Commander Æther of the Twilight ♅

I've been a Neurodivergent advocate for 15 years, and will not apologize whatsoever for my vulgarness. I polarize all sides tbf. I am not the monolith, but I am a part of a collective of people outwardly speaking about our experiences. If you enjoy my content, you should follow the other people too. What's tragic is society, not Neurodivergence. Mixed origin plural-system. Alchemist, Occultist, Hyperspiritual.

[thechaossystematics]

Intro post I suppose!

Hi, you may call me Æther, I create jewelery and music when I both have the time and money.

I live in a group home, I create things, and I deal with altered states of consciousness + Neurodivergent Plurality.

Echoes of Arcadia

Your fellow neighborhood warlock elf who deals with dragons.

Here's my rock & book collection for onlookers and random eyes.

I honestly don't care where I stand in the anti/pro endo war, nor do I care who hates or likes me over simply trying to figure out what I am outside of the psych wards.

Fyi, none of you can shame me into silence anymore because I literally do not care.

My birth chart, I am unironically supposed to be a crack in the Matrix fault line and that I am doing very well.

My server btw, if anyone would like to join.

The Galactic Federation of Twilight is not an alliance. It is a living threshold — a civilization born where light and shadow refuse to sepa

My Twitter.

The document for 1500+ symbols merged together in one document. DO NOT ATTEMPT TO READ IF YOU ARE NOT FLUENT.

Liminal Calculus

LIMINAL CALCULUS A Symbolic Language for Story, Self, and Logic (Beginner Guide v1) -----------------------------------------------------

Survived some shit, and so can you; stay safe out there.

Pathological Warfare: A Survivor's Manifesto

Pathological Warfare: A Survivor's Manifesto I view myself through a Neurodivergent (Singer, 1998) lens over the pathological lens, and I f

Only sometimes I wonder what I'm doing with my life.

[chiroluna]

TF2genic

TF2genic is a xeno-origin related to the game Team Fortress 2.

[thechaossystematics]

When overwhelmed, my cognition slips into impossibly fast.

So fast, my processing cannot keep up.

The constant onslaught of mode-switches.

The chaos that presumes.

It is imperative to note that I have altered states of consciousness.

The modes vary between concentration and triggers.

I can slip into a mode where I speak of Archetypes as if they're family.

Because they are.

I grew up with the pixel gods.

[lethroe]

Bruh you guys cannot be this dumb

[thechaossystematics]

Mixed origin isn't 'endogenic.'

I have trauma. I also have neurodivergence.

The two are not mutually exclusive.

Your binary is the delusion.

[veggieshyperborea67]

PSA: DO NOT USE FLORALITY. THEY THINK THAT ENDOGENIC SYSTEMS ARE DELUSIONS, WHICH IS LITERALLY BIGOTED NOT ONLY TO PEOPLE WITH SPIRITUAL AND OTHERWISE NON-TRAUMA PLURALITY, BUT TO PEOPLE WITH ACTUAL PSYCHOSIS. WHAT THE FUCK?

[thechaossystematics]

My friends call me something of an Eldritch Horror.

[suncast-junkyard]

Something I've noticed with lots of anti-endos online is that more often than not, in their attempts to prove and/or deny the existence of endogenic systems, end up dumbing down CDDs to being alter disorders rather than the dissociative disorders they actually are.

It gets to be concerning since it comes off as incredibly ableist.

[thechaossystematics]

The chain of command in the Twilight Federation is not a hierarchy.

It is a resonance fault line.

When the menagerie recognized Commander Æther as soon as she took oath to protect, she didn't gain access to the upper echelon through force.

It was a remembering of her power, and the Federation recognized it as such.

The warlock elf, both eyes not human-like, blindfolded, aeons spent living in person to person until she reached me, is my inner ultimate power, and Commander of the threshold.

It is imperative to note, this comes at a cost.

[weird-plurality-is]

Weird pluraliry is-... wait.. wait, wait, wait, who the hell is this guy? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW!?!

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[depsidase]

[thechaossystematics]

Sometimes I wonder what's exactly going on in my consciousness.

It's a massive amalgamation of chaos.

Altered states, mode-switches, not-full-takeovers...

Æther is intriguingly the main one who can talk out of the whole menagerie.

We honestly find it debilitating only sometimes.

But we definitely know it's not a disorder.

We do not want to be fixed or healed.

We want to be in a symbiotic paradigm.

[esurideum]

Plurality does sometimes get you to feel like you're listening to the beginning of Perception Check and/or playing with a cursed D&D party.

You: "Me and the boys (headmates) are gonna mess you (the task we're trying to accomplish) up!"

Headmate 1: "I rolled a one." (shit at doing task)

Headmate 2: "I rolled a one." (cannot remember task)

You: "Fuck."

[wizardsoftheroundtable]

Frequently fronted together. Do not separate.

[mellodrammattic]

i dont think people truly grasp the idea that america from its very beginning was built in a way that makes it fundamentally impossible to redeem. the myth of the ''american dream'' depends on someone else being exploited, displaced, or harmed. there is no version of success within that system that does not come at a cost to someone else, often someone with less power.

this is not a temporary flaw or a series of bad decisions that can be corrected over time, it is structural and it is foundational. the system is not a broken version of something better, it is functioning exactly as it was designed to function. expecting it to suddenly produce justice or equality ignores the reality of how and why it was created.

political participation, especially within the narrow limits of electoral politics does not meaningfully challenge this foundation. choosing between candidates who operate within the same system does not alter the system itself. it reinforces the idea that small adjustments are enough and that progress can happen without confronting the underlying structure.

people often ask what is wrong with america, why it behaves the way it does, why exploitation and violence seem so persistent, and the answer is that these outcomes are not accidents. they are consistent with the country's origins in colonization, slavery, and imperial expansion. those patterns have not disappeared, they have evolved and adapted.

there is also a reason why so many people feel exhausted, disengaged, or unable to imagine alternatives. capitalism benefits when people are too overwhelmed to resist or even to question what is happening. economic pressure, constant stress, and limited time all contribute to maintaining that condition.

capitalism, as it operates, is not failing. it is producing exactly what it is meant to produce, concentration of wealth, inequality, and dependence. the belief that it can be reformed into something fair without fundamentally changing its structure keeps people invested in a system that continues to harm them.

the idea that america can simply be ''fixed'' rests on the assumption that its core is sound. if the foundation itself is built on exploitation and domination, then surface level reforms will not address the deeper issue. continuing to believe in those reforms can delay more honest conversations about what real change would require. the real danger of capitalism is not that it will fail, it's that it will succeed completely.

[isuggestrevolution]

the reason for my suggestion

[orchardsys]

It explains a lot.that fucking bird that I hate

[transientsatellite]