AmbrosiusTheUnknown

He/It/Xe Pronouns. Transmasc Genderfluid🏳️‍⚧️ ItsAmbrosiusDarling on AO3! Asks, requests, and inbox open!

[ambrosiustheunknown]

I've seen people make these intro posts so ig I'll do one? But i'm on a laptop so it's not going to be pretty ^^" just me yapping about myself lol also here's My masterlist of more important posts (link will lead you to a Google doc with links to my posts) no I don't know what counts as important to my brain :p

I'm Ambrosius (Am-Bro-Zhuhs) Arcturus (he/xe/it + neo pronouns)! This blog is mossttllyyy about my fandoms and writing and whatnot! I'm also a minor so if y'all have a problem with that then :p well, idek. Idm interacting with adults or kids so long as y'all aren't being freaky ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌ (WITH ME!! DON'T BE FREAKY WITH ME!!! if y'all post freak content that's chill just don't try and do the boombayah with me)

also no I'm not 11, I'm already an adult in some countries and less than a year out from it in others. Don't treat me like a kid or I'll take a shotgun shove it up your ass and shake it around until your innards are wrapped around it like cotton candy on a stick. (I hate being treated like a kid if you couldn't tell) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm mainly in The Outsiders fandom, but I also like IT (2017), Stranger Things (purely for Mike Wheeler, truthfully), Dysfunctional Perspective, and a few assorted games like Lacey's Flash Games, Carimara, Our Life: Beginnings and Always, No I'm Not A Human, Look Outsider, Class of 09, etc! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Links: My Ao3 My pronouns page My spacehey My bluesky My personal blog is @itsambrosiusbabe ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know DNI's don't really work, but I'll pretend they do! Anyone who doesn't support or is willfully ignorant about the LGBTQ+, DID/OSDD, age-regression, furries, therians, POC, women, and the like, please don't interact!! Also DNI if you don't follow the 'dont like don't read' thing, and that applies to EVERYTHING. You know what I'm talking about. Anyone feel free to interact with me! Message me, send in asks, whatever! :D

[ambrosiustheunknown]

Ponyboy 'Someone New' Curtis. As in, Someone New by Hozier.

"I fall in love just a little bit every day with someone new" and it's Pony who saw an old lady smiling down at a ladybug and wanted to talk to her even though she'd probably look at him with fear or disgust. Pony who sees the Socs that bully him but also sees the boys who go joyriding after school, and the girls who fuss over their boyfriends after he gets into a fight, and the kids who have so much good in them despite all the bad.

"There's an art to life's distraction | To somehow escape the burning weight, the art of scrapin' through" and it's Pony who knows his love and acceptance of everyone will only make him blind to the very real dangers of letting his guard down as a greaser, but being unable to stop loving everyone he comes across. Pony who has hundreds of unfamiliar faces in his sketchbook and will look at them, longing for someone who will love him without doubt or hesitation the way he will love everyone without doubt or hesitation.

"I wake at the first cringe of morning | And my heart's already sinned" and it's Pony who knows that the gang would view his love for everyone as a weakness. Pony who knows that they would feel betrayed by his love for the kids who are labeled Socs. Pony who knows that the moment he lets his guard down and stops trying to fit in, everyone will walk all over him.

"Love with every stranger | The stranger the better" and it's Pony who struggles to love his family and friends with the same intensity that he loves acquaintances and strangers, because his family and friends manage to hurt him worse than any Soc or judgy elderly woman ever will. Pony who can forgive a snub from a classmate or adult, but will always remember the way the gang hurts him - intentionally or otherwise.

"Would things be easier if there was a right way? | Honey, there is no right way" and it's Pony who, despite the danger that loving so intensely brings, would never give up his ability to fall in love with everyone and everything he sees. Pony who will nurture the loves he holds for the gang, even though he knows they will never truly understand him. Pony who will one day write a theme about drowning, and fire, and the handsome boy with a reckless grin who directly and indirectly hurt the people Pony loves most, yet will still be granted his humanity in the theme instead of being portrayed as the villain because he was a kid who was done wrong, same as everyone else.

