can share almost everything without feeling embarrassed, I just feel so happy. “Okay, okay” I saw Tia talking with Joshua, they looked happy. I smiled at them and went to change clothes, I brought. Sometimes, my clothes are in his closet and some of my essentials, because according to Seungcheol, why shouldn’t I leave my traces here when I’m already his, that doesn’t make sense but it makes sense to him. I walked towards the mirror after changing into the dress, I applied nude makeup and fixed my hair, I just kept it neutral and natural, he shouldn’t know that we are having any birthday party for him. it’s supposed to be a surprise party.
I walked down and saw three of them laughing at something, they turned to look at me. “oh woah, so domestic” I looked at Tia shyly, “please Tia”
“what? You look pretty.” I went to stand infront of her. Luna came and held my shoulders, “good luck with bringing him home and I just talked to Jeonghan, he said he is waiting for you because everything is settled up” I nodded.
“And don’t worry about anything else, we will manage everything. Just text in the group once you leave Jeonghan’s house.” I nodded at his words.
“Okay, so I kept cherries on the kitchen table and there’s frosti-
Luna didn’t let me complete, “go now” she pushed me towards the door. “and flower bouquets are right here so don’t worry about them as well, we will make this surprise, one of the best surprise Seungcheol ever got, okay” I nodded and smiled.
“I’m leaving then” I waved at them and went towards my car.
I started driving towards Jeonghan’s house. On the way, I was wondering what do I tell him? just tell him that I was passing by or just tell him I came because I missed him? how do I tell him without ruining, I need Jeonghan’s help. I need to tell him, I was up for some work and just returning and was on the way to buy something, making an excuse is driving me crazy, really.
I was trying to calm myself down, I called up Jeonghan, without second thought. he picked up in the first ring , “what excuse do I use? To bring you both home together?”
“I can tell him I want a sleepover at his house?”
“Yoon Jeonghan, god.”
“I know I am”
“You and your god complex, anyways you need to handle that. I will reach in few minutes. Once you see my car just come down and he can come after you”
“Okay” and he hung up.
After almost fifteen minutes, I pulled infront of Jeonghan’s apartment. I looked at the clock it showed me 11:20 pm. I sighed in relief. I dialed Seungcheol’s number.
“Don’t you want to go home or what? Or just stay with Jeonghan whole day.”
“Where are you?”
“wait for you, come out please” I sounded so normal,
“What are you doing here?” and here he goes with asking me, “and that also after 11pm” right this is kind of my first time picking him up at late night, it’s usually him but it’s fine to exchange roles for a day. “I’m just doing what you do. You didn’t take your car, you texted me this morning when we talked. So I thought I could give you a ride on the way back home.”
“Coming my love” I hung up the moment he said that word, god, my heart can never stop doing summersault whenever he calls me my love. This word have such an huge impact on me, he will never know it; he can never understand how insane my heart gets when he calls me ‘my love’
“So are you ready?” I almost got an heartattack the moment Jeonghan shut the door, “Jeonghan?!”
“what?”
“You scared me”
“Sorry Nishi, I didn’t mean to. I wanted to get inside the car before him.”
“Still, gosh”
“what did you tell him?” he asked me, “I told him I came to pick me up, since I am on my way to home.”
“Good, he was being lowkey sulky today since he thinks we are not celebrating his birthday”
“That’s something……..” I trailed off, “nice” and smiled at him. we high-fived each other and just laughed at eachother, Seungcheol was taking a bit of time, more like he was locking the door and everything, according to Jeonghan, he just gave him this work because he wanted to talk to me before Seungcheol gets in the car. I told him others prepared everything.
“But did your heater and ac got fixed?” I asked him, “yes, Seungcheol was complaining about it when he entered my house, like the cold air hit him like what” he started laughing about it.
I saw the door open, “Hey”
“Hi” and he sat and closed the door, “you came before me” Jeonghan just showed his smiled.
“How are you? I didn’t see you for days and who knew I would be picking you up while being on the way home”
“Awww, meri jaan” I abruptly stopped everything, I thought I was hearing things, ‘meri jaan?’ Seungcheol would never. I eyes widen in surprise, I felt like screaming, “He said meri jaan” I looked at Jeonghan and then Seungcheol back and forth, my mind couldn’t process anything, “Seungcheol!!!” I called out his name because I couldn’t hold back anymore, “he said meri jaan” Jeonghan repeated again, I couldn't believe my ears,
“what?”
“he said meri Jaan” this was Jeonghan repeating for the third time, and I was trying to get my shit together, he just can’t trigger me off with one word and wrap me around his fingers like this.
“What did you say?” I looked at him
“meri jaan” his eyes oh jesus christ, his tiny voice would make me lose my mind.
“meri jaan?” I repeated myself he nodded, “yes meri jaan” he should know these two hindi words can make anyone lose their mind and specially mine because yes, that’s my language and how am I supposed to deal with it. It’s his birthday in half an hour or something and he is making me lose my mind.
“Where would you learn that from?” Jeonghan asked Seungcheol, leaving my dumbfold,
“Where would you learnt that from??” I was in shock
“what do you mean, she calls me everytime?”
“No, I never called you meri jaan before” I just called him once, “It was just once!!” I felt so exposed, “She loves these words” I wanted to hide somewhere, he was exposing me infront of Jeonghan .
“But-But” I wanted to defend myself, he should know that him calling me, ‘meri jaan’ is something very, my mind just blank for a moment when he gave me a quick kiss all of a sudden. “You two, please let’s go home” I heard Jeonghan, this would count as his favorite act, because he never kissed me infornt of his friends till now. I was way too flustered to even start the engine, “Nishi, we need to go back home” I nodded, “Ye-yes”
I started driving towards his home, I checked the time, it was 11:28pm I took a deep breath before driving and I didn’t forget to text Joshua about it. I wanted to change the topic, “Jeonghan are you staying overnight with him today as well?”
“yes, I like his house” we burst out laughing, I was being very conscious the whole time, I was driving because the way he was stealing glances at me wasn’t helping me to concentrate, “were you at work?” I nodded, “I had overtime today” and the truth is I took a half day at work for him.
I stopped the car at the traffic, I looked at him once, he was talking to Jeonghan, the way he looks like my daylight, he lights up everything around me, he just made everything so better for me.
