RUBY — [18+!]
PT. 16 of I LIKE IT — an interactive series
“I’ve missed you too.”
🎁 Chan is back. And you tell him about the thing that happened between you and Minho. He doesn’t take it so well…
❕ [READ CAREFULLY] You, Y/N, are actually part of this story and the one who makes the decision which will have an impact on the following chapters. Simply choose an option at the end of every chapter that you think fits best! [updated daily from 1st to 25th December; polls will stay up for 1 or 3 days]
📷 CONTENT INFO: chan, minho, jisung x afab reader, angst/fluff/smut, camgirl au, camgirl!reader, camboy!chan, childhood friend chan, enemy minho, friend jisung, perv!jisung, and they were all roommates
📕WORD COUNT: 3.0K
🔥CONTENT WARNING: heavy angst!!! fighting and yelling, topics of cheating and dishonesty; explicit content [consensual (requested by a lovely person via the form), piv, use of daddy, princess, good girl]
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Knock knock.
“You’re waiting for any visitors?”
Minho and you are chilling on the couch, half an hour after getting as close as possible, just to get disturbed.
“Shit—that’s Hyunjin,” he replies. “I’m sorry. He’s here to discuss our dance choreography. But I can send him away. I don’t have to open the door.”
Oh. You didn’t expect to see Hyunjin again. Well. He’s part of the friend group. So it’s inevitable. Still, you prefer to mentally prepare yourself for situations like this. Or any social situation if you’re honest.
“Chill, Min. It’s fine. No worries,” you calm him down.
“Alright,” your roommate says with a soft smile, before getting up and walking towards the door.
Minho allows Hyunjin entrance and they head towards the couch where you’re seated. It’s awkward. Hyunjin greets you, you say hello back. Then these two start discussing some dance related stuff.
You’re sipping on your second beer, not really understanding why you’re not just standing up and going to your room. But maybe you’ve got a bit of a fear of missing out. You’re curious what could happen.
Especially regarding the fact that you’re pretty sure that Hyunjin commented on your videos. It’s the same username he uses on Discord and Steam when playing Levanter. He’s the one that reported some creeps that wanted to share that security video of you and Chan on the train.
Well, he just have realised it’s you, right? After all, Hyunjin and you have slept together a handful of times. He knows your body. Pretty well.
“Y/N? Can we talk?” he suddenly breaks the silence. Great. You don’t have to do it anymore. You’ve never experienced him being so… talkative. Regarding the fact he ended things without further explanation.
“Sure,” you murmur, taking another sip from your beer.
“I’m… I don’t want to make you uncomfortable but I also wanna be honest. I-I found your Stargirl account and… uhm… I’ve been watching your video for some days…”
Wow. That was… direct. You wished he would have always been like this.
But what’s the purpose behind it? Maybe he already suspects you to be aware of it and doesn’t want his boyfriend to know.
“Why are you telling me this? Do you want me to convince you to not tell Felix?” you ask, raising one eyebrow.
He looks at you confused, blinks twice. “What? No. He’s fine with it.”
What. The. Fuck?
“Fine with it? Your boyfriend is okay with you jerking off to your ex? Is this some kind of kink?”
Solely speaking it out loud sounds like an April fool’s day joke.
“Chill. You’re not my ex, we weren’t serious.” Ouch. “Plus, he was the one who discovered your videos and sent them to me.”
Is this a fever dream? Have you caught the flu?
“I… am not in a position to judge your relationship dynamic. Still weird.” That’s the best word to describe it. However, you’re a little relieved there’s not more drama connected to it. Still—one aspect hits you right in the heart. “Hyune?”
“Yeah?”
“So, it wasn’t serious you say?” you ask him.
“Please,” he scoffs, “as if you’ve ever seen me as more than some friends with benefits situation.”
“Huh? You took me out on dates, that’s a lot more than that,” you remind him.
Feelings have always been involved. At least from your side. You think so.
“Yeah. I liked you in the beginning, Y/N. But I’ve also noticed how you look at your roommates. I sincerely don’t wanna be your second, no, wait, your fourth choice.” Shit. “Felix and I have been good friends for some time and he always reassured me. One thing let to another and I realised maybe it wasn’t serious from my side either.”