[ambrosiustheunknown]

In you ao3, what's the difference between The Outsiders - S.E Hinton and The Outsiders (1983) fics?

Honestly? Absolutely nothing. I just make sure to tag for the book, musical, and movie because it's all, y'know, The Outsiders, and I subconsciously pull from all three medias, as well as fandom interpretations and hcs to make my fics!

[ambrosiustheunknown]

okay so i am...having an episode???? I think??? but I used the episode to project on Ponyboy and write a oneshot so YIPPEE!!! here y'all go ig? ^^" (I promise I'm fine chat I'm In Deep Shit but i'm also Regulating and Safe and Coping healthily so don't worry!! enjoy the fic!!)

Title: Back and forth Description: His parents are out getting frosting. The wall taunts him. Screaming rings in his ears. Alternative summary: the author is having a mental breakdown??? I think??? or some sort of episode??? and projects onto the foalchild because that is what favorite characters are there for <3 also there's some freaky supernatural shit going on idk don't ask me Words: 618 Warnings: Implied/Referenced Self-Harm (1 sentence, nothing actually happens its just a thought), metal instability, paranoia AO3 Link (if y'all like it on here a kudo on ao3 would be appreciated!!)

The wall blurs in front of him. The vague patterns in the drywall twist and spin in an empty dance. Soulless and taunting at the same time. 

Something is wrong.

He can hear his brothers at his side. Their worried voices are almost tangible, visible. They swirl around him, go through his ears, ruffle his hair. Darry and Soda want to know why he’s been sitting on the ground staring at the wall since their parents left to get frosting. He can hear them clearly. Could respond if he wanted. There’s nothing stopping him, not even mentally. His silence is a choice. The wall dances.

Something is wrong.

Rocking back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. He’s warm. Overheating, even. Sweating. It’s winter. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth.

Something is wrong.

Darry’s hand comes to stop the back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. The normally comforting hand makes him want to scream. He’s going to bite Darry. Going to kick and yell until his vocal chords give out. He doesn’t move. The wall twists. The head of a deer. Big, innocent eyes. A smile. The wall twists and the deer and the eyes and the smile goes away. It’s taunting him.

Something is wrong. 

Ponyboy can feel the air around him. He’s acutely aware of the backdoor that he’s not sure is locked. Of every open door in the house. Of the coat closet he can’t see the inside of. Of the underside of every couch and bed. Of everything he can’t see. His brothers don’t feel it. The presence in every bit of the house. Cool air blows on his back.

Something is wrong.

Soundwaves wrap around Pony. Ruffle his hair. Dig into his skin like rusty nails. He needs more. He needs them to shut the fuck up. 

Something is wrong.

The wall twists. Taunting him. It’s showing him the emptiness in himself. He stares. The void stares back. His limbs get heavy, heavy, heavy. He can’t stay awake. He can’t sleep. He can’t think. His brain won’t stop noticing everything. He’s on a wavelength no one else can reach. His brothers’ voices are discordant vibrations. 

Something is wrong.

He could move. Could speak. Could reach out. Could lean. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. 

Something is wrong.

A hand on his back. He didn’t realize it had left.

Something is wrong.

The presence in the air locks in on him.

Something is wrong.

The wall dances and laughs.

Something is wrong.

The vibrations make him want to claw his eardrums out.

Something is wrong.

A knock at the door.

Something is wrong.

His brothers freeze.

Something is wrong.

No one ever knocks on the door.

Something is wrong.

Darry gets up.

Something is wrong.

He wants to beg him to stay by his side. He doesn’t move.

Something is wrong.

He doesn’t look at the door as it opens. The wall cackles.

Something is wrong.

Voices. Sobs. Denials.

Something is wrong.

The wall dances. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth. Cackles fill his ears. 

Something is wrong.

Back and forth. Back and forth. Back and forth.