Seungcheol entering my life was the most life changing thing that happened to me. I never knew I could fall in love again like this and so beautifully with a person who would be my constant like this. His smiles are the reason I smile now, his words always find ways to me, to make me feel better when I am having a bad day. He just knows how I find home in him.
I started driving again and I made it by 11:50pm, we still have 10 minutes, before I let him inside.
“It’s late meri jaan” I turned my head to look at him, how can he say those words casually? “Seungcheol” I looked at him, I can’t explain how it alters my brain chemistry, I love it when he calls me meri jaan, I might get addicted at this point, and he is just…. Being adorable with that, “meri jaan” here he goes again….
“It’s late, are you sure you will drive back home right now? Why don’t you stay overnight?”
“Seungcheol, she can go back home, she can drive.” Jeonghan replied instead of me, I almost apologized Seungcheol for lying, how can he be so adorable. “Jeonghan, I can’t let her drive way back home at almost midnight, it’s not safe” he genuinely looked concerned which I felt he was; he was always this concerned for me about everything, for him my safety and comfort came first, never have I ever been treated like this.
“It’s okay cheol, I can manage” I just knew Jeonghan was trying to hold back his words and laugh.
“Or do you want me to drive you back? you already worked overtime today. I can drop you off”
“And then what about you? Who will drop you off?”
“I can stay with you” he smiled and gave me a quick peck.
“Seungcheol, enough let’s go inside” If Jeonghan didn’t speak I would've been lost in him, how can a human being be like this, “oh reminds me I need water, can I get some water then I’ll leave” he pouted, “sure, why not. Let’s go” I looked at the time, it was 11:58pm; didn’t know time flew that fast, we just barely exchanged words.
I parked my car and walked with him, he held my hands and I just smiled at him. I love the way we are, we just need to hold our hands to understand eachother.
Jeonghan stopped right before, “open the door Seungcheol rather than smiling at your girlfriend”
“Yoon Jeonghan you’re so annoying, you won’t even let me look at my Nishi, oof” The moment he opened the door, the clock struck at twelve.
“SURPRISE~” Joshua’s voiced echoed, I felt even his neighbors could hear Joshua’s voice
Seungcheol stopped where he was, “Happy birthday” me and Jeonghan said in unison.
“Let’s go inside” I held his hand, he looked so happy.
Luna switched on the lights, and Jeonghan gave her a hug.
“Guys, I didn’t expect… like thankyou so much”
“You deserve it all” Jeonghan said and gave him a hug, Joshua joined soon after that. Tia came to stand beside me, “they look so happy together” I nodded.
“OKAY YOU NEED TO CUT THE CAKE SEUNGCHEOL, NISHI BAKED IT” I looked at Luna, she ran to bring the cake.
The cake was fully decorated and it looked so cute, I loved the way Luna decorated it.
I lit up the candles, “time to make a wish” he closed his eyes and blew the candles.
“happy birthday Seungcheol”
Everyone looked so happy and the moment I saw him smiling at everyone, it felt like my life flashed right Infront of me, after he cut the cake and everyone ate it, although they urged me to the first one to eat, he fed others and he looked so happy.
I can never get tired of his smile, they heal me. everyone was talking and gave him gifts, that’s when I remembered, I kept his gift on his bedroom. I held his hand and took him to his bedroom, everyone else was teasing but I didn’t care. They just want to have fun.
“Nishi…” I dragged him inside his room. “Wait here” he looked at me, “this is my room” I nodded, “yes I know, so wait for a second” I went to the table, and brought the flowers and the gift.
Only the night-light was on, I walked towards him, “Happy birthday my everything” I gave him a quick peck and gave him the bouquet first, “thankyou meri jaan”
“Cheol” I pouted, “what?”
“I might get addicted to your ‘meri jaan’, do you know how harmful is it for me?”
“I might learn all the words for you now, meri jaan. Your language is beautiful” I shook my head, I can’t with this boyfriend of mine.
“here’s your birthday gift” I brought him a watch, he opened and looked happy, “thankyou so much”
“this is beautiful” he smiled at me, he suddenly held my waist and pulled me closer, “thankyou so much for everything” if I could I would just drown in his eyes, I put my arms around his neck, “meri jaan”
“See you called me, meri jaan”
“Because you are, you’re meri jaan” I kissed him after telling him, I just love him so much, I loved him more than I ever could.
“I love you.” I smiled at his words, “I love you too, Happy birthday my love” and then he kissed me.
● Warnings⚠️ : Fluff, harsh language used like once.
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝑪𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 :- 1,034 words 5,500 characters
"Are you coming home yet?" You asked pressing the phone closer to your ear.
Chan gave a tired sigh and replied. "No. I'm sorry, Y/N. I have to stay here a little longer." "But it's 2:17 in the morning." You frowned. "Can't you leave it for tomorrow?"
"I'm sorry, Y/N. You know I'm on a tight schedule." He explained and you could just tell he was pinching the bridge of his nose. "I'll try to get back as soon as I can, okay? You should get some sleep though, it's late." Your brows furrowed in confusion. "I should say the same to you but, mkay goodnight." You said plainly and hanging up straight away.
You sat back in your chair, trying to ignore the stinging sensation in your chest. You knew he was passionate about his work; you admired him greatly for that, but still, you couldn't ignore the fact that is basically overworking himself. This is the third time this week that he hasn't come home.Maybe it's because he doesn't want to come home. To you. You didn't want to think like that, hoping instead that you'd wake up in your boyfriend's arms.
You didn't. His side was cold. Again. You looked at your phone and saw that there weren't any messages from him, and in that moment, another thought chipped into your brain: You're a distraction he doesn't need. It made something inside of you hurt and the more you tried to ignore it, the more you tried to shut it down, the worse it got.
On your break at work, you swivelled from side to side in your chair, looking down at the phone on your lap. You wanted to call Chan, but you also knew that he and the boys were in the middle of rehearsing for their new album release, so calling him would only worry him. Still, you really wanted to hear his voice, so you took a deep breath and pressed the call icon.
"Y/N?" Chan said, picking up. "Is everything okay?" In just four words, you could already feel the tension build up inside you.
"Yeah, everything is fine." You answered. "Sorry to call you while your at work.""It's okay, but is everything alright? Because if it is, then I really need to get back to work."
You bit your lip. "Um, no. It's just you sound exhausted and you didn't come home last night, the last three nights, actually." The last bit came out a bit harsher than expected.
"I know Y/N, I'm sorry." Chan sighed. "This isn't easy on me either, but it's my job."