Wow. So it is obvious. You weren’t aware of being so bad at hiding your feelings. Maybe you judged Hyunjin a bit too easily.
“Thank you for being honest. I wished you would have done it like this from the start,” you say, meaning it.
Maybe you’re better off as friends. Hopefully you can go back to it one day.
“I’m sorry. I should have. You’re right.” He gives you a warm smile, before pulling you closer and you let him. “So, does this mean we’re fine?”
“There’s still another elephant in the room to address,” you say, squinting your eyes while looking up at him with a strict look on your face.
You’re aware that Hyunjin is one of your followers that’s pretty active. Not just regarding paying and interacting but also defending you. You’re glad to know that. It makes you feel a tiny bit safer.
“Yeah… we can stop watching your videos,” he immediately says.
Pardon?
“‘We’? You’re watching them together?”
“Hey, no kink shaming please! I know a lot more about you and your little fantasies.” He nudges you, tickling you in the process and you playfully push him away. “Jokes aside, if it makes you uncomfortable we’ll stop.”
“I’m fine with it. Really,” you tell him.
You are, right?
Well, Hyunjin is the last person that could make you feel uncomfortable. And if his partner is fine with it, you don’t mind.
What Chan and the others might think about it… well…
“Not gonna kink shame you either, darling. If you’re ever taking guests, hit me up.”
Oh, God. You’re doomed. Fucking doomed.
“Hey, and Y/N?”
“Yeah?”
He gives you another small smile, “I’m not sure how much you’re on track with it and I don’t wanna scare you. But if any bitch ever says the slightest shit to you, I’ll protect you, okay?”
“Thank you.”
You get woken up by the front door opening, instantly reaching for your phone that reads the time ‘01:43’.
Right. Jisung and Chan must be back from their work trip. The latter hasn’t responded to you until now. You wonder if he knows what happened between Minho and you. But it doesn’t make sense. Why would he suspect such a thing?
You’ve thought about how you’re gonna tell him about it. You’re not a couple, however it kind of felt like going behind his back and cheating. The encounter with Minho differs a lot from Jisung, who has only ever been involved with Chan being present.
But you’re a free woman, right? You can decide so to spend your time with. Chan isn’t your boyfriend. Although it feels like you’re his girlfriend. If that makes any sense. In your head you are.
However, then there’s also Jisung. And Minho. Maybe Hyunjin was quite right with only ever being the fourth choice.
You shake your head and brush those thoughts off. Unlocking your phone, your scroll a bit through the comments of the latest snippets of the livestream you posted. Finding yet another not so nice comment.
[ jwn_2002 👅 ]: that’s what real sluts look like. always ready to please a man.
Dizziness is roaming around in your head. You feel nauseous, totally uncomfortable. Reading these words lets pure disgust enter your body.
Then another comment from a familiar stranger appears.
[ hyunwoo_98 😜 ]: i wonder what else she would do. can’t think about anything else these days except for her hot body 🔥
You decide to close the app and place your phone away. Your heart is beating a bit faster than it should, but then again you get anxious pretty easily. Maybe it’s not that serious. Or at least you desperately try to convince yourself that it’s like that.
Knock knock.
Fuck. That startled you.
“Y/N, are you asleep?”
It’s Chan. And suddenly you feel all calm again. Because that’s what kind of effect he’s got on you.
“N-No. You can come in.”
As your roommate enters, you give your rabbit shaped night lamp a little push so it brightens the place in a dim shade.
Chan is dressed in sweatpants he probably put on just a couple of minutes ago and a tight tank top. You wonder if he did that on purpose.
“I’m sorry I didn’t reply. It was kinda busy over there.”
Jisung did reply though.
“How are you?”
You make some space so he can crawl under the blanket with you, all naturally. “I’m alright. You too? Exhausting day, right?”
He nods, “Hm. Is it okay if I stay here for a bit.”
“Sure,” you say with a smile. Everything seems to be okay after all. You can talk about the Minho thing and those comments tomorrow. For now you just wanna be close with your childhood best friend and feel safe.
“Channie?”
