but at least i have a soul still

even if i'm in a bad place

[turtlesinatree]

Hi there :)

☼My name is Marlow or Mars

☼ she/her

☼20, I'm a Pisces

☼pan 🩷💛🩵

I like marauders, aftg, heated rivalry, many many books, and much more!

Feel free to chat, I love talking to people, just a little awkward sometimes lol

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[turtlesinatree]

Carolina what the freak are we doing

[turtlesinatree]

Found this and thought it was cutie so here is mine

[pinkboomg]

my babyyy

[tinylilhollander]

Just imagining Ilya admitting to Shane during their first year as a couple post-cottage, that it's always been his dream to have an arcade in his house one day, because it was so rare that he was ever allowed to go to one growing up. And Shane immediately starts secretly reaching out to his contractors, asking how possible it would be to build an extension on his games room. For the rest of the year, Shane spends every free moment checking the building progress, sourcing machines, finding people to restore the ones that are a little beat up, pushing to get everything done before the season ends.

He gets to the cottage a day before Ilya's due to arrive to get all the groceries and snacks they'd need for their two weeks, but also to check the new arcade and it's absolutely perfect. He's so excited going to fetch Ilya he can barely contain himself. He thinks that he'll like it, but there's a small part of his mind that's like is it too much though?

"Excited to be going back?" Ilya asks, taking the hand Shane's been nervously drumming against the wheel. And Shane can't even really speak. He just nods, and brings Ilya's hand up to his lips to kiss it.

When they get to the cottage, Ilya immediately starts dragging him off in the direction of the bedroom, and Shane digs his heels in. Ilya turns around looking concerned.

"Something wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong," says Shane, giving his hand a reassuring squeeze. "I just have something to show you and I'm not going to be able to think about anything else until I do. Come with me."

Ilya only looks marginally less worried as Shane leads him to the games room.

"See anything new?" he asks, and Ilya dutifully looks around for anything that looks different from last time.

"You have bookshelves now," says Ilya. "I did not know we would be doing so much reading this time."

And Shane laughs and tells him to take a closer look. When Ilya approaches the bookshelf and notices the little wooden loon, Shane knows his plan will work. As soon as Ilya tries to pick it up, presumably to chirp him about it, it tips and the bookshelf springs forward on one side. Ilya turns back to Shane looking like a kid at Christmas.

"You have a secret room now? A sex dungeon? My Shane, are you planning to do wicked things to me in here for the next two weeks?"

"Just go look, asshole," Shane laughs, following Ilya into the room, heart catching when Ilya sees it for the first time.

"An arcade?" he asks, awestruck. "You have an arcade?"

"You have an arcade. Or, I mean, we have an arcade." Ilya turns to look at him. "I know you've always wanted one and I want the cottage to be yours as much as it's mine so I, uh—"

And that's all he can say for the next few minutes because suddenly he finds himself crowded against a claw game being kissed to within an inch of his life.

"You're so fucking crazy, Hollander," says Ilya when they eventually part, pressing his forehead to Shane's. "A fucking secret arcade. Thank you, lyubimyy. I don't even know how to say it. Just thank you. I love you and your big crazy heart so fucking much."

And Shane laughs and presses a small kiss to his lips.

"Happy anniversary, baby. I love you too."

[hawberries]

so when i posted the fancy event ushiten last week, there were multiple people immediately trying to get them into the met gala. since it is the season and all, I decided to doodle red carpet looks for a few haikyuu characters!! :3

(feel free to ask about the concepts, request detail shots on any of the looks, or suggest other characters!)

[shane-bug]

happy pride month 🌈

[em0tionallymotionsick]

evan and peter would be friends cause theyre both lowkey stoner film bros

they get stoned and watch movies together

except peter cares more about the product of the movies and evan is more interested in the behind the scenes process

[thisfeebleheart]

Shane chasing Ilya's lips: 🤌

[everydaylouie]

Bug Battle

[hudconera]

“someone might notice my heart eyes.”

“your what?”

“heart eyes. hayden said I look at you with heart eyes.”

[valeron99]

Everyone always needs a beach episode.

[internetusercucumber]

Happy Pride!🥰🏳️‍🌈

[almostdecaffeinatedfun]

Peter is the only marauder who actually knows how to do proper adult stuff. James never cared to pay attention and was spoiled rotten. Sirius only knows how to do all the talking and the ordering. Remus grew up sheltered by both his parents.

Need to go to the bank? Call Peter. Which detergent goes in the laundry? Peter knows. Whose going grocery shopping? Peter. How to make a job resume? Peter will know. What are taxes? Ask Peter!!

[capsuleofstories]

Books I Read in May

10 books read this month, 45 books read this year

10 first time reads, no rereads

[my-castles-crumbling]

tolerate - @jeggyverses-jegulus-microfic - word count: 459

"So, what, did someone die or something?" Regulus drawled after about thirty minutes of silence, turning to where James sat next to him reading a textbook. He’d tried to sit there and wait for the other boy to speak, but the whole thing had become unbearable, creating a vortex of thoughts in Regulus’s brain: why was James so quiet, what was wrong, what had he done?

The older boy gave him a shocked look. "What? No. What d'you mean?"

"You're quiet. It's scary, James, what happened?" he pushed, forcing his tone to stay light, absolutely terrified of the answer. 

Because that was the thing-James Potter was never quiet. Not for more than a few seconds, and certainly not around Regulus. Hell, he seemed to live for chatting his boyfriend's ear off.

But the older boy just shrugged. "Nothing."

And now Regulus was panicking. Because it was obvious that something was terribly wrong. "Either you're pissed or you're sick, James, which is it? Because either way--" he snapped, internally going over his actions from the past few weeks in his head, trying to decide which of his snide remarks hadn't just bounced off of James's carefree exterior and had actually stuck. Had he finally gone too far and hurt the one person who seemed to adore him unconditionally? The thought made him feel lightheaded.

"It's fine, really. S'just..." James trailed off, shrugging again, eyes faraway.

“What?” Regulus demanded, close to threatening him at wandpoint to get some fucking information. 

James sniffed. "Crouch said that I'm annoying sometimes. That you...tolerate a lot, you know? From me. I don't want-"

"Barty can go fuck himself," Regulus interrupted, his tone violent. "If anyone is annoying, it's him–laying all over Evan and then insisting he feels nothing? He causes more drama than my brother. I don't tolerate you, James. I...fuck, I like being with you. Probably more than I like being with anyone else. More than I like being alone, somedays." It was mortifying to admit, but it was so true. For some reason, being with James didn't feel like it cost him something– he didn't feel like he needed to sit by himself and recuperate after, like he did with most people. Instead, he felt energized after being near him. 

James's face shifted as Regulus spoke, easing as he heard the words. "Oh," he said, grinning. "Really?"

"Yes, you arsehole, and you'd better believe it because I'm never admitting to it again," Regulus deadpanned, rolling his eyes.

"Don't worry, I won't forget," James agreed, beaming and snapping his book shut, obviously thoroughly cheered up. "Merlin, did I tell you what happened in class today? So, McKinnon..."

And Regulus turned back to his work, letting his boyfriend chatter on happily beside him.

[turtlesinatree]

Happy pride month everyone 🥳🎊❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷🫶🎉🤩