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Hayden and Ilya are actually friends by The Long Game. They're Vitriolic Best Buds, a very old trope. They're Bugs Bunny & Daffy Duck.
The ONLY time Hayden genuinely takes issue with Ilya and pushes the subject is in My Dinner With Hayden (to ILYA, while ILYA is there provoking him, not to Shane, because he is feeling protective of Shane, not angry with him- the subject of his anger is very clearly ILYA), and Shane yells at both of them about it and he immediately sees the error of his ways and apologizes. IMMEDIATELY.
It is canon that he is enough of a well-meaning idiot to question the relationship in a pretty dickish way! I will give you that! But it is also canon that he only does it once and when Shane gets mad he understands he was being a dick, apologizes, and doesn't do it again.
And again, by the time of The Long Game (two years after My Dinner With Hayden)- he and Ilya are Daffy and Bugs. They don't hate each other. They are pretending to for the sake of the bit.
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Please please please people need to understand this. They don’t hate each other! It’s honestly super weird how many fans seem to think Ilya and Hayden hate each other considering the book they keep quoting has Ilya calling Hayden “a good friend” “a good dad” and “a good person” within it.
Hayden saying Shane could do better than Ilya is a joke, he says this in like the same paragraph. He wasn’t actually telling Shane to try cheating.
Hayden getting annoyed with Ilya during the Jackie is hurt scene is him being tense because his wife is hurt not jealousy for Ilya touching Jackie.
i did really like daniel in the books and other adaptations, but i think what they’ve done with him in the amc series is so incredibly cool and intriguing.
the concept of a cynical, acerbic old journalist who battled a lifetime of trauma and addiction being faced with mortality through a fatal degenerative disease that will slowly rob him of his autonomy. a closeted elder gay man who spent the 80s in the queer scene in san francisco living through the aids crisis. he’s persistently clever and cunning and is strongly implied to have some sort of resistance towards mind control. he’s ruined every single relationship in his life so now he’s an asshole old man living alone with a terminal illness and his daughters don’t even talk to him while he keeps their childhood belongings in his closet. he ruins lives and people but is an expert at self-preservation.
and now! he’s a vampire, cured of his degenerative disease, free of the threat of mortality that has been looming over his head since the 80s, and he’s a cool mean old gay guy vampire who walks around in a leather jacket and sunglasses ripping people’s heads off and smoking out of a hookah. he’s been saved from death but given a fate that many in-universe consider arguably worse.
Up at 4am thinking about how much I love Shane Hollander
imagine going to an auction for your “deceased” ex husband who is also placing bids on his own stuff because unaware to you he is in another body meanwhile you are using the same continuous bidding as foreplay with your second ex husband over the same shit that belonged to your first ex husband who your second ex husband was also obsessed with. this happened to my good friend louis de pointe du lac
shane is so brave making big steps to pursue ilya in HR yes. but he is even more brave in TLG i think because he is even more scared than he was before. putting his hand on ilya’s back in the club gets me every time. standing up against crowell. MUST I REMIND YOU he initiated their first date in public getting chicken parm. he wanted to be out just as bad as ilya and he was so so scared and he was so so brave
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What if you were BLACK and GAY and a PIMP in early 20th century Louisiana, and you FELL IN LOVE with your super hot STALKER, and you got MARRIED, and he wants to CHEAT, but he doesn't want YOU cheating, and you want a DAUGHTER, and she's THE BEST, but she HATES your husband, and she wants you to KILL him and his sidepiece, and so you DO that, but then he HAUNTS you, and then you MISS him, and then you go to PARIS, and you meet MORE gays there, and their leader is HOT, and you FALL FOR HIM TOO, but then your husband comes BACK, and EVERYONE wants your daughter DEAD, and they KILL her, and you completely LOSE it, and you burn EVERYONE, and you get a DIVORCE, and you marry YOUR EX HUSBAND'S EX, and then in the 70s you decide to have someone INTERVIEW you, but you lose it AGAIN, and it all goes to SHIT, and then everything is a BLUR, and then it's 2020, and there's COVID, and you decide you want to be interviewed AGAIN, and you discover your current husband BRAINWASHED YOU, so you get ANOTHER divorce, and you're now TWICE divorced before you're even 150, and you run back to your first ex, but then that fuckass reporter PUBLISHES your interview as a BOOK, and your ex is MAD, and you want him BACK, but he decides to become a ROCKSTAR, THEN WHAT
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Can we talk about Shane Hollander’s inherent kindness for a sec. Him introducing himself to Ilya trying to make him feel comfortable. Constantly asking him questions about himself and wanting to soothe his pain. Making space for Ilya in his home. Displaying his love for him openly in front of his parents. He’s so endlessly empathetic and I just love him ok
One thing I’ve seen happens in this fandom- and honestly sometimes in real life discussions about Hudson too- is that people end up flattening all POC experiences into one universal experience.