[katrein05]

Ponyboy felt really off when his parents went to pick up icing for Darry's cake. He bawled his eyes out holding on to his mom's arm, begging her not to go. While they were gone he just kept saying, "its coming." But when Darry and Soda would ask what was coming he would just say he didn't know but whatever it was, was coming. Then when their parents still weren't home Darry and Soda really started to worry. When the knock was heard on the door, pony froze, stopped crying, and whispered "it's here." Darry opened the door to the police officer asking him to come down to the hospital to identify their parents bodies. Pony didn't feel that feeling again until after Bob died. But this time he knew what it was. Cue: Deaths at my Door from the broadway outsiders

[dragonflauz]

thanks for the tag @choatic-bumblebee-agenda <33

Rules: make a poll with 10 of your favorite shows, they can be just 10 shows you loved watching or your top 10 tv shows of all time, and have your followers choose their favorite then tag 10 people.

pick a favorite

DuckTales (2017)

The A-Team

MacGyver (1985)

Doctor Who

Phineas and Ferb

Milo Murphy's Law

Carmen San Diego

Severance

Race To The Edge

The Chosen

Voting ended onJun 11

no pressure tagging @araluendunedainofluna @nightskylonging @residentmiddlechild @theragamuffininitiative @choasuqeen @pacertestman @always-at-number-seven @sidequestsaturn @cakeyouareoh @swinging-stars-from-satellites and im so sorry if you already got this one

[sidequestsaturn]

pick a favorite!!

Derry Girls

All Creatures Great and Small 2020

DuckTales 2017

Abbott Elementary

Gravity Falls

The Good Place

Over the Garden Wall

Bluey

Only Murders in the Building

The Artful Dodger

Voting ended onJun 12

thanks for the tag!! im no pressure tagging @gracefuldisasters @paranormal-taters @thetreasurechest @no-brain-only-brainrot @nowandforalways @bookwormswillruletheworld @windmilltothestars @ceterisparibus116 @captaingondor @novelmonger

[gracefuldisasters]

Ooh thanks!

pick your favorite >:)

Columbo

Rise of the TMNT

Phineas and Ferb

the Flintstones

Looney Tunes

Dirk Gentlys Hollistic Detective Agency (s1)

TMNT 2012

Sonic X

Mork and Mindy

I Love Lucy

Voting ended onJun 6

Not sure if the Three Stooges count as a tv show or as a bunch of individual pictures.... oh well!

I think all my friends have already been tagged, so if you see this, tag you're it!

[reblogsbymellpen]

Hopping on this train!

Which of these do YOU like best?

Leverage (2008)

Person of Interest

Blue Bloods

Call the Midwife

All Creatures Great and Small (1978)

The Cosby Show

Lockwood & Co

Parks & Rec

The Dick Van Dyke Show

Psych

Voting ended onJun 6

And I'll tag @earlgreyentling @starryrants and @melliabee! And anyone else who wants to reblog!

[melliabee]

Oh fun! Thanks for the tag @reblogsbymellpen!

Pick a favorite

The A-Team (1983)

Babylon 5 (1994)

Leverage (2008)

All Creatures Great and Small (2020)

The Rookie (2018)

The Buccaneers (1956)

Scarecrow and Mrs. King (1983)

Star Trek (1966)

Star Trek: Strange New Worlds (2022)

Lois & Clark: The New Adventures of Superman (1993)

Voting ended onJun 12

All of these are favorites. Some are enduring favorites, some nostalgic favorites, and some are current favorites. I would be happy to geek out over any of them with any of you!

Tagging @greenjacketwhitehatdocmui @accidental-spice @doctorhelena and anyone else who wants to jump on!

[accidental-spice]

Oooh, thanks for the tag!

Choose one of my favorite shows!

Brooklyn Nine Nine

Emma (2009)

New Girl

The Rookie

Agents of SHIELD

Speechless

Star Wars: Rebels

Downton Abbey

ATLA

Jericho (2009)

Voting ended on15h

Tagging @peeta-mellarks-smile @kazoosandfannypacks @sailforvalinor @undying-lilies @saxifrage-wreath @heckin-music-dork @hecckyeah @raspberryzingaaa @gentlevalor @avatardoggo and anyone else who wants to play!!