“Yeah, baby?” he asks in a husky voice and you already feel comforted again. That’s the effect he has on you.
“You remember what we talked about the other day,” you start, “regarding you touching and fucking me when I’m asleep?”
God, Chan fears he might just come in his pants. You can’t just say that to him after two days of neglecting his needs due to being away from him.
“Of course I do. What do you wanna tell me, princess?”
“If you feel like it, you can use me, Daddy. I’m always here for you, you know?”
Stupidly enough, these words don’t only let all blood get transported down to his cock but also allow his heart to do jumping jacks inside his chest.
Here for him to get some stress off?
Or here for him if he needs a shoulder to cry on?
The lines are starting to get blurry. Still, he places a soft kiss on your temple. “I can’t wait to wake you up tomorrow morning then. Sleep well, sweetheart.”
Chan wakes up earlier than usual, perhaps due to being so excited about the fact you’re gonna try something new. Yes, there’s still a lot to talk about. He’s read those comments to and is sure you have as well.
But this time of the day is about pleasuring your body the way you deserve. He props up the camera, trying to get a good ankle and places the masks on his and your eyes—trying not to wake you.
You store a bit in your sleep but when a cute little snoring sound drops from your lips, he’s sure you’re deeply occupied in your dreams again. Hopefully, he’s part of it. Perhaps his upcoming ideas will help.
Chan is careful, both trying not to wake you and feeling a bit nervous about the fact that you’re allowing him to touch you in your sleep. He knows you trust him immensely, this isn’t any news. Still, that’s another level he hasn’t expected. Yet again, this plays games with his head and heart.
He starts with slight touches, going up and down your side, sneaking his fingers under your shirt. The blankets are pushed aside, just like he's pulling up that pyjama top to expose your breasts to himself and the camera. You look alluring like this, almost innocent, so opposite to the side he’s been getting to know these past weeks.
Chan’s hand wanders down, between your thighs and as if you’re on autopilot, you spread your legs for him. He takes his time when he plays and teases your pussy, circling his thumb around your clit just like he knows you enjoy the most. And you’re wet. Dripping wet. Almost making a full mess on your sheets.
Then you let out a little moan. What he isn’t aware of is the fact that you woke up a couple of second ago, feeling the mask on your skin although by you’re trying to keep your eyes closed. This is so much fun. You wished you could wake up like this every day.
Chan continues, dipping two fingers inside your hole, stretching you out. Whimpers escape your mouth, echoing through the room. And he’s already rock-hard against you, his dick pressed against your ass. Chan doesn’t bother sleeping with clothes on, you’ve known this even before your arrangement started, so you’re not surprised.
He’s surprised indeed though, when you reach behind yourself, wrapping your hands around his length in an attempt to show him you’re fully awake and absolutely ready.
“Please…” you whine, scooting closer to him.
Chan wastes no time, aligning the tip of his cock with your aching hole, before he pushes inside you. It’s a sequence of events that has happened so many times by now, that feels so familiar, you’re getting used to it a bit too much.
He pushes fully in, letting out a breathy groan, before he starts moving.
“What a good girl. Even letting me fuck her in her sleep.”
“Yes, Daddy,” is all you let out.
The bed frame is hitting the wall, but all your roommates should know what’s going on anyway so you don’t care anymore at all.
“Good little slut, hm? You’ve missed my cock this much, you’re already creaming around me? Tightening around my dick like a good girl?”
You hastily nod, bringing your fingers between your legs to play with yourself. Chan pushes your hand away, deciding to do it himself. This is about you. This is about making you feel good and worshipping your body.
And filming a video. God, he almost forgot about the camera.
“Come on,” he whispers, “I know you’re close.”
He’s damn right about that. It doesn’t take you long to reach your high and Chan follows soon, pulling out of you before he scatters his seeds all over your ass.
Your roommate turns off the camera, before he places a soft kiss on your cheek.
“I’ve missed you too.”
“It’s so relaxing to have a day off and sleep in,” Chan says.
He made sure to give you the full programm of aftercare, still the two of you are cuddling in your bed after changing the sheets.
“It’s always time to sleep in. I’m a freelancer, you know? I’m able to choose my working hours,” you giggle.