Race absolutely matters. Racism absolutely exists. But different racial groups are stereotyped in different ways, and those stereotypes can produce completely different social expectations.
For example, I’ve seen people criticize Rachel and Jacob for joking about Hudson being unintelligent because he’s a person of color. If Hudson were Black, I would understand that criticism more, because there is a long history of anti-Black stereotypes portraying Black people as unintelligent. But Hudson is Asian. Asian men are stereotyped in almost the opposite way. They’re often assumed to be intelligent, studious, and academically successful. The stereotype is still racist, but it’s a different stereotype. It doesn’t suddenly become an anti-Asian stereotype just because we’ve replaced “Asian” with the broader category of “POC.”
The same thing happens constantly in fanfiction with Shane.
A lot of writers portray Shane as being afraid to fight because he knows he’ll be judged more harshly than white players. I understand where that idea is coming from, but as a black person I’ve never found it particularly convincing.
If Shane were black, that analysis would make more sense to me. Black men are often stereotyped as aggressive, which means behavior that is considered acceptable from white athletes is often interpreted differently when black ones do it.
But asian men occupy a very different place in the racial imagination. They’re frequently stereotyped as passive, non-threatening, weak, nerdy, emasculated, etc. If racial stereotypes were influencing Shane’s approach to hockey, I could just as easily imagine the opposite dynamic: feeling pressure to prove he’s aggressive enough to belong. Maybe he’s fighting TOO much.
But that doesn’t make sense for Shane. He’s the league’s golden boy. He’s polite, media-friendly, and heavily inspired by Sidney Crosby. He’s a superstar. Fighting is often delegated to players lower on the depth chart whose role is specifically to provide physicality. Star players generally aren’t expected to be enforcers. Teams usually want their elite talent scoring goals, not sitting in the penalty box after dropping the gloves.
So Shane not fighting much doesn’t strike me as evidence of racial pressure. It strikes me as evidence that he’s Shane Hollander.
Crosby is a useful comparison here. For years, people mocked him for not being physical enough (and for talking to the refs too much). They questioned his toughness and masculinity. They called him “Crybaby Crosby” or “Cindy Crosby.” Fans edited photos of him in dresses or makeup. The criticism wasn’t really about hockey. The joke was that he wasn’t a “real man.”
And that’s a white player.
Imagine how much worse those conversations could become if the player in question were Asian.
That’s the kind of racial dynamic I could actually see affecting Shane, not him worrying about people thinking he’s too aggressive, but people questioning whether aggressive ENOUGH.
There’s a good chance that if Shane fought exactly like many white players, he probably still wouldn’t be viewed as tough enough. Meanwhile, if a Black player fought exactly like those same white players, he might be interpreted as more aggressive.
People often criticize Rachel for not doing much racial analysis in the books. But sometimes fandom fills that gap with racial analysis that feels disconnected from both hockey culture and the specific stereotypes that affect different racial groups.
Not every POC experience is interchangeable.