"Well, can you at least promise me that you'll come home tonight? I'll make your favourite dinner and then we can just relax?" A moment passed before Chan responded.
"I'll be there. I promise." Later, you brought the food to the table, set for two. Out of habit, you hadn't started cooking until around seven-thirty, knowing that their sessions ended late. You also queued up an episode of your favourite drama on the TV.
An hour later, you sat fidgeting on the sofa, glancing over at the door everyone once in a while in hopes that he would be there and everything would be fine. An hour after, you called, but he didn't pick up. By midnight your appetite was completely gone, and the food laid cold and untouched on the table, a clear reminder of how many times you had your hopes up and just ended up disappointed.
Your eyes began to sting, and you tried your best to hold back your tears that were beginning to form as you put the food into the fridge and turned off the TV. You must've dozed off for a while as you were woken up by the sound of a door unlocking and heavy footsteps padding across the floor.
"You promised." You said, sitting up. Chan flinched at the sudden sound, taking a second to locate your curled up form on the sofa.
"Y/N I-." You felt your eyes burn with newly formed tears as you repeated with a brittle tone. "You fucking promised."Chan put his things down and took a cautious step towards you, his expression hard and tired. "I know i promised and I know its late but I'm here now, okay?"
"No, it's not okay." You retorted. "It's 4:15 in the morning. I begged you to come home Chan. To take a break, to stop overworking yourself and-and it seems like you don't even care."
"I do care Y/N. I'm trying my best but we both know my job-." Chan stopped mid-sentence, his expression mixed with frustration and shock as his words began to register.
"You love your work." You said. "And you put your passions first, but what about me? Why am I even here Chan? Why do I still ask you to be here when i need you, when I know that time and time again, you're just going to ignore me and then ask for my forgiveness? What were you going to say? That your job comes first? Well yeah, you're right. If it was a choice between me and your job, you'd chose your job every single time." You said calmly, while your tears flowed down uncontrollably. Chan stared at you. A pool of guilt surrounding him. This was all because of him. He turned around towards the door and said, "I think I should go."
At those words. At the threat of him walking out the door, you let out a small voice. "Please don't go." You could faintly hear Chan crying as well, rubbing at his eyes furiously before rushing towards you to the sofa, taking you in his arms.
He buried his face into your neck and said, "I'm sorry, Y/N. I'm so sorry." He pulled back just enough to look at you in the eye, his own voice thick and raw with emotion. "I love you so much, Y/N. You are my world. My passion. This job is something i do because I love it, but you are something that I live for, and I'm so sorry that I ever made you feel less than that."
After the both of you calmed down, you wiped away the last of your tears and gave him a soft smile. "Thank you. I love you too." Chan brought your foreheads together and cradled you in his arms, gently rocking you back and forth.
"Can I kiss you?" Chan asked quietly, pulling back a little. When you nodded, he pressed his soft lips on yours mouthing little 'I love you's' and 'I'm sorry's' in between each one.
He went into the elevator and rested his forehead against the wall. It can't last for too long. His breathing was heavy, and his heart was beating too fast. He barely stopped himself today. But you were too sexy. He won a small victory. But why was it feel so sad deep inside.
You were right about everything. Now it’s clear why you saw the child in him. He only thought about his feelings. Why didn’t he think about the reality in which he lived. What was he hoping for. He could not date with anyone, and if someone take a photo of him with a girl, the group would have problems because of him. He such a fool! That's why he gets into all sorts of troubles. He cannot even come to you when he wants it, only when they have free time. “See you tomorrow” - he doesn’t even know if he will be able to leave the dorm tomorrow. But he must take a chance, not for that he went so far as to surrender so easily now. He must do everything possible. You agreed - that was the only thing that mattered now. You watched a movie while you sat in his arms. He smiled. He must tease you, you must feel that you need him. If while he can’t win your heart, he must at least conquer your body. He knows that you always played with guys, if he wants to be with you, he should become the main one in this game.
He quickly got home and went into the apartment. The party was in full swing. For a long time he had not seen hyungs so drunk.
“Kooky !!! Where were you my favorite, maknae. I missed you so much. ”Jin hugged him, kissing him on the cheek.
"Hyung, you're drunk!" he tried to break out of hyung's steel grip.
"Have you got a girlfriend?" asked Yoongi
“Of course, I have a lot of free time for this. What is the reason for that party? ” he quickly changed the subject.
“It's just that when you meet friends you no come so earlier and you are always drunk. And now it’s not even midnight and you are sober” Hoseok said with suspiciously.
“Reporter Kim Namjoon, Bangtan TV. Comment of this situation, Mr. Jeon” approached him Namjoon, using a bottle of soju instead of a microphone.
“Hyungs, you are all drunk. I have a photoshoot tomorrow morning. So I didn’t drink much and returned early” he made excuses.
“Okay, okay ... Justified!" Hoseok tapped with a spoon on the table.
Everyone began to laugh. He joined them, and taking a beer. " Do you like _________? Why do you constantly write dirty stuff to her all times.” asked Jin to Yoongi.
Jungkook choked a beer. ‘Why are you asking him this, hyung’, he thought. So he need to calm down. It is impossible that they all found out on the first day.
“Yes, I like her” Yoongi replied, and Jungkook felt a growing worry inside. “We are friends with benefits” Namjoon dropped a can of beer, Hoseok was sitting with his mouth wide open, and Jungkook could not move from what he had just heard. Yoongi laughed out loud. “Wow ... It was worth it! This is a reaction! Daebak! She and I are friends in sex conversations. She knows everything about me and I about her. We give advice to each other, etc. There is nothing between us except friendship ”
“So you know all her boyfriends?” asked Jin
"Yes I am"
“And do you know which idol she date?” sat closer Hoseok
"Yes I am. But only they did not date, they just had sex. He does not have time for a relationship, she too. So they met together”
"Who is he? Who?" Hoseok bounced from excitement on a chair
"I will not say. If she wanted you to know, she would tell you herself” Yoongi replied, taking a sip of whiskey.
"But we are so interested" whined Hoseok
“I even have no doubt that you are interested”
“At least tell me from which group he is?” Yoongi shook his head, “Okay! At least tell me what agency he is from? ” did not give up Hoseok
"Okay, nevermind. Who cares who he is. This is her own business, it does not concern us. You don't want go to the barbecue? Long time we not ate grill meat ” said Jungkook
He tried to change the topic several times, but Hoseok still did not give up, and tried to find out who you were meeting. 'I wonder ____ will tell Yoongi about me,' he thought. While you were talking, the front door opened, Taehyung and Jimin came very drunk.