He chuckles too, “What a girl boss you are, baby. Look at you making business like that. So hot.”
”Chan, stop joking.”
“‘m sorry,” he says. ”Shall we check the statistics?”
“Sure. Uhm—but before that… can I talk to you about something?”
“Always, baby. What’s going on?”
It's now or never, right?
You don’t want Chan to take it the wrong way as if you’re keeping secrets from him. On top of that, filming Minho and yourself also has the purpose of potentially making him part of the team. And the co-founder should be informed about that.
“When you two were gone, Minho and I talked about this cam girl thing—he somehow found out, funny and long story—so we decided that it makes most sense he could be part of it too and filmed a little video, nothing severe, and I wanted to ask if you’re fine–“
“You’re kidding me, right?”
Oh. You’ve never seen him like this before. Chan looks like he just witnessed a ghost.
“N-No… look, one thing let to another… we didn’t have sex in the conventional way—“
The fuck is that supposed to mean?
“Did he touch you?”
“Y-Yes…”
He closes his eyes.
“You guys filmed it?”
“We d-did…”
His jaw clenches.
“And saved it in the drafts.”
“Channie–“
“Then I don’t know why you don’t call a spade a spade,” he hisses.
Fuck. He’s fuming. He’s angry to the highest level. You’ve only seen him like this a handful of times and none of them were a nice experience.
“Channie…”
“I need a moment. I’m sorry,” he says, suddenly getting up from the bed. Your best friend gets dressed, putting on his sweatpants and tank top from last night.
You follow him, standing up too.
“Why are you reacting this way? I don’t get it,” you ask. Isn’t he overreacting a bit? Sure, you made a business decision without him but that’s not a reason to be so pissed off.
Because I’m in love with you. And I’m jealous.
“You didn’t have an issue with Jisung joining us either,” you point out.
“It's because you talked to me about him. That’s fine. I just don’t like you hiding secrets from me,” he explains, avoiding eye contact.
“But I told you now,” you state.
He sighs. “You should have told me sooner. Maybe that’s why I didn’t reply to you, Y/N. Because I know you don’t value our friendship as much as I do.”
What do all these accusations mean?
“You don’t think that. Chan, you’re being weird,” you say with a forced giggle to deal with the situation that’s making you quite nauseous again.
“You’re being weird, Y/N,” he spits back. “Why do you need to bring all these men into this? First Jisung, which I was fine with. Now Minho. Who’s next? Hyunjin? Changbin?”
He’s loud. His voice has increased its volume what feels like a thousand decibel.
“Stop it,” you say, almost whispering.
“No, you don’t get out of this so easily,” he shouts again.
“Stop yelling at me,” you speak, tears pricking at your lower lash line.
“Y/N, I’m being serious, this shit is getting out of hand and all those comments, we haven’t even addressed this and need to do something about it so there’s no time for you bringing even more drama into–“
This is too much. You’re becoming loud now too, when you interrupt him, “So you’re blaming me? You’re blaming me for your stupid ideas?”
He scoffs. Now you’re being unfair. “No, you don’t get to say this. We decided to make this blog together. Don’t pretend as if I talked you into it.”
“Whatever,” you brush it off, turning around.
“That’s always your reaction, right?”
“Stop fighting with me,” is all that you manage to say.
“Sorry I’m trying to discuss shit with you that’s important to me. Apparently not to you. I’m getting out of here. I need space,” he replies, sprinting towards your door and leaving your bedroom.
“Go on, then. You can come back when you calmed the fuck down,” you shout after him.
Tears are running down your face even before you’re noticing it. You sink down to your carpet, letting out sniffles and whimpers.
You get startled, when your phone vibrates, indicating you received a message.
[ Sungie 💚🎮 ]: Are you okay? Wanna come to my room and play some video games?
[ Sungie 💚🎮 ]: Or do you need space? I can make some food for you. Promises I don’t burn down the kitchen.
You wipe away the tears with your Chan’s sweater you’re wearing, typing a quick reply.
[ You ]: video games sound good
[ Sungie 💚🎮 ]: okay baby take your time yeah?
Hopefully Jisung will be able to comfort you instead.
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