I Don't Need To Know Everything
Being intuitive and a pretty good card reader, I can literally consult for everything. But what I learned is that even the universe knows you need to calm down and will side swipe you a curveball. It's happened before. A LOT!
So I learned TWO THINGS as a reader and intuitive....
1. I don't need to know everything. It's important to remember your humanity. How fun is it if you go on to a new path without knowing anything. It makes life interesting and worth living. I feel good not knowing how well my vacation will be. Well I know that no matter what it will be eventful but that's because it's with my family. We are a mess of crazy and hilarious people. Even in some stressful cases like how Barry ran off. I don't need to know if he's okay or if he will return. I'm going to leave to God. He will return if he wants.
2. I WILL NOT always be right. To humble me down, it was a good lesson. I've embraced all possibilities that I could be wrong about every single aspect of my spiritual life....AND ITS OKAY! In the end, it's not you or anyone I have to impress or answer to. It's ultimately God, who I acknowledge as my creator and who I serve; who will "judge" me. I don't need anyone's approval. Sorry, not sorry.
I prioritize a lot of my concerns when I read for myself.
There are just somethings I feel should be left alone to the universe to let it manifest. I've never once got angry or upset when I do this. It always ends up being a good turn out when I don't consult my cards on some things. That's why I don't read for myself often. Especially if it's future-based. I much rather get insight on what's happening right now!
In the beginning, yes I was a tarot whore.
I was 15 when I started and my cards took a beating. Lmao 🤣 I was immature and learning. Thought why not know everything as I have all the answers! Such a juvenile approach but I learned a lot about myself that way even if I was ignorant and wishy washy on my spiritual beliefs.
Erik would want to tell me something sometimes and I just tell him to shut up. Lmao 🤣 It's like when someone gives you spoilers. I'm like;
Shhhhhhh 😫🤫 you're spoiling my day. Lemme experience it first before you want to talk about it.
This isn't an everyday occurrence. It's more on occasion. When big things are happening or will happen.
Erik just kills me sometimes.
I don't get mad as much as you might think. He jokes a lot. Sometimes I don't mind but my cat ran off and we can't find him. So I told him not to tell me if he's coming back. I'm going to just give it to God. Erik wanted to talk about Barry but I asked that we just leave it alone so Erik isn't an asshole. He just gets excited or overzealous. I know he means well. He's really happy though that I don't abuse my "power" for silly things like that. We were spending a lot of money on vet visits, we would have to spend a lot more for boarding him while we're away too. Then there is the question of if Odin and Barry would get along. So now that Barry's gone, it's not too bad but it still sucks. I still don't need to know anything.
UPDATE: Barry came back just 4-5 hours after I wrote this. He seems shaken though and judging from the blood in his butt, he must have been raped by another cat in heat which is not uncommon.
😘💕Good night...













