Hi hello! your flags are absolutely breathtaking :-] Can we please request a version of the “dawn autism” and “dusk adhd” flags with AVPD (Avoidant Personality Disorder)? Thank you!
♡ Blue Hour AVPD
[pt. blue hour avpd. end pt.]
a term for one who either suspects, has traits of, or otherwise cannot be 100% sure has avpd, but still find it important enough to mention as one relates to avpd experiences and needs to note how one interacts with others.
[pt. a term for one who either suspects, has traits of, or otherwise cannot be 100% sure has avpd, but still find it important enough to mention as one relates to avpd experiences and needs to note how one interacts with others. end pt]
examples may include people who aren't able to properly self diagnose for whatever reason, are in the process of getting diagnosed, are a system member with traits the rest of the system lacks, or are unsure whether their symptoms are pervasive enough to be a disorder.
(Suspected) SzPD + AvPD culture is i kinda feel like i'm the worst human being in the world for not socializing and not wanting to form relationships but people aren't that interesting and not worth the effort.
My therapist has expressed his speculation of me having avpd. He’s said my behavior and inner thoughts sound a lot like avpd and common in pwavpd.
I used to force myself to socialize and be very very extroverted in order to get myself out of my quiet shell. It helps, a lot with my generalized and social anxiety. But I feel so distant from people.
I would like to have more close relationships and open up, but I just can’t . I’m deeply afraid of ridicule and being embarrassed. I’m constantly embarrassed. I’m naturally loud and sort of obnoxious but I don’t know if I can help it, and everytime I socialize it ends up in me feeling ridiculed and like a clown.
I push people away not because I don’t love or want to be close with them, I don’t think I’m shy, I’m just afraid .
💐 AVPD Sub-type flags!
And description for types + flag color meanings. (I also made blinkies on a new post with these flags)
(description, left to right in both rows)
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1st: phobic avoidant - Features include strong fear of specific objects or situations, and may also present with dependent traits like passivity and clinginess.
#979034 : anxious, overthinking, emotional tension, hypervigilance, feeling of sickness from intense emotions of fear/anxiety.
#B6B381 : passivity rooted in insecurity, emotional avoidance, shutting down under stress, fear of conflict.
#C7C5AA : numbness after emotional overload, resigned sadness, feeling unworthy of love, quiet self-doubt.
#530C6A : escapism, overthinking, fantasy avoidance.
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3rd: Hypersensitive avoidant - Marked by feelings of suspicion and panic, where individuals may be thin-skinned and exhibit paranoid features, such as being hypersensitive to perceived threats.
#2E0473 : heaviness, over-analysis, emotional distance, existential anxiety, perfectionism, fear of failure.
#6E1257 : repression, emotional burden, fear of vulnerability, difficulty letting go.
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4th: Self-deserting avoidant - involves a state of self-neglect and the abandonment of one’s own needs and desires. Depressive symptoms, agitation and suicidal thoughts are often present.
#041435 : depression, emotional heaviness, suppression, fear of opening up, seriousness, heaviness, fear of expressing needs, self-blame.
#172E64 : pessimism, emotional distance, fear of vulnerability, inhibition.
#575F70 : apathy, fatigue, little motivation, detachment, loss of excitement or purpose, disconnection.
#905727 : bitterness, heaviness, overload or burnout, guardedness.
hi, im ezra, this is avpd confessions :) send in any confessions you have that have to do with avoidant personality disorder. basically anything is accepted as long as it is generally sfw and does not include targeted harassment or threats towards any member of our community. i reserve the right to block any user if a submission breaks one of these rules.
this blog is NOT transid friendly. do not submit a confession while claiming to be “transavpd”, youre taking away resources of those who actually deal with this disorder.
maybe I’m just destined to feel like everyone is out to get me because they can automatically see how much more disgusting I am compared to everyone else
can't wait to go home and talk to my psychiatrist about AvPD just to get dismissed because i'm not an adult yet and be told i just have severe anxiety even though this is chronic, debilitating, and only developed recently xx
i'm relying on my mom to bring it up because guess what, the avoidant disorder makes me avoid things ESPECIALLY social situations. crazy, right?
