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Despite all the years I've had to get used to it, it's still hard when I get excited about anything with my family or friends, and as soon as I mention the book I'm reading or anything I love in general... They make it well known how it annoys them and that they don't want to talk about it.
That pain never goes away. Maybe one day it won't hurt as much, or it will always hurt. Because my heart is too big and I care too much. Maybe one day I'll find people who will let me talk about the things I love or get excited about. Or maybe I will always be the one who cares too much but never receives that back. Just a thought.

























