Hello people of tumblr and my followers
I apologize for the lack of activity and content but there's a good reason why
Lately I've been struggling severely with my mental and emotional health along with dealing with a toxic/abusive family home
(I'm the scapegoat)
One of my good friends and I have set up a plan to move into his place to get away from said toxic family for my safety and ability for therapy to actually have affect on me
I've unfortunately have severe anxiety disorder and other things I need to be checked on, Suffering from malnutrition and overall inability to carry out daily tasks that any other person could do easily
From what I suspect, my inability to eat food properly is from the trauma of choking as well as the intense anxiety disorder that tightens my throat up to the point I can't even pass down my saliva most of the time
Even when I do swallow my saliva, My brain kicks in to thinking I'm choking and cue anxiety attack
I'm trying to handle the situation as well as I can along with my online best friends of 7 or 8 years(how long we've known each other)
But knowing myself, I have grown to feel bad if someone does something for me and asks nothing in return aka feeling like the most greedy person in the world when I only ask for so little
Although I am grateful that my best friend is going to pay for the required expenses, I also want to help but cannot get a job due to my severe condition
I will be starting up emergency commission slots(dunno how I'm gonna set it up yet) soon but also I would really appreciate it if any of you can try to spare some money for donations
It would really help a lot no matter how much you give, I will forever be thankful to you
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Go help my felliw artist and friend guys, they need it.





