“Weren't you in the spa? Why the hell are you so drunk, and most importantly where? ” asked Namjoon
“We met a hubaes, they were going to a barbecue. They invited us to join them "said Taehyung, staggering
"Our maknaes are so grown" fell on the table Jin
Everyone laughed because of Jin' dramatic behavior. The rest of the night was a lot of fun. After everyone went sleep, he stayed with Yoongi in the kitchen.
"What's going on?" Yoongi asked, passing him a new beer.
"What are you talking about, hyung?" he asked him
“Do you like ________? That's why you are acting like this? ”
"Why do you think so? All is fine, hyung, I'm just tired, that's all! ”
“That you can tell others. You practically stop breathing when we talk about her. What happened at the last party? ”
"Nothing happened. Everything as usual"
“You don't want to talk, okay. I want to give you friendly advice: don’t start what you’re not sure about and don’t ruin everything because of a minute desire ”
“What if I'm sure?”
Yoongi raised his head and looked into his eyes for several seconds studying his face. He got up and went up to him. Putting a hand on his shoulder, he said, “Sometimes, one-sided confidence may not be enough. Just be careful, otherwise it will hurt you in the end.” He squeezed his shoulder lightly before headed for the bedroom.
He sat and looked at the wall. Why does everyone say that he should be hurt. Is there really no chance that everything would be fine. Even your consent is more a way to show him that nothing will work out than a chance to be with him. “My confidence is enough for two,” he whispered, taking his last sip of beer. Throwing to bin empty can, he went into the bedroom. Having taken a shower, he put on his pajamas and lay down in bed. He checked the phone, there are no notifications from you, although you wrote a lot in group chat. You were still online, everyone is already sleeping, maybe you are texting with Yoongi. he opened a private chat with you and wrote
'Good night, cutie. It’s a pity that you are not near me. I want to fall asleep next, hugging you'
A minute later, the answer came: 'Didn't you say that you should get up early? Why aren’t you sleeping yet? '
'Do you worry about me? I am pleased to'
'Good night' he smiled at your answer, or rather that you did not answer his question.
'I like you, nuna. Fall in love in me'
'Crazy' he laughed after reading your answer.
Putting the phone under the pillow, he fell asleep with a smile on his face. For the first time in a long time, he slept very well. No thoughts disturbed him. Although he did not oversleep so much, in the morning he felt completely rested. He quickly packed up and went to the parking lot where the manager was waiting for him. “You look well rested, apparently you slept well.” Said the manager as soon as he saw him.
"Really? Today I indeed slept really well.” He smiled as he got into the car. The first half of the day passed calmly. He could not stop smiling when they did makeup, because he was thinking about you all the time. He was wondering if you want to become their makeup artist. No, it was a bad idea. He would not be able to control himself, and all the staff would know about you within 5 minutes. While he was getting ready to shoot, he quickly wrote you 'Good morning. Have a good day. Do not strain your hand' a few minutes later he received the answer 'Good morning. Aren't you in the photoshoot? Don't be distracted from work.'
‘Oh dear, what a little grumpy. It's so cute’, he thought.. A few hours later it was all over. He hoped that their schedule was not very busy, and he could see you at least for half an hour. He got into the car and plunged in search of online flower delivery, it would be difficult for him to do it personally. He hoped that after 10 pm he would be free, so he made an order for this time and immediately paid back. He is also ordering a bottle of good wine and your favorite cake with the inscription 'Demo cake in honor of the first day of our demo relationship' While he was looking at the phone, the car stopped. He looked out the window, they were in the home parking lot. He saw other members near their group's van.
"Have you packed your stuff? If not, then hurry up”said the manager while getting out of the car.
“What stuff? What are you talking about, hyung? ” he asked, not understanding what was happening.
“What? Didn’t you hear yesterday? We are leaving for Busan to shoot a video, until the end of the week. Hurry up” said the manager. He stood in the middle of the parking lot, not believing what was happening now. To Busan? Until the end of the week? Stop. If this was known yesterday, Jin could tell you that they will leaving until end of the week. Really ... No, this cannot be ... You agreed to be with him because of you knew that he was leaving, and this only shows that he cannot do what he wants and date with someone he wants? The reality was too cruel.
He went into the elevator and dialed you.
“Did you know?”
“And hello to you. What are you talking about?" you asked.
“Did you know about this? Is that was your plan? ”
“Did you know that we're leaving in Busan today until end of the week? Did Jin tell you that yesterday? So thats why you agreed to try to be with me? To show me that you right and nothing will happen the way I want? ”
“I'm of course smart enough, but now I don’t understand what you’re talking about. Could you calm down and ask a normal question. What exactly did I must to know and what plan are you talking about?”
You sighed heavily, “If you are going to make such teenage tantrums, then let's finish everything right now” you said in a calm voice and hung up. He was practically seething with anger when he reached his room. He threw clothes into the suitcase with force. Having collected all that is necessary, he went down to the parking lot and got into the car to the others.
"What happened? The photoshoot went bad? In the morning you were in a such good mood, ”Jimin asked when he sat down beside him.
“You're right, the mood was even too good to be true”
“did you texted to _______ that we're leaving until end of the week? Didn’t you have a meeting with her tomorrow? ” asked Yoongi to Jin.
"Oh heck!!! I completely forgot. Because of our party, it completely flew out of my head. I'll text to her now” Jin took out his phone and started writing a message.
Jungkook dropped the phone from his hand. Damn, he screwed up. Again. He ruined everything without even having time to start. For an hour he could think of nothing but how stupid he had acted. Looking at the phone, he remembered the order he was doing. He went into the confirmation of the order, and sent a request to change the inscription on the cake 'Forgive me. I'm really not a mature child. Please give me one last chance.' Upon reaching the place, they had dinner and arrived at the hotel. He was settled in one room with Taehyung, but he was lucky because Taehyung went out for a walk with the rest of the members. He lay on the bed, and continued to look at the phone. He madly wanted to write or call you. But he could not. Not after what he made this afternoon. He received a notice that his order had been delivered. But you didn’t write anything ...
