“Dear Diary” That Is Open To Public Access @averynotthemayo - Tumblr Blog

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how often are you getting a headache

daily

weekly

monthly

couple times a year

yearly or less

Remaining time: 3 days 18 hours

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how often are you getting a tummy ache

daily

weekly

monthly

every couple months

yearly or less

Remaining time: 3 days 18 hours

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Ok so thanks for voting on this but i need you to reblog it too

averynotthemayo

How are yall getting tummy aches YEARLY 😭 i literally cant go a day without feeling nauseous, i feel like im about to throw up almost constantly

While I was grounded for these past 2 weeks I got my hair cut to my shoulders it’s still not as sjort as I’d like but I can put it in a little ponytail and I highkey feel like this right now

I should take off my binder but i really don’t wanna have tits right now…

#ego renegade boy #trans ftm #trans joy #sorry for spamming #not really tho #lol #hell is a teenage boy #transgender #this is enough tags

stargazingcrowboy

In a really weird mood where I feel super depressed but also slightly horny

Genuinely starting to feel like a court jester in my friend group, not in the “super cool funny dude who’s allowed to insult people” way but the “I serve no purpose outside of entertainment and if I’m not good enough at that I’m worthless” way

Unfortunately my room will never be “clean” because its inhabitant is a mess and rarely leaves said room

#hell is a teenage boy #vent ish #i’m a mess #boyblog #this is a boyblog #so dysphoric rn it’s horrible i hate it here

letters-not-opened11

yall ever get so depressed that attempting is kind of a game now? you've numbed yourself and now your like hmmm i feel like an evil villain when im picking out days and how my victim (myself) shall meet their demise

My human rights leaving me when I come out as transgender, apparently

#avm red #trans ftm #transgender #transphobia #fuck transphobes #i aint tagging allat

I’m listening to my mom yell at my stepfather about him yelling at me earlier since my rolm is right above the one they’re arguing in, and their relationship is already kind of rocky right now, so according to my anxiety its my fault if they finally get a divorce so fingers crossed i dont wake up from my nap

#vent #tw vent #tw depressing thoughts #hell is a teenage boy #tw parental issues #someone put me out of my misery #tw sui ideation

My mother - a woman whose life was literally ruined by weed and alcohol in her 20s - apparently told my older sibling she wouldn’t be surprised if i started smoking weed.

The thing that ruined her young adult years.

The one thing she’s asked me and my siblings not to do since, quote, “as long as you guys don’t smoke or do drugs or drink I don’t give a fuck what you do”

😐

So glad that’s what you see your well-behaved overly anxious straight-A and B “daughter”, as, mother. I can see you think so very highly of me. /sarcasm

#mommy issues #hell is a teenage boy #fuck my stupid gay life #i hate everything #fuck you mom #transgender #i aint tagging allat #trans ftm