We need to kill the idea that you can look up objective, empirical facts in your gut/soul/higher self.
This belief is dangerous. It is right now leading people deeper and deeper into conspiracy theories and cultish groups.
Below is a transcript of a TikTok video posted on September 28, 2025 by a New Ager with the username sovereignty_codes. For those of you who lack context, she is referring to a conspiracy theory that gifted and talented education/talented and gifted/etc. programs were actually run by the CIA to find and train psychically-gifted children. It's a relatively new variant of Project Monarch conspiracy theories that's been taking off among people who basically just don't remember their childhoods very well, and are filling in the blanks with a bunch of conspiracy mythology they've found on the Internet. (If you would like to learn more about what Project Monarch allegedly is, and how we know the whole thing is a bunch of far right fearmongering, click here.)
Did you know that if you are somebody who is neurodivergent, maybe really good at recognising patterns, maybe really energy sensitive; maybe you just know things without actually having to see them or experience them, you may have some unconscious codes that are running in the background, that are keeping you from living in your most abundant, most expanded, most joyous timeline.
My name is Tamara and I work in consciousness, and I help people recode their reality. I have actually done this over the last year and a half, and have been able to completely step out of the Matrix.
So I've just been doing some recoding that is actually kind of blowing my mind, and I woke up today going, "oh, this has to be shared." So I don't know about you, but I have been having a really hard time showing up on this platform - on any platform, for that matter. I've just been having a really hard time speaking up. I was starting to believe that it was not my calling to speak, that it was more my calling to stay in the background, and to keep writing and to keep deciphering these light codes that I'm getting, and to just kind of have all this information all contained in my journal. But I did not feel like I was supposed to share. And maybe that was just a timing thing, I don't know. But the last couple days, I started to feel like something is off, and I might not be getting the full truth.
So I started digging in and asking some deeper questions. Now when I did this, the answer surprised me. And if you were part of the GATE program, if you had parents that were possibly in Vietnam, if you have been in some high demand religion, or some kind of societal programming, gifted programs in school, stick around til the end, because I'm going to share something with you.
I am telling you my life is like a science fiction movie. Everyday I'm just blown away. Okay so, I'm digging into this, and here's the cool thing. Because a lot of these codes have been embedded into your psyche from a very young age, sometimes even before you left the womb - we didn't give consent for this, we did not consciously know what we were signing up for, and so because there are laws of karma, if you ask the question of your soul and your consciousness, where these come from, the truth has to be revealed to you. They have to tell you.
So I started asking about this particular code, and I was asking my soul, I said: I want to understand the difference between my ego programming and my soul. Why do I feel like I should not speak up? Because it doesn't feel like me. I've always been someone who's loud and expressive.
You guys, this is so crazy. The second that I started asking that question, I could feel another essence. I could feel something else that was with me. And it kind of scared the crap out of me. I started hearing a voice say to me: "You cannot escape this. I own you. You are mine. I made you. I brought you into this program."
And it was just like, this narrative that was playing out. And I realised that voice that used to be so scary to me was actually just like a black tape that was running through my body, running through my system. But because it had been there with me for so long, I didn't know that it was not me. I truly believed that it was not safe for me to speak up. I have felt so many times in my life that it's not been safe to be seen, that I would literally be like unalived if I spoke up, so it's been a very real, very big fear in my life.
Well, I started asking where this came from, and the answer that came to me was the GATE program. Now, I was Mormon, and so I was blessed and baptized into that system, which I will go deep into that in some other videos. But for this one, I started to have some really vivid memories that were happening to me during the time that I was in the GATE program. Vivid nightmares. Beliefs. I remember just overwhelming fear. Fear of people. Like I was scared - I remember being scared of everybody when I was little. And I remember like, these fears started to get more and more solid, and more and more real to me, until I really, truly, believe that the whole world was not safe. And I remember this around like, second grade - first, second grade. I remember a special drink, and I remember nap time, and I remember watching images on screens, and I remember reading phrases, and hearing different beeps and stuff in my ears. And what I believe has happened is that we unconsciously gave permission for our subconscious to be studied.
So you bet I called that out. You bet I alchemized that and I rebuked my any kind of consent, and I was able to kind of flip that, and I am telling you that I felt better today than I have felt in a very long time. And not one bit afraid of speaking up. So if this is something that you have been through, or something you want to talk more about or learn more about, let me know here. And also I'm going to be speaking more about all of these codes and how to recode them so that they're not blocking you, they're actually catapulting your life into more and more of what you really want.
To be clear, there is nothing wrong with the method Tamara used to deal with her problem per se. The issue is how and why she thinks it works, and the conclusions she draws as a consequence of that. It would be fine if she was able to realize that the inner voice she heard wasn't something that had been put there by CIA agents in second grade, but was a psychological avatar of her unresolved insecurities.
We need people to understand that these kinds of experiences are perfectly unremarkable psychological experiences. We need people to understand that the things going on in your inner/psychological world are important and worth addressing, and that they do not inherently imply anything about the outer/physical world, nor do they suggest any kind of external spiritual reality.