The next few days he did not even understand what he was doing, he just did everything that was told to him. He very often caught the worried glance of the members. But he didn’t care. On the last evening, he alone lay in the room, because everyone had left to a nightclub. Tomorrow morning they were returning home. They had a few days off.
He heard a knock on the door and got out of bed to open the door. On the threshold stood Yoongi. He had several bottles of soju in his hands. He walked by and sat on the floor between the beds. He put down two glasses and poured them. Jungkook still stood by the door.
"Sit down" said Yoongi
He went to the bed and sat on the floor opposite. Yoongi without a word handed a glass to him and taking his to the bottom, maknae did the same. Yoongi again poured their glass fully and they drank again. This went on several times. After the fifth glass, Yoongi finally broke the silence. "Talk" he said, filling the glasses again.
"There is nothing to talk ..."
Yoongi interrupted maknae not letting him finish the sentence. “If you will say that 'everything is fine' or start talking about how tired you are. I swear I'll kick your ass. Therefore, stop lying and tell me what is happening. Or should I call and ask _____?”
No, he certainly didn’t want it. He has not talked to you since that day. You haven’t texted anything back to him. You were right, now he really was hurt. He drank a glass, and tell his story. He told absolutely everything in detail, without hiding anything. He could no longer keep it into himself. He could not raise his head, he was too ashamed to look at hyung in his eye.
“Gosh, you fool. Moron. How could it be that you screwed up that badly in a few days.” Yoongi sat and shaking his head. “Didn't I warn you that it will be so? Why didn’t you listen _______, when she told you the same thing. Of course, I understood that something goin on, but I did not expect that you had already managed to ruin everything ”
“Hyung, I know that I’m an idiot even without you. I knew that I screwed up. This is not what I want to hear from you. ”
“No, you really need listen about it another thousand, tens of thousands, millions of times how exactly you screwed up! ”
"What should I do now, hyung? How can I fix it? ”
"What to do? To fix? Forget it, until you make the situation worse. It's not have enough for you of suffering, do you still want her to suffer because of you? Do you think I was not falling in love with her? ”
“Hyung ...” he was in shock.
“You are such a child. How could I not fall in love with her. It was as soon as we met. But unlike you, I reallist at things. Therefore, I put my feelings to hell until they grew. I have no regrets, we are good friends. But if I then tried to do something, I would ruin everything. That's why I advised you to think carefully about what you are going to do. Did you really think she set it up? ”
“Yes, I thought so. I just could not believe that she agreed. And it was easier for me to think into something bad, than to hope for sincerity on her part. When I heard in the car that she knew nothing .... Hyun, I thought I was going to die at that moment. It hurt so much for what I told to her. She is right that I am a child who is driven only by feelings. But I'm not ready to give up so easily. I will make any decision, but I can’t live if I don’t even try to fix it.”
“On the one hand, I envy you, your romantic hope. But on the other hand, I'm afraid you’ll hurt yourself even more ”
“It can’t be more hurts than now. So at least I will know that I did everything I could. And I won’t imagine every night "what could happened!"
“I won’t stop you, but I won’t help you either. The only help I can give you is to pretend that this conversation never happened. ”
They drank the last glass, and Yoongi went into his room. He sat on the floor and looked at the ceiling. He took the phone out of his pocket and wrote you the message 'Forgive me. Good night'
In the morning, absolutely everyone was tormented by a terrible hangover. On the way, they stopped at a restaurant for a portion of hangover soup. He liked that everyone was silent and no one paid attention to him. In silence, they returned home. Having taken a shower, he was lying in his room thinking what to do. He quickly dressed and drove to you. On the way, he bought flowers, he scared the seller with his appearance. She probably thought he was a robber. After a while he stood in front of your door. He looked at the bell and did not dare to ring it. Have you been home? Have you been home alone? Thoughts revolved in his head. Taking a few deep breaths, he rang the doorbell. After a moment he heard a noise after the door, it's good. You were at home. Opening the door, you examined him from head to toe.
“You're not from the delivery I ordered. What are you doing here?"
"Can we talk? Please"
You took a step back by letting him into the apartment. Turning around you went to the living room. You turned off the TV and sat on the sofa. He was following you, his head was empty. He laid flowers on a coffee table, went to you and knelt.
"What are you doing? Get up"
"Please forgive me. I will make any decision of yours and do everything as soon as you want. But please give us another chance. The last chance. Please” he was kneeling looking at the floor. He was unable to look you in the eye.
“Isn't it you who made the decision. You made it clear enough that you think of me. So why are you now kneeling in front of me and talking about some chance there” you got up and wanted to go past him. He took your hand stopping you. He rose from the floor and turned you to him.
"Forgive me. Sorry ... I just could not believe that you gave me a chance ... What did you give a chance to someone like me ... Therefore, when I heard about the trip, I could not stop my thoughts that you only wanted to play with me ... And only then I learned in the car that Jin didn’t tell you anything ... I felt like the last bastard. Forgive me."
“If you didn’t trust me from the very beginning, what the point to discuss something now. What the point was to start something at all”
"I trust you. Forgive me"
“So you made a tantrum because you trust me? So you said that I set it up everything because you trust me? You thought that I was just playing with you because you trust me? Have you even thought about me for a second? Have you ever thought for a second that I really want to try something with you? But I'm more angry for myself. I was wrong. It hurt me too. It was too painful to hear this from you.” You turned your back to him.“ Go away ” you whispered ...
Everything inside was broken. You gave him a chance because you really started to like him. But he only hurt you. He came up and hugged you from back. You took a step forward breaking out of his arms. He hugged you again. You turned around pushing him away “I said, go away” he came up and kissed you. Again pushing him away, you hit a slap in the face. He took your wrists and pressed against the wall. He held your wrists over your head while he kissed you again. Your quarrel only excited him. The fact that his feelings were mutual, removed any fear in him. He pressed you with his body, preventing you from moving. After a couple of minutes your attempts to break out completely disappeared. He looked up from your lips and said, looking into your eyes, “I want you! You have three seconds to stop me. 1,2 ... ” before he said '3' you kissed him. This time the kiss was very hard and painful. His fingers stumbled forcefully into your body leaving traces. He could not control himself now. Everything that happened over the past week, all the feelings and pain, everything was reflected in this kiss. He lifted you up in the air so that you would wrap your legs around his waist. He went to your bedroom without breaking the kiss. Throwing you on the bed, he took off his hoody and T-shirt before kissing you again. Your fingers pressed into his skin. He practically tore off your clothes. The excitement was too strong to delay or be gently. After your kiss at the door, he woke up every night from his moans, because he dreamed of you, how he fucks you. He was lucky what Taehuyng sleep very soundly, and did not catch him when he woke up from the fact that he was moaning your name in a dream. He quickly took off the rest of his clothes before returning to bed. He sharply turned you on your stomach and bent your leg up.
