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@thehumangirl
Life Updates
Hey and welcome to the Human Girl Show.
Updates:
I am 30 years old
I have no job
I still have no specific hobby or passions
I am in group therapy for my depression
For the first time in a VERY LONG TIME in my life, I am starting to feel âhumanâ and excited for myself
I am still not eating right
I am cleaning more
I am dying my hair and cutting it more consistently
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"The Best Revenge is Massive Success" -Frank Sinatra
âThe Best Revenge is Massive Successâ -Frank Sinatra
We broke up last Tuesday. My heart was effectively broken. But⊠deep, deep, deep, deep, deep down, I knew that maybe, just maybe, we were not a good match. That little voice in my head is starting to be such a stupid, little know-it-all. But she is right. I just wish it did not sting so much.
I have been keeping busy since last week. I also am still jobless since the beginning of September 2019,âŠ
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"Smile!" Adult Braces Story
âSmile!â Adult Braces Story
Hey there.
Guess who got adult braces today? I DID! I went in for a cleaning and my poor ass walked out with a full set of mouth metal. Man, do I feel late to the game. Either way, I am happy that I have done this. My wallet isnât, but this whole jobless thing of mine needed to get interesting. My health will be first priority. Money will be no expense to my health and happiness. Plus, if I doâŠ
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Freedom
Freedom. What is it?
Currently, my freedom is being jobless. Thatâs right. Jobless. Truth be told: I do not hate it. Sure, I donât contribute anything to society now, but I will. THAT much I know. I quit my high stress job at the end of August. Truth be told, I still have nightmares that I am still working there. I know that anyone else would be happy with even having a job, but I just hated it.âŠ
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Alone
I have been doing things that I cannot speak of. I have been saying things only to have them come back to me. I have been treating the people around me badly. Now all I have is silence and resentment.
You came into my life. I treated you kindly at first, but then not so much.
Itâs a cry out into the world. âI want to be alone, but donât know how!â I am silent.
Itâs an emo subject but it is alsoâŠ
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Two Weeks Notice
I applied for this job back in April and they called me last Wednesday to ask if I still wanted the job due to one of their employees leaving to be closer to home. I was thrilled. It was a job I still wanted and made an interview for the next day.
Yesterday, I was extended an offer. I finally was able to give my two weeks to my current positions. At my first job, I am with a company that I haveâŠ
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My Stupid Near-Death Experience
My Stupid Near-Death Experience
BACKSTORY: Yesterday, I worked for 10 hours straight. I just got a new side job this week and have not really adjusted yet. In few words: I was tired. However, I needed to drive an hour out to my best friendâs house for her birthday. My gift included chocolate and since it has been 100+ degrees out I had to keep it in a nondescript IKEA bag I took indoors to both jobs. I had to juggle uniform ->âŠ
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Fast Heartbeat
When the world stops, it makes you think. How could I have been better? How could I have changed things? In reality, you would do it all again. I am not a person to say that change is the best. But I am a person to think that I am not good enough for new change.
My heart has been beating fast for a while now. It wonât stop. Am I making the right move? I do not know.
Is this stress? Worry?âŠ
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A Sweet Voice
There is a time that there will be a sweet-talker in your life. They will call you âhoney,â âsweetie,â âlove,â and you will feel a tinge of comfort. However, I usually feel uncomfortable if someone who is not my grandmother has calls me any of those things. I hate these words in the professional setting.
I recently got a side job and hated it. I put no work into it and just got off a phone callâŠ
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Bad Worker: Secretary
The 9-5 has gotten Jen. Jen is a young secretary at a small business. Most of her days are filled with lazy hours of nothing. Some days she can be busy, maybe some hours but mainly she works hard for an accumulative 2 hours out of her 8-hour day work day. When she first started, she was a recent grad who didnât know what she wanted so she applied to any joy with a salary. When she first startedâŠ
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The World Shows A Smile
The World Shows AÂ Smile
When the world shows a smile, you examine it. A smile can mean a lot of things nowadays. Kindness, happiness, deceit, a brave face, a fake face, a habit, or even at a dentist checkup⊠All types a smiles to be fluent in. But when the world shows you something intimate, it all but takes a second to figure things out. Is this a genuine smile or a fake smile? How can one tell the difference?
There isâŠ
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Broken-Hearted
When a heart drops you never forget it.
Itâs as painful and someone punching your âtrustyâ gut.
You see the warm, beating ticker turn ice cold,
And shatter into a million pieces, as it makes contact with the ground.
When you realize that your heart was beating for all the reasons you questioned,
You feel like a fool.
Broken Mind.
Broken Heart.
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Ramadan For Bad Muslims - #OutcastMuslims
Ramadan For Bad Muslims â #OutcastMuslims
Go ahead and drink that sip of wine at your friendâs wedding.
Go ahead and have that convenient boyfriend.
Sure you can taste that pork belly- you always wanted to try it.
Hide the fact that you donât fast from your family by keeping snacks in your room.
Why donât you drink all that water and soda throughout the day- it IS summer.
Donât you dare pray. It messes with your work and school schedule.
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Forgiving Myself For Social Mistakes
Forgiving Myself For Social Mistakes
Subtle Language
So I had bronchitis this past week. Hacking up a lung is never fun. I went to a wedding and there was a guy smoking like a chimney behind me. I escaped to the lobby for some fresh air where I saw the bride. After a happy exchange, she asked me what I was doing. I told her I was âescapingâ from the smoke and she took concern over my health and told me to take care of myself. AfterâŠ
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The Job Hunt No One Is Prepared For
The Job Hunt No One Is Prepared For
So you want a job? A regular 9-5? You didnât study hard enough in school? You werenât passionate in school? You werenât passionate about anything when you were going through your teenage years/early twenties? LOL. GOOD LUCK. If you read this article, you will feel either compassionate towards my efforts of finding a job or roll your eyes. Just know how hard I have been trying and that I considerâŠ
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Stat
A working mind can only deal with emotions in a particular way. Sadness comes through a thought that seems to not be able to sustain itself properly. At first, a babble or a whine seeps into the air. Second, a wave of waterworks seems to start, cutting an eyelid painfully. Thirdly, realization of acting like a child makes a person repeat the first two steps. When a there is no promise. No way ofâŠ
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~~~~~Over-Qualified~~~~~
It has been a while since I was able to get an interview. I spent a good chunk of time researching the company and studying on how to give interview responses. I was in the room for less than five-minutes before she told me that I was âoverqualified.â That was a load of bull because she meant that I was too expensive. I am pretty sure she wanted a single person to do both Admin Assisting andâŠ
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