[peeta-mellarks-smile]

thx for the tag spice :>

choose a show

Phineas and Ferb

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Doctor Who

I Love Lucy

Star Wars: The Clone Wars

The Amazing Digital Circus

Murder Drones

Pride and Prejudice 1995

Game Theory (this counts, right?)

Meta Runner

Remaining time: 20 hours 54 minutes

No-pressure tags: @the-song-not-sung-in-vain, @theragamuffininitiative, @alunaloverworld, @narfthenoodle, and anyone else who wants to join!!

[the-song-not-sung-in-vain]

Thanks for the tag! (And thanks @theragamuffininitiative!)

Going off of sheer rewatchability (and nostalgia) here, because not every show is one where you can get to an episode you've already seen and not wince a little at having to live through the same plot again.

Pick one!

The Andy Griffith Show

Gomer Pyle, U.S.M.C.

The World of Peter Rabbit and Friends (1992-1998)

Liberty's Kids

Hogan's Heroes

M*A*S*H*

Gravity Falls

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood

Haikyuu!!

The Dick Van Dyke Show

Remaining time: 22 hours 52 minutes

Tagging @i-am-a-stupid-robot, @swinging-stars-from-satellites, @novelmonger, @mozart-the-meerkitten, @brandyestchristi, @heckin-music-dork, and anybody else who wants to join in!

[brandyestchristi]

lets do this thang (thanks for the tag btw)

something

Gravity Falls

Avatar: the Last Airbender

Star Trek TOS

Phineas & Ferb

The Amazing Digital Circus

Pride and Prejudice (1995)

The Chosen !!!

Og Spongebob seasons

Do National Geographic wolf things count if I binge them?

Race to the Edge

Voting ended onJun 8

It's been *years* since I've seen RttE but that's okay

Tagging @thelittlerandomrooster @undercoverossifrage @mozart-the-meerkitten @herwonderlandfirefreakingevil

[thelittlerandomrooster]

Thanks for the tag! This is a fun one!

CHOOSE! IF YOU DAAAARE!

Puss in Boots (the show)

Avengers Assemble

Earth's Mightiest Heroes

Spectacular Spider-Man

Big Hero 6 (the Series)

Mysterious Benedict Society

Rings of Power

I Spy (1960 something)

A Team (1980 something)

Voting ended onJun 9

Open tags!!!

[kisielkisielewski]

Decided to join this idea

choose from this

sk8 the infinity

the summer hikaru died

metal family

Hazbin hotel

penguins from Madagascar

oshi no ko

the dragon prince(but only first 6 seasons)

blue period

yuri on ice

✨Trudne Sprawy ✨(idk what to put here)

Voting ended onJun 9

I don't think I wachted anything exept it and liked it and tags:3

@redheaded-teen @that-one-enby-ranger-2000 @nightwingtheanimater @iwanttobepersephone @daily-ish-halt @permettez-moi @artsysurvivor @amazonsarkany @thelittlebantamrooster

I tried to tag the whole fandom...

[that-one-enby-ranger-2000]

Choose your fate

Good Omens

Our Flag Means Death

The Big Bang Theory

Community

Lucifer

Gravity Falls

Ducktales (2017)

Hazbin Hotel

Dragon Prince

Helluva Boss

Voting ended onJun 11

@explodingmagnets @h3rb1eherb +and any other people because I'm lazy

[explodingmagnets]

thanks for the tag!

pick your favourite

Taskmaster

Bluey

Alone

Young Sheldon

The Amazing Digital Circus

Percy jackson and the Olympians

Motorway Patrol

Race to the Edge

Masterchef

The Simpsons

Voting ended onJun 12

tags: @kirikoisreal @char-char-f0x @casseyissleeping @in-d3bt @ambrosiustheunknown @andescandieses @cha0tic-v1nny @watered-down-lemonade @spacemancraig64 @wearingpants @jujuainthome

[ambrosiustheunknown]

thanks for the tag!!!