You were also very excited like him, so despite the fact that you squeezed his cock inside, he was able to enter the entire length. He came out of you abruptly. And he made a harder jolt, making your body tremble. He lost the remnants of control over himself. He fucked you with hard, deep jolts. Sensations sent electric charges through his spine. The way your body trembled under him from the pleasure and your moans grew louder, covered him with a wave of pleasure. He won’t keep so long because you squeezed his cock with your pussy. He ran his fingers through your hair, squeezing them tightly. His teeth left marks on your neck and shoulders. He wanted to show everyone that you belong to him. There was nothing civilized in this sex, only animal passion. “I'm cumming now” you moaned when his jolts became too fast. He was glad, he barely held on. It was too good. The sensations were so strong that it seemed the heart would now stop from enjoying. He moved his hand to the clit and rubbed it. Your body trembled under him while you cum hard. His dick would be squeezed by your pussy so tightly that he could hardly move to make a few jerks. His dick twitched filling you with sperm. His whole body was chained by an orgasm, that fell upon him.
He was lying on you. He could feel how your and his hearts beating fast in unison. He was breathing heavily while recovering. He had never experienced such a strong orgasm in his life. He felt his cock pulsating inside you. Despite the fact that he just cum very hard, he was still completely hard on. He flipped you onto your back and entered you again. He hugged you and rolled over. Now you was lay on him. He continued to make slow, shallow jolts. Pleasure rose in waves, spreading warmth through the body. He wanted more. He felt his jolts make his sperm flow out of you. Every push made your skin goosebumps. He again felt very excited. He began to make deep jerks. Tougher than before, although they were still slow. His fingers dug into your hips, pushing you as deep on him as possible. Your hands moved to his wrists. You squeezed his hands hard enough, push him out to the bed. You kissed him hard by biting his lip. Pain pierced him, but why did it only make him more excited. “Now it's my turn,” you said. You ran your hands over your body, squeezing your breast. The sight of you swinging on his cock, and your hands playing with your breast, made him as excited more. When you descended on his cock, he raised his hips making jolt harder. Your one hand moved to his stomach, digging his nails into his abs. The pain made his cock twitch in you. He abandoned his attempts to move and lay calmly, accepting everything that you give him.
You was put your hands on his chest. It made you change the angle of penetration into you. Your movements have become faster. His glans rubbed against the wall of the vagina. His body was trembling with pleasure. Each of your movements sent a discharge through his body that made him arch his back. “If you continue like that, I’m not enough for even 5 minutes,” he whispered, breathlessly with pleasure. You lowered and ran your tongue over his nipple. 'You want his dead', he thought when you did the same with another nipple. He was on the verge. He sat abruptly, making you stay kneel again. He wrapped his arm around your waist to control your jolts, slowing them down. He sucked your nipple in his mouth. Your breast drove him crazy all this time. He played with his tongue with your nipple, sucking it. He clamped your nipple with his teeth and felt how tightly you squeezed his cock, he repeated the same thing to another. He lowered you to cock forcing you to do hard jerks. You pushed him down again so he lay down. He was lying looking at you. Just your appearance could make him cum right now. Your body was wet, he could see red marks on your hips and neck that he had left, and your eyes were covered with pleasure. You looked very lecherous. He lost count of how many nights he spent imagining you that way while jerking off. Your pace has accelerated greatly, and your fingers have moved to your clitoris. He kept his last strength so as not to cum first. His fingers caressed your skin. He ran across your stomach, rising to your chest. Your skin was so hot. “Damn it, fuck, fuck.. I’m cumming ... Oooh, this is too fucking good.." you said and tightly squeezed his cock inside, which made his body tremble with pleasure. He gripped you tightly in his arms as you fell onto his chest. He continued to make quick hard jolts reaching his orgasm, he could not control the loud moans that burst from him when he cumming. It felt like whole his body was breaking. As if he were drawn into a hurricane, and his body just hung in the air. He could neither hear nor see anything around. He felt like in heaven.
It seems he lost consciousness for several minutes, but you didn’t even notice this, because you also came to your senses after an orgasm. His whole body was trembling. He rolled onto side when he was able to feel his body again. He lay in an embrace you and he left a tender kiss on your lips. He pressed you closer to his body, he wanted to completely dissolve into you, what was this moment never ends. Now in this world there was nothing but the two of you. He did not want to return to reality without knowing what awaited him there.
“We need a shower, but my body refuses to move,” you said, resting on his chest.
“I don’t feel my body, let's forget about the shower. I like being dirty. ” you laughed at his words. The sound of your laughter, the fact that you were lying embracing him made his melt, from the tenderness that he felt. Despite the fact that this was the first time, the feeling was as if you had been dating for many years. After a while, you still got up and went into the shower. He leaned against the wall, clutching you to him, while hot water flowed down your bodies. He did not want to lose even the slightest opportunity to feel you. Leaving the shower, he gently wiped your body while your fingers played with his wet hair. He pulled you and kissed you. Your lips are so seductive, he wanted to kiss you every second. Back on the bed, you pulled out the bedspread to the floor and were light at a clean bedding. It felt so natural. You two were cuddling in your bed. After a long time, you asked him, “Don't you have to go back at dorm?”
Reality brought you back from heaven to earth. But he did not want to let go of his, even a short, moment of happiness. He reached into the pants that were lying on the floor and pulled out his phone. He quickly printed a message saying that he would stay with friends today because they were going to drink all night, and sent it to Jin. Without waiting for an answer, he threw the phone back into a pile of your clothes. “No, don't. I want to stay with you tonight. I want to sleep with you and hugging all night. And I absolutely do not care if you do not want it. If you’ll be indignant, I’ll just bind you” he said with a grin.
"Look at you, how you talk" you answered laughing.
“And by the way, looking ahead, I want to say right away. I regard all of this as your positive response, in to give me one last chance. ”
“Okay” you raised your head to meet his eyes. "The last chance. The conditions remain the same: no jealousy, no commitment and no demands. ”
“This time I will not spoil anything”
“You didn’t forget that in a month you’re going on tour, and next week you start preparing for the concert? Just clarifying just in case”
"I remember". But he did not want to think about it now. He will simply rejoice at every moment that you can spend together. Now he was happy and you were in his arms.
[The day before leaving for the tour]
He was happy that he had the opportunity to break out to you, albeit not for long. All this time you managed to meet only for short moments. You came to the hostel several times. He remembered how quickly dragged you into the bathroom while everyone was busy in the kitchen. He left some quick slaps on your ass because you were changing into Jin clothes again. “I want only my clothes, my hands, my lips and my cock on or into your body. You understood?” he ripped off the shorts from you and made some hard jerks. He abruptly stepped out of you, straightened his clothes, and stepped out of the bathroom. He left another slap on your bare ass before leaving you choking on excitement. He practically laughed when he remembered that he had paid for it, because you seduced him all evening, after what you left without giving the opportunity to even touch you.
He got to your door and rang the bell. You opened the door, "Hello," you said, and he froze. You were only wearing a transparent lace cape on a naked body. A grocery bag that was in his hand slipped down. He didn't care. He began to take off his clothes while closing the door behind him. He pushed you against the wall, unfastening his pants. In a second he was already deep into you. He fucked you maybe too hard, but he couldn't stop. Each jolt into your tight hot pussy felt too good, he could not restrain loud moans. He did not care if the whole house heard his moans. He kissed you. It was a kiss saturated with lust, desire and debauchery... He could no longer endure, he put his hand between you, covering your clitoris with your fingers. He quickly rubbed it to make you cum. As soon as you squeezed his cock with force, he could no longer restrain his orgasm. You have cum at the same time. His fingers pressed into your skin while he was lost in his pleasure. Your moans mixed up filling the apartment. After a few minutes, you were still standing motionless. He hugged you, holding your body to himself while he was still inside you. “And hello to you” he laughed...
“Usually people kiss first each other at the meeting, rather than fuck hard at the door” you said, raising an eyebrow.
“Didn't I kiss you? As for me, this is the best greeting in all times”
“Didn't you left the grocery bag behind the door?”
“Heck, food” he gently stepped out of you. He took some napkins and wiped himself off. Putting his pants back on, he reached for a T-shirt that was lying on the floor. “Go to the shower, I'll prepare everything for the barbecue for now” he said, turning you towards the shower and slightly slapping you.
"Crazy". Before you could take a step, he slipped fingers into your hair. He turned your head and kissed you passionately. He ran the finger of his second hand over your pussy, playing with your clit, he made your body tremble. He tucked his head away to run a finger across your lower lip before sticking it into your mouth. Your soft moan made you tighten his grip on your hair. He removed a finger from your mouth and kissed you again. He groaned when he felt your and his taste on your lips. His fingers gripped your nipple, making your moan loudly. “You and me are perfect mix” he said with a lustful smile. He turned you and took the second nipple in his mouth eagerly sucking it. He put fingers in your pussy, stretching you. He used sperm as a lubricant to fuck you. He quickly jerk his fingers inside you, each time hitting your clitoris. While your hips not started trembling with an advancing orgasm. He felt you squeeze his fingers. “Wait. Please ... I’ll cumming now ... Fuck!” you gasped at the combination of his mouth on your nipples and his fingers with the force of fucking you. He kissed you again drowning out your moans while you hard cum on his fingers. He slowly drove wet fingers over your clit, stretching your orgasm ... He stepped back, inspecting you from head to toe. Raising his hand, he licked his fingers. His lips glistened with your juices, and he drew his tongue over them, “You are so tasty,” he grinned.
“I think I’m influencing you badly” you said, shaking your head, turning to the side of the bath. He pressed you to the wall, leaving a bite on your neck.
“I like how you influence me” he kissed you once more before letting go. He opened the door and laughed, seeing a bag around which groceries were scattered. He quickly assembled everything and went into the kitchen. He took out a grill and washed the leaves of lettuce and perilla for your barbecue. He chopped vegetables and then set the table. You went into the kitchen just when he had finished arranging everything. You easily patted his ass, “Such a good boy.” He smiled broadly when he turned and saw that you were in his T-shirts and shorts, which he left with you. “You look just unrealistically sexy in my stuff” he left a light kiss on your lips.
You laughed while preparing a barbecue. He did not want to think that he was leaving tomorrow, and would not be able to see you for a very long time. He enjoyed every second spent with you.
“I have homework for you while I am gone” he said.
"Homework? I’ve already left that age when I doing homework, plus I’ve never been a diligent student.”
“For some reason, I am absolutely not surprised at this. Bad girl. Wait you distracted me ”
"Okay, I'm listening to you."
“I want our relationship to become real, and not a demo version. I do not ask you to answer right now. Just think about it while I'm gone. If you'll miss me hard enough, answer me yes. If my absence will be not noticeable to you, I will forget about this conversation, and our relationship will remain at the same level, and this conversation will never happen again ” he tried to sound calm, despite the excitement that made his heart beat at a frantic speed.
“Okay, I'll think about it.”
Having finished dinner, he had to return to dorm and pack his things. The first time I felt sad when going on a tour.
•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•…•
A month and half later...
He was lying on the bed in the room. He liked that the schedule was full. Constant repetition and preparations did not let him lose his mind on how much he missed you. They changed another city. You often chat with him, he told you how their tour goes, telling funny stories that happened to them. Your communication was the same. But he still haven’t answered the homework he gave you. He could not ask you, because he promised you to make any decision, but why he was so sad about it. He took out the phone and wrote to you, sending some photos from their rehearsal. Despite the time difference, you answered quickly enough. He call you, wanting to hear your voice.
"How are you?" he asked as soon as you picked up
"I am pretty good. There is a lot of work now, so I’m practically not comming back at home. ”
You talked discussing who was doing what the last days. Half an hour later, you said goodbye, wishing each other good night.
He went to the shower when he heard a notification sound. He went out and looked at the phone; he was sure that it was either one of the members or a manager. He was surprised when he saw your name on the screen. He opened the message
'By the way, Jungkook. I finally got the answer to your homework. ' His heart skipped a beat. He was worried too much because of which he did not can put at the right letters. After a third attempt, he was finally to write the message correctly
“And what is the answer to your homework?”
His heart was beating hard while he waited for an answer. It seems time has stopped going for him. Waiting seemed like an eternity. Finally got a response
'I miss you!'
He practically squealed with joy. He climbed onto the bed and jumping with joy, like a child who was got best Christmas present. He absolutely didn't care about Jimin, who went into the room and froze in the doorway.
"Are you crazy?" asked Jimin
He ran to Jimin and hugged him, lifting him into the air. He left a kiss on his cheek before releasing and going to the bathroom. Jimin was still standing in the middle of the room and was in deep shock from what just had happened. He went into the bathroom and re-read your message.
“I miss you too, so badly!!!” he quickly sent you an answer.
Summary: Love is more than just seeing someone and speaking to them it consumes all your senses.
You’re trying to squeeze past people, the party is crowded way past capacity. Trying to get past people was getting more difficult as you felt someone push you lightly. But being the dramatic and drunk person you are you basically flew forward.
“Ah shit-” You stop mid sentence after the contents of your drink land onto the person in front of you. Before you can even think of running away, not that you’d be able to in your state while wearing heels he turns around. He’s towering over you, you gave him an apologetic smile.
“I’m so so so so so so so so so so sooooooo sorry,” You say, losing track of how many times you said sorry. His face becomes softer and a lot warmer once he smiles. Not so intimidating anymore. He’s actually quite handsome even with your blurred sight.
“Bunny!” You exclaim when he smiles, his smile reminding you of a rabbit. You poke his cheek. He’s completely unsure of how to act with this strange girl.
“Actually my name is Doyoung-” Before he can say much more your friend is grabbing you by the arm apologizing profusely for your actions, you pout not wanting to leave Doyoung but reluctantly follow your friend.
------
“You were looking at him like a lost puppy!” Your friend laughs as she retells the events of last night. God you must have been plastered.
“I did not call him a bunny! Tell me I didn’t!” You cover your face in embarrassment, she simply sits across from you laughing.
“You also decided to poke his cheek,” She points out as you let out a long annoyed groan. And if this couldn’t get worse someone spoke up from the booth behind you.
“Don’t forget that you ruined his shirt,” That voice… You had to be as red as a tomato when you turned and were met with his face, less blurry. Your friend almost chokes on her food with the amount she’s laughing at your suffering.
“I’m so so so sos so sosososososooooooooo sorry,” your words mesh together as you cover your face, voice almost a complete whisper. Hearing how apologetic you were just made him smile again.
“It’s okay, it wasn’t any special shirt,” he says but you still feel absolute guilt.
“No, here I’ll pay for what you’re getting! I feel horrible,” You offer sifting through your pockets for the ten you had grabbed off your desk before meeting with your friend.
“No, Your embarrassment is enough,” He refuses, pushing your hands away when you try to hand it to him after finally finding it.
“I’m serious! Please take it!” You practically beg but he refuses so you let out a groan stuffing it back in your pocket.
“Actually though…” He pauses catching your attention and you perk up nodding.
“Could I get your number?” he asks leaning forward slightly.
“Pardon?” You're caught off guard by the request but give him your number anyways your friend awkwardly sipping her tea as the exchange happens.
“I never got your name though,” He points out tilting his head.
“Oh it’s ____,” you explain.
“_____,” He repeats lightly, the name falling off his tongue so naturally making your heart rush.
“You’re whipped,” Your friend points out, causing you to lightly punch her arm glaring.
“I am not!” You defend in a hushed voice as he’s still a booth away from the two of you.
-----
“Doyoungggggg,” You whine, you were both supposed to go to the park and picnic but with it pouring rain you were stuck inside.
“I’m sorry you didn’t decide to check the weather,” he argues and you pout.
“I’mmmmm boredddddd,” You ignore his comment and he rolls his eyes laying down on the couch.
“Lets watch a movie,” He suggests.
“You're taking up the whole couch!” you point out and he rolls his eyes.
“There's a spot right here,” He opens his arms telling you to basically cuddle with him and you roll your eyes before putting on a movie and joining him, it comes so naturally. Like you were the missing puzzle piece, he played with your hair while you watched the movie, he was a bit more interested in you than the movie though and would zone out just looking at you, you would notice but just thought of it as him being tired.
----
It was game night but after playing the usual boring party games with only two of you since your friend and the one Doyoung invited, Mark, bailed on you guys, you decided to just play some truth or dare.
“Hmmmmmm, truth!” You chose after not so careful deliberation.
“Boring,” He says, causing you to pout, but you still chose it so he thinks for a minute.
“What were you thinking when we first met?” He questions and you shrug.
“I don’t really know, I was shitfaced, probably: wow I’m stupid, what the heck is wrong with me, Shit did I put on deodorant?” you laugh.
“Did I put on deodorant?” Doyoung raises an eyebrow.
“Hey! It’s a serious concern!” you smile and he rolls his eyes.
“Truth or dare?” You ask Doyoung and the game continues like that for a bit longer, Doyoung ending up covered in peanut butter at some point. It was the final round of the night and you turn to Doyoung smirking.
“Truth or dare?” You say mocking his voice as he’s been saying it dramatically all night.
“Dare.” He doesn’t hesitate his gaze never leaving yours so you say the first thing to come to mind.
“Kiss me,” You dare him the look on your face completely serious as his eyes widen in shock.
“You- what-” He malfunctions so you lean in closer lips almost touching before saying screw it and closing the gap. It’s not a long kiss but he can still taste your peach chapstick on his lips once you pull away.
“I thought the dare was for me to kiss you?” He teases before connecting his lips to yours more confidently this time to get a better taste of that chapstick, basically a drug to him. He couldn’t get enough of you.
----
“_____,” Doyoung pulls you as close as he can, taking in a deep inhale, you smelled like your favorite perfume which made him smile.
“I love you…” He murmurs sleepily.
“I love you too,” You smile brushing his hair out of his eyes to see him better. He never wanted to let you go, he wanted to stay there with you forever breathing in your perfume, hearing your voice, see your face, taste your chapstick, holding you.
“I never thought I could love someone as much as I love you, ____, Everything you do makes me feel like a kid again, every time I hear your laugh it’s the only thing I ever need to hear, You're so intoxicating… You make me forget the world just by existing, god I’m so drunk on you,” Doyoung confesses.
“I can’t imagine not having you here with me,” You say in response, settling in against him listening to his heartbeat happily, the love of your life.
---------
A/N
Ngl Idk how to feel about this do I like it or do I find it cringy IDKKKKKK.