A stereotype that affects Black athletes is not automatically a stereotype that affects Asian athletes. A stereotype that affects Latino athletes is not automatically a stereotype that affects Indigenous athletes.
If we’re going to talk about race- and we should- we have to talk about the actual racial dynamics at play, not just substitute “person of color” for a more specific analysis.
Sometimes no racial analysis is better than bad racial analysis.
blue prince when you get the rooms and items you need: this rules. game of the century. nothing could be better. i am a golden god.
blue prince when you do not get those things: absolute trash. troll tier game. an asshole game for assholes made by asshole creators. the shovel is a lie.
heated rivalry posting is so easy watch this:
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The reason why I personally don’t like the first two episodes as much as the book, is because in the show Ilya is deliberately colder than his book counterpart. Like, when Shane and Ilya decide to meet at Shane’s place after the 2011 All Stars Games and have to cancel the plan because of the snowstorm, Ilya ghosts Shane. Then the show pushes up the timeline of their first time and that happens right before the 2014 Winter Olympics where yet again Ilya ghost him.
In the book, this is not the case. Ilya and Shane actually do meet up at a hotel after 2011 All Stars Games, as per their plan. They already have their first time in that year itself. So during 2014 Winter Olympics when Ilya ghost Shane, it doesn’t sting as much as it did in the show. Sorry, but I am disappointed that the show deliberately leaned into Ilya’s fuck boy image more and had him ghost Shane not once but twice and the second time is right after taking Shane’s virginity (including the two years of texting and flirting). That’s not #MyIlya. And then the show doesn’t even acknowledge all that later on in the story. The rest of the narrative from episode 4 onwards is the same as the book. I think Rachel said this in an interview, that Jacob moved up the timeline of Hollanov’s first time because he didn’t want everything in the first episode. But still for me, it’s does not make sense narrative wise. But whatever
No no you should say it!! I was genuinely surprised when I read the book because that Shane (at least in the first half of the book) is so different than Show!Shane.
Show!Shane, specifically in the second episode, is a pushover who doesn’t know how to set boundaries with Ilya. Like that is literally not what happened in the book. Book!Shane doesn’t let Ilya walk all over him and he is not some clueless baby who is not aware of the situation in Russia. Also, the way Shane’s other hook-ups were removed in the show, as if he is not capable to get anyone except for Ilya or doesn’t know how to experiment with his sexuality by himself. Show!Shane, to put it lightly, is treated like the nerdy girl from those fuckboy x nerdy girl wattpad stories. Sorry but Book!Shane is better because he was still his own person.
Edit: also, from what I have mentioned above, Show!Shane seems like a victim to Ilya’s “manipulation” as if he didn’t agree to hook-up with Ilya in the first place. Like the way most of the fandom believes that Shane was ready for a serious relationship from the get go, when in episode 1 he agreed and even set rules for his arrangement with Ilya. Like if Shane really was hurt by the way Ilya slept with other people or the way Ilya didn’t treat him like an actual boyfriend then Shane could have ended this arrangement with Ilya. Shane was on the same page with Ilya about their hook-ups. Ilya wasn’t manipulating him.
Like, the “we didn’t even kiss”?? That is Shane feeling ashamed that he wanted a kiss from Ilya not that Ilya didn’t kiss him. Also, Shane could have kissed him too that night in Vegas. Woobification of Shane needs to end omg.
You know, I am GENUINELY unsure that I understood the Pining While Fucking trope before Heated Rivalry. I'm convinced that it's 80% of the absolute crack cocaine infused into Hollanov. The other 20% is the rivalry and the language barrier and the forbidden eroticism of it all but mostly it's the pining. A fucking masterclass of the trope. Rachel Reid really sat down to write the sequel to her coffee shop AU and cooked the literary equivalent of crystal meth.
Oblivious Hayden Pike tag BE GONE this man put together Shane no longer having a hook up in Boston with Shane "visiting his parents" in Ottawa more often and saw the Ilya Rozanov of it all. He posed it as a joke, and half expected Shane to laugh at him, but he figured it out.