Sloane

She/They/It. 21yrs old. Mentally ill and really cringe. Minors DNF I occasionally post suggestive/nsfw things. ¡Read pinned!

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Introduction

Hi I’m Sloane, a 21yr old mentally ill person. This account is just for me to vent so I don’t go crazy. Some of the things I suffer from are bipolar type 2, CPTSD, borderline personality disorder, and POTS.

A lot of the stuff I say on here will be stupid because I overreact and split really easily. I have a girlfriend who is also my favorite person, she will be mentioned here very often.

I used to have another account, cannibalcrys.

Some triggering topics I might bring up are all types of abuse, CSA, sh, ed’s, sui/homicidal ideation, and a lot more but itll all be labeled with tw’s

I’m trans and lesbian, any sort of bigots dni. Minors DNF.

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

TW: SA

Unfortunately no matter how many times it’s said or how it’s said, I’ll always blame myself for being raped

I was stupid. What kind of dumbass takes a drink from a way older man?? I was old enough to know better

I would never think another victim was at fault for this, but when it comes to me it is my fault.

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Cried for the first time in therapy today that shit was so embarrassing I need to kill myself

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to process the fact that these disorders I have aren’t curable

I think about it all the time, but it doesn’t really compute

This is permanent, this is my life, I can improve but will always be ill

[urwingriddenangel]

[s1ck-pup]

i’m not even that good of a person

[ijustwannabeursweetheart]

I want to suck the marrow from your bones and replace it with my love for you.

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me watch every single one of my favorite people give up on me

[todostoasty]

i don’t feel safe telling anyone how i feel anymore because it only ever ends badly

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Having pelvic floor issues at my grown ass age is so fucking embarrassing

Why am I 21 struggling to hold my bladder I should just be shot I’m pathetic

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

God I hate exposure therapy I’m sweating and I feel like I’m having a heart attack

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Trying to go out and do exposure therapy only to embarrass myself in front of a small crowd so badly I start contemplating suicide immediately

I’m so stupid just shoot me

[stlkkr]

casually checking your every social media account and post because i need to know who you're talking to at all times...

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Corny as fuck but I dream of keeping my fp in my home 24/7

She wouldn’t have to do anything or see anyone ever again, I’d do everything for her and I’d be the only person she’d ever need to see

I’m so willing to be her personal chef, maid, whatever she needs as long as she never leaves my sight

[lonelydovee]

trying to convince myself that they love me too knowing I'm the only one up at 4am scrolling through their social media.

[cannibalsneedlovetoo]

Having a mood disorder means never being able to be upset or have a bad day because you’ll immediately hear, “have you been taking your medication? You’re acting like a crazy person”

[sparklykitty-cat]

I want you to think of me so much to the point of hallucinating my presence.