Choose under threat of death >:)

Attack On Titan

Brooklyn Nine-Nine

Stranger Things

Ouran Highschool Host Club

Death Note

Love, Chunibyo & Other Delusions!

The Promised Neverland

Black Butler

Danganronpa

Kakeguri

Voting ended onJun 10

tags: @faultycoldstars @scribbledstars16 @sunny-sinflower + open tags

[jamandjazz]

“While Dallas Winston was not the type of man to want to hold down a job of any kind, he supposed this whole bar-tending gig really wasn’t too bad.” -Where the Sun Meets the Storm by @legends-never-die1

[osamu4019]

Moot I need to know immediately if you've read this fanfic, this was the entire reason I even joined Tumblr and was the whole reason I got into fanfics I need to know

[ambrosiustheunknown]

WHERE THE SUN MEETS THE STORM MENTION OH MY GODS I NEED TO REREAD THIS FIC I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT IT BUT I LOVEEEEEEDDDD THIS FIC

[ambrosiustheunknown]

I have yet to read or watch rumble fish but as I do with everything I want to watch I looked at a few edits and I saw Rustyboy so it got me wonderin’ if you got any hcs for them :D

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! I PLANNED TO DO MY EARLIER ASKS BUT THIS HAS CAUGHT MY ATTENTION EVERYONE STEP THE FUCK TO THE SIDE RUSTYBOY IS PRIORITY!!!! I FUCKING LVOE RUSTYBOY BUT I HAVE SEEN A TOTAL OF MAYBE 5 EDITS FOR THEM LAST I CHECK AND ONE (1) POST FOR THEM SO KNOW THAT ALL THESE HC'S COME DIRECTLY FROM MY BRAIN, UNTOUCHED AND UNSEASONED!!! (also I reread Rumblefish specifically for this ask but I can't quite grasp Rusty-James' character like I can Pony so y'all will have to forgive me if its OOC. either I relate too much or too little with Rusty-James either way I can't fully wrap my head around him yet)

I like the idea of age-gap Rustyboy where Ponyboy is older than Rusty-James and it's post-canon!TheOutsiders pre-canon!Rumblefish and Rusty-James reminds Pony of Dally, but yk what I love even more? THEM BOTH BEING PRE-CANON AND !$ AND RUSTY-JAMES BEING DALLY'S HALF-BROTHER AND PONY THINKING THAT THEM LOOKING EXACTLY ALIKE IS A COINCIDENCE AND THEN THEY DATE AND RUSTY BEING RELATED TO DALLY IS ONLY REVEALED WHEN PONY INTRODUCES HIM TO THE GANG!!!!!!

Yapper!Rusty-James/Yapper!Ponyboy !!!! Rusty-James who talks and talks about the most random shit or about his brother when it's just him and Pony, and Pony who goes on and on about books and his brothers.

They enable each other when it comes to taking too much Asprin. Rusty-James had SEVEN in the book. SEVEN.

They argue a LOT, whether about small or big things, because they're so different yet alike and one of their biggest similarities is their short-tempers. Fights start quick but cool down quicker, although they have come to blows when Ponyboy pushes too hard.

If Rusty-James is ever going to fight and he's bringing people, Pony will always be there without fail. Could be in the afternoon, the night, or the ass-crack of dawn, Pony is there.

Pony and Steve (Rumblefish Steve not Outsiders Steve) get along really well. Nothing else to say I just think they'd get along.

Pre/during-canon Pony would think that Rusty-James' love for fighting is tuff, and he would absolutely fight a dude with Rusty-James. Post-canon Pony all but begs Rusty-James to just slow down and stop mistaking spilled blood for worth.

Pony finds Rusty-James' insistence on not drinking soda endearing, but when he's mad at him he'll tease Rusty-James about drinking chocolate milk until Rusty-James gets mad.

Rusty-James likes playing pool in his spare time but Pony is horrible at it, so Rusty-James will sometimes let Ponyboy win is Pony is getting frustrated or if Pony has had a bad day.

During their later teen years (assuming Rusty-James doesn't get taken by the police) Rusty-James doesn't even consider touching anything stronger than a smoke, Ponyboy wants to try anything and everything at least once and becomes a regular marijuana smoker for a bit. They actually broke up a few times about this, but they always end up back together, and eventually Pony cools it goes back to just smokes.

The Curtis brothers aren't a huge fan of Rusty-James at first since he seems like trouble, but one night he comes stumbling in all beat up and crashes on their house, and his reasoning is 'no one is at my place right now' and makes a few other vague comments. Obviously Rusty-James played this off as a casual comment but Darry and Soda can read between the lines, and now they treat Rusty-James like another Ponyboy. They have the same amount of success in raising him that they would Dally, which is to say, none. Pony loves that his brothers like Rusty-James.

The Curtis brothers' newfound acceptance of Rusty-James doesn't stop him from being a menace and sneaking into the house, convincing Pony to sneak out of the house, and just generally being a bad influence.

They're surprisingly silly and sweet for an orphaned, short-tempered, insecure 14 year old and a neglected, short-tempered, reckless 14 year old. They really enjoy watching movies and sharing kisses on the couch, going to diners, gossiping, shit-talking, and complaining.

Rusty-James tries really hard to be the suave, bad boy, heartthrob, hood boyfriend, and sometimes he succeeds. Other times Pony ices him out and complains about him acting different until he gives up.

[ambrosiustheunknown]

Purly is so Tough Lover by Christina Aguilera coded, I may or may not write a one-shot based on them

He'll make me laugh, he'll make me cry He'll be so tough he'll make Venus come alive He'll do anything that he wants to do Step on Jesse James's blue suede shoes, yeah

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

reblog if you love ao3 exactly how it is and you don’t want it to “update” or change in any way♡

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

ao3 is not changing anything by the way! some people just want them to change for some reason. my guess is that these people just don't understand how the site works and refuse to actually learn how it works, so they blame the site because it's easier for them that way.

[starz-lolz]

I think Ponyboy's view on his relationships with the other Curtis gang members is really interesting because I believe two things:

1.Ponyboy doesn't truly see how much the others care for him because of his insecurities.

2.Members of the gang may just not like Ponyboy...and what he says about them in the book may not be as far from the truth as the fandom likes to believe it is.

I am a youngest child who has been teased my whole life and I can definitely say that I have been convinced that people hate my ass when they most likely don't. Ponyboy isn't trying to be unreliable in his narration it's just what he believes based on his experiences. Steve is an dick to him, and whether or not you believe that he secretly has a soft spot for Pony, it makes sense that Pony would hate Steve and think that the feeling was mutual. I love Steve & Pony fics that explore their relationship but like...dude I have been in Pony's position!! It sucks!!! I get why he thinks Steve hates him because, in a way, Steve probably does!!

And with Darry, I can 100% see why Pony thinks Darry hates him. I love Darry with my whole chest but he is kind of an ass in the book to Pony, and there is a definite difference between how he interacts with Pony vs Soda. Even though we, as the reader, can see why, but Pony cannot cause he's 14 and insecure and still getting used to the shift in dynamic between him and his brothers. Maybe I'm just biased cause of my life but idk man.

I had examples for all the other characters but none of them made sense so...I hope you guys understand what I'm saying.

Also being the youngest in a group (esp when the group consists of your siblings and siblings' friends) is awful. 0/10 do NOT recommend. You think everyone sees you as a bother or whatever or that you're just tanging along with the big kids because your older siblings are forced to. You are never fully convinced that they aren't just waiting for the right chance to kick you to the curb.

Or something like that.

All I'm saying is that, if I were in Pony's position, I would also be convinced everyone (minus Soda and Johnny) hated me and didn't want me around.

[viscupcakecait]

new tag game because I’m bored!! share the weirdest contact name you have for somebody and the weirdest contact name somebody has for you!! (not context or you will be launched into the stratosphere)

someone’s name for me:

🍆🧀🧀BIGGIE CHEESE 🔥🔥🍆

a name i have for somebody:

INIMICUS!!!!! 🔪🔪🔪

@extra-extra-unhinged @pappppaya @jayver-the-songbird @igottafindawaytostopitstopit @adh-broadway @atthispointeverythingischaos @burnininhell @crazy-may @fuzzylobster @iheartgaymusicals @jordie-007 @papilllions @ponleloquequier @rickythegreenbean @raviankaivao @thefloor13 + open tags 😎

[extra-extra-unhinged]

OOOH THIS IS FUN !! weirdest contact name someone has for me: the potato to my Irish famine

weirdest name i have for someone: MY WORST HATER FUCK YOU STINKY ASS MOLE RAT (for my brother who I love)

@youllstealannuduh @theloverislost @deizzyx @atthispointeverythingischaos @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 + open tags I can’t be bothered to write more 🙁

[youllstealannuduh]

Thanks for the tag!!

Weirdest one I had for me wad “Mentally Ill Heathen”

And the weirdest I have for someone is MARCUSSS THE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORM

Mother to the Feral

Court Fool

and His Majesty The King

which is all my family XD

@burnininhell @percland @scribbledstars16 @caboosethesillytrainboi +open tags because same Dani. Same.

[scribbledstars16]

Hmmmm

Weirdest one someone had for me:

Elizabeth Freakbob 🦐

(Help 😭)

Weirdest I had for someone:

Orpheus, A Girl Behind You

But in the loopy font

@your-local-soc-girl @yourlocalredbicycle @undeadconfessional @ambrosiustheunknown

[ambrosiustheunknown]

I don't really have weird contact names for people because then I'd forget who I'm talking to TwT

The weirdest one someone has for me is 'Wish.com immigrant'

@faultycoldstars @sunny-sinflower @char-char-f0x + open tags !!!

[d1sapp01ntm3nt]

Finney that’s not safe get away fromthere

FINNEY SERIOUSLY STROP THAUTS NOT FORYOU PLEASE GET AWAAYY 😢😢😢

[imjunebitch]

"can mutuals dm" "can mutuals ask for your discord" girl, mutuals have an implied invitation to my wedding

[ambrosiustheunknown]

if a moot asks for my discord so we can talk, i'll cry and also ask if they want my phone number and address so we can send each other cute letters with stickers and lipstick kisses on them

[ambrosiustheunknown]

my favorite fic updated recently and I just commented because HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU MAKING ME SHIP THIS SHIP?????? ITS NOT EVEN TAGGED FOR THAT SHIP BUT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THESE TWO CHARACTERS THE WAY THIS PERSON HAS WRITTEN THEM HAS BECOME WHAT I HOPE IN ENDGAME EVEN THOUGH THERES AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT SHIP TAGGED FOR ONE OF THE CHARACTERS!!! I NEVERRRRRR CONTEMPLATED THIS SHIP IN A SERIOUS WAY UNTIL THIS GORGEOUS, BEAUTIFUL, CRUEL AUTHOR PUT IT IN MY HEAD!!! AGHHHHHHHHHH IF IT DOESNT BECOME ENDGAME IM GONNA CRY WHICH IS CRAZY BECAUSE THE SHIP TAGGED IS ONE OF MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE SHIPS FOR THIS FANDOM

[ambrosiustheunknown]

me: stays out of my emails and Tumblr for like 2 days maybe 3 maximum to read Project Hail Mary fanfiction me: opens Tumblr "I wonder- OH GREAT HEAVENS"

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little known fact about me is that I used to have a ponyboy RP account on TikTok and a couple people I would consistently include in my RP-ing. haven't used it in a couple years but one person still sends me their tiktoks for some godforsaken reason. I am now getting the urge to either do a Pony RP or a Grace from PHM RP blog. I am...unsure. interacting and RP-ing with people seems scary :( i know I did it before, but doing it in short video format feels easier than blogging it...

it is espooky /